My Shameful piosenki

Everything has become so meaningless to me Grayness fills my days Emptiness, all I have left So very futile, it all is The fight is gone from me Darkness ate away me Absorbed into itself So pointless, is all our struggle Why Wouldn't I just lay down and gi...

Just another saddened day break, again Where ever I lay my weary look I see memories, memories of pain in remembrance of this hell, I wake again Do you see all of this, all this pain Written on the wall, all of my agony I felt so long A saddened sunset will n...

Slowly smothered, cloaked by darkness Drowned forever, under ice and water So heavy, my feet arenow Burdened by my own sins Held to this place for too long By coward hands betrayed, by myself Pulled down, down under Darkness beckons, it pleads for my return...

Should the sun hurt my eyes Then should I close them Should I seek hide from under Under soothing rock so heavy Beneath the world will I hide till the end Beneath this soil will I find A resting place, warm and safe I would not seek for knowledge I just long...

Will you come to me for the one last time? Would you hold me this deformed body Will you wipe away my tears so shameful... Help me! Save me! From myself, once again Hold me! Save me! From this dark night Hold me! Save me! Till I can walk again Hold me! Save m...

A break of the day shines upon me again here in my hide where I will not be found I hide from the world from the accusing eyes Silent forever I lay still hoping for a better day... And when all has been lost I know, I will be forgiven Turn your eyes away do...

A lifetime prison, this body is All this time, without hope I've gone through A disappointment to myself, And to all around me Waste of good life... Abomination Still, after all these days I try to go on like everyone else Just for one more day I've grown so...

All the time I wasted hasting from one to another never seeing, what was laid before me now time has slipped away from my hands And here I stand, at the end of time and see, there is nothing I would not regret in my shameful, shameful life for a moment I do de...

I know who I am That I have not yet lost I treasure myself It is all I have left Unspoken truth now screams Far beyond myself I travel to seek my soul Broken, but still Breath runs, though so shallow This blood that runs through my veins So foreign, rejected...

Final twilight Twilight of the gods Darkness falls on us It shines this last days light Waters turn to ash Rivers flood with the earth A sudden flash Of hidden knowledge One lost forever Taken from us Hope has been banished Sold for shining dust Secrets been...

What was will never be the same when all is burnt away in this, the fire of my soul can you see, where I lost it all Can you help me to gather all the pieces that once were my life Trampled into the dusty ground Waiting to be saved from the fire Bro...

Save your last prayers come down to meet me here lower yourself to my level let your hate be free see yourself and what we've become a lower form of life as we tumble through the last times Fall down on your knees Pray for mercy before me ask for forgiveness...

These empty rooms I keep inside me Here I hide from the world, afraid to live My life, I let go Let someone else enjoy the sunlight I dare not, to expose myself Only dust moves here Where I hide from my life A life I never wanted So let me be, leave me be L...

So in vain, all of my attempts to better myself This broken soul, it will never truly heal All this darkness, it cannot be washed away So I am broken, all my hopes laid waste So deep am I, in my own hell I created this, for myself To sink in deeper, so deep I...

All hope I have left behind me With peacefull mind I face tomorrow No use to fight anymore against my fate Blinded have I been by false hope There is no tomorrow Yesterday, I left it all fall My memories I burned, I burned them all I sweep my hand through the...