Mathew Lee Cothran piosenki

i breathed in the water and i prayed just like you told me yet i am still broken and my dogs they are still hungry why did you tell me there was an answer for my mysteries? they ain't going nowhere with nothing to offer, i become an offering unmade...

america forever my bones are set into this face no way to betray it no way to abandon this thing i've made america forever america forever i wait for judgement like a good kid the sunrise is coming when we see the night for what it really is...

im taking precious time the serpent speaks all night seven stars aligned cherry, cherry high angel wings burst out my spine my tears will turn to wine a blaze surrounds the shrine cherry, cherry high a cop car parked in the drive let me be yo...

i just called my dad on his birthday i just let him talk i had nothing to say and i don't want to die i just want to be eternally asleep eternally in dreams i just called my mom and every single thought wanted to be free wanted to be forgot and i don't want...

fingers pressed against the veins in my wrist habits shake down a falling star, that makes a wish "if i could end the world, i would end the world" my blood speaks to my brain, something's amiss take me high, on your wings of listlessness "if i co...

my first love mends my final days like a porch light left on after everyone's gone will wait til you're home as long as it can my first love mends my final days i am shored up in pain like a wrist tied in chains like a back made to break i under...

i told myself i'd never quit but i don't know at best i've built a pyramid of broken bones nothing to believe in no reason to try so i sink down into your heart where i belong but in the end my secrets keep me alone nothing to believe in no reason to try 

all last year i wanted to die and no one tried to change my mind as if it had to happen it had to be and if these pills could slow down my mind i'd watch every eternity come to life and know it had to happen it had to be now i can't face my family oh well cr...

judas hung himself in america vultures called to god to set him free there's never been a church here in america judas hung himself from a tree judas took his paycheck to america but there's no place to buy peace of mind there's never been a churc...

i will accept the past i will not try to go back i am not ready to die god i'm not ready to die some people have found a way out but i have only found a way down oh god i don't want to die drag me out of this wild life drag me out of this wil...

how do i give in with grace? i let my mind race until it made me crazy dirty silver fingernails digging down, turning up nothing and there beneath everything the flies i draw are too full to eat me my mother is in a half way house spiders eat t...

my grandfather worked every day of his life and his only vacation was a few days to die and he made a little money, but money can't buy a little more time cancer turned him into ashes before i said goodbye just "i love you"s at christmas and i hit t...

diamonds shatter at your will but your heart breaks against the glass clench your teeth to cage a misery live like a fire in the dark, live like an effigy why naomi? why naomi why? endlessly days carry on you begin and end them all alone secr...

i was going under, thinking about my mother having visions of her as a child trying to love her mother through a vodka bottle and in this vision we were reconciled it's a long way to the meaning of a life i know we'll get there together, on the othe...

confessions bleeding through my skin don't want to let you in there's nothing good inside there's no way out i can quit my job be a slave or starve someday we'll beg to die there's no way out and my beliefs have fucked me up angel's dead in a dream...

your backyard on my birthday making sense of a child's grave i never want to hear birds again my spirit broke and it will not mend there is no one left to trust making sense of a mother's love i never want to hear birds again my spirit broke and...

red white and blue blood and guts line the altar of the son of man and i line my head with sadness and set off for distant lands, and leave behind my body as a rotted offering to be reborn in time i am speaking through the valium to a purple mount...

living with a gun up to my head when i listen to my wounds and my maniacal regrets i feel like river phoenix if i go down to see your band i feel my life in how you play your agonies and ecstasies we are like river phoenix if you still like t...

i got drunk in the sports bar in here nobody knows me a double vodka and tonic looks like a glass of ice water bury me in the sports bar haven't you heard that i'm crazy? haven't you heard i quit drinking? haven't you heard i'll be dead soon?...

you could move a mountain but where would it go? into your bloodstream or somewhere below? you could move a mountain but where would it go? to the center of the earth or somewhere below? you could move a mountain but where would it go? int...