Trauma

Something emerges from my back Trying to humanize my feelings Doing its best to help me out Of the chasm of negative emotions Whoever it is It seems to modify Remove imperfectly working elements Burst fetters binding the soul Jealousy tangles hair like a mou...

There's a deep scar inside me I was hurt twenty one years ago I know the time heals scar... I know that one can forget... I know the time heals scar I know that one can forget many things But I can't I steel feel the same Deep scar Deep scar Vari...

Agony. Fear. Madness The image of mordern intoxicated world Here our existence is written off Our faith lost And thoughts directed to murder The altars of insanity A world splashed with gore It flows at our children But yet they are creations of illn...

Gruesome display of victims Of the age of extermination Testimonies of eyewithnesses Skeletonized bodies Get to know the truth Believe in bloody totalitarianism - - Sickness of the times In which we are to live Feel the taste of T.N.T. - - A synonym...

There is the underworld once tangled in chaos Created in suffering of stars The blast of energy called "God the creator" Burnt prophecies found on the pages of filth Children are branded as worms of messiah They are the "good ones" and lambs of God In s...

Through your eyes I can see my fear in torment of haunted mind, Created to unleash chaos I destroyed my memories in struggle for tomorrow, Through the ascension to equilibrium Through hedonism to the gates of hell Adrenaline is our oracle in the amok breakthro...

I can see death in me - Paranoia The Fractal of life I am trying to defend myself Against the whirl of destination Against the whirl of domination escaping from pain into pain again Never ending A constant revision of imperfection Like a verdict - Fru...

I'm quietly waiting For long awaited death No sisters of mercy Nor fucking priest Could give me a moment Of silence and peace Could give me a moment Of relief All these hypocrites Morons with Juda's face No-one understands How long they'll stay So profundly c...

Gone are the children from the school yard Buildings are burning down the boulevard This is the day we’ve been heading for Watching as the World Dies Red Alerts are shrieking Guided missiles seeking Targets for destruction Massive strike eruptions All is...

Welcome back to Bedlam, back at home again You belong in Bedlam, chaos is your friend All the world is all too much for your twisted brain So back to Bedlam Hospital for the criminal Insane Chorus 1: In the Lost Asylum leave your reason at the gates I...

In crystal words of your misery We cannot see your endless love Misunderstood by holy heresy In saint funeral or angry pride Worthless cycle of perverse worship The monolith of lies collapsed We don't believe in incarnations Will not support this menta...

Insanity Many different thoughts I remeber only Pieces of time I'm lost in reality Constellation of myriads Neurons Waiting for final signal In my view It's escape to normality But I'm not sure Why do you bother me? Is it a part of the dream? Is...

There are demons in my mind They still whisper to me "You must do it, You must do it" "Do it now, You have kill" Need is very unbreakable Hand is touching knife I know that I'm mad Morally tainted But nature is unperfect And I'm her defect Look at...

Tongues of fire Catch up with the shadows Paintings whirling in a drowse Are like a passing wind Here I am Here I am Though I shouldn’t be here I am and I am and I am and than I’m gone Oh my God Does this make sense Is this real Or is it my imagination -come...

The world is sunk in a fire Like an oil shaft It blows with the fire Which is bigger and bigger, higher Towards the very sky Until the last spark Burns eyes of existence Laments can't help now Confessionals have already burnt And hearts won't help T...

Break it down, society’s failed us Nothing there but corruption and injustice Shepherd leads his flock to greener pasture In a brave new world Chorus: Drink the Cool Aid bow to the will of Jim Jones And you’re still going to die anyway Cannot bear...

Deviation. Hate. Agression Struggle for life What's our mind like What's hidden inside Hidden recesses The fold They carry the grain of blood Stuffed with world's carcass We feed our worm Which gnaws at our entrails Abnormally we lap our victims b...

It's the world to which only we have the right Although only one gene differents us from fly Ideas, values created in one goal Next curtains to hide the craving for power When the paradise and hell permeat And you don't even know if you are there Freedom you h...

Blind man ask me forgiveness I won't deny myself Disrespect you have given Your suffering's my wealth I feed off pain, force fed to love it And now I swallow whole I'll never live in the past Let freedom ring with a shotgun blast Burn my fist to the c...

Foredoomed to choose the most disgusting form of all, Sacred ablution into the temple of all blinded, Into broken retorts, here lost life huddels low, Deprived of courage and mortal burden, Brought on the female shoulders out of obscurity Out of obscurity Carn...

Don't waste this moment Don't run away from questions You know that moment must come But you have a lot of time You estimated life for tens of years Joy happiness without bad events Subtly created unreal world World in which death is just an empty word How man...

Desensitized by the values of life Maligned and despaired by government lies Revenge is so strong I taste it on my tongue My gun will be Your angel of mercy Dislocated by the eyes of disdain Abused beyond recognition I can't cope with The...

Our world fall in blood and fear Ruined are the civilizations of thousand years After them came another cradles of holocaust In them was the faith. but genocide Of ravenous herds cut of the umbilical cord hope The world is demented. this world is devastated I...

Accept and follow and do not engage In lust and envy, In lust and envy, Greed and wrath, Your life is planned And moves are traced out, And moves are traced out Why should I to follow the rules of light? Listen and accept the determination right? In spite of...

No more lies tell em no stories Everytime your lips move you lie Payback day oh don't you worry Now your time has come and you're going to cry My finger is on the trigger My gunbarrel smoking hot You hurt me and now I figure I'm saving you one last shot...

When the light disappears And all the brightness ends A daybreak won't be the oracle ...and the last Of the lasts The time'll raze to dust... The filthy word Shouted out by the sick mind It'll stick in shapelessness Like your breath washed out By th...

Hanged between illusion and reality I'm searching the dimension of freedom Only my breath reminds me that I'm alive In convulse of enslaved bird In simultaneous dance I've lost my own part of life But I'm not dead But I'm not dead yet!!! Day by day I'm still s...

Ra, you are the Sun That lights the Moon and Star Ra, your chariot rides cross the sky Long ago flew too high and flew too cary away Now the sands of time blow on your empty grave Your time has gone Everything that you know God you are dead Let your p...

Winter’s form has come again It's the Season of the End Will the Sun rise or will Darkness reign? One more dream and then there’s none Hope is cast into the Sun Souls demise, bereavement Times refrain Chorus: Hey, did you see our dying day? In...

I lost paradise of gods I don’t believe myself now I escape into the shadow The depth of despair surrounds me I’ll die in loneliness Waiting for your sign I build the wall I will hide my sorrow behind Hopelessly I penetrate the forest of memories From...

I lost paradise of gods I don’t believe myself now I escape into the shadow The depth of despair surrounds me I’ll die in loneliness Waiting for your sign I build the wall I will hide my sorrow behind Hopelessly I penetrate the forest of memories From...

Now - Light the fire, blow the trumpets The signal fire calling us to War To your Arms, to your Armor The time has come to settle ancient scores Run to the highway, through the mountains To beat of drums the flags are flying high On the journey to...

Frozen in chaos In thousands of events In milliards of beings Unending train Reason - Result Action - Reaction Stagnation? In the bull's eye, I'm surrounded by the silence With the eyes which are lost, I'm looking for the world, The world that is dead for me I...

Look around you, you've lost everything What was important greed led you to this wretched life - fucking life! Persons like you awaken only compassion The difficulty lies in the fact that you're not worth even minute of attention Greed - the sin of greed, gree...

We’re taking the food off the table We’re breaking the will of the poor Taking your life cause We’re able We’re Billionaires and We want more We want your Money Your Oil and Gold We are the Chosen You have been bought and sold Chorus: So hard...

I made my name in Shantytown Singing for all the cruisers A time or two we ripped the joint With winners and with losers I been up I been down and out Done some dirty without a doubt It's all over always on my own Got to have a heavy heart of stone I...

Abnormality of all our reality Woke up the instincts hidden in me I felt hate reborn in bitterness To the world I've existed till today From the dream to the consciousness I wake up but close my eyes again From the darkness to the glow Non-entity grasps...

I live in A coffin of humanity Among truths Out of robes Praying to many gods But they didn’t help us Am I to believe Reality speaks for itself Me a plain man See unstoppable evil Unhalted madness The greed took us to Even I such a wicked creature...

That cold that feeds my blood, Beholding the dead fortress of conscience, Hold my hand while I stop breathing the flames, My suffered corpse will hit the Ground while you pray for my life. I can live anywhere, Once it be outside my flesh, Yes! I belonged to th...

Conquer in the name of god Human psycho in the mask of god Extermination - our law So we conquer, so we kill - our law Unperfect Unperfect like a god Unperfect Unperfect like a god Nobody in this world Knows everything about the dream Revelation -...

Balancing on the surface of existence Between illusion and reality I see what I have missed before I discover the truth which proves false I let out a voiceless cry I hear steps behind my back Dominated by incertitude I feel more and more alien Stuck in the...

I my time I saw this day coming Saw two tall towers crash and fall Nowhere to run No place hiding Life makes soldiers of us all Crash of thunder Flash of lightning There is fear in the trumpet call When the Man comes to Kingdom Come at the end of the...

Bless me Father, for I have sinned Chills run down your spine and under your skin When I tell the things I had to do Now I need you To tell me words to comfort me Of things that were never meant to be Of violent crimes that I confess Is it too l...

I see your all hypocrisy I see your misery Adored, worshiped The long spectacle Began two thousand years ago I don't want to hear a psalms I don't want your mercy I don't want to see your "kingdom" I don't want to hear a psalms I don't want your mercy I don't...

We’re watching life through opaque windows Locked up in the hermetic world Of doctrines and rules We’re all the same Equally overage and thoughtless Equally frightened Living in shame is the only choice We laugh though we want to cry Wrapped in foil we hang i...

I’ve not been able, to heal myself yet Of street-prophets’ sentences My lips are throwing but curses My laughter is the cry of despair For a moment too much For longer to little It is also dangerous To forget one’s name In what purpose, the end is le...

Fear is our strength It determines our will to fight The phantom of destiny and the curse of death The strongest ties in a dying instinct The heart explodes with powerful energy The march of thousands of drums In a condemned parade The mind doesn't control a b...

My life is a real paranoia I exist in immense hopelessness Closed in narrow cage Among baseness filling me with disgust The fear leaks through my hands Covering the face of weakness and sadness I feel someone’s hand Fingers tightened on my neck I try t...

I am at ruin Always lead nowhere When I cross the next day's threshold There's nothing There's only a fear of day and night An indifferent time everything so strange The centre of dullness evasts end Mazes of existence covered by moss Cold walls side b...

The hell inside in our minds The key to understand The wreak of havoc If you feel contempt To the slime The outrage to fools Enjoy the hellfire club Profane words Just stupid lies In our world Nothing and everything Is blasphemy Wolf amongst the sheeps Infer...

I wake up to the darkness There are no blue birds that sing I don't now day of hour The church bells no longer ring I look up to the Heavens But the storm clouds blind my eyes If I see the sun again It will be a surprise There is no escaping from star...

I saw the sky Who wanted to run away From the contempt I saw the sky And broken beams of the sun The wind Was throwing with the second word Perhaps it was the truth Perhaps the false I didn’t hear I heard only The scream of man Who run away From...

Here on the hill Among wild grass bent by the wind You stand, staring into the endless space Where silence announces its existence A ritual dance of dawn and dusk A ritual dance of trees in the rain And nothing matters more Than what you feel And nothing matte...

Throwing away vision of life Vision well known before You were born Throwing away standards You've become outcast Planes like missiles In the names of god Strange vision I dislike Perplexity of truths Leading to nowhere Screaming for vengeance Screaming for...

I am the one and only. i am the faith I stand on the firnament of the celestial sphere Your hypocrisy rests in my hands I am the mighty. i am the chosen In my eyes burns the fire of my own glory Under my feet writhes your gos Thy name is truth Thy name is wa...

Time stands still as if it dodn't exist Sleepwalking souls are awaking before dawn And drift into the strange world of illusion Which can't be understood That's impossible Shadows on the wall are alive This house is deranged Everything whirls and sways...

When a dream pulls a dark curtain over me When the misery of a day Disappears somewhere in the darkness Tired thoughts wander off They leave to rest in a garden that exists Somewhere in the night There’s no need to be afraid In the thick fog of nightmares Sank...

Crossing the eternal path of self-destruction The sempiternal act of mass dysfunction Through perverted sins of mankind The soil bleeds in maniac euphoria Full of hate, full of grace, i am renegade Full of pain - again, full of anger - again Full of ma...

Spreading the words of bitterness Is like a killing the human will In silly system of our vegetation Innovation powers are in holy dream Wake up and catch last days of your life Destroy the archetype chains in mind Feel all the unleashed winds of freedo...

You never know if the attack is coming in the night You never know what terror night will bring You never know if you are looking at the last sunrise And will the sunset set you free We’re living in a world at war Under the rain of the cannon’s roar...

Rip their flesh like rotten meat Right off the bone would be a treat To pay for all the nasty things they’ve done No more living in their Hellhouse of abuse She’s going to pay a visit tonight With a loaded gun Chorus: Savage, She’s gone Savage G...

Nightmare, the persecution A child's dream of death. Torment, ill forgotten A soul that will never rest. Guidance, it means nothing In a world of brutal time. Electric, circus, wild, Deep in the infants mind. Silent Scream Bury the unwanted child....

The wicked kingdom of sick souls Breeding the martyrs of new millennium In holy terror of sick deities I have lost' my last fucking doubts Last chapter of my life The first breath of tainted ash Am i a madman? am i the victim of...? Essential raptor an...

Take look at your back Maybe you see the shadow Loosing Your mind Just before next corner-feel Feel fucking weakness Fear in your eyes Darkness! Darkness in your soul Fear! This is real world Hungry wolf in every move I spill your blood The ignorance of soc...

They think they know who I am All they know is I love to kill Face down, dead on the ground Find me before another is found I come alive in the darkness Left murdered and nameless Dead unburied and rotten Half eaten by insects She was so beautiful I...

Suffocated in slumber I won't manage to return to the living Floating suspended in a void Detached fom reality Dull light comes through the window-panes Any contact is impossible I can't distinguish between night and day I am the outcast Faces are more and m...

Could I kill my brother? How is it to take someone's life? What does the victim feel then? Do these questions make sense? Swallow the murder We slay for ages Kill each others Justified by authorities By the alleged rightness of the case Slay the unborn Slay...

Thou was born in agonal pain Fear and anguish were the only acompany to thee Ther is no mercy in thy eyes And a great cosmic power lurks in thy hands Thy life is drawn by blood and fire And eyes closed create the image of paradies Thou are the part of this ch...

I am at ruin Always lead nowhere When I cross the next day's threshold There's nothing There's only a fear of day and night An indifferent time everything so strange The centre of dullness evasts end Mazes of existence covered by moss Cold wall...

Yearning in the age of depravity Convulse between love and nothingness Of fallen world and its all substitutes The created substance of new life Forbidden for the weak creatures But alive! as disease - a constant gift The serpentines of DNA chains Demo...

We are enslaved by the vision of minds Hunger of blood leads us to authority Consuming world - an impulse to our development "Kill or be killed" - the rightist law in the sick times We are sick - The elegy for doom We are wicked - The elegy for doom No...

You expect sincerity But you're afraid of truth In every word and every thought You express your wrath To mouth a summit Which eternally sinks in clouds And nothing gives hope And nothing builds will to life How much could you offer for prolonged nirvana? Whic...

We are the pulse Subcutaneous thrill The signs of existence The ancient past Here in this world The hidden seed Growing throughh Human weeds... They falling, they dying And we are trigger The tribulation and incarnation Likewise hundred years ago We'll take c...

In the darkness In the longest night I set free the most dangerous Part of my being Hunter, hangman Night stalker Carnal desires Twisted bodies Madness in the eyes But I just wanted To catch your dream Symmetrical life Schizophenic mind Rake as t...

Did you ever get for what you wish? Only to find out it ain't no gift The price you pay can often be too dear way too much Oh, bless this weary soul Every night alone will leave you numb The memories you hope tonight don't come When every stranger looks...

I live like The driftice Forsaken by Unholy god Unholy god from pits of heaven Unholy god... I'm like a moth Searching the light In the darkness The madness is here The beast of Armageddon Riding on the purple horse The purple horse The bridge between Right...

Hundreds of centuries spasms of hate Global domination of monstrosities Human hands in service of broken minds Brilliant minds in ambush of mourners 2000 years marked as age of mercy The horrible tool to melt your soul From beginning! the child's consci...

You said you were the best thing for me, yeah Said you were the best thing for us (best thing for us) Never mean a word that you say now I’m not feeling E Pluribus (E Pluribus) All you do is just right for you, yeah Never ever can be too cruel (can be...

Welcome to the freak show Here everyone is an actor and a spectator And the scene is our world Here are the bizzare arts on the church altar And the abstract acts of the political arena So many things unite us We are the community of falulous colours of rain...

It's inside me It makes me weak, it paralyzes, grows Turns me into flesh Without a soul Another prick and lack of signal Horror or indifference? Horror or indifference? The solitude remains Poisoned or sensitive? I absorb the pain without the control Lack of...

What is the truth? What is the faith? Hypocrisy and filth Lie hidden in these words. They rule us. and we Meek marionettes bow to them. Superpowers, Churches prepare this poison for us to drink it in the dark And then die in torments and hunger And when the...

She was a beauty queen Now her face looks like a skull Been used for everything Now her eyes are blank and dull She has a broken heart she's wearing on He fought your oil wars Bled the American way Sent him home in "shock and awe" How could could you...

A nightmare hatches from my consciousness Disorder drills in my head Bearfoot I run from the pit of a burning house I can’t believe in what I’m feeling Bombed with disturbing thoughts I walk down the steers stairs of fear The night is an absolute horror Cold...

Lost your way round sunset and it's getting very late Went from bad to worse the situation isn't great Call the 7th Cavalry tell them get here fast We're pushing our good fortune and I think it will not last Too late Too late Too late Late for your own f...

False looks Every more calculated Lie is the point of reference Accomplishment through tricks Is always justified We keep on looking for different ways To harm each other Tools of mutral harm Unconscious damage The only stimulus to act Is money and vision of...

My existence Life - mixed up with death Obvious union As is the first into the second A fist pressing in... I am only The unuseful garbage here >From the day of my birth As if I have a sewage I let everything Go through myself Unable to react...

Days gone by blinking eye Sunny days grow darker when a young man dies Bitter tears falling down Chase your fears away you got to stand your ground Gone are the toys of the child gone the innocent smile Turning into the frown of many broken dreams O...

All you waited for is journey Journey to private heaven The dream about happiness Appears as unexpected lies Silent killer moves through vein Torment without end Hell means nothing When dependence prevails For blinded losers Life as undead There is no place Fo...

Through the veil of obliteration In cold embrace of ancient wisdom Growing spawn of human immolation Blessed by tyranny of utopia The dweller of the abyss in emptiness Like sworn enemy in our martyrium The rotting flesh in holy communion With a full cu...

You can smell this stench You can almost see this paralysing fear. so unknown to you Death and contagion all around you You are a vulgar creation of mass destruction (annihilation) Extra terrestrial tentacles lurk in you Enormous so they reach the star f...

Lady in White bringer of light Shine over me this sunny day Lady in White radiant bright Why can't you stay show me the way I will love you til forever catches up to me Go, where no one knows Where the wind blows cold as the snow I will love you til for...

In every moment of your life You were trying to fulfill To satisfy conditions And all known and unknown Were only make demands Were only make demands On the wings of frustration I reach the highest point I reach the highest point On my destiny Desolation of...

I wouldn't believe (If I didn't know you) That you can fall so low When satisfying your animal instincts Becomes the very goal Every man is a master of himself Is respomsible for his own life So when you loose your soul There's no one to blame but yourself W...