Rook piosenki

i wanna be something i'm not i wanna pretend i forgot how to be good to you but i was there the whole time i didn't even lose my mind i miss you so fucking much but there's nothing to be done i miss you so fucking much there's nothing i could ev...

i felt the colors of the death that i held in me i thought of you and knew that i had to die to help you all of the healing and recovery gone, not real the future disappeared and i couldn't breathe, kill me please i was a rotten contagious thing leech...

i hope when you think of me years from now you feel nothing i still remember what you said to me when i was 15 screaming about killing myself on my bedroom floor i hope you understand i still doubt myself about things you have no idea happened...

my body's made of spaces that i can't fill with memories the rotting sectioned off and quarantined from what i need to be i'm moving faster now than i can ever recall and i can barely see i need to get away, i need to get away as long as you can...

the wires in my body connect me to this place i can't control the signal it sends to the pieces of my brain every time i look away it comes back to life every time i think i'm safe it just starts all over again this is all i know repetition...

i want to be a hole in your memory i keep myself away from you i keep myself away from the thought of you i want to be a hole in your memory i didn't cause the kind of damage i'd hoped for but i still felt somewhere else for days trying to b...

safety death safety decay closing i feel misconstructed today i remember nothing and it's beautiful the pieces shine and i can't see anything I CAN'T SEE BUT I CAN FEEL YOU I CAN'T SEE BUT I CAN FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME oh god i miss...

i put myself out in the open for you to take i dream of someone ripping my whole self away i disregard the precautions, i want to break it feels so fucking good to resign myself, i'm prey i am not something that survives in this broken world my so...

this feels like it's too big for words but it's a part of me i feel like i need to shut down i wish i could kill my body looking in i feel so hollow and alone if i could, i'd put myself into a story and find home is there no one else alive...

i saw the light of what you were to me burning like a beacon just out of reach the terror spilled out from a secret place pushing everyone i love so far away i think that i have a secret i can't tell falling backwards, safety broken i wish you well...

there is only this looming feeling there is only this i don't know what i want to say i don't think i belong here the terror, the terror rots somewhere inside that you can't reach i feel cornered but everyone wants to look away i know that i...

the soul of these streets will not let you go the shape of the sky in this place holds us all down, so hide in corners, make it seem so cold the conversation here is like heavy snow NO THIS WORLD IS NOT MY HOME I WILL RUN sometimes, i wonder...

what do i have to surrender to be here this place is only whispers this place is barely here this place is all i need reduce me what do i have to surrender to be here what do i have to surrender to be? who do you think i am and why (y...

i remember when we i remember when i remember when we when we it feels like something came loose just now slipped into my body and drowned i feel so still and small now i hold back tears but i'm almost fine somehow i remember when we i re...

i stood at the edge of that town standing at the water's edge, looking down we camped out in the oil fields i got up at dawn something inside felt wrong i wish i could describe it i need so badly to explain this feeling quiet voice, cold eyes...

leave through the front door night time there is less to be scared of now dark hoodie, blank eyes you stare straight ahead so nothing exists except for this feeling of something looming, close too big to process overhead, around impossible,...

i remember the days before i lived here i don't have the words to tell you what it's like i just keep clawing my way back never you won't understand this i won't let you in you won't understand this i won't let you in i am this place...

i'm sick of knowing what i came from i'm sick of all this fear of everything i could've been it warps me it turns me into a haunted object screaming for something 30 by 30 room of wood and glass this is my home i'm kept here in pieces across th...

I can be anything that you would need me to be just say the word and i will break myself trying is it so wrong to want a sense of security? i would give up everything to see myself clearly i can be anything i want but i don't know who i am...

skin sky blood eyes warmth life cold night this is all i want take my skin away no body, no feeling chest open loving gaze breath grin irreversible alterations body screams bleeds heart sings this is all i want...