I Hate Sex piosenki

he waved but i swear he was sitting dead in his truck, and i’m smoking what’s left of this pipe-dream i’m envious of everyone with a front seat today i wish you saw me i just fucking wish you saw me one for sorrow two for joy three for love fou...

i’m counting all my small victories, and calling them yours ribbons hung from the hook where we drank champagne, now it’s hanging from the passenger door where we met at lover’s lane the town wakes every day to stab the stake deeper into my vampire hear...

clenched jaw from grinding, its still too tough to swallow there’s desperation in my voice when I ask “what’s new?” you expect a different outcome in all things, but I’ve realised we’re both still seeking nothing do you think that you handled that we...

closet filled to the brim with miserabilia, i often count how many steps we are apart flip over in bed, and smell you in my pillows i see a bull running in the fields and i'm scared waking up 900 miles away from home expecting to see you floating face...

life's just a pissing contest, and nobody exists on purpose things might not get any better, but they might get a little easier you make me feel like a bug who has lived a full life like a bee who has never had to sacrifice it's stinger if you have t...

grief creeps quietly backwards, my mood ring has never changed back from black you can find me recreating nightmares i spent 3 nights falling asleep in snow banks hoping my feelings would freeze over i want to push myself through the ice to see the worl...

i melt like the witch when i see your crucifix and i want to do everything evil cross my heart hope to die stick a needle in my eye only death is real, and i want to do everything evil! 

i have no catholic memories except for the snake in the garden and blood smeared on the door-frame i have yet to eat from my plate we unwrapped two tall legs on our wedding day, and you haven’t looked back since your brown eyes are sinking me like...

reject everything you've ever been taught, ask for priests crucified on their golden cross; I hope you rest uneasy in your grave when your lord doesn't come to fucking save. hail a god with hooves hail a god with horns hail a god with power that i...

Chained to a mattress, where more things were taken then you thought you had and somehow, it’s your fault. Even an Ouija board couldn’t bring back what you took from me Choked by an unseen force Strangled in your white sat(a)in sheets We met in a g...

each grain of sand makes the loudest thud i’m losing you faster than i thought i would you’re ice that’s melted into what i can’t hold you’re the change in my pocket, keeping me weighted, but lately you’re bringing me down i was the right size to fill...

I forgot to stamp my train ticket, but they let me go quietly I walked thirteen blocks side by side a black cat, and thanked my luck I see this light through the fog, and I think that it’s suppose to be you but I’m unsure because I’m continuously taunted...

empty wall shadows in the halls ghosts in the window chills in the home, though you left the candle burning wolves scratching at the back door goodbyes written in a letter, taped to the table: nothing has gotten better, nothing is getting better...

walked 10 miles to a hole in the ground now the only ghosts i see are pieces of you still reflected in me i hope you destroy yourself drive fast into the burning bridge and leave me on the side of the road but you'll live it will be a ritual of re...

a reoccurring dream of you and me on the train knee caps to knee caps my hands placed over your palms and we ride end to end until we cry enough to make the river rise and we drown you haunt my sleep called me weeping choked on your tears...

On my way home today I drove over the same bridge I have a hundred times, and I fantasized about pulling over, walking to the barrier, and seeing my reflection in the ice. I would appear as small and insignificant as I felt. I thought about bringing mysel...

i thought i’d be full after devouring your affliction but the empty ache in my stomach still exists, and it feels the same as when you did i wish i grew green off your pain, instead of every time I checked in; but the card blinks red, and i haven’t left my...

Weird Dream: Saw you in hell Conscious Stream: Did I Die? Am I Lucky? Weird Dream: You stared straight through me, never blinking Conscious stream: Can you see me? Am I hidden? Weird Dream: Hit my head, blood everywhere. Conscious stream: Do we sti...

i’ll wait until you get home to pull my head from the oven, most days we wear such heavy boots, we melt straight from the ceiling but every day you scoop me up and mold me into something new please don’t go, i’ll eat you up, i love you so you sprout...

soft thoughts, pink bruises floral blankets, sunday afternoons you plucked flowers from my mothers garden to lay across my cold, gray grave walked past a doe with a throat covered in blood on your walk home drank wine straight from the bottle that eve...