Process of Guilt piosenki

It comes in waves, into the circle. It comes with the tide, fading in. It comes through pain, closing in. It comes through me, from below. No absence from this. But I am still here. There's no one out there. There's no one to blame, just me. 

here I can witness this image in your window from here I can see the collapsing colors of your empire draining my perception in this instant of your grief closing my eyes fading out in my believe why can't I breathe? why should I even consider? am I...