Astrid van der Veen piosenki

beautiful red blood is leaving my veins running out of my hands dripping on the floor I'm bleeding and it feels good like my release finally arrived beautiful red is surrounding me no threats, no fears, just free at last beautiful red blood is fading to black...

I hope one day the earth will explode all people dead, all pain blown away every single soul burned of the heat even mine, lost within' I hope one day I will lose my hate cause it's draggin' me down, to nowhere it's killing every little hope that is left to b...

considering another stain doubting your blind devotion you want to make light of heavy pain and sail this polluted ocean what do you want? you even approve the sense of guilt each day you feed the shame this way you'll have your lover killed and hate...

please come and take me with you, take me carousel let me fly, take me, round and round you gave me all I wanted, but now I'm back alive I beg you, please please take me, take me carousel please come and take me with you, take me carousel let me fly, take me,...

I close my eyes and dream away you are realy something and that makes me smile so here I sit all by myself in the middle of the night I guess there's no one quite like you Like you've been close to me my whole life while we just really really met each other t...

Give me a piece of paper and I'll write my whole life for you down I think I'll return an empty paper but don't throw it away, it's still my life maybe I'll ever write a word when I've found it yes, I'm looking for it but it is hard to find please give me a a...

have you ever been so cold so confused, so ashamed have you ever felt so much pain so much lies, to go insane have you ever had such a release so much love, so good have you ever felt so much protection so much kindness, so sweet have you ever felt your own...

I guess I made a real fool of myself I wonder what you're thinking I want to do it all over again have a brand new chance which I wouldn't blow, like this one I admit, you're all I'm thinking of when someone talks of love, I feel it too your reaction means a...

sometimes the mind fails and it leaves you with no brain so go insane run away through the valleys of complete madness it's for the better anyway devote your heart to madness before memories hunt you down I sometimes feel the need for madness is this...

all these countless lifetimes where you're more to me than life all these dreams of soulfly we'll be together when it's time I don't want to miss you and I will find you in each life all our love together is breaking every rule of life when we would...

as selfish as you should be it's precisely right for me instantly yeah you're maybe mean even to me but it fits you perfectly to swim free like the wild fish in the sea true good hearts can never be selfish enough true good hearts can never be selfis...

words about freedom I had to write buried in my soul forever I'll whisper them before my last breath and then fly away open open hearted open minded open hearted open minded 

And you, walking on your sandals And you, walking from the cross no heart, no soul, to believe no lies, no truth, to follow your name no heart, no soul, to cry no one, just you, to lay down And you, rolling stones away And you, useless, reason less...

he is confusing my feelings one day he's all my love next day he's all my hate he is all I can think of breathing without him has no use he is taking my freedom (now I can't fly) unknown, not meant so I'll accept his jail he's sweeter than sweet I...

there was a time when you used to hold me to make me feel safe and there was a time when you used to tell me stories and there was a time when you used to sing me your songs but I can't remember the last time no then there was a beautiful day when it all...

the expectations for a true smile must be left alone whether it's going up or going down must be proved by showing not a remedy no more shall it be a heart that's lacking its purpose you can never love and a heart that is not reliable you can never t...

the heavy blanket lies upon me on a bed a sleeping rat come sway your broken tail and I'll feel the wind but no more will it make me cold a sleeping rat should awake cause of the lack of life because of the loss but have you ever slept with the rat with...

they have come for me over there in the corner can't you see not long till they'll find their ways inside feeding me apathy till all my feelers died it's an endless road I walk alone don't treat this disease while the cure is still unknown jealousy to...

I really wonder how much I miss you Because you're always with me, in my head, constantly I guess I found that part in my life that was missing And I certainly don't want to loose you now And now I'm your girlfriend But I'm so much more than that I am,...

Right now I'm lost in my weakness In my selfish handmade pain No way I'll let it go now I've tried before, I've learned I can't Weakly I destroy my hope Turning it into fear I can't help myself Like someone is taking over control Soulmaster is hurtin...