Lein piosenki

theres bee pollen under neath my tongue i wish i could say that this is not a metaphor pesticides killed my family fungi have gills so they must be breathing too pesticides killed my family 

coughing up blood onto a silver platter to give to my sisters birthday dress spiriting blood onto the hospital doctors who know that stitches wouldn't fix this tree skin cardigan tied my around my waist waste leaves on my thick skin i'm alone with com...

chewing yellow petals so i can blame the pit in my stomach on force fed pollen only drawing sigils in green pen spending the last 3 years giving the maggots something good to to feast upon they'll like the taste of your bitter skin fuck you good luc...

stood up for my old self with an empty stomach and a sink full of rot pockets full of lucky silver dollars and masochism trading my charm for a plot in an attic full of rubble cleaning my arms yet another time and selling souls to my ex-lover o...

second guessing mirrors to half heartedly expect that 4 am glances to be met with untouched flesh swallow wisdom teeth one like a vitamin swearing they'd erode my already fragile esophagus worship my esophagus steady your shaky hands and change the lightbul...

mama, fight it from down deep use the strength your father gave you he didn't give you much else bite it from the roots of your teeth I know they grow down deep you're out of breath and your only doing the fucking laundry 

momma, fight it from down deep use the strength your father gave you he didn't give you much else bite it from the roots of your teeth i know they grow down deep you're out of breath and you're only doing the fucking laundry momma, i know your roots...

laying face down in yellow flowers i reek of blood clotts and of skinned knees snapping bone and burning trees ill wait to punch the antique bathroom sink until my knuckles start to bleed all the heirloom photographs of dead deer wont cover the holes...

i need to learn how to shut my mouth and readdress my relationships with rainclouds i've been wearing the same shirt for too long and the seems near my neck are sowed with sweat wondering why modest mouse always references the freeway and thinking o...

leaving fingernails forgotten tracing siglis in my skin burning leaves and stacking ashes into piles set to cope with esplanades soaking clothes with muddy waters leaving salt stains on shoulders meant for sinking teeth into skipping rocks and the pebbles fro...

only tangible through handwriting on a scrap of paper stuffed inside a box zoning out to hymie's basement once again to remain on the right side of sane insane i'm unsure as of yet on how to determine an encyclopedia from a landslide lost li...

fortified my blood tearing thorns off of rose stems framing flowers framing rotting faces for future reference ill be the one to sprinkle the dirt first ill be the one to sprinkle the dirt on i am ghost writing the perfect eulogy inside my head for my...

this cant be me out of focus and out of touch shaking and dehydrated resenting several mirrors too much nibbling numbers to make it by, a sullen body left me feeling spry valuing the negative space more than my frame its fucked up but i just ca...

daisies cant help you they're just fucking flowers numb to the touch as minutes crept into hours harsh light on white lace i see right through it the sun had already set and i knew who's at fault for it i said no but you looked right through i...

our closet was full of deer we pulled out from the water collected each tooth onto silver saucers waded to our necks in tall grass to retrieve them returning to sleep in houses best left condemned with secrets beneath the floor boards that i...

framed flowers and framed faces tossed in a pile of soot by the front door railroad tracks and broken pains of glass stuck in the knuckles of middle fingers smashed up hands and blood red acttics i wish Gabi well i wish her well days didn't pass in peace but...

iodoform it pulls and it poisons my insides now whenever it strokes them once i touched tendon and actually craved it and sought it out on purpose to twist my veins on a podium and confiscate my only source of holy water i stopped after 12 times when i finall...

Strayed from currency charged demons living in the little boys closet. Only saw the light of day when sneaking out to paint the houses black, Containing ladies in the walls preforming dance routines in my kitchen. Judging time through conversations witnesse...

keep the sound didn't know id miss it seeping from pale pores leaking through linen forcing paths across winter 6 months too long i felt nothing promising anything i became null of noise consumed by black walls i never wanted but still...

lock my mouth and throw away the key don't follow me theres lakes inside of my new lungs i'm filling up barbed wire on the back of my tongue can't speak without stuttering i'm so sick of walking home with spikes between my knuckles i'm filling up