Teen Suicide

Satan's walking this earth And devouring, and stealing, and killing And contaminating minds of people 

there's so much we could do if i wasn't dead we'd go for walks in the rain if i had legs but i only have bones and soon they'll have turned into dust i can only see you from far away how i wish i could get out of this grave we could fall in love but soo...

Alex is the best when she wants to die the whole world sits and waits until she doesn't want to die we're both only sixteen skipping class to smoke weed in her brother's house we saw it on tv and the light comes through the window and shines...

you're so pretty when you look at me in the mirror in a dimly lit room, a blood red bathroom how old were you when you first fell out of love with the world? where do you want to live? what do you want to be? I want to live in a beautiful house in Amer...

i feel just like a ghost got a bad thing going on waking up in the afternoon everything is going wrong i got some real bad news for you said goodbye to my friends they’re gone now i don’t wanna live anymore i don’t care at all i don’t care anymore i g...

do you want me to buy the coffee while i'm out at the store? every day & every way i show my devotion to you the way it's been raining you'd think that it'd never stop you look (???) wearing sweatpants on the floor beneath the cross...

i can’t remember my dreams when i was young i never had any fun 

why do I make so much noise when I want to live so quietly? if I don’t think it should taste sweet then it doesn’t taste like anything it’s over – sometimes that’s all it takes it’s over, it was a big a mistake it’s over – sometimes that’s all it t...

I’m in the shallow dark water again three movies a day in bed I’d love it if you picked me up in your new bright blue pickup truck afraid of the way my hands move I think might quit my job “Luke's coming by after work and he's bringing some frie...

they said i was fucked in the head and dragged me out of my house later on on the way to your school left my body on the side of the road now you've come back into my life it's like all the dreams i had have come true i fell asleep in my car one night...

i said i don't want anyone to notice me i just wanna stay far away from anyone i don't wanna go anywhere with you i've got so many better things that i wanna do 

it's okay to hate them cause they're not human beings it's okay to hate me cause im not a human being he said he'd call me so i gave him twenty dollars he took his hand and put it in my pocket later on i found myself floating above a field of dying flower...

I was driving with a girl I saw a dead cat on the side of the road 

write a love song once in a while I swear it will make you feel so ordinary cosplay at my funeral talk to the dead show your devotion to the things you love the devil is a man with a big white smile an imposing voice and a great hairstyle, he...

stay in bed, sometimes turning to my right, until i close my eyes this is not a song about sleep or death, it’s about something much smaller and paler than that i’m not going to show it to my friends. cause when i came home i’d lost thirty something pounds,...

you said i wasted all your time you said i wasted all your time i thought you wasted all of mine i thought you wasted all of mine she said it all she said it all she said it all you don’t like me anymore you don’t, you don’t, you don’t like me 

i made friends with a ghost we hang out almost every night when i’m lying in my bed he creeps into my head he fills me with dread and everything is fine i made friends with a creep he sticks a needle in his arm when i’m lying in my bed he stole everyt...

everything i like is going to hell and everyone i like is living in hell i’ve got no use for friends only connections give me what i want and leave me alone and in five years from now i’ll be living in hell in ten years from now i might as well be...

i got out of my car i could have fallen down in the yard and looked up at the stars but i don’t like stars and i don’t know where you are and all i ever knew about falling in love was wrong i went inside and fell down on my bed i could have hit my hea...

I've been here before the same flowers for a year or more under a sky so blue I don't mind in a darkened car under a sky with no stars I kiss you just because you want me to I don't mind I can't stop you falling out of love with me slowly g...

can we see beautiful pictures of your life projected on the side of a house when fall comes they'll find me covering my eyes in a pose reminiscent of a child scared of the dark but it's not the dark that scares me and when i go i hope you'll give me bac...

erica's crying she's got goblin problems no one likes her not even her boyfriend going to prom were both wearing dresses im in the background while she's dancing everyone's a fuck up yeah im a fuck up it doesn't fucking matter death is the answer...

I don't feel safe in the city”, I don't feel safe in my body, assume everything is a warning it's raining, it's raining - it's storming I got a text from a really old friend they gouged out her eyes in a dream she had she worries about premonitions...

what a beautiful day do you wanna go down to see a man who told me to come around they wanna take me out of this you knew my favorite trick but it made me sick whenever i'd try it you taught me the greatest trick but it made me sick whenever i...

i'm dropping out of school i've found a new job doing what i love to do and you can't stop me now mom and dad i'm sorry that you had to find things out this way but i guess you could say it's better now with me being the one to take your soul...

i wanna be haunted i wanna be loved i want a lot of friends and a lot of drugs i wanna be haunted i won’t leave my bed i won’t go crazy and i won’t get sad so haunt me haunt me haunt me ooo 

how do I feel like my time’s not wasted like my heart’s not breaking every time I watch you trying to put on your shoes, or send a text message? I have to tap the brakes just to have a conversation 

i was sixteen we drove around in your car you were doing coke and i said i never got a taste for it i let something else kill my friends and my body 

three more days and
 i’ll have a ddr pad
 i told my mom 
i’m going to get in shape
 i’m going to play ddr for days ten pound weights in each hand
 amphetamines i told my mom i'm gonna get a ddr pad play until my feet are bleeding play ddr for days...

God sent an angel of mercy to me to forgive me for being so mean He told me 'do not fear the darkness my son for the sun will rise again' He took this ailing body from me for He knew it was causing me pain He won't give me a new one cause i had my chance...

in your backyard you dig a hole i know you will put me inside the heat has been off now for so many days and the sun doesn't rise in the sky as a child i never blamed you at all i knew that you had a plan but i can't keep my food down at night anymore d...

i am my own hell and i have made my home in a place where no one ever goes i'll always be alone i'm learning all kinds of tricks how to drain the blood out of my face and spend a summer in bed so everyone will think i'm dead when i come back to you it...

sleeping with you on the couch was the best I've felt in months you know you're my family until the day that all my blood stops running & my heart gives up, they find me in the bathroom tied off or like Jason on the kitchen floor chain lock on...

Falling, with you Falling, with you I feel like dying I can't stop crying Over you Ooooooooh Hold me tight With you For tonight Because I oooooh I feel like dying I can't stop crying Over you Oooooooooh I'm crying, I'm crying All the time...

i wanna get high with you in my room i want it to rain i wanna stay in bed today i will change my name im counting down the weeks until you come home a miracle's gonna come save me it's the only way i wanna build a place in you where i can be...

one more week and things are at an end i am not myself i haven't been in months i am not alone i know it won't be long the sky is turning black i can't keep my food down when i come back home everything stops getting out of bed is the hardest part...

I can't find the book I’m reading I don't know where I set it down then I remember that you took it when you left & moved out hi love, it's been a while since we were here Mick Foley, Tietam Brown one dvd, 1000 Clowns a roll of quarters, X...

where do your loyalties lie? and who gets my royalty checks when I die? I should call my lawyer, I should drink more water I haven't been to church in a while do you wanna come over? I've got 3 Netflix accounts and we can watch a different show on e...

this band's so boring i wouldn't pay a cent to watch them play i don't think they could write a song to save their lives i don't get the hype stand in a crowded room and pretend im having fun when they don't even pretend to have fun lately...

you were in my dream you had your hair dyed red let's go to the beach let's go back to bed you dye the sky blue you dye the sky blue i wanna see you again i don't wanna wait when you're touching my palm the only time i've ever felt in love...

a steady check, my old dead pets, a well lit room with soothing off white walls I'm sober now, it's been a while, everything feels like the first time I pick a fight I know I'll lose, a steady head since I was a kid & if all we get is all we ge...

all his friends are hanging out doing stuff without him now no girlfriend he’s alone feeling sad feeling down lonely boy has a plan to take some drugs to make new friends go to a rave where he can be surrounded by the people he wants to be 

enjoy it while it's here cause it won't last long if it's not the end of summer it's the angry hand of God I'm getting pretty tired of talking you down thought that I'd give that up by now if you wanna come visit it's a long way down I'd move to the...

we've called a meeting to mourn the death of art driving to the store i'm not inspired anymore some days it's a lost cause anxious in the hair salon fix myself in the mirror i don't know what happened here am i stumbling? falling down? am...

sorrow, in my little world please pass me over come over me you don't know what's done it's all that's left let's turn it red let's turn it blue I come across, looming, trembling at the sight of you 

riding bikes down the street in the rain what do you make of his face? looks like an old friend of mine come to see me again never close, we had had mutual interests a beneficial relationship there's jail time in the future for him but he doesn't...

the sun is hidden behind the clouds the sun goes down i see it fall i write your name at the grocery store i want to see what it's like to be you i'm lying down it's raining now when things are gone you can't have them back i close my eyes it's la...

I won't let you cut my hair I know you'd take the scissors and push then into my neck that's what friends are for. I won't let you bring me food because I know you'd poison me cause that's what friends are for. See it on your skin, see it in your eyes...

take a picture of me in front of the tv words besides heartbreak today escape me pick up your pills at the grocery store one pack of sugar they're turning the bay into a graveyard it's the county connector break break break obvious love...

you follow me everywhere that i go you’re in my dreams oh my god you’re haunting me you’re in the air you’re in my head oh my god i can’t be still even in my bed oh my god you’re in my head 

it's not art unless you laugh one of these days I'm gonna laugh it's a long way down, I know that now driving around while it rains just to get out of the rain I've got nothing on my brain you've got a lot to say and that’s ok I just need some ti...

you said you hate yourself so let me feed you strawberries off a plate I bought from a widow who was selling her husbands things and we'll see if you still hate yourself if you still hate yourself I'll eat you out for an hour in your room cause I love...

i wanna take you out on a date i wanna buy you something to eat i wanna drive around i don’t wanna ever ever come down i wanna be the one that you like i wanna sleep all day and all night i wanna drive around i don’t wanna ever ever come down cause i’m...

i will take pills and when i do i will call you cause i don’t like myself but i can’t be someone else and i don’t like you you don’t like me too so i will get sick every day for a week and when i do i will call you i can’t stop telling lies to ever...

god fill this hole god teach me to sew lord make me a stone slow waltz to the grave slow walk downstairs today god take me outside let me be made of light don't put the candle out slow drive home from your house slow to work it out 

a comedy of errors old friends on a terrace am i burning in hell? i don't know, i don't think so learning to walk in heels smoking crack with maria "i don't wanna die" i tell myself then every day i surprise myself i stopped drinking soda w...

spooky ghost you come to me you see me shake you set me free when things are bad and i am down it's nice to know you will always be around my friends and i in a field spin in circles by a tree dressed in black wearing masks holding hands falling...

I won't go outside I won't leave the tv too loud again When I'm gone no one will cry When I'm gone no one will lie When I'm gone no one will die It won't be long until I'm gone 

fucked up in my head lay down in my bed touching your shirt you know i want you bad watching you take off your pants you make me feel bad about myself i'm wasting my time i can't be helped swallow my cum i will make new friends taking off my clothes...

I forgot what the feels like passion for every moment of life he is the great provider he's the great provider balloon stuck in a sycamore tree outside a giant or a safeway will he call on us today? wait, wait, wait 

Taking pills, then it'll be okay When I see you, I'll see you in a dream You say it's never gonna end Stay inside forever Taking pills, then it'll be okay When I see you, it will be in a dream You say it's never gonna end Stay inside forever You say...

oh let’s stir the honeypot depression is a construct heaven is a package deal you don’t need proof to know it’s real 

I see your shape outlined in a darkened room no matter where, I stare maybe it's the world as far as I can see little machines, whirr whirr whirring on a cold day I can hear the sound of birds in the speakers, singing a hurricane, the coming hurric...

I have dreamt about what it's like to die And i saw myself becoming shadows again Just like i did when i was a kid I saw my bones crack open and all the things i've been hiding from you spill out All the secrets that i never thought i'd tell anyone abo...

will I rest my head in heaven or will I sleep in the stomach of the earth? I'm not afraid of what might happen getting dressed for work I’m crying through my haircut deep in the stomach of the earth a quiet day, I show up drunk to the bank of Ame...

all forms of desire have left this body now this feels so tired white room, empty house what if my heart's not in it? it could happen to me what would you do if the things you loved were killing you? what day will they choose when the earth...

wrapped in black cloth i found by the bed you're turning the lights off and i'm covering my face you should do what you want i can't stop you now and i won't try breathing slower now we turn the tv back on you should do what you want with him but i do...

give me a black dress to hide in until fall ends fill me up with smoke don’t let me go when i go back home i’ll go to sleep this body’s at an end this pale decaying flesh but i will be again made into light when i go back home you won’t see me 

when you came home i wrote a song i never showed anyone i still remember the hook it went 'i'm getting clean for you' because i wanted to get clean again and i knew that if i did we could be happy we did it once before i thought we could do it again i...

I wanna be a V.I.P. I wanna feel adored I wanna be the most valuable player I wanna feel like somebody’s baby I wanna be someone’s breadwinner I wanna know that my heart’s still in it I wanna be somebody’s darling would you live in a house this...

“I dream about being with you while you're doing the laundry in the shade of an oak tree you see right through me someone calls me a liar but I'm covered in violets you mean the world to me don't ever let them tell you different” 

i don’t want to go to sleep and i don’t want to dream on a table or on the floor in a car outside at night in the snow waking up in someone else’s bed something tells me i’m losing my head i don’t want to leave just dye my hair and sleep the world is...

i'm lying in the backyard all alone i'm lying in the sun (??) and let the light into the house I don't know about you (?) maybe it's not right for me either (??) someone will give you what you want I don't know what I get from all of this i don...

I’m bored by love some idea of wild thing runs free what could it mean to me? this is all I’ve got, it's all I've got do a watercolor of the cat on the front porch how do you keep talking when your language is dying? this is all I've got, it...

Probably 'cause you care about Probably 'cause you care about Probably 'cause you care about her now I wanna be happy, I'll never be happy I was born to kill myself Now I think about you Now that I'm without you I wanna be happy, I want you to be happy...

i have no longterm plans for this body i want to be part of you while i still can my mouth filled up with blood let me be part of you while i still can when am i coming to your school you know that i should see you soon before something takes me o...

Your light has gone out And my mouth has shut And the glow surrounding your body has faded We’re living in hell And cutting our hair You have your ways and I have mine When the time comes I’ll know what to do I know what picture I want them to use...