Medulla Nocte piosenki

Today I think I'll kill myself It's what the voices tell me Today I think I'll kill myself Because of the bastard you made me Today I think I'll kill myself I'm frustrated at my apathy Cos I'm frustrated at everything around me Today I guess I feel imp...

We don't know you But you claim to be our friend Don't come that see through act with us Cause all our friends are dead There's only us, there's only them Their minds passed on years ago And now they mock us from their grave of daily life, sex and wor...

A broken state of mind The damage can't not be repaired You call yourself a friend [x3] What scheme are you behind? You're responsible again [x4] Everything was great Until you showed your face Just a hollow shell remains And a broken state of mind...

No, not the ringing Wide awake, suffering Constant hissing-deafening Constantly, constantly Reverberate inside my skull [x4] The sound is silent, yet exhaustive It's violent, but absorbing It's calming, but annoying It's coming! Deafened by the sou...

I feel like breaking you in two Why do you always betray so often The thought of you makes my skin crawl I can't forgive you for what you've done Nothing, nothing you've done will ever be forgotten, looking after yourself And fuck the rest of us Just lyi...

These sores remain within me and as they congregate like leeches on my skin - I try to shed I scratch myself til I bleed - I deserve it! Nausea creeps up on me in times when my head should be clear - the stench of sickness stains my face It can't be rea...

Can't accept rewards that I've received This fear of losing leaves its scars on me I'm sorry I didn't fit in I'm sorry that I've got a complex I'm sorry but my life is a joke I'm sorry I seem to have failed you I'm sorry that my life is a mess I'm sor...

Slowly drowning Slowly crying Frightened to a point I'm changing tactics Calmly sinking Lungs contracting But slowly breathing Drown, drown, drown All I've lost is a will to live I don't fit in [x4] Outcast Finding peace now Eyes are closed now...

Desperation fills the air that I breath And will power is now stolen Sweat profusely, but cold to the touch Needing help, but refuse to go outside Don't speak to me Don't even look my way Don't speak to me Discomfort in company Yet misery alone All...

Step back with a vengeance Hit me til my face hurts A vicious attack Every time I turn my back on you Can you face me Are you brave enough Do you think you can take me You sly deceit arrogance Bad witdo you listen Does the cap fit You know I'm not...

Laughing at tragedy The misery that captivates me Sometimes I feel like I am losing my mind Is it a sickness? cos I always get the same reaction from you every time I never thought that death was so much fun [repeat] The nervous reaction The lack of aff...

At the point of cracking up from pressure My emotions dissolve into fits of rage For all this time i took this shit How did i put up with it? I never thought it would break me You know i tried all i could do To keep my violent side from you But you...

Thoughtlessness, you're meaningful But so irritating Your inner soul of torment keeps you From discovering your true self While walking a tightrope That none can follow Saying that you made the effort But failed abysmally All your senses gagged and bou...