Tapping The Vein

I am wearing this weight Again It cuts like it did then It's consuming all my thoughts and swallowing me Again And what you see is what's left of me but I'm here I didn't think I'd scare very easily but I fear this thing It is wearing me out and thin Paral...

There's faster ways of killing me If you needed me to bleed You didn't have to give my angel those broken knees And if you felt you had to punish me You could have taken anything You didn't have to hang my little angel from a string I've been calling all nig...

My one and only hope Gifted me a length of rope Tied in a lovely bow I wonder if it will hold But I am not defeated yet Because I believe we'll meet again Another day down Another day down Another day down Another day down I feel my only chance is Filtering...

Please, I Don't Know What You're Saying It All Sounds Like Mud To Me There's A Man Here I've Seen His Face He's Sure I'll Recognize Him And He's Breathing All His Hate On Me He Binds My Wrists And He Throws Me Down And I Can't See Wake Me I Hope I'm Dreamin...

My Eyes Are Burning Through Their Lids I Can't Remember When I've Closed Them I Think Of Searing Off My Lips So I Can't Scream Your Name I Know You See That I Am Just A Shell Of Me How Is It So Easy For You To Watch Me Bleed? This Sucking Wound Is Eating Thr...

See? The Tide Is Turning Now And I'm Fading, Fading I Have No Excuses Anymore This Is Where I Wanted To Be You've Twisted Me Out From The Inside And You've Hung Me In The Wind You Are My Weakness You May Be My Downfall I'm Helpless As You Move Away I Am Empt...

I know you will come for me At each opportunity And if I run, you'd only hunt me down. Do you like to feel me squirm? Do you think this is some privilege you have earned? I hope you burn. Touch me and I'll barely notice. Touch me, I won't even bat an eye. Loo...

Bury me somewhere with a breeze Bury me somewhere by the mere Faith was holding out but today, I woke up with a stranger Bury me somewhere by the seaside Bury me somewhere no one will find Today's my falling down day I don't know you, you're a stranger And I...

What Am I? I Wish I Was A Butterfly I'd Fly And Fly Until It Was My Time To Die It's Creeping In Again I Know What I Really Am No More Pretty, Purple, Peaceful Butterfly Simple Life If I Were A Butterfly I'd Fly And Fly Until It Was My Time To Die Its Creepin...

I am here on this platform And something may suck me down If I step off this platform, I'll be cut through clean If I had eyes in back of me, I shudder to think what I would see My faith brought me no further, Faith got me nowhere My faith brought me no furt...

There isn't a delicate plan involved I'll just copy myself a key And then at 4:00 in the morning, I'll come and kill you dead in your sleep. I would, indeed, but I don't care to complicate it. I could, indeed, but I don't care to complicate it. Imagine! It's...

It's Crushing Every Bone Feeding My Loneliness I Wish I Had A Rope From This Hole I Know I Don't Are You All Alone, Running Like Me? A Stunning Blow To The Head A Weight On My Lungs Has Me Gasping, Fighting For Breath Swallowing My Tongue Are You A...

They Tell Me I Have To Get Out Of Bed They Tell Me I Have To Keep Up My Strength I've Got To Eat Something I'm Hoping That The Taste Will Kill Me I Have Agonized To Find A Different Way And There Is No Soothing For The Boiling Of My Skin There Is No Comfort H...

I Realize This Is One Man's Sin But I Can't Deny That You're Pulling Me In. You Found A Way To Get Inside My Head. And, Yes, I'm Gonna Know Better Than To Sleep With You But At The Same Time I Got This Need To Feel You. Let Me Put My Hands All Over You. I...

Although it's warm outside I feel cold inside my skin I really could have used fair warning Then maybe I'd survive this hell I'm in This is easy This is easier If I could heal myself Where would I begin? I really wish I'd had a shoulder I'd try and climb fr...

I will never tell you I'd rather sew up my mouth I'd choke sooner than ever say it out loud Figure it out I still wish you were here I am breaking down from breaking in Give me the wings to fly Don't you see me trying to ride out this hurricane? It's impossi...

I don't feel, I think I like this I'm sure I could live this way It's like I'm not real It's like I don't exist And I prefer it that way In more or less a year, No one has made a difference here I am here on a horror day I am here where you left me I don't...

If I manage to lift my head I will toast this prison bed If I allow myself to breathe That is a very good thing for me When I'm so inclined, When I feel it's time to, I will throw myself into the sea If I manage to leave this room It's not a sign I'm pulling...

Lately, I Swear There's Something Crawling On My Skin. An Indication Of The Shape I'm In. Totally Aware Of Where I Am And How Far Down. Somebody Has Got To Come And Pull Me Out. Mother, Will You Help Me Make It Go Away? Mother, Will You Help Me Make It All R...

Complicate Me Every Inch Of Me You Suck Me In Only To Spit Me Out Pick Your Poison Cause You Know I'll Swallow All Of It Willingly I'd Pry My Eyes Out I'd Pry Them Out For You I Can't Stand Here Without Trembling I Try To Speak But I'm Choking At The Mouth Y...

I won't bat an eye, my friend I'll dig even harder then Welcome to the mental place that I'm in If you bleed, you'll die As long as you bleed, you'll die Time for party favours, then We'll see who is rubbing up on me This is some electric, heightened state...

I am sad today I wanna play with my razor blades I am drowned, I'm sinking And the truth is my choke, is my gain But I, I could run away I can feel it I can feel the day I, I could run away I can feel it I feel that day coming I feel bad today I want to play...

What am I doing here? What am I waiting for? Will somebody fall from Heaven And join me on the floor? Why am I holding Out, Pretending it might make sense? I will not understand this any better then. If Sugar Falls all over me: If Sugar Falls then we'll see...

Hiding here, Hoping this will finally give me peace Pretty please Readying, practicing the damage on my cheek I'm not about to crumble I'm not about to cave I'm not about to paint you a picture So you'll see me You don't bleed like I do You don't feel what...

I am Tired I am Drained I don't Sleep for days Immersed in the Drama Strapped to your Stage I don't want to be Just Another lover on a Ledge I can't give you your Life I can't give you my Sympathy Off your knees Release Me I'm Whole Again I want to Fly I wan...

I'm Going To The River And There I'm Going To Swim Until I Sink. I've Been Drowning Here Forever. So, It Won't Make A Difference To Me. Don't You See What The Buzz Is? Look At Me. I Am Nothing But A Need To Reach You. If I Don't Go To The River I'm Going To...

You're leaving me For a moment among the wolves And I never felt so small until now You're leading me in further through the woods And it never felt so wrong until now I'd love to believe you But I'm starting to see through I just want back the old you again...

I Feel Like I'm Going To Break Open Wide I Can't Stop The Walls From Burning, Swelling My Wide Eyes The Fear That I'm Fearing Now Is Crippling Me Leaving Me Broken, Shivering Here On My Knees I Feel Like I'm Ready To Crack From Head To Heel Knowing I'll Never...