Yearning

A dawn rose slow and quietly from a womb of meaning Suddenly a barren face of agony was brought to light And it sang a cry of mankind, heart-wrenching threnody That grew to immense hights too dreadful to describe Still we stood with our eyes fixed into the gro...

The wind blows through a broken window Bringing the leaves of autumn inside As I'm sitting here trying to catch a thought And try somehow not to cry It should be easy to start But day after day it's getting harder The walls are cracking and it's cold in here...

Desolate October grief Falls heavy like boulders of decay Upon crestfallen life which soon Is to be gone And as the days go by All living seems to die Quiet they stand upon the shore The shore of no hope Gone - with freezing rain Gone - with deadly pain Gone...

Walking out of nowhere Still no place to go out of life Shadows haunt the evening Through a quiet skies Where I am nowhere is to? Fragmented icon, declined spectre Sleetstorm flags inert dam Deeper to the absent stare Crippled by present maze All around you N...

Unreal is grip of this dream Calling out for truth Mirage that they call life Hovering in you EWngulfed in caress of night And sigh of the dead Cold rain covers the deeds That once were done Virtues have withered now Beside the sinful crown No need to ask fo...

Ride to the silent shores and fly through the gardens of time You will find your heaven Your god had closed his eyes Alone, free you are View, immortalized by the crave for what There is beyond the fields of gloom Far from the useless lives of those empty sla...

Can you draw a line between self and world And bear it all For there's dark and cold but you're colder inside And torn apart So you're watching the fall of everything around With your tired eyes Mocking the absurd from your withdrawn chamber Where you've burie...

There's no words Just quiet world around that disappears with me Without sense The flock of ruin swarms everywhere With only hollow emptiness inside You try to speak to me But words escape to the unknown lands We're trying desperately to reach each others But...

I have been dead all my life and now I know I will never live again Empty streets follow my way on the road This dead end that leads to nowhere I have been dead all my life and now I am waiting for the second death Near the end I wished at last to feel alive B...

Plae lights are fading for final times in my eyes For soon I realize I may never awake again Shapeless figures crying for the dawn ' Cause a cloack of the night has drawn To make it seem like there's deadends in every way And the absence of a light of day Make...

Fallen from grace My soul's grown old Birds are dying as fading light draws last mourning beam Across the hillside Dark moors lay cold And quiet this night Blackbirds crying As freezing moon lays cruel deathly beams Through your minds eye Elegy of what these...

Why can't we hear The time must come for us to leave here Emotion has withered away Out burnt out love has decayed Obsessed to leave the earth Tragedy has overrun since birth Now our righteous fathers weep As we greet eternal sleep Are we born to pas...

I'm alone with you tonight I can't find my way out of here The memories we've never left behind Will come alive this broken night Through the days where empty quiet rain will pass away Fading to gray Wreathe yourself to pale and lifeless bliss And all will so...

Dead branches standing still So lifeless with no will To hide a reign of mournful sky With no light Sight is dead Fading away deep in our pain Speaking no more, knowing more Fading away, laughing today Crawling through waves ever face And everywhere I roam I...

Vines climb up on your side To garnish a stonewalls around And I stand on barren field My eyes in delusion waving to me Balcony where you watch brook to follow You cannot see the death this early morning And I have walked far away Someday we will meet each ot...

This troubled waters burden is Drawning me tonight Of narrow straits of pain and hell Is oceans in my sight Remains of hope wail feeble Death in quiet cry What's left of me now Only the fleeing moments tide 

Frore meadow in the dark.. Plumelets of your wings are burning 

Thoughts are useless as are deeds Already lost is blossom of the young No more... Dreams of morning shine Days leep, submit to night A curse is to live before dying A soul torn from the life Withdrawn, out of sight Birdes flew out from beautiful garden Circ...

When the evening winds blow high We will reach for the sky Winters cold is drawing by Will we wondering why? As the dew drips from the leaves Open skies, chilly night Moonlight wonders through the fields Where grass grows high upon the sky Back when we drown...

When northern storm is rising He gathers the powers might Travels through the highest skies Alone forevermore, but so sublime Crying here to be free from mortal form, so valueless Heading towards source of all Alone forevermore In the hands of storm he is pu...

Winding sheet dusty light walls appear faint insight Grove is asleep shattered lanthorns Wreath of smoke amidst the wreckage unseen Where you here with me as it all came down? Where you too blind to see whither the shadows drown? Sheltered view a distant strif...

This poisonlake where I wade Starving in my desert Empty room without windows Forgotten years passed away Facing nothing, losing everything I once cherished I tried to reach myself from you but I was wrong You told me I'd regret it all Look at yourself now - R...

Lost again inside a dream Not understanding me Fog descends into my brain I'm falling deeper now Walking on alone through the grey Shattered view escapes my sight Contemplate just for awhile I know I'm dying now Slowly merging into landscapes of concrete and f...

Leave me now, I will rest forever Below this frozen earth All that's left are memories Loose your hand from mine, so pale and cold Turn away, spare yourself from sorrow There beyond the stars I wonder Where meadows spread out vastly, endlessly And the pain i...

We float among the dismal parade of night bewildered Between spleen and ideal, tremendous chasms that lie in here Apollonian harmony, Dionysian demonic grasp And the night goes on... Between infinities we wonder alone, searching for home until the struggle wil...

The life has fled from your face This immaculate place where you were laid to rest, all alone The night is blooming full of emotions storm Now I'm here for you eternally You never saw how I felt and maybe nor did I When you were alive in this pathetic life Oct...

Plaintive scenes awake in moments care Still, unlike our time that leaves the one who dare To go again back there to time that never was Motionless stone with non-existant eyes: Sees the sky in red The kingdom of the end Engraved its soulles name To relics, f...

Heavenly streams I reach My veins are open This blissful sea is here for me In releasing skies the sun is awoken I can hear them now They are calling me Away... As dusky velvet veil Winds around the landscape I close the timeless gate Charmed by the dark emb...

Yearning for shades of last comfort The only joy; you cannot take away myself I cannot see your smile You have seen my soul All day and night Awake your cry Angels fall from heaven Fral figures bleed to death To the all children of earth A bloody lullaby 

On the balcony where you were thought to be Years ago I carried my burden Now these times are gone and the things have changed I have seen the uttermost horrors On the balcony where you were thought to be Now I've seen how world keeps turning Yes, those times...

New insights feed my pain Which way to go this day Now I know there is another way This place is killing me And through I must be leaving It seems to hurt as much as always 

All wasted moments breed This nameless grown in me I crawl in the cold through a tired dream And seek for self that holds all strings in me No way out for me Time will pass and I will forget all as soon As it happened Blindly I walk through hazy way I think i...

Solely watching life passing by Stranded helpless at withering sky Straying through these mazes bleak With no other place to seek Not far from here Can you hear my dear How the moon sings your croon Through the night in your sight and the stains on the wall A...

Your future looms in gloom Wretched examinate bloom of utter deep decay Yet another day slips into another night Where you cannot fight against illusion's tide amidst the ceaseless ride Constructions whirl and turn and every bridge you burn becomes an empty sp...

Through the eyes of suffering They've seen it all - the frames of being here When time draws near and everything is closing Life has remained the same as it used to be Shadows are falling onto the plains that always were Now and then weeping and bleeding agai...

When the dawn of dying cries through the shrines of aeon Everlasting foul disguise mocked by contrasts disunion Sudden silence, irresolution appears All alone passing life Through forever, tribulation is gone Your weakened essence has gone out When the dawn of...

Hearses crawl from grey haze Timeless reign, Shadowed by face of pain As we wait behind our doors For Autumns final blow to come End of all days Days fall to Summers sad grave Cry in vain chilly tears once again Sweep the soil and paint a view Of thousand sin...

We ran across frozen mines Sweeping through gates of dawn As the sun was gleaming blue Gaping through me and you 

Look to window and reach the eyes that stare to the sky The snow falls so softly... It buries the garden All prepared for the winter, thou have sowed your seeds The yearning glance to hills, these thoughts they burn within They always lead to same, turning th...

Hark! Whence chant of thine Starlit frames Tunes witheld the same That oceans strive Through this time Falling for our dying grace Fading sunset paints a woodlands face As weather bleak as ever Shows its form to be mine As darkness falls Through the never A...