Inner Suffering piosenki

the only reason to move on is now lost its meaning the only purpose that kept me alive has gone i am a mess, can't pull myself together don't have any strength to carry this burden, as it grows heavier endless flow of pointless tears won't cure us o...

i cannot go on by myself, have no will to continue and why should i? my only salvation is lost forever, nothing brings a relief, nothing eases a pain. exhausted by grief, senseless acts and words i'm sick of everything in this life i'm running out o...

some people say you could get over any woe but i honestly cannot understand how 

i can barely remember your face vague pictures in my mind so unclear oh, how i wish to relive that feel your bright smile it heats me up from inside the most beautiful thing that you like to hide together we were as one alone i am undon...

I'm not sure if i still hope to get a better life but every day is cutting my heart like a knife i can't ignore a thought that i will die and my mind will drown in endless void. is there other side? why should i wake up in misery with no point to go...

when life begins to lose its sense and the pain is so intense spread your suffering like a plague set this world on fire fucking randomness took it all the misfortune, nothing can be fixed but don't you ever accept this NEVER ACCEPT THIS only...

walking across the fields of beautiful dancing flowers facing soft zephyr winds i wear my mask of agony i see no hope i see no light no more passion, love is dead withering body, emotional atrophy intense mental pain burns my forever grievi...

your tender body so beautiful how can i resist? i wish to merge with it PERFECTION you rekindled the embers of my love once again made me feel like it is not in vain for a short time you have eased my pain just to make it worse and drive me i...

every single human being that you pay attention to i hate with burning passion and all i want to do is lock you in my bedroom, isolate from the world and stop drowning in my grief untold my mind is drawing painful pictures every night it's hard to s...

holding your hand walking amoung the trees feeling nervous before our first kiss caressing your body while you lay nearby still feeling nervous nervous and shy no fear, no death no sadness, no pain nothing to break our unity i can't fo...

sick and tired i left my home gone forever with one last desire the sky falls into the deep gray nothingness shrouded by soft, soothing mist devoured by this beautiful void where life no longer exists petrified, i gazed into the abyss hypno...

a disease is spreading all over my brains the sweetest poison is running through my veins can't stop looking back never let go the past i fade away in the shadow you cast my personal hell i welcome it with open arms i want to fall and forev...

here i rest in a room full of dust looking at the pictures that once had colors pictures of the past recurring dreams of something so simple something i will never experience the warmth of you once bright, the smiles are fading time only ru...

scars on my hands will always remind me of you 

people say about the sun that lights your way throughout life that dries your tears keeps you warm, makes you feel fine personal fake sun it shines bright blinding your sight it doesn't look right and you try to make me blind it is easy to...

rotting, melting decaying flesh turning to the ash smoldering, fading hollowing, disintegrating desolating, decomposing it's all i see when my eyes are closing i just want to vanish but i still cannot perish 

wanderer among the stars i miss you dearly looking into the night sky in hope to see you again a short life full of disappointments nothing is fair you don't deserve a fate like this you should be here nothing is fair wanderer among the st...