A Life Once Lost piosenki

with a simple blink of an eye the trupeter stops he has run out of breath he dtops to his knees to regain his breath panting and gasping for as much air as he can fit into his tired lungs he risses to his feet with tears in his eyes he has failed 

a falls river farewell sometimes I sing by myself alone, away from the angels that hold my hand as I walked way scared from the memories that I choked on memories of you wiping them away with glass angels sing songs about you they bleed in my dreams bringing...

I can't understand what I do wrong half the time. My judgement is blurred half the time. I never once acted like this before I met you. Now I'm a simplicated sensation. I'm nothing; A laughing stock to some. I'm sorry for my vicious decline into this bedlam yo...

I think it would be amusing to sit here and write up a list Just a list that describes the way I want to destroy myself Not a simple suicide but a drawn out process of pain This was all created in my head and can't I stop thinking it I am taunted by the ignora...

What else do I need to do? What else can I say? Sorry? I have trained myself to love you. But you no longer look at me. Why? What have I done to you? I tried so hard to be perfect. But you still throw me aside. I wish I was the symbol of passion. The pass...

I tested your patience without you even knowiing so I continued to throw words around carelessly I knew how to get you off certain words evoked this beast from you it was your carless eyes that strayed away which brought forth your true feelings now tell me of...

Tell me what you wish to do? You know that your wish most likely will not come true Not to worry because your life has been one big disappointment anyway Thinking that if I fall asleep to her breathing It is not despair, it is certainly that I have suffered en...

I have to choose what I detest Either dreaming, which my mind hates Or action, which my awareness loathes I am confused I sit alone in silence To focus more on the way that I am living I am losing you And this place isn't comfortable I retaliate by not speakin...

I am repulsed by the lack of dedication That you insert into this relationship Could it be that your head is elsewhere Could it be that you don't care All I know is that I am repulsed by the effortless Teeth missing But death seems so attractive this time arou...

I always pictured you with flowers in your hair. Dancing in the dry rain. You held color beyond love. Yet the sensation to no longer walk in is alive. In my eyes and heart. And all I could ask was for you to love but I am guessing that was even to hard....

I am impatient and hard to please. No sense of serenity Habitual neurosis transcends into thoughts of suicide. And when this body lay lifeless, don't patronize me by insisting this was all done because of you. I am beyond redemption. Even in death I will not s...

These words collapse your confidence. Your destructive existance is nauseating. Fake, with no self esteem; you're nothing. You change with manic uncertainty. Now I will be the master. Now I will choose my boatswain. I push myself in and out of relationships. B...

This is when panic and shock are given out in doses. There is nothing to admire. Absent from this present anxiety is liberation. Malice now exists inside my head. Crush and rebuild. Destroy and organize. I stand above, looking down on this devastation. Words f...

I continue to succumb to mundane hospitality. Fabricating pertinent dinner conversation. Fascinating breath pressing drawls. Asking myself why. Unbeleievable isn't it; the way we twist words around just to get that quick fix. I swore someday I'd save myself fr...

You are worthless and especially ignorant to human life Words - gestures Everything I feel towards your existence Coexists with the hatred I have for mankind Common consideration cannot coincide with you and me You talk to offend And you laugh to belittle It s...

It could have been easier then this. It could have been so much more enjoyable, for the both of us. But it wasn't right. for me to waste time with you. Thinking I even had a chance to make a difference in your life. Just forget about it. Forget about me....

Screaming out loud. I loved everyone. I never meant to hurt anyone. Just as the nails of so many man before Me, drove through My skin. It seemed to silence His lips. For no one really cared. He then let out a cry that was heard for miles and miles. Hi...

You know Suicide and life Are peachy conversations Based around This fantasy that will never evolve Can't say I welcome it In to my life Those tasteless kisses You pushed upon my cheek Me ruining All hope of that new crush Now is exposed It makes the children...

her cloths were soaked with mildew ropes burned their way through her fragile thin wrists I stood over her watching to see if she was going to live or die I remember her screaming and scratching to my arms while I was tying her wrists behind her back she was k...

These problems exist inside my mind like a heavy New Orleans fog My thinking has slowed itself down to a crawl unwillingly Compassion fueled By depression My savior is death Does this make sense My love is silenced By ignorance My answer is death Does this mak...