Pissing Razors

One month separation Several lifelines of pain haven't seen your eyes cuz I haven't seen your cuz I haven't seen your face I feel you sleeping, I feel you sigh I'am your father it's tearing me apart inside How could I have done this I hope you can f...

Standing on the devil’s tower Talking to the gds Looking for an answer To help me with my cause Scorched by the blazing sun Molded by the wind Faced with no life just the pain Listen to my future - tell me why I’m here Condemned - Reject - Punishment...

Born with his innocence Nurtured only to serve To serve as a mother’s son Childhood denied Had to become a man while still only a child Education taken away made to work instead Sun up to sun down Money earned, money spent Not in his name or by his ch...

No shame for living low Box life is all he knows face scarred and jagged eyes he sleeps among the flies One more drink it soothes the pain walking the streets nothing to gain Hoping to live for one more day The truth remains to guide the way it's wha...

The dreams are so real, and the lies are so real To be naïve to the almighty dollar In our own minds could be our demise if we did not Believe in our mind and our power we see it all in the greed And our progress denied Our belief in benign to you Faith...

Your vile smell makes me sick you repulse me How the fuck you come off like that A trifling pissant who preys on the weak You reak of disease that plagues the innocent You scratch and claw inside my head The thoughts of perfection enslaved When you look...

Silver spoon in mouth Not by his own choice Passion in his heart Lives by family ways Wished he could have changed Now it’s just too late The choices that are made - how could he have known? Regret in his heart Yeah Lived it, loved it, left it, want...

Dare to embrace this wrongful healing I tried to change cause life has its ways Bent with I’m bent with this feeling Thoughts start to drain me Bury the reasons why Restless my mind seems so restless Torn from the strain Confused and deranged Sick with...

Count on the blessings received eluding past fate in deceit as I breathe inside tomorrow I've been waiting all these days, to capture the flight riding up, i'm closing on these gates victory is nearing our fate can't you see me rise, you cant stop the...

Images await by the absence of light falling further in, descending in my pain the presence of eevil remains now my body reeks of sweat, its drencheed with regret its cold and lame, my visions getting faint searching deep within, nothing feels the same m...

My world uncertain and cold Vision in stone and blurred Mobility is stricken My life I feel is robbed They lift my hands - they guide me walk The pain burns inside They lift my hands - they guide me walk I want me back! Looking to the horizon All is...

Stop and take a look Stop and Reminisce About the time we both went thru into the never Never Again the love lost Respect desired The time comes to hurt yourself to hurt one another until the end All for the better As you fear the worst So you...

Fork tongue He lost his mind every single day No visitations while his eyes turned gray No need for sorrow he’s laid to rest The wounds will heal a new life begins Yeah - your eyes tell a thousand stories That no one wants to see Your half blood throug...

emptiness is full in my body shattered feelings spill through every pore I sit in the dark corner of my mind wondering will i ever be, will we ever see it's not understood, the way it should be can we perceive i've seen better days, hanging on the cros...

Sometimes I ask myself why my thoughts are so insecure These people who love will leave me and drain me until I’m un-pure I try to hold on to my thoughts buried in the past But they come back and haunt me, they pick at my brain Peeling back all the wounds...

To do to die to live to cry Is there a reason why we have to die? To know the pain is to go insane A free man I once was I live with the guilt that is not my own My cries for life all go in vain I’m caught in the system of no remorse Dead in the eyes o...

Hold on strong never fear the void Never fear the void Been denied for so long All my faith keeps true pace You all said that I would soon fall But I always knew where I belonged Keep to myself Now you want to hear me I hear you want to sense me Sens...

Corrupted by the promise of words The hopeful lured by instinct unscathed Suffering revealed innocence lost opened the mind to illusions not gained Subjected addicted to control Stabbing backs to get your way Strength is defense for the future and past...

Many times in my life I've tried to end it all To many problems to overcome it was the easy way out look into saddened eyes because of certain death I stop and start to wonder why I tried to take my fucking life Mistake number one Took the weapon to...

Trapped battled within embrace the sin on the brink of death, this is a war fought in my mind locked in my lonely cell there's no way out i've gone blind can i scream your broken back is playing me living your live without a spine cant breathe, won...

Build me up with this empty promise just to watch me fail You’ll keep this deep inside of you cause you never really knew me at all Must I suffer through and through with all the doubt that fills this room Drown the questions in my mind blind myself with en...

An open hand to an open heart A new beginning to an ended start A time for passion a time for lust You challenge your lies with my trust An endless battle to say the worst My turn to get the last word in first I’ve proven myself time and time again Your...

Time and time the story goes How quick and easy it can slip away Survived it all for this long Is it really worth the pain? I keep chasing a dream Without any thought of what I leave behind You struggle to keep it together No compassion or respect is gi...

I don't understand why you could lose faith so soon we will persevere through feed the line twisted untrue see and realize how high be the existence to fly climb the infinite unwind how can you be so blind to the things before you perseverance is my...

Death toll rises A horrible vision in sight fighting a war inside my head for no apparent reason Endless Killing is a way of life mentally scarred inside my brain no time for healing Don't fear me - never knowing if we survive Don't fear me - never k...

The fear I stand next to Sorrow in spite of what? Sick of what might end up The actions I must take The hatred inside frustrates The past is really to blame Living day by day on a string Consumed - enslaved with the pain I dispose of my decisions Sl...

seeking redemption for loss in the past defining my structure, my strength to surpass something is taking over me losing my sight, I cannot see I'm gonna beat you down if you dont turn away I'm gonna take you back and replace the first day Instant ag...

I gave you my trust You spread all the lies Your evil tongue is social destruction That is the form I despise You hold yourself so discreet Only the world you entice Never seem to fathom All the damage you create Ruin - ruin - ruin - ruin - yeah You...

They can’t trust your word No way to believe the lies The only one that hurts is you Everyone sees addiction inside I know your face - it makes me sick I’ve heard your cry - I fail to understand The pity you seek intensifies The word is out - the word i...

Didn’t think the day would come December 20th the ties were cut It doesn’t matter who you are Minutes and seconds robbing us blind Your face and memory - carved into stone One day we’ll meet again Believe in time you’ll understand Put to a brutal test...

One day - one night it's all it took to fuck my life in the swipe of the blade You feel the Rage, You feel the steel it's what I live with for years & years Sink in the skin - don't know where it ends it's do or die - I'd rather not die taken a li...

I had no fear I just disappeared I held no friends out I just reappeared Surving Devastation Coping with the pain Born to die for you Given to the truth inception of our friendship it's what I hold so real Surviving Devastation Coping with the pa...

another twisted end, shut out let me in take down break within hold fast the deal begins objection, rejection past off unvalued claim deception, the morals name takedown everything i've owned, you've lost breaking every bone, you laugh embarrassed by th...

The book falls down begins it’s story My life of living hell Your eyes are red and glowing Held captive by the feat Enhance my curiosity No escape the end is near Trapped inside this dark room Anxiety begins to boil No power for light To key to unloc...

Take hold live and feel the threshold, the will to build and restore the dying old insane my role is lame now the game is name your price your soul pretends to stand the vise lessons be learned, tis time to give in the torture is cold, the threshold wins...

Do you know how it feels to be left alone? Captive and surrounded by these four padded walls Laughter is all around me, patience going low Sanity’s at its breaking point, prepare for the blow Devoted to three - forgotten for one We need out - devoted to...

Enter my world of savage hysteria Feeling my blood boil to it's flashpoint sensing I'am loosing control thoughts of death the only solution Finding my victim was never the problem At plain view from every angle the smell of flesh soon to be destroyed p...

You realize and compromise the ways of life Your selfish lies And true disguise are ment for greed Telling me we will survive it's hard to believe Confide before demise And then you will see Your truth in disguise [X2] hide before your vision of...

living in the depths of what you cant see before you do what you need to succeed stab and kill at will rise inside and find i will be waiting I want to kill you, I want to kill you trusting you is like a disease my fists will cure you no sympathy as yo...

Understand in my hand lies a force you withstand Understand in my hand hold the key to demise Understand draw the line thoughts of you hold in mind I will stand for what's real for all we are that you feel Breakdown the Walls Kept inside Feed the pain...

Loss - I so badly want you to feel Pain - The lack thereof is so unfair Blind - Vengeful thoughts consume inside Hate - I never knew I could hate the way Rage - So for real I could kill you myself Die - For you to die is what keeps me alive Fear - The fe...

Rage - overcome, let it bleed Crazed - never stop only need Hate - Slowly grows till it snaps Pain - slipping thru then you crack It breaks you down Wrath - crushing down overwhelm Scorn - Conquers you at the helm Hurt - searching thru inner fear Bla...

Low down - high tide Come crashing down inside We know - the way Try to bring you up today Needle drops without a stain Never hurts to dig a vein Only way to free your mind Lying down the world is blind Low down - high tide Separate the weak from wis...

I don’t care to feel Stand myself up right Lift it up to reach Now my need turns sick My world of one speak How far down is down What I’ve found to take Dark years mold in shape Build death slow within Take my stance with pride Put this end to life...

You never know if your friend - standing right next to you Will see you in the following day You’ll never know if the family who loves you Regret the things they wanted to say You never know if your lifetime of existence Will betray you in the blink of an...