Sorority Noise

This is the part where I remember All of the things I should forget This is the part where I embrace all the good And the bad thoughts existing in my head This is the part where I am proper This is the part where I'm just another face This is the part w...

I won't cut my hair In hopes that all I ever was Will grow alongside Who I am today. 'Cause all I'll ever be is a Gas station bouquet of roses A last minute thought And a waste of air. I won't smile a lot But I won't cry, And I sure as hell won't l...

I've been feeling suicidal And if I need remind you It's not the coming of my heart and my brain I was thinking about how great It would be if I could make the tightness in my chest go away It's been a while since I've seen God And I'm not trying to lead...

With you, I leave my teeth: They never meant me much I'd leave you my whole heart If there was one left to leave (leave) Everything that I love And all that I held dear Has disappeared My time is now, I fear (time is now, I fear) I'm leaving you my n...

Wiping my eyes of sleep drinking yesterday morning's coffee slam my head against the wall put the same black jeans on wear a hat so you can't see my hair Maybe I won't die this time Cause maybe I'll be fine this time Maybe I'm my own greatest fear ma...

[Verse] Let me be the drug That you use to fall in love The heroin that keeps you warm enough Let me sink to your skin Like water in a wound Stitch me up when you are done I want to be the water in your lungs That let's you know you are drowning The l...

When you told me you were leaving, well I couldn't feel my mouth, because all I'll ever be is someone else. As I watched you walk away, I felt something in me change. My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away (Chorus) So I drove home, at a...

Eighteen minutes ago you called me on my phone You said, "I'm sorry, why do I feel so alone?" I said, "I'm sorry, is there anything that I can do?" You said, "Care about me like you used to" I'm sleeping in a van most nights It's not ideal but I've never...

All I wanna be is the one you sometimes miss when you're with your friends I wanna be the spit that tingles on your lips and if you find yourself scared to be alone All I wanna be is the house you call a home All I'll ever be is the sound of grindin...

When we broke up You told me to try and find myself So I found myself in someone else's bed You could say I'm a fool But you've had four boyfriends since I've learned learn to love myself more than I could ever love you I thought myself French So I c...

I took some time to myself To sort out all the things That make me feel the way that I feel Just this year I lost a basketball team to heaven And I'm sure they're shooting jumpers With Jesus, Mary and Joseph And you said we wouldn't notice it If you ha...

Sway not to cut my hair 'Cause it's almost been a year I'm not going to welcome change My bones with limbs of trees 'Cause when you finally leave I might just feel something inside of me When winter comes again Will I be left with thoughts of you Lying...

I saw my chance Saw my chance and I took it Saw the chance to leave the life I couldn't lead I saw my chance Saw my chance and I took it So that I could be more than my head let me believe Maybe it's not so bad Drink some water and go to sleep Rinse...

She wakes up at at 7: 30 sharp To the sound of an alarm Playing a harsh noise in lieu of a bell Sits up in her bed and tries to reexamine Her life choices and the voice in her head Looks out the second story window that's still cracked from the night befo...

When your teeth turn gray and stain your tongue When you bite so hard on your lip blood fills your mouth You can't swallow it cause you can't swallow guilt When your best friend dies and your next friend dies And your best friend's friend takes his life A...

I felt you whimper, and I felt you shake Collapse in my lungs, and I felt your shape I was a boathouse, alone on a lake Clear in my thoughts, an emptying fate You were like water, drown in my eyes Breathe in my voice, with each one I take I'm just an...

We lost another one today That makes more than I can count on one hand So I went up out to California To find the proper way to mourn you And I was... I fucked up my hoodie and ripped through my jeans I started walking towards the light Not sure what t...

Flower girl I am not what I seem I'm the reason Your leaves are withering My sun has set And I will never keep you warm again How I long to be in bloom for you How I long to be in bloom with you Pollen eyes I fear that I'm falling asleep Winter's c...

Tell me what it's like to have emotion Show me what it's like to be enough Teach you what it's like to be a headache Who feels none of the above Welcome to my hell I've got a notebook Empty page and a messed up head Tell me what it's like to know you're...

Nobody likes me That's what I tell myself I live alone in my own hell I want to be the person you want me to be That I know that I'll never be Nobody likes me I hear it every day I talk to you to remind myself again I feel at home here (I feel at home...

[Verse 1] What does it mean to be happy? And am I getting better? I used to make excuses for myself but it’s not the weather I’ve tried to rid myself of my anxious tendencies But I have to accept my head for what it is to me I’m not super human Well I’m...

I haven't been spending enough time alone Maybe that's why I feel like I don't have a home I want to be all the things that you want me to be, be But I can't, no I won't be the thing that helps you become All that you want to, all that you need to be And...

I spend a lot of time above water In fact, I spend most of my time in my room Lately that's made me wonder If I've given up on trying to be someone new Because I don't like who I see Each morning when I look in the mirror In fact it's the only thing I fe...

This last week I slept 8 hours total, I barely sleep Maybe that's why I've been weak The same things that plague you still plaguing me God called you to fulfill a vacancy I tried to see why it wasn't me So I didn't show up to your funeral But I showed...

I suppose, in this ever-growing search for love I'll transcend all my clothes and become bare Cause I'm not sure of anything in this world Except I'm always wearing black and sleeping in How could you compose yourself each day knowing all I know I'd cros...

I wrote you a book of poems But you forgot to take it home So if you're leaving, let me know Because you're the only home I have I'm taking all the books I own And putting them on a shelf So I can read to you each night Before you throw yourself away...

Kiss me, like you mean it And by mean it I mean lie to me again Hold me, like it matters And by matters I mean walk away like you don't even know my name [Chorus] Tell me again that you don't wanna break my heart And i'll tell you again that it's alr...

You say there's a god And you say you've got proofs Well I've lost friends to heroin So what's your god trying to prove? You say he's alive His spirit flows through your veins Well I guess my best friend Was just trying to help the spirit escape And...

Sleep next to me Tell me everything is how it should be When we wake I'll beg you not to leave Tell me there are promises not meant to keep And your hair will smell like smoke Because you are a ghost I won't hold you hand Because soon you'll disappear...

There's not a thing that I could say To stop your blue eyes from fading to grey And all the blood will rush to my head And fall out of my mouth Am I invisible now To a friend in a hospital gown? I'll still call your phone to hear your voice I learned...

I thought i'd grow out my hair To see if you'd notice And I'd start dressing nice To make you believe that I'm alright And I'd start playing sports To be more like my brother And my dad might be proud For once in his life Or maybe I'll drink myself to...

I started using again Left my heart in Rocky Hill hole burning in my head Needed a distraction from my head Devil on my shoulder said try this instead So I started using again I started sleeping again Traded late nights and sheep for vicodin The guilt...

It hasn't been a week Since you've fell asleep Didn't say goodbye Couldn't say goodnight I've been feeling weak Thinking about the ways I can continue But I'll wait And I'll wait Wait 

So give me all of your attention I'm starving for affection So I'm swallowing my words to keep myself alive When you said I'd be better off dead I swore I'd change your mind Well it's been 3 years and I'm still alive And if you ask me to be all of your...

You had the brightest dreams You were gonna be an artist Who plays in a band But I guess all things change When you're laying on the side of the road In the everglades How the hell did it make sense After you saw what Charlie went through Does hell tas...

Is everything okay? Not right now but it will be I'm just stuck in the same old place again Do you need anything? Well considering I'm still standing I'd say I've done pretty well for myself And I've seen both sides of the field And I've lost more bloo...

Empty of a point or view, desolate And here's the thing: it's nothing new Shine me up nice Shake off the dust Your god sees my friends more than me Eyes red and black flickering in the moon I won't see you now, I doubt (don't think) I'll see you soon W...

How do you become more to your friends than a conversation piece Does it make you feel better knowing you got the best of me? I wanna mean enough to someone that they feel the need to tell me they feel the same I can be replaced I can be replaced...