Tekst piosenki
Staring at my food but I cannot eat it
Laying in my bed but I am not sleeping
Crying in my room and I keep it top secret,
Cause people tell me they care but they do not mean it.
I'm cut open, even though I am not bleeding
My heart's broken, so Imma make it stop beating
Someone runs in the room and screams:
"He's not breathing!"
I'm rushed to the hospital to have a Doc treat it
But he cannot beat it, there`s no time at all,
Cause I just popped some pills with some Tylenol,
And 3 bottles of antidepressants, and Sambuca,
40 ounces, got killed I didn't puke up anything
There's no use in pumping my stomach,
Cause I'll just do it again,
I'm a lost cause so fuck it.
Everyone with grudges towards me,
Is gonna love this.
The smiles on their faces when my death goes public.
Cause I'm killing myself,
Taking matters to my own hands ...
I can't picture myself as a grown man...
I don't wanna grow up ...
I hate change and everything's just so ...
Rearranged.
My life is nothing but a disaster ...
And time keeps going by faster ...
But in a second all that shit won’t matter ...
Fuck this Imma kill myself.
I act happy.
But I wanna die, I'm not gonna lie ...
Thoughts of suicide keep crossing ...
My mind on a regular basis ...
Going crazy cause I'm going through bullshit ...
On a regular basis ...
Look me in the face, I'm sick in my eyes...
Cause I'm sick in the mind ...
I've been wishing to die ever since I was 9.
This isn't a lie ...
I don't bitch just to whine
Or bullshit just to rhyme about it.
I don't cry just to spit,
Just to try to guilt trip ...
Cause I could give two shits about your pity...
I ain't trying to get everyone to feel bad for me,
I'd rather diss everyone and make y'all mad at me ...
I ain't a happy person and I ain't that liked.
Not even by myself.
I know I ain't that nice...
But people don't understand how much ...
I hate my life ...
Cause if they did they'd know how bad...
I want to take this knife and be ...
Killing myself,
Taking matters to my own hands.
I can't picture myself as a grown man.
I don't wanna grow up...
I hate change and everything's just so rearranged ...
My life's nothing but a disaster,
And time keeps going by faster ...
But in a second all that shit won’t matter,
Fuck this Imma kill myself ...
I quit, I'm bailing, I'm done ...
I finally give up,
I'm sick of failing, I'm done trying to live up ...
To the expectations everyone has set for me ..
And trying to explain shit to myself ...
Always questioning about my destination ...
Fuck my destiny ...
No more relationships ...
My friends are all dead to me ...
My head is aching, and I don't have any energy ...
I'm patiently waiting for the day ...
That I can rest in peace ...
And this medication is the reason ...
That I don't get no sleep ...
It ain't worth taking,
So I just take some ecstasy.
Then hear my friends say,
"You're a retarded fuck up."
Maybe killing myself will
Make you retards shut up!!!
Cause I only do it once in a while ...
At times when I forget how to fucking smile ...
I hate being belittled when y'all act like you're ...
Looking out for me ...
If you were looking out of me then ...
I wouldn't about to be ...
Killing myself,
Taking matters to my own hands.
I can't picture myself as a grown man.
I don't wanna grow up...
I hate change and everything's just so rearranged ...
My life's nothing but a disaster,
And time keeps going by faster ...
But in a second all that shit won’t matter,
Fuck this Imma kill myself ...
When the times comes ...
I`ll be crying then ...
I`ll have to get a hold of myself ...
Call all my friends, and say goodbye to them ...
Then get high and then ...
Call up all my friends again and say goodbye again ...
And cry again ...
Stop crying,
Smile...
Find a pen.
Write down some last words...
Somebody will find them when ...
I`m in heaven ...
Looking down on them ...
Or who knows ...
The way shit's been going maybe in Hell ...
Looking up on them ...
But either way I'm watching ...
I'm waiting their reaction ...
Suddenly someone walks in ...
Wait they ain't laughing ...
They read it and start crying ...
They actually do care ...
I'm shocked, I can't believe they're ...
Sad that I ain't there ...
They miss me...
Man what a horrible mistake I made ...
And I can't take it back ...
It's way too late ...
If only I could relive my life ...
I'd re-make this song ...
Rewrite the hook and it would be like ...
Life's shit,
but I'm taking matters to my own hands.
I can picture myself as a grown man.
I wanna grow up, I can deal with change,
Even if everything gets rearranged.
Maybe my life's a disaster ...
and time keeps going by faster ...
But now I can see all that shit don't matter ...
Fuck that Imma live my life!
Ostatnio szukane utwory:
Big Brother
Mad Caddies
we are one in a million we are one and the same like buildings of our generation, they're in our name they'll censor it with a whistle now while back...
Cup O'tea
Mad Caddies
you don't know where im going you ask me where iv'e been you wish you couldn't understand im gonna fight this till the end local girls and you wont se...
Days Away
Mad Caddies
that's me staring out my window different man than i was before i was scared with no hesitation kept me runnin' for the door when i spoke well these w...
Depleted Salvo
Mad Caddies
how can you justify your pain (why do you justify your pain) when every one has felt the same how can you walk around so dead (why do you walk around...
Easy Cheese
Mad Caddies
if i had a dollar for every time she was mad i'd buy california invite my friends and i'd make it my pad if i had a peso for every time she said: "wa...
I'm So Alone
Mad Caddies
i'm so alone i don't have no home so when you gonna bring your sweet love on home to me red mary come from the ground she take away everything she ma...
Day By Day
Mad Caddies
My situation brings me down again Boredom wraps it's arms around me My inhibitions were thrown out the door so long ago Now I sit here and I can't bre...
Distress
Mad Caddies
heard my favorite song on the radio i get so tired that i just don't know is my whole life comin' down on me or is my problem anxiety she said spent...
Don't go
Mad Caddies
I saw your face in a photo today Took me back to a time that I loved so One thing remains that still gives me pain The fact that I never got to say do...
Balkanska ulica
Magazin
Ne prolazim tvojom ulicom Gdje šetaš sa svojom curicom Na te sliči slatka je k’o toplo pecivo A ja još te volim neizrecivo Ne prolazim našom prečicom...
Oh what a circus
Madonna
(che:) Oh what a circus, oh what a show Argentina has gone to town Over the death of an actress called Eva Peron We've all gone crazy Mourning all...
Econoline
Mad Caddies
I heard you call my name but now it's not the same when i hear your voice half way across the country locked up in the van you'll never understand thi...
Just One More
Mad Caddies
The fine life is a beautiful thing The caviar and the diamond rings It goes all night, I see the writing on the wall The bright lights of a big soire...
Ako poludim
Magazin
I u dobru i u zlu Ljudi jedva čekaju Da ti zemlju pomaknu Grijeh za srce zataknu Na daleko čuje se Da si brat od nevolje, nevolje Ali, ali meni si Me...
Hound bound
Mad Caddies
I mix it up I wash it down now I guess it's all I ever learned to do When I'm with you Last chance second nature I see a road that leads Right to...
Good Intentions
Mad Caddies
Rolling away with my good intentions Trying to go with my mind Said i'm walking the line Flying away with my same desire, yeah Oh, I'm trying to get t...
Ostatnio dodane piosenki
She calls out to the man on the street "Sir, can you help me? It's cold and I've nowhere to sleep Is there somewhere you can tell me?" He walks on...
I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me T...
Wszystko ma tutaj wielki sens ścieżki spętane przerażeniem świątek srożący się przy drodze i w ustach chleba kwaśny kęs Wszystko ma tutaj...
Nocami być razem jest prościej, we władzy ciała jest dusza, nic nas nie drażni, nie złości, poważnych tematów się nie porusza. Zamykam oczy i b...
Chcę wolne od zaraz Chcę wyjechać daleko Chcę pobyć tam sama Chcę się poczuć tam lekko Chcę wolne natychmiast Chcę inny krajobraz I dźwięki,...
Zeszłam ze szczytu w nowej sukience Nikt mnie nie widzi, może nadal tam jestem Byłam na szczycie, stamtąd trudno jest dostrzec Że w mieście moim są...
Nie rozumiesz Nie rozumiesz Jak bardzo kocham Cię ! Czy to wszytko poszło w piach? Czy to wszystko zniszczył czas ? Płoniemy, płoniemy Teraz p...
Freon (ft. Dawid Podsiadło, Duit)
[Zwrotka 1: Oskar] Później leżą patrząc w sufit, to spółka w takich bajkach Szlugi, potem drugi, kółka z Lucky Strike'a Na podłodze sterta ubrań: m...
Zabierz tę miłość (ft. Julia Wieniawa)
Zabierz tę miłość Nie mogę jej już znieść Uczucia giną Jak deszcz i śnieg Poganiam je Wyprzedzasz mnie Przecież też wiesz Mijamy się Moja ni...
[Intro: Rafał Walentynowicz] O 15:30 Solar i Białas w asyście ochroniarzy, policji i straży miejskiej pojawili się w Liceum im. Batorego w Warszawie....
Za krótki sen (ft. Dawid Podsiadło)
To był tylko za krótki sen Przeleciałam przez palce w cień Tuż pod tafla się rozbił nurt Szara woda porwała mnie To był tylko za krótki sen Pow...
Przypływy (ft. Ralph Kaminski)
Z prądem przypłynąłeś do mnie Zatrzęsienie Krąży we mnie teraz wszystko Dokąd – nie wiem Czy to normalne jest By z dnia na dzień oszaleć tak M...
Słodka jak truskawki latem A trzyma w łapie tylko kubek słonych łez Skromna jak pole fiołkowe I to w ponury dzień Ej, chyba dzwoni kurier Tylko s...
Nie wiem czy to miało sens Hulać tak, hulać tak Kolejny raz Carpe diem z dnia na dzień A potem sza Cicho sza, cicho sza Sorka za ten telefon...
Na serio tak wleciała z takim różowym outfitem, cała odpalona Wyszła z limuzyny Wchodzę do szkoły dobrze ubrana SGH, Dolce Gabbana Wreszcie Juli...
Wakacje w Warszawie idą całkiem płynnie Ty wciąż tańczysz, ja wciąż oblewam siebie winem Taki chyba biznes Robię ci już setne zdjęcie Sama nie wie...
Zakochałam się w nieznajomym Zobaczyłam go w tramawaju Chyba w dziesiątce Na wyścigi bez biletu błądzę Na pierwszą lekcję nieprzygotowana Spóźnię...
nie byłem sam choć bylem sam i mówię wam, ze to zero dram i mogę grać dalej stać nie będę bać się uwierz waść nie chcesz mnie znać nie chce c...
Niech widza jaka z nas jest para Od różańca i browara Wszyscy się na nas patrzą W rytm tańca klaszczą Zobacz jestem idealna spadam z nieba jak ma...
Wow Chuja kładę na was robię czystkę Niepozorny chłopiec, który rozjebie Ci biznes Wkoło cały dzień, cały dzień piszę listy Sobel przecież nie jes...
Inne piosenki wykonawcy
You should really whatch who you fuck with in this world You never know when you gonna fuck with with the wrong person Who's going through shit you...
Why raise my voice? I don't even have to. I could whisper. And still be screaming at you. I talk the shock. I don't gotta share the stun. I don'...
[Verse 1] You don't know depression, you don't know stress O.C.D. with cleanin', but my life's a fuckin' mess You don't know the meanin' of gettin'...
Sometimes you need something to happend to you... To put things in perspective. Now so many people... Hate me. And i thought i hated so many peopl...
I'm smart when I'm right I'm as sharp as a knife and my heart on the mic So think twice before starting to fight 'Cause a black eye is temporary...
They think they know me, they didn't even meet me yet I can't believe how ignorant all these people get He bought his house with drug money, he's in...