Totalselfhatred piosenki

Feel the pain... Kaipaava katse etsii elonmerkkejä toisesta Tutkii elottomia silmiä jotka tuijottavat tyhjyyteen Sielun peili on pölyinen - Harmaus ei mitään heijasta Musta sydän viruu liikkumatta - Kuihtunut on elämän lampi Hautautuneena parkkiintuneen kerr...

Was there something i didn't say Was there anything undone I saw you drown but i couldn't help Lost it all, saved myseld Just wanted you to stay Pieces of you left behing Didn't i want you to leave A hurtful trail of memories Just wanted you to be What leads...

Father - Spirit Edge of insanity or sanity? Mother - Earth Claws from the darkness Tearing my tattered flesh Let it burn under the purifying light! Energies of opposites Pulling my limbs apart Inverted and downright reality Powerless! Begging! Hysteric paral...

Longing for the way out To bathe in the blinding light Golden fields Wither To dust under my steps Through these endless catacombs of life Do i wander, do i stride Silently leaping into the nothingness Sheltered within myself Desert of desolation Barren land...

At war with myself Mieleni ainainen sotatanner Once again in this hell Ristitulessa raunioina At war with myself Riutuneet kädet kaivavat Fucking war in my head Hedelmätönä maaperää On my knees, shattered Waiting for the fury to settle To find the haven in t...

Distant echoes Silent screams of eerie shadows in an unknown language Still so enticing Descending deeper as the pressure grows the glow of the stars fading The glow of the stars fading Everything's so blurred beneath these murky waters Coldness...

Tausender Monde Sterne Schein – blutüberströmt und ganz allein – tausender Monde Sternenglut – blutüberströmt und voller Wut Äänet ohjaavat veistä ihollani – kylmä teräs suutele lihaa Carving through the gates of night – morning breeze alive – never saw this...

Walking again in the pale morning With this gnawing emptiness Am I awake or still asleep? Lost in twilight Release me from this suffering Self-inflicted loneliness Sorrow Nothing will be Only shades of the past Haunting me Horrors and chills of a...

Sehnsucht - in die Unendlichkeit Ikuisuuteen Heimmveh - nacht dem nicht-mehr-sein Olemattomuuteen Freiheit Liebe Hass Einsamkeit Leben Tod erwiglich vereint In der Nichtigkeit Alastomana, haavoittuvana Alati laajenevassa ajassa Tässä valtavassa tyhjyydessä...

Strength through Pain! Suffer with pride All by myself All the time I can barely breathe At these flooding streets I stand still in the raging stream Reaching from misery All the time the burden grows Drop a tear to was the pain away It's my soul, a drop o...

Here I scream in agony, in loneliness and pain The world around forsaken me – my life has gone insane Here I scream in misery, frustration all around I can’t heal all the wounds they sliced – just can be myself I cannot change your destiny, can only help you...

Ravaged from inside By these thoughts I struggle to hide While the radiant cinstellations Of my mind Slowly diminish - into obscurity Gradually extinguishing The will to hold on This perpetual repetition Turns one into mindless drone - Hollow inside...

Voisiko todella tämä raadeltu liha – olla hänen ruma kuvansa – elämä tässä painajaisessa – tahdon herätä See the darkness take my heart – see it drown in the black lake – where’s no beginning – where’s no start – heart... Epätoivo ja hämmennys – sanat jotka...

Drown me - where our souls wander Rape me - till our minds depart Hope it would be better than this Never ending distress Still nothing lasts forever... A thought, of comfort and depression Watching the flower wither after starting to bloom Darknes...

Das Leben ist die Hölle... Jäinen sade piiskaa – lyö turtaa lihaani ...eigener Taten Qualen... Kylmä vesi valuu – verestä värjäytyen Kämpfen mit Herz und Seele – entgegen der Hoffnungslosigkeit Yksin kuljen harmaudessa – monet kohtaamani kasvot Kuolleita...

No more dreams to fulfill – in this life that holds still – I have lost the light in my life Why can’t I see – it was all a dream – have I lived in a lie – that I made myself All the lies behind my smiles – they say that true love never dies... but you will.....

38 saturnal wars still the same old never-ending ache Forever this solitude going on Forever alone Kolmekymmentäyksi mustan linnun kehää Kahdeksan siiveniskua vaille seitsemää Kunnes taas sukeltaa pimeään olemassaolonhämärään So sick and tired of thi...

Lonely and black – you sit there alone – peaceful and sad – feeling well, feeling down In this magical dark world – still so warm, still so filled – with melancholy Ei, et kuulu tähän maailmaan – vien sinut mukanani kylmään hautaan... kylmään hautaan... Ehkä...

Rip my heart to pieces – tear my soul down to the ground – for I am no more Rip my lifes to pieces – see the circle’s now done – I float – and I’m gone!!! Screamed so long for peace inside – feel the pain rise every night – and now as I in darkness dwell – I...