Throes Of Dawn

This solitude is all I have cold nothingness is all I share with myself" Embittered, by time and the loneliness so loveless is our horizon of emptiness Final sunset of our lives never to miss the light the dawn will never come "these times are not...

"Sad whispers in dead trees, a graveyard of yellow leaves, rising of the northern wind breaks their peace ..." With the reaping winds came coldness, the coldess that crawled from the heart of the wind- weak kiss of the winter queen, storming throug...

There is a tragedy deep within this soul A dark aura made of stones of sadness and vast void of longing On songs of sorrows maiden the swans drown in grievance On silver waters springs This despair she sings; " In oaken chest they keep my grief Under the tho...

The sun looks down from his high astral sphere and pours down below Its sad bacterial light Upon this infection Wounds of world burning All the names that travel to void in the fields of carbon snow Where the youth turns to stone Where bodies and dreams Are...

Blue Dead Skies for me for you is this all there is All of the courage All of the will opened from the seams The guilt The shimmering pain The fear of future endless blue fields The empty smiles at the happy ending a world of colour a world of hope an open...

The closing darkness a mouthful of your chloroform Drifting inwards all features liquefy The equation of all the goodbyes will soon open for you I lost the cypher into your voided world Do you still remember Do you still feel the pain The unseen hands holdin...

I drown into ocean, into the shoreless ocean of eternity, stars pull my soul into the breath taking views of the abyss, the abyss has no end, an endless journey through the stars, abyssic black darkness is inside me ... No solid touch only the stars th...

We travel into the world of woe through the portal of dream descent Of human sorrow I dreamed a twilight garden of tomorrow Where torment means living in this world of dreadful dream "Behold, all the gods have abandoned the spheres. Can you hear the Throneroo...

Mournfully, the same sun rises again the times of yesterday are away wind howls the sights of those lonely, forgotten times "Even time will come to an end" We could hear the birds sing through the winds hum we were not like the others time revealed...

We are waiting for the end of this abstract reality the light no longer shines from your eyes and the words that fall from your mouth slowly evaporate I'm falling through I'm falling through my mind I can hear you call my name through my descending dreams an...

And all the good people From the streets Came to witness The miracle of death All the children were there Inhaling the foul air Smiling at death In infant glory Their eyes shining Bright and ignorant And the flies were there As a black halo Above the body Of...

Deeper thoughts unknown to hope lightyears of drowning into the cosmos of the lonely I was lost from your world into the mazes of delusion into the vast halls of the Night Did you see me enter the rooms of the night Did you see me enter your fragile dreams V...

Grey clouds of slumber Move across the ether Bury us under their lead Fill our veins With oblivion's wine Above Hyperion smiles I remember the sun in your hair The wind on our skin Descending of the void Now broken The spell of beauty Within the blankets of...

Slow is the murder of my soul Lost in so many absences open in all directions Please be with me this dying hour inhale my voice absorb my life Before the ignition of the grey sky Clouds like airships set in motion moving slowly to unfold Inhale my voice abs...

You set me free Flowing through the Lethean sea Turning away All that I've been A touch of your ultimate void Burning away All that I've been Oblivion You taste of medicine and foul rooms of the black sleep Inside your room it will all be so different It w...

To think away All these surroundings Lost moments between Our lifelines Transpire into commotion To give away The best of friends The lover’s golden hands The worlds moving Inside of me To leave only words That lead through the night Of my sorrow...

Deep traumatic illusions opens the gateways within Into the surreal Master's garden The hallway leads to the chambers of Silence We would be seated around the table of Silence With many faces of their death drinking the black wine of melancholy 

Mesmerized Blue colonies of sleep Open wide To the other ways of seeing Let it all flow Through your shields Cease to hold on Cease to hold on There is no greater pain than love There is no greater pain than love Through the cold vastness grey I s...

The Heart of the Wanderer has been sewn into my breast The Soul of the Hermit has been blown into my shell The Icy nails of Misanthropy are hammered through my chest to remind me of pain... of scarlet skies I'm made There in the distance in the skydance of th...

Haven't we lost it all, allready: Blue skies turned to evergray Each dawn turned blacker so deep the embrace of dismay ( We could see our fantasies decaying We could hear our dreams breaking ) Nothing will ever shine again Nothing will ever be the same again...

Friends It’s never over The pain Is here again You know that I’m sinking Somewhere Inside here One of us is missing Frail, frail heart One of us is missing Pale, pale sun One of us is missing Frail, frail heart One of us is missing Veiled, veil...

I lost you to the distance I sealed myself away For nothing you said Could touch me anyway There was something you said Can't remember your words Something about dismay Didn't know what to say I lost your voice In the vacuum of a moment I saw you walk down I...

Across the silence We carry a noise Close the lid Conceal the time Let us hide In empty spaces Below the mind Our voices shall remain A broken glissando Melancholy zest A living room burial We can make it through death Flow with rivers Beneath c...

From the heart of northern storms after several lifetimes go by I, the coldness arise Touching the sky, turning the light to frosty shine, forming to frost I am a ghost, the lord of frost wolves call my name- Pakkasherra I am the northern wind- Pakk...

The hand that smothers all dreams Can never be lifted From your tormented lips Flew the infinity of pain Cut down the voice And let the echoes rise To those dark clouds above That hate our freedom Before the arrival Of the final Silence You wished for the bri...

And life spins in slow motion faded pictures of you lie scattered all over the floor Sedatives and memories the daylight left behind Searing into grey opium dreams I held the moment the wordless sequence Saw the death of reason the endless Spiral down Years...

The subtle hum of machines underground a cosmic journey through the volatile mind Close your eyes and hear the voice afar The soft whispers of the chemical sun A fleet of missiles in the picturesque sky Your white body lying under the sun From the open...

the Devil dances through the awakening spring field In the music of mourning from the weepings of the broken hearted (created) ...Drunk from their tears "O, their sweet songs of sorrow" Sorrow is Eternal when the spring blooms with flowers dead And all heaven...

To see through all those elusive dreams Is to see the end in every beginning The kiss of decay in every forehead In every promise sworn for a lifetime To see the opening of the end In the birth of a moment To see the love only as a weapon The auburn so...

Rain falls black from the skies gray as tears they fell from the throne of the Almighty...Cosmos Beholding a star that has been lit above me I fall before its beauty In this rainraped evening the unknown stars shone to me the Ominous starlight creates a visio...

White flowers of mould decorate your skin (Deterioration of soul I hear you sing) My broken arteries flooded with your sleep Lead me through asphyxia into the white fields of amanita Through sweet sleep of narcosis into the closed rooms of paranoia Lights of...

When we have used all of our mistakes When we have lost the faith on ourselves How deep is the darkness How frail is your mind Are you far or close to your dreams? Watery-eyed and broken in a life of decay Do you think you are free? Living to wither We cut...

I held the stars on my hand the nightsky in these robes The world under this wand in the garden of the misanthrope I felt the fading starlight the folding hope of a soul in the screams of the dying universe What was there I could never see The human is dead...

Bitter funerals in silence held twelve coffins laid to earth To dust all human hope to wither The last rainbow warriors is dead Ours is the world of tragedy Ours is the world of grief For countless, gray days of dismay It's been snowing black ashes upon thes...

there it lies, under a midnight sky a stony sign of your ended life in moonlight I buried my bride hopeless I cry "Why did you have to die ?" The wind whispers your name I miss your sweet embrace all happiness is away only sadness and sorrow stays "...

Come tear the stars from the sky The silver linings from the clouds That slowly render the view Over futures that will never be These watercolour landscapes Disappearing into the rain Withered and frail All lost in the rain All lost in the rain I was...

Shadows dance on visions fabric veil Reality becomes obsolete as I walk through the wormholes Through the forlorn stars by thoughts gone too far So many realms held open in this night I will forsake the light the guiding lifelight of humans For I have learned...

Under the constellations of ruin Under the cruelest crescents to witness They march with the pearly tearflow following their path Hollow troops of Yersinia pestis Natures own misanthropic art under the circle of the stars The warprophet dreams of triumphants...

Silence is born from sorrow eternal seem the ages now since we grew in the garden of longing Wind sang of loneliness Touched, my soul was from the winds weeping a forlorn melody so grievous and touching Wind sang of loneliness I was the weeper...

I found my Way into the heart of the forest where the early mornings dew still rested upon the sleepy grass Where the evergreen trees sleep their enchanted dreams Echoes of grief and sorrow in the air of this forest The taste of your bitterness in the spring...

Your warmth is false Inside your hollow bosom You'll hide the solitude Of the distant stars In your party none celebrates Grey autumn transcendence Minutes turn into oblivion Our voices to mould Your hangman smile My soul in your hands I drink from your brea...

You may try to follow You may try to reason me out You may try to save me But you can never understand The way I have burned The way I have burned For years For years The sound of approaching violence the pounding hammers of depression the stifling sense of...

Take me down Into your black grotto Where the air is thick with insects Touch me with your secret I close my eyes And let the vertigo Touch my mind I close my eyes And let your vertigo Destroy my mind I'll follow you into the land of the insects Where tumors...

I dream ... moon came behind the clouds revealing a black tower, this tower rises in other reality, yet I?ve been there several times ... in dreams Life was nothing, never, until I found the truth the truth of never existing, doom the secrets not fo...

Another me Another you We wear the best of our masks in this masquerade Of the all-lost emotion of all decay We stand apart Infected by the sick world in satin longues in velvet rooms the symptoms growing worse Camouflaged among the empty Court jesters Lost...

All the worlds that we contain After-images of light The dusk descends Behind the clouds of your iris Intertwined With darker shades That resonate through life We used to speak in colours We used to hear the songs Of those who are to follow Names ca...

Solitude wanders where once the sun rose in essence of a silent wind teasing my tired limbs Time forgot me into the lonely eternity Standing against the wind beaten by hail and rain Alone to pass these winters of cursed life lost Eternity in winter for none s...

Crystal snow falls from the clouds above, winter the bitterest, I have heard your lullaby and seen your figure dance through the sky, into my arms I would take darkness ... blessed and renamed my goddess ...(of winter) From your lips I tasted love...