Sadistik

[Hook] 1984 Everybody’s talking in that newspeak Hiding all my thoughts in a loose leaf 1984 You can always find me where the goons creep Underneath the solace of the moonbeams [Verse 1] There’s a bluebird on my shoulder, can I kill it? Man, there’s...

[Hook: Ceschi] This winter lasted far too long All that we loved sunk into fog If one day without rain could come To just make way for warmth of sun [Verse 1: Sadistik] What if every drop of rain's a letter from the sky And they each concealed a message if yo...

I write in long hand a short-term memory Hopeless romantic, coarse word tendencies RIght now I don’t want to wake up Or try to forget when the storm first entered me Lately I’ve felt self destructive Self-inflicted, self help the cuts with Shellshocked,...

Try to find a place in lines that I embrace While I strive to find a balance between a time and space In a microphone.. When I'm soundin' intense I feel like 'Pac on his hospital bed, countin' his breaths And they still say, Ill never blow on the mic Unless I...

For every hole I've punched in the wall Every piece of paper crumbled as we've suffer in the bloodiest fall For every pulsating ego blistered into moon ripe nosebleeds I nurse these festering wounds and drop no seeds But grow an orchid garden Now the pains on...

[Verse 1] Tick tick boom, everybody running from a sick sick goon with a lit wick fuse Cause this is me yo, this is you now A pretty little devil in a business suit dress All black, stock mask and a couple MAC 11s that he kept cocked back For the contact list...

Girl: Whatever happens in the end I don’t want to lose you as my friend. Guy: I promise I will never be your friend no matter what. Ever. [Verse 1] It was December 24th when my chest caved in And my everything called to say, “Let’s stay friends.” Well, not q...

[Intro] A: Listen man, not to be rude or anything but uh...What are you? I mean your costume B: I'm a body bag. I thought the invitation said come as you are [Verse 1] My style is gory like an Edgar Allan story Monkey’s paw, allegory, fucking raw, catego...

[Verse 1: Sadistik] Veins like a roadmap, black cold grasp on a throat that Won’t hold back old habit, Kodak moments go past I wrote stains on a toe-tag, old man made me so sad That no taste of the Cognac or Prozac antidote, twist my skull Off with his he...

They say the dead never speak, maybe I don't listen To the sweet nothings in the crazy world I live in I'm in a flush grey Seattle on Monday as the sun rays chase the shadows up hills With a child-like sentiment, catch me if you can it's a fight flight rhetori...

[Hook] My heart is bursting My head is a hole now The lines are twisting And I want more [Verse 1] How’d I get so narcissistic? Everything feels artificial All my skin’s turned inside out Fishing hook all in my mouth Wishing well stalling my doubts...

[Verse 1] I’m a pit-bull with no place to go In a pit full of the snakes below The piss still makes the daisies grow Put a pistol to your face and pull I don't listen to the radio I don't listen to my family Said I'm worth my weight in gold I never kno...

I feel another one of those, I can't let it go Coming on on my chest to explode I'm stressed, it shows It's best that you just leave me to fester in my mess alone (Yes I'm gone) Off the deep end, I can't pretend It is the weekend knowing it's the work week As...

This is magic, its tragic, its passion, its me This is classic romance and its madness, its peace This is masochists, Catholics, addicts and activists Blackness and sadness that pacifists see This is close to me, focusing, ghosts that sing (Axioms!) Rosary, br...

[Verse 1: Sadistik] Marijuana, that I’ll light when I'm alone Reaching ultraviolet lights to kill the spiders in my skull I'm a recluse, wreck you, hiding in my home M. Bison when I light up, doing spirals when I roam With the buffalo, puff a smoke, get s...

I whispered in her ear just to glare inside the fences/ Her ambrosia could paralyze the senses/ A paradigm to hear the acid rain/ Of paradise she dreamt with, the tears she can’t contain/ And one by one, they poured in incrementally/ She took my crown of thorn...

I used to hammer sheet metal till my palms bled Cash my pay check at the bar then drink the whole thing Catch a pheasant with my bare hands, take her home with me Wake up at 5am and make it back to work to start again You're sweating whiskey in your first shif...

(Ah, the simple life) Yeah, this is my rifle There are many like it, but this one is mine I had a heart of gold, I wore it on my sleeve Vampire bit my arm and then it tore in three I melted down the pieces and sold them for a fee And all I got was some boredo...

[Intro] Sippin' on that liquor Faded like my picture Faded like my picture Faded like my picture Sippin' on that liquor Faded like my picture You know I'm in my zone Faded in the mixture [Verse 1] Self-fulfilling not full of myself I'll show 'em my...

I’ve been dancing on the quicksand for one too many moments/ Swallowing the sunshine and company I’ve chosen/ Is the company of wolves, underneath their clothing/ They just hide their sheepish smiles that are sunk beneath the ocean/ With the chitty-chitty bang...

[Intro] (Coughing) Yeah Get on my level for real, get on my level Get on my level for real, get on my level Yeah [Verse 1] The apparitions appear, they're up here My conditions impaired Now our positions to peer on our peers My visions in pairs App...

[Verse 1] Phenobarbital mixed with apple sauce and vodka Who needs rationale when they ration out the dogma Promises of gods in their passages of karma Mr. Applewhite can turn the average to a martyr Purple jumpsuits with the patches on the left 39 after...

[Verse 1: Sadistik] I ain’t a killer, but don’t push me Revenge is like the sweetest joy, exorcise the demon’s noise I got inside Set my sight to “seek/destroy” and watch ‘em die I’ve yet to find a decent void, to occupy So I modified my face a bit to get insi...

[Verse 1] I crucified you close to god Tears soaked both my open palms Blisters live there from holding on To memories that I know are gone I remember like yesterday when Your body burned but the embers stayed It's only cold since you went away My skul...

My body's made of cells and cells are made to keep you caged I keep awake to celebrate my sweet escape I've seen the flames of this hell and made it either way So why be afraid, It's okay It's just fire it's just love it's just us It's just trust it's just thi...

Tip your cups, to the late night writing binge/ Of stagefright, another playwrite dies again/ I reach for great heights and play my violin/ On my vocal chords where the great whites hide within/ Im neglectin' broken veins and the ventricles that break/ When I'...

(Verse 1) Teeth marks on the skin The greatest trick the devil ever played was to take away my friend I got your face engraved into my flesh So I can try to make amends with that day I won’t forget In Minnesota I flew in so that we could both record Me and Kri...

It's beautiful when the sky is made of blue And my eyes follow suit as I try to paint the hue I embrace the view, with arms wide open A heart I've broken and a mind thats full of gloom Cuz every single love is a piece I have to carry On a back that feels...

Sometimes, I cant handle the cold/ Ill break another heart too fragile to hold/ Love dies, Im standing alone, painting false hopes is a habit Ive grown/ Come find, why I said I dont love you/ and instead I was humbled and content with the struggle/ That...

I sit and play my organ to this carnival of souls and I bare my paper heart to let the artical unfold. It's harder to control I know I'm partial to indulge, so I drink and sink I think it brings a calmness to my skull. I watch it all unfold just to stitch it...

[Verse 1: Sadistik] There's orange and yellow on the paintbrush It's sort of mellow, but the same rush I taste the ocean on my taste buds But I can make a poem with the same tongue O-range all around, Cobain stompin' ground No rain's fallen down, old fla...

I used to live in static in a dream a cinematic liturgy Acidic habits that I had were mixed and matched with gritted teeth See, she's so enigmatic isn't she I sit and sat esteemed of how her lips could match a guillotine I feel the sting of her pitter-patt...

[Sadistik:] Talk about their neighborhoods intersects and boroughs But I love instead in my head William S. Burroughs in my hands I burrow with my hands on a burrow in the sand 'til it's purple and collapsed from the digging Searching for a path to the virtue...

Ayo I'm starting to face that a part of me's fake And everything that they say is just hard to relate and then it (ends quick) and it starts to decay Until my (friendship) is a part of the phase And I, can't pre-tend, can't stand these trends Can't stand...

(Sadistik) I’m a victim of an over-active limbic system Follow me and you will know the madness that I live in No magic, just an open casket criticism Carry me inside or you can bury me alive right When we met it was innocent enough I said hi it’s nice t...

I might be dying sooner when I fight these nightly tumors/ I assume it’s likely to in times in spite my dicey psyche/ You know the drill, bite me. Screwdrivers to get me railed/ Until I’m hammered enough to fall asleep on beds of nails/ So take that hacksaw an...

This one's for the vices, the advice I never took Those stairways I mistook for pages in my notebook Those old cold looks that grab ahold of soul and shook Hold my head up while I hold your hand and write my book Oh look, that crooked little window got some bl...

My head aches, and feels the blunt vice grips/ hanging over my tequila sunrises/ Confide and write this to de-scribe a love life / that's feeling love lifeless/ I'm the type that'll cherish frozen winters/ stare at snowy blizzards and take it to heart/ T...

(Verse 1: Sadistik) Somberly I sit alone watching while the city glows Keeping to myself, walking on my tippy-toes So silent but locked in with the witty prose To propose as confident when talking to the pretty folks And they’re so awkward in their videos Lost...

[Verse 1] You are art like Artemis Flowing through my arteries I was not the architect But still you are a part of me Apart from seeking out a seance Saying I could part the seas See I am your apostle I won’t jostle with apostasy Poems fall from open...

I feel agoraphobic but reluctantly I stay the course In this maze of thorns cause there's no way that I can circumvent it It smells like Agent Orange in this place I'm headed And I may regret it but I gotta do what makes me form Counterfeited smiles enable...

(Verse 1) Yea I sit beneath a plaster moon Puff puff pass the gloom and watch the ashes bloom Black balloons float above me singing saddest tunes Like no one loves me but that can’t be true I never show my ugly attributes, I’d rather choose To expose my sunny...

(Someone like you) can make my stomach knot and twist 'til I'm nodding off, I've been jumping off a cliff You're so wonderful, I'm doing somersaults and flips While I'm catching clouds for you in another balled up fist (Someone like you) I'll say there's nothi...

(Verse 1: Sadistik) Just because I’m absent minded doesn’t mean I have to find it It’s my pity-party darling please don’t act invited I sip Bacardi just to pass the time when It gets me started for the clash of titans just past my eyelids I’m not a downer in t...

[Talking: Sadistik] The song is called the beast It's about.. feeling ugly [Verse 1: Sadistik] I've been whittling a niche a heart that's made of wood Is feeling pitiful and sick so I'm parting ways for good A minimal intent's on that could've would've...

Beautiful and innocent, suitable and militant Are scripted on the walls of the cubicle I'm living in I'm different, if you take away that I'm gone A heart on my sleeve, with a razorblade jacket on In Babylon I would hold my breath and listen close To the...

To be in love (x7) It's just a phase I'm going through [Verse 1: Sadistik] I love you, I'm an addict, you're in my attic The flowers that I grew for you still bloom into the patterns I listen to the dissonance but all I hear is static All I see is techn...

I’m so fucking unlucky to be so lucky Every now and then I wish I could like myself as much as you love me I paint the walls a different hue just to change the scenery And find myself a different you to see what others see me in Sick of putting pressure on the...

(Verse 1) I let the light sink inside my skin just so I can breathe again Balancing the weight between creepy and obsessive The world of the weight's on my back, backwards, wait Words back me in a way, I need to be accepted Everything is relative, the wo...

Listen to the creature with October in his eyes/ As I illustrate the features just to mold them into life/ I’ll hold it with my hands and I’ll sculpt it into ice/ Just so I can set her free and let her soar into the sky/ Follow me into the grim odyssey the vil...

How dare you interrupt the monkey man doing his funny dance You ain't from my fam and you ain't a fucking fan Summer of the son of son of Sam Your grandkids are treadmill working, modern day Running Man You're from the scum of the sand You are the sum of a num...