Absinthropy

Moments of clarity Made for you are drowning me This life we drown in all regrets In the dark where we are able to forget We drink this potion to pretend All is now gone This life we inhale all that is our end In the dark where we are able to forget...

With your heart on your sleeve Do I assume or perceive I'm lead astray if I believe My apprehension shadows my belief I try putting in to words the words I want to say But hiding my intentions away Your extroversion was the key Allowing me ins...

I remember how it started I was afraid to be alone So I tool a knife to cut my wrists When I left home I was numb as I was crazy So I bled to feel the pain And even though you saved me I would do it all again Find my body on the side of the road Heav...

The less we weave the more we can see Deep in the this altitude of pain Corrupting the senses that spark this razor in mine heart Waves of nausea that kiss my flesh when you held thee deep Wondrous flight of intoxicated suicidal play Your tears of acid b...

Beneath this clouded sky I see my reflection in your eye But look inside my heart We're oceans apart Through drowning waves I crawl deep in to the sea And with my final breath The water swallows me I watch the sun set but never see it rise Now there...

Through rose tinted glasses You will never see Anything that happens, Anything I do You'll never see the truth Shame, shame on me All I've done has become Shame, shame on me I'm the black sheep Shame, shame on me I'm the worst man I can be...

By the third chime I am relinquished by all that is mine Lucid sparks are dying By the third chime All is forgotten that’s left inside Broken dreams left to weave We have seen each other before Myself and a four Four as a year Four as a build to what...

Your tears have formed a whole In the middle of my heart And I can see us drowning Like I could see it from the start The taste upon your lips is the suffering we share And each sadistic lullaby is a chain of death I wear All that could have been and wa...

Under the clandestine cloak of the moon A solace is found Under veils of intoxication On a blackened journey we're bound The day when you turned out the lights The sky turned a thousand shades of grey And though I wish you could have stayed I hope it's...

Barely awaken From what is barely a dream This nightmare will last Longer than me I try to stop my mind From bursting at the seams Still the pain is flowing From wounds that no-one sees I long for silence When all is said and done Even when the moon...

If I can live through this I wonder what it takes to kill me 

It's been years since I saw your face And we don't talk anymore If you could see me now You'd be so ashamed I didn't make you proud And there's only me to blame You left me so much to live up to I'll never be as strong a man as you Close your eyes to...

In my mind I've died a thousand times Leaving you being In search of dreams I will never find 

In the midst of a cold room we formed our plan To show all we see what we can Of our inner seed, our deprived means A place that would shape us to this day We would meet many on the way Some would stick most would stray Our lens would influence...

I need release, need this to cease Pulling all my insides out and climbing back inside I can't be here, can't stand the fear I just need to turn away and hope that this doesn't last I belong to me A forest hiding from the trees Born to be A rive...

I lied every time I said I love you Because it means nothing to me at all I dug my grave shallow to match my heart And just like my heart it's empty at the moment But soon the void will be filled If I could promise to stay forever I would But I don't wan...

Pulsating rhythm’s absorbed by this altering Times moves by but I’ am still Medicated by this night of ill illusion Poisoned by my own spell of orchard lunacy Synthesizing state of ritualistic erratic breathing Cloaked by night and warmed through the dus...

As I call upon the four corners of the regicide I influx forward towards this provoked channel That guides me to a half A halt that tangles one deep away from their true self Reaping in confusion No disposition Clenching with rotten hands To my own sor...

No longer my solemn, just a shadow Of what this town has made me Trying to find peace where nothing is real Always longing always searching for me I left this world on repetitive terms This can’t continue as I won’t exist This desperate journey sh...

I can't take it anymore I'm tired of knocking on that door I never find and answer I could feel it slip away But hoped to God that it would stay Now there's blood on my hands I fell in love I fell apart You fell from heaven And in to my heart I fell...

I can't take it anymore I'm tired of knocking on that door I never find and answer I could feel it slip away But hoped to God that it would stay Now there's blood on my hands I fell in love I fell apart You fell from heaven And in to my hear...

Black shields expanding Crushing dirt and raising Sordid thoughts replacing Conscious clouds of saving myself Left in a prison guided by my Own self denial that I Have shaped my own Hell Made by reign of fear Fires burns in here Salvaged s...

A town cursed to live in A town I cannot leave A road I'm always walking A road lost in eternity Lost in time In a time of no regrets These streets are paved with tears By fears that cannot rest Is this all it comes to? Is this all it takes? To fal...

I want to drown, in the deep end of your soul And I'll bury myself, facedown in your heart 'Cos it's up to you, and it's down to me When I close my eyes, I see Hanging dreams from ceiling beams I watch them die Before my eyes All I want is this To fee...

This black cloud fills the sky again This cold wind blows over my skin The handle shakes on this door I must open it once more I must find the gilded key Buried deep inside of me Broken mirrors forming eyes Reflecting fragments of this life Dragged fr...

I am drenched in decisions made by past resentments I crush this life with no purpose to fight I bide my time to persevere this disma and to destroy my mind I decline this world of empathy and false prophets we are forced upon Controlling Bursting flight...

Reach forward For everything Enter reprise And sealed is his His vision His world to see Lost in circles Of savagery With marked hands he shows his sin Revolt in our own ironing decrease Of seven strong and five to seize As the chalice i...

I'll drink the seven seas This oceans drowning me I'll drink until I'm blind I'll shut down my mind I'll drink until this life's destroyed And my heart no longer beats This is my escape from life I won't admit defeat I can't sleep unless there's poiso...

Breathless, stuck in blue hysteria Trembling like a leaf Your face was so pure, my malign was wrapped on mine Remembering how we were, what we had and how we touched Like no other is this cascade of silver tears that I blink into your memory Why taint a...

Sleep when I'm dead But I was obey bleeding The wish would not come true But I was sent A glimpse of heaven A taste of what's to come White figures, running in the dark In the dark And the faces start to form The abstract dead beside my bed Dancing i...

Nausea, sickness I implore My addiction craving for more Close my eyes to see inside What I'm feeling for My eyes, tell lies, secrets, my disguise Your heart, I stole, wishing to feel whole Still this razor cuts Still this body bleeds Still my mind i...

This won't hide your scars But they're no secret anymore This won't bring him back But he's not yours to adore Feel the tears raining down Before you even cry Feel the world go cold Every time you close your eyes Take one deep breathe Sylvia It migh...

If you take this away, I'm left with nothing If you look the other way This path won't seem so endless The only time you see the roads I walk Is by the light of day They only lead me home through clouds of darkness And decay Throw all your fears in to...

For every face in dismay For every mind we make break For all I lose on my way All paths lead to this place It returns in patterns drenched on a floor It shows it's teeth at me from behind every door My remains are greyer in all that reflects I...

Force Fools On Force Rupture the seems Orders from thy higher Channel the greater Bastards wreaking havoc in mind Sanctioned vengeance underlies A radical new force of disturbed absence In the cracks of Vigilante's eyes Severe the night a...

No hope No life No dream No light Nothing to believe Nothing to see I open my eyes, black clouds, black skies I hold out my hand, this cold, frozen land Where only shadows stand Beneath Dead leaves Under Hollow trees Nothing to trus...

I cannot hide, there's a thorn in my side Burning in me So that i can't feel anything other than misanthropy And I find, doubts cloud my mind As the ache starts to grind And the blood in my veins, turns in to flames When the weight, of the world...