The Plot In You

Cornered and stripped down Eyes of the whole crowd Drenched in your sweat you crawl away And I'm sick of dropping hints You ran us dry and fucked with friends You're dead Fucking dead and we're hungry Brought your girl so you're not so lonely I say w...

We were drinking, making jokes that night Popped a pill or two and just stayed outside She was hinting at more, I couldn't stop or ignore How could I say no? She was careless, I could not see straight Couldn't stay, I had too much on my plate You were an...

I'd been a slave to a culture of wasted flesh I must confess That I took pride in my simple life I'm not a saint I'm not a perfect example I live my life Love and die Just take one step at a time And you'll never change my mind Trust these words Th...

I was never one for violence, I could hold it in and just let go, A word could never destroy me, But you just pushed my limits Everyone hates you, You're such a fucking failure, Parents look, parents stare at you, You're family's a disaster I feel my...

I faced this room about a thousand fucking times. They wanna change me but I think I'm doing fine. I've got a lot on my mind, I've got some things to work out. You must be foolish or blind to think that I've burned. Things change, everyone changes. Same t...

My heart is full My bags are packed I brought a picture To remember the fact That the past is real And I can't change I can't change What's in front of me [x2] 

Scared for my life, I'm breathing and keeping thoughts away, Well it's a shame I'm too afraid to fall asleep It's insane how far we'll go and what we'll do to keep them from pain, It's my life, it's my time, it's my code I live by, I'll just keep telling m...

Drown this awful sound It makes me clench my jaw and now it's all around It's time I leave this town Last time I went away I came back to a pillhead faded away You're disgusting, I'm adjusting to reality Breaking me and shaking me and now you're like an...

I think you know me I think you know why I'm here It's time I take what's mine I think you know me I think you know why I'm here I will not waste my time Heah I will not waste my time Do you remember The night I told you you'd lost it? I swear tha...

I could have fucked her for days but thinking about it maybe I just thrive on the chase and I'm in lust, yeah and you never take time to look through everything I try to do for you and you need to prove you're in it and let go of every fear you had l...

This fire that burns inside of me is tearing me apart The lifeless shadow in my head is trying to pull me in My words will grow still and my worth will expire Such a shattered sense of home from these distances There are things I'll never take There are...

Before I say another word just know that my intentions were pure, but you can't stand to be in silence, all you can hear is your own voice, fueling delusion in you and I'm just so sick of backing down that I might just spill it all, and if I do you...

I sold my soul for a conscious mind living on the other side of life I just keep falling back faster and faster the hands from below keep on pulling me under I am living in between Can't seem to shut my brain off I haven't slept I keep waiting on a sign...

You better watch your fucking mouth, Before I rip it off your face, Right off your face, I saw you walk away, Right through the door, No goodbyes were said, No goodbyes were said to me, Leave the same way you came in, We won't be waiting here Just s...

At 15 I was starting to see The consequences for selfish intentions My father was right The best parts of life Are the times we let Our thoughts kill our pride Reading back on the words that I've spoken A different man at a different time I thin...

Do you recall a time when I Said that I would never try this? I'm awake and I'm alive, You're wasting your time, The weight is off of me I know it's hard to understand, And I know you think you're losing me all over again I'm alive and I'll survive I...

13 years old, addicted to cigarettes and both his parents were scared to death when he walked through the door, Baptized at 12, laughed it off, and swore he pissed in the water that had cleansed his soul We'd been breaking into cars, taking stereos, and the...

[Instrumental] (I said some things, and it made us realize what we're making It was making the other suffer It wasn't a good feeling I still see your face on everyone else I think I'm happy Knowing you aren't.) 

This room was empty, holes in the walls I'm fucking melting, destined to fall do you feel me? It's pulling me further away, my family's breaking and I'm giving myself all the blame, how do you explain that you've been so low you'd steal just to keep your sto...

[Chorus] I always wanted to leave I'm just so sick of how You just invested in me So now I gotta find the best way out (I always wanted to leave) [Verse 1] Too many days that I've wasted Say that I'm abrasive, complacent Got you moving back and you c...

Scared I'm off again Cut me up I'm thrown away As much as I pretend There's still a fault that I cant change Who knows, who knows If I'll be kicking I'll living for the next try Who knows, who knows Cause I've been using I've been choosing all the sa...

Did you assume we’d forget this Were you expecting their forgiveness Are you that bold and that cold To think they’d let you run around in the streets as a witness I never thought it was your fault (no) I never thought it'd be this cold Now I'm in a mess...

Every time I place my hand on her, I can feel him moving, I can hear his heart beating, All the color comes back to his face, Please keep breathing, Keep your heart beating, I keep on praying he's happy, And every day's the same, I keep praying...

Trapped in my old ways. Can't seem to break free from anything 'Cause this is all that I've ever known And I'm afraid it won't let me go Drugged you down, Took you away from everyone that ever loved you Fooled the crowd And made 'em believe that I was...

You were the last thing I had to hold on to, Don't try and cover it up or justify this, Stagger your way out of our lives, You're just as worthless as he is, Your selfishness makes me sick, How can you live with yourself? What is wrong with you? Where d...

I was never clear before, I lost myself and you were weak Sorry but I must inform the others on intentions that you seek How do I choose a side? I'm just trying, I'm just fighting to say I'm alive I'm alive And not just breathing She only cares about...

Everything you ever wanted was laying at your feet, A loving family with open arms and everything, I can see so clearly now, I can almost feel it right now, It's keeping me awake Stuck in this empty room, Replaying everything in my head, I can almost f...

Waking up on the floor With no one else in the room I never felt like this before I just hope I'm leaving soon And if tomorrow I don't wake up Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness Tell me one last time How I never tried Was...

You're losing me Stuck inside a loop and though you always disagree There's nothing I can do So I just Let go and let you suffocate Cause you know, you know that you're too late This I swear to you no matter what you do I'm gone for good You've alway...

I thought I was a god, thought I'd never die Snort a bump and lose a night faking friends and losing my sanity Stuck my fingers down her throat and held her hair back Now I'm just another fuck you killed a 12 pack with We're gods, we're kings, we're substa...

I see them all, I watch them multiply I found them feeding on the young and I know They feel no shame for what they've done here They slither and swallow The prey that they take Every night it gets harder to get off The pills and the games They won't l...

Dear old friend I'm writing this to plant an image in your head For the girl that you fucked and left for dead After she told me not a word was said But something changed inside me And if she wasn't your first I'm making sure she's your last It takes s...

Something's off, I can taste it now, Everything in the room keeps spinning, Please stop moving, please stop standing there, My throat is getting so dry, I'm freaking out, God help me, I am losing my mind, I'm living in my fathers spite and my mothers fear...

What do I say? They told me that I'm too much to handle I've gotten way too fucking carried away And damn it's a shame these fuckers had the best and they blew it I'm running circles around the pussies they made I don't even care if I'm late And I will n...

Thrown me away Paralyze me I'm realizing Day by day it passes by me uninviting Counting the days You're running away from me Running from everything Doubting my faith in everything I believe Taken so casually Maybe it's just in my head Or all the cr...

Her face was so mangled It didn't even look human anymore I stood and watched her drown In her own blood And I'm, and I'm hoping if there's a hell That that's exactly where she is Right fucking now (I can't get this out of my head) The dream was so v...

I wasn't sure if I should stay or go I had covered for you for way too long This isn't how it's supposed to be And it's taken it's toll on me I'm so disgusted with myself You told me they'd never find out They wouldn't care, they wouldn't believe me I h...

There are things I'll never understand There are times I almost leave Pretend the life I had was just a dream Some days it truly kills me It's getting harder to go through life All the thoughts that haunt my head All the ones that just leave me restless...

The day you passed away Something about this place changed We were waiting for signals of love But you were cold and I guess you'd had enough Spoke my name, I felt your pain As your eyes cloud up and then close shut I saw your soul leave this room like...

I left my stress The need to make amends In the corner I torture the ones that I knew I stayed alone Cus I was rotting on the inside I planned this out So they won't think it was a suicide You were right You were all right There is a god But he is...

You were just a mistake, Nothing I had planned for, nothing I wanted, You ruined everything I had, Just know I wanted you dead There is no god There is no heaven And love is just a word we say, Don't get this confused, Can't seem to block this, I kee...

Do you remember what I said The night that I just spilled my soul? I told you things about myself Things that no one else should know You see the thoughts behind my eyes You try to ask but you don't pry We feel the same but we don't speak And you cannot...

[Verse 1] There was a time when I brought light to your eyes Even the worst of days could not keep us apart And you weren't afraid to spill those evil thoughts Even the ones that made you question who you are [Chorus] You feel it, eyes racing, my feet w...

I let my days slip away We swore we'd never change And we'd stay the same But time changes everything Let my head get in the way Kept getting wasted and pilled out The highs that I feel now are nothing the same Keep to myself Keep ignoring my health...

You walk around with an undeserved sense of pride I know and your friends know I'm not the only one in line I tried to feel sorry for you, I tried to let go but it's not working No matter what I try it never seems to change, I can't let this go I thin...

Who do you think you are? You're nothing to me. There's nothing left to see, I put my hands behind my back, waiting for a hand to strike me "I'll tear the skin from your face, I'll feel your bones crack, You'll never know what it's like to be an old man...

They ask me why I hardly speak these days Sometimes it's better not to say a word and hide my face It's hard to feel love, it's hard to find peace There was a time I thought these things but that's the old me What if I'm, what if I'm made for something els...