Fredrik Thordendal's Special Defects piosenki

immolate reliance: suffocate defiance. (ephemeral slimy fluids. soft entrails. squishy. squashy worms. we're nothing but germs.) cardboard figure. skeletal man. in venomous confinement. new dawning of fate. no exit from this torment. sickness and hate. all i...

parallel dimensions: on frequencies sublime. hidden for millenia to earthbound mind. girded with lies. reality until now. delusional abbreviation. unearthly codes deciphered at last. an eternal presence. a moment without a past. reality transfigured. still the...

entering hellbound dominion. acid rain. human mortification. hades glows red-hot. howling mind accelerates. trapped in this time-knot. place there is none: we go backward and forward. and there is no place. horror or infinity. internal draught floor a tempest....

it's too late now. over the brink of the interior gravitational abyss. i spiral downwards. inwards. torn apart into multiple i's. the totality of which i used to perceive as the absolute self. all processes are rapidly slowed down. contracting. dissolving. f...

my existence precedes the origin of the universe I, deliverer of god. organizer of solar systems. heaven is lasting. earth is enduring. i am forever and you are of me. 

blown out of proportion. perfect-wrong heathen distortion. in diabolical disguise. three-dimensional evaporation. melting ground. liquid skies downpouring. crumbling into chaos. mind alive? 

Close encounters of the forth kind are by far the most frightening abductions of human beings by aliens. According to those who claim to have been abducted, they're transported by a beam of light aboard a space craft; set up on an examination table surrounded...

...dibbacakkhu-pannacakkhu-samanta-cakkhu-buddhacakkhu-dhamma-cakkhu [transl. pali. 'the most excellent divine eye. eye of knowledge. all-seeing eye. budding eye. dhamma-eye'] god's eye point of view. neither to be born nor to perish. negation of substance....

demons begin their march. down. down. deeper down. down the brain stem. bending the kundalini sacrum. ant out of my behind and climb back in. tibetan goddess ral gcing ma: show me your spine and everything's fine. 

sweating. swirling on sheets of torture beach. malignant cancer objects. impinge upon space. euclidean nausea. dimensions outraged. (limbs disjointed with iron hook. eyes torn from sockets. flesh torn apart. scraped off them bones. bent out of shape.) trilogy...

i've become the nuclear image of eternity i'm the original stuff. all the universes find their pattern in my being. for i'm the cosmic infinitesmal. i'm the source. i'm the fountain. exploding in your face. (with a flick of my wrist a new cosmos begins.) ho...

i'm imploding into MySelf. MyGod. oh. god. i'm home... tathagata - cakkhuvinnanadhatu ...yathabhutam. yathabhutam. yathabhutam. yathabhutam. yathabhutam... [transl. pali 'thus-gone - the visual cognition as it really is'] 

I'm seraph. I'm snake. controlled. pre-programmed entrapped soul. extraneous powers conditions my mind. I'm vermin. I'm fake. causality ignores the persecutory illutions of free will. morality justifies no cause. beyond reason: we eat. reproduce and die. a gen...

they can't fool me. wearing human faces. they're nothing but resonance frequencies escaping the grasp of my mind. waveforms are spinning out of control. leaking into parallel dimensions. my mind is turned inside out. exteriorized mind. (perceptually overstimu...

avoiding reality. we dare not to face the truth. we all lie to ourselves. immersed in deceit. biochemical apparatus. screened out from truth. exceedingly stupid. slender debris. in ignorance we are condemned to decease. 

battle within begin. life after life. death after death. suffer. die. resurrect. all those karmas in my face. further and further away from grace. cut to pieces. death house walls me in. bodily dismemberment. renewal of organs. celestial ascent. 

I sing in colors. my mother is god. my father is god. my brothers. my sisters. all are god. god to the right. god to the left. god overhead (god o.d./UFOria overdose.) christ-encounter of the fourth kind. 

not lost. but gone before. deposited at the brink of time. across the borders of infinity. atomized state. crystalized existence. linear-time ignored. indescent wings take me home. from within john wheelers hyperspace. the secret disclosed. neither body nor ra...