Casey piosenki

I aged by days on afternoons Behind those shades in a darkened room My body lay, tumours blooming in my brain I am consumed by an unfulfilling sadness Not even misery loves me I am alone, and I'm afraid I always will be My mother knows that I am sick B...

Six years ago I developed a shake in my hands as they carried the weight of a love I was too young to understand, but had convinced myself I couldn't live without. Now the only reminders I have of a life I no longer miss are my terrible cursive, and problems h...

You were convulsing in the next room, so I lay awake in bed, And prayed to a God that I don't believe in so that he may keep you safe. I could hear our father's fingers work their way into the wood of your door frame. Mother shaking as your eyes rolled back...

So thoroughly convinced that the product of persistence was a love that I’d been told of when I was just a kid. I was wed to my misery in the hope that at the ceremony you’d interject, but you never did. Now seven years on, bitter and resentful, I still c...

Sleep seems to evade me, I just spend the whole night pacing in the hallway where I used to hear your footsteps on the floor. I've been so low, and maybe I've been thinking about us lately, but I guess that doesn't matter anymore. I just called to say...

For all of my noise I am nothing more than a sensitive child. I'm sorry, I'm tired, guess I haven't slept in a while. It's hard to be honest with myself, But I should have been honest with you. Of all of the flowers I planted, doubt was the brightest to b...

The emptiness I harboured in the questions that I asked Was almost palpable, it tasted like the soft skin on your back. And when I said “Where did you go?” What I meant was “Since you left, I have haven’t had the chance to hate you nearly half as much...

I'd watch the furniture dance slowly, as you dragged it around the room. Unaware of my attention, you were alone for all you knew. But in the moments when the analgesia would briefly fade, I could collocate the words your body spoke; you were always so afraid...

Does it help if I say that I’m sorry? I know the burning in my blood has made you worry a lot Like the medicine they gave me that hurt me If you leave when I’m sleeping could you turn the lights off? My eyes ache if I wake up bathing in fluorescence It's...

What if you woke up to an empty bed, and a note that said “I’m never coming home, I can’t live with the person I’ve become”? Would you even notice I was gone? Or would would you just carry on staring blankly into spaces that I used to occupy? I always fuck...

Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you happy? 

How much do you remember About those summers we spent together? Because I don't seem to be able to recall All the things I thought that I'd miss, Your perfume and your sun kissed skin, Turns out they meant nothing all along. I was haunted by the empt...

I know I promised not to call but I left so much unsaid, and you barely said a word at all but I knew exactly how you felt. How fast did we decay? Cause I remember falling into love but never out again. It felt like one day I woke up and we weren’t the...

Lay awake or sleep for days, you wouldn't notice either way Couldn't help you with your pain, but always hoped that you were safe It took hours of silent phonecalls for me to finally realise That just because you act with the best of intentions It doesn't...

You saw it all fall apart, you saw the person I was before and after the illness started pulling out my teeth, and draining the colour from my cheeks. I can't blame you for leaving me here, but I wish that you'd told me how it upset my mother, seeing her son's...

I birthed breath to grief I couldn't understand That knew only authenticity as my melancholy hands Shook beneath the weight of something you had once entrusted me to hold In growing old I only long to be consoled Instead I have been left as just a vessel...

My fingers broke holding the rope that tied me to the past, I choked on every simple syllable I'd stitched into my teeth; since the bones reset I guess I think about you less, unless I'm drinking or upset, but honestly that doesn't happen frequently I'm not e...

Sitting at the corner of our bed Where the roots of our love had dug Themselves deeply into the mattress, But the passion flowers had long since bloomed and died, I sit and stare blankly at the magnolia walls of your room. For somebody so vibrant you...

I feel the veins that sit behind my eyes grow varicose as gentle light starts filtering through fractured blinds that shade the world from me. You’d always watch me as I’d wax and wane, Fluoxetine and slow decay, dependence on a medicine is Hell without relief...

If I'd had know that from the minute I was born That the price of my existence Would be the weight of expectation Then I wouldn't fucking be here How can I focus on the life I'm "supposed to lead" When everyday I struggle with existing? I've dug a hole...