Saturnus

And the warm wind caressed me deeply Gently touched my soul Made me forget all dark thoughts Sadness on it's way Sorrow nevermore to stay I am the mare in my dreams I am the scarred wrist I fear I am another life that will fade Shadows of my haunted s...

All the things I did wrong I pray for a father to forgive For this providence I long Will I reach out forever? Behold the golden tower of our saviour's church Reaching up unto the every grey Our hope knows not death Numb to i's bated breath We may dream of a...

Stumbling through narrow paths. Afraid of what will come next. As the darkness closes in I start to run. What have I done to deserve this neverending hunt? I will never be able to return home. My existence is shattered. As I stop to gasp for air, I wonder......

As I stand here in the dead of night I am embraced by a soft purple light It is not a christian light but deep and soft like dark wisdom to the fool but beware!!! Like wisdom details come with tim and everything appears so fine it is no damnation burning up yo...

A scent of slowly silence I still walk the same sad streets. Painting all the colours I don't need. Memories of what I used to be. Remembering all the things I shouldn't see... 

I'm standing here Watching the clouds float by Wondering why the pain never deserted me The sadness, sorrow, bewilderness that never left (...the moments of joy I never kept) I'm flying away Holding hands with myself Sharing life with myself Reaping...

Reality must sleep, for a while. As I travel beyond our language. Our personalities are manifestation of spirit. The stream of eternal life carry us on to the end. We are rushing oh so fast... worship not. Observation is creation, creation is reality. As...

Soon to wake, so weary, so old Another faceless October mourn A night torn by time Spent sitting deathless Amongst languished graves Plagued by a lifetime Destined to float homeless Upon murky waters. Desperately wondering What to name the conspiracy... ...W...

The night sky is ever still as silence descends, the four winds becoming one caressing my naked body, and as you watch the branches bend, revealing all of you. Long lost, but never forgotten. Will you meet me at the lake where the water calms my fear? Will y...

Cathedrals, towers rising in my heart A thunder roars deep and quiet. Making love with the silent rain. Christ flashes before my eyes with empty face, he chants the world goodbye. Christ goodbye... Christ goodbye... The world has vanished before our eyes...

I wish upon the stars My dreams will come through I leave tonight Please come clean and true If I'm still here I cannot say If I'm going on or away Load me perfect time I wish upon the stars today 

I fall back into pain with your empty kiss beneath this rain You're still the one I miss Drown my sorrow in the coulors of you aura embalm me with your innocence and save my soul the fire burns but why am I still so cold I fall back into pain wit...

In this black cold night Make me calm Stop the blood running from my eyes In my mind From the places in my mind When the darkness embraces me I do not feel alone When the darkness embraces me I know I'm going home In this black cold night Chase the...

She's the wind that shatters neverending tears She's the pain within thy heart Nothingness as I fall And I'm falling behind empty handed behind these eyes inflamed inflamed by darkeness And empty smiles She's the tempter of the night the wildstare i...

Did you fall into that raven night With sigh and woe and lonely path ? This song is for the demons That haunted you in those loveless lonely nights And for the shadows that stained your soul For the echoes of your loss This song is for your forgiveness...

Share... Into the night... As a winter turns bright... Falling leaves... divided for a treasures deed... Looking... Only too dawn... For a pale night`s gone... Silently braced... Towards death`s all grace... Inside the forest of insomnia... The dystopian nigh...

I do me wrong And I do it again My sorrow's rain My feeling pain See me through, walk me through I long I still long I long I long so much away - from me - for me I long I still long Take my lips Kiss me sweet Take my feelings Stop me from swea...

Take me to the forest where the gods play silently under the great branches. We speak in a whisper and you take my hand. You and I under the oak. Flaming gods take our breath away. They won't hear us and we are, forever. We'll lie in the shadows the...

The world slips away and the madness dies In your shining eyes In the shining of your eyes The starres and the path have light Th pain goes away for another day In your shining eyes In the shining of your eyes 

Inflame thy heart raise the wand raise the dagger raise the cup and praise and chant for this is the night of the raven the might of the raven in the season of night Inflame thy heart raise the wand raise the sword toll the bel and praise and chant...

Like a faithless I weep Like an old man in his final, filthy bed What love was ever mine to keep? Over what do the trees stand dead? Brave little flame I really saw you below the oak Whilst wondering to thy name Your dance plumed the fires of your cloak The...

Vast outstreched diamond lakes in the sky the mighty stillness of mountains rain will fall - maybe forever winds of mercy, I hope will take me far from this... ...This desolate place And I fear you're love will fade away And I fear there's no end to th...

A sea of hope - a sky of flame I cry out your name but you're only a dream a hope to die - always this endless pain with an endless sigh - so endless sad so break my urse - let my heart forget end this dirge - these endless regrets Lost my way - blackene...

Forgotten memories, resurrected In dreamlike scenarios. My fate laughs at me, trying to get me to understand. That it's reach is out to my hands. Cold nightmares haunt my heart. Reflections from the past. Creeping feelings that never wanted to die. Why can't...

Murky waters live in my eyes Within my restless nights Begging the spring rain to fall Escape these murky waters Make you remove this blinding pain And my cliffhigh prison This is the growing vision Murky waters Waves of my crippled heart That rests...

Tears to fill the despair dreams to hunt forever so fill up my cup with emptiness again and chase those blackenened dreams on more time Nevertheless I'm gone The drone of snow as i breathe every second of your nearness so fill my cup with despair aga...

I dream of this candlelight My pain floats away, just one second And my thoughts wandering off To a better brighter place A place I can rest my mind I should summon sunlight I should sleep peacefully I'm freezingly walking back To the shadows from w...

Find your wasteland sharp and cold beyond the doors of fear and love. Seek the rose - her tiny leaves - climbing up the walls. Even her life is taken by winter's night. When he breathe upon her neck. Look at her, as she smiles of death - her body grabbed by ic...

Gods above, beneath. behind. And we'll walk the path of fire, with trees and night above. Mounting silence, and my thoughts fall like tears. Forever and ever, falling with you. My pilgrim thoughts no longer dance and the air awaits my bloody god of pain...

Here strolls the blackened sky With me, myself and I Let's pretend well meet again Pretend you knew me Pretend you cared Lets pretend we once kissed With compassion With heartfelt affection Let's pretend well meet again Let's just, lets just pretend...

Darkness falls upon my mind Recalls all the sleepless nights Shadows of my faceless pain Feelings of the deep dark rain Will my sad memories wash away With my shame? Will the rain wash away the demons in my eyes? Dreams of solitude that can't be found...

Softly on the path you fade In shining darkness On the path you fade and the forest grows dark Casts long shadows on my heart here midst the flaming near snowing wolf paths among the winds that bows the great trees in their might here - softly on the...

I walk through this night And the path has no light Starres out of reach This night alone And the wind sighs the emptiness The pain immense The wish of your nearness This night alone There 's no light And time has but a poisoned knife Of grief For m...

The moon cries - her tears of light fall upon the thirsty grass. To welcome our feet - dancing on this sacred ground. Earth licks her dayburnt wounds - pouring out the sweetest dew, feeding our hungry eyes with images of fallen angels. Seven stones of...

Standing all alone in the middle of a promised land. Where is it, where is it, beyond the moon, behind the sun. Always in the middle, in the middle of nothingness. Remember, cross the ring of thorns with a pure heart. Fear not, all true gods carry horns,...

Look towards the forest and meet your insignificance feel the warmth of the ancient fires look towards the forest There won't be no tonight the world dies with her There won't be no tonight she's long gone " Love is dead and thou art free she doth live but d...

Night falls Starre shineth heart broken wraith blinded Wind blows Starres fall A sadness embrace End my broken heart 

My red swollen eyes Reflecting the trail of fears From all my lonely nights My angry lies My hush - goodbye Understand I am one - alone Understand I am none - shown Understand my grief My stenched soul My broken hopes My red swollen eyes Reflecting...

Wind torn, naked trees Never-ending fall I am slowly fading away Ashes to ashes To dust we become Between life and death Loneliness and sorrow I am gasping for air Wondering what the voices are whispering Ashes to ashes A memory we become Love and time borro...