Julien Baker piosenki

I'm staying in tonight I won't stop you from leaving I know that I'm not what you wanted Am I? Wanted someone who I used to be like Now you think I'm not trying I don't argue, it's not worth the effort to lie You don't want to bring it up And I already...

My jail shoes on The well-kept cemetery lawn Both of them weeping Their one good son now was gone (Ooh, ooh) The irony To see my dad down on his knees Crying out to Jesus But Lord I've always done what's right (Ooh, ooh) And all the while The good...

Do you think that there's a way I could ever get too far That you'd ask me where I'd been Like I ask you where you are? But I know you're in the pews The same as stools around the bar And I know I saw your hand When I went out and wrapped my car Streetl...

The low, electric glow – static snows in the lobby Dull TV, magazines, waiting rooms can't hide me From the sting, paper sheets, bloodwork and the IV And the whirring machines while the nurses reassure me: This will be quick and easy, I'm not gonna feel a...

Collecting the circles that tell us How old we are beneath our eyelids Wearing a purple badge to prove what I did Pump the vitals out of my wrist 'Cause I'm conducting an experiment on how it feels to die Or stay alive So try to stay calm, 'cause nobody...

Went back home in the winter Moved into my parents’ house And walked the hallways like a stranger Still haven’t figured anything out ‘Cause I still don’t know what to do Last year, I swore I’d make a noose in the lights Hang out in the gutter Decorate...

Distant solar systems and all the minor planets Know nothing of our satellites and 747s Fireworks that recreate the birth of constellations Dying suns that laugh at shotgun powder imitations When I am a sailor, and the sky, a pitch-black ocean I’ll look...

When is it too many times To tell you that I think of you every night I don't want to make it hard on you So I could be cruel Yeah I could make you hate me Would that make it easy Did you think I forgot The fireworks, the black eye Trading blows on the...

Let me pick through the empty dirt And the rotten wood and the shoddy work Cause I'm interested, and our carpenter is so elegant at placing splinters Right beneath my nails, where I cannot dig them out But the same briars from your ribs are the tinder in m...

What is it like to be empty? Full of only echoes And my body caving in A cathedral of arching ribs Heaving out their broken hymns Thought I made out your reply In the seconds between sound and light And I could have sworn the sirens Were the holy ghos...

I wake up with the same pain every night Digging in ashes into my lovers side Clearing my chest of something to burn Ash for a decorative urn you keep in your mantelpiece; Like a trophy for everything That withers eventually Call me a coward, but I'm to...

I went walking again I'll go out and forget to tell any of my friends where I'm going I'm just drunk on the side of the road in a ditch when you find me – I wanna go home, but I'm sick There's more whiskey than blood in my veins More tar than air in my lu...

Your long hair – a short walk My biggest fear and a slow watch In the thin air my ribs creak Like wooden dining chairs when you see me Always scared that every situation ends the same With a blank stare Me and the tap water circling the sink drain Becau...

If I could do what I want I'd become an electrician I'd climb inside my head and I'd rearrange the wires in my brain A different me would be inhabiting this body Have two cars, a garage, a job and I would go to church on Sunday A diagram of faulty circuit...

I used to never wear a seatbelt 'Cause I said I didn't care What happened And I didn't see the point In trying to save myself From an accident 'Cause if somebody's gonna help me What's this fabric gonna help And when I'm pitched through the windshield...

Gonna break your hand Tell me not to fight anymore But I feel yellow as a coward Pale as a flickering bulb The outside of a liquor store So knock me out again Count backwards from ten As I relay the colors as they appear to me At the bottom of a cement...

All of my friends live in a plastic bag walking around Jumping the train tracks, over the fence, veins all black Sleep on a bench in the park on my birthday Call the blue lights Cursed your name when I find I'm still awake Give me everything good, and I'...

If I could do what I want, I’d become an electrician I’d crawl inside my ears and I’d rearrange the wires in my brain A different me would be inhabiting this body Have two cars, a garage, a job, and I would go to church on Sunday A diagram of faulty circu...

Born cutting teeth on the curb Summoning ghosts up from the concrete Keep me company while I learn Shadowboxing with giants That grew from our feet I know that you don't understand 'Cause you don't believe what you don't see When you watch me throwing...

I know you're sleeping by now But I'm still up walking around The walls of my skull bend backwards And in like a labyrinth I knew I was wasting my time Keep myself awake at night Cause whenever I close my eyes I'm chasing your tail lights In the dark...