Razed in Black

I was dreamin' when I wrote this Forgive me if it goes astray But when I woke up this mornin' Could of sworn it was judgment day The sky was all purple There were people runnin' everywhere Tryin' to run from the destruction You know I didn't even care 'Cause...

You say that I Am the one that you lust The you aim to please The one you'll take a beating Get down on your knees The one you're shy to trust Though allowed to do it all Your prince of thieves You beg and you crawl You say that I You say that I Your aphrodes...

I pray dig every ounce of faith I bleed I burn ritualize please help me Me help me help me help me help me help me help me I'm careful not to break tripped out of my mind It's come to the point where you've lost me I've got no more inside it's come to the...

Feeling the kiss Enchanted by pain Burned by the touch Immortal by flame Out of control Released of the fear Tempted by thought Invoked by the fear Painted with the eyes of gloom Glorified with fate and doom Masked behind the idol Christ Blackened thoughts b...

Alone inside my mind Across the room I catch your eyes Then you wander in my direction My left you sit beside So hot you make me want to hide, Hide from my own fragile torture I can feel you now I can taste it now Overcome that I'm your temptation I never dre...

Quiet, I'm thinking it's kind of difficult I can't hold up the conversation it's difficult to sympathize my need to resuscitate intensifies the bolt thrust sharp right between my eyes inside I crumble, perishing, intentionally, explicitly there's nothing I can...

My memories told me In a dream once That you've spent a quiet night in our past A past still bleeding with questions The answers too often ignored my torture. I let the stars Witness the honesty I am true to the lie That I'll never be I'll take a breath To b...

she's mass destruction forces induction no repercussions she's got to have one through repetition brings joy by friction she never wanted she never wanted she rules desire by force of fire this violent mind this violent mind no conversation just pure dec...

Feel like jumping when you set the plank like I'll dive right down to hell Feel like jumping when you tighten the noose, slip anyway, ring a bell? Feel the pressure as the monkey mounts and he's fed along the way Feel the absence, the void, the hurt, but I sti...

Dealing out the agony within Charging hard and no one's gonna give in Living on your knees, conformity Or dying on your feet for honesty Inbred, our bodies work as one Bloody, but never cry submission Following our instinct not a trend Go against the grain unt...

Oh I miss the kiss of treachery The shameless kiss of vanity The soft and the black and the velvety Up tight against the side of me And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed And run in thickening streams of greed As bit by bit it starts the need To just let go My...

I'd like to put you in a trance If I take you from behind Push myself into your mind When you least expect it Will you try and reject it If I'm in charge and I treat you like a child Will you let yourself go wild Let my mouth go where it wants to Give it up,...

Everyday I live in pain, this whole situation has gone insane Exit stage left when the way is clear, but nothing's right and no one's near As my soul creeps towards the flame of the unholy. Oh, what a shame! The black gets darker, the world gets bluer, my peac...

I deceive you- innocently I receive you- patiently Who do you think I am? Is Billy Boy really a man? First impressions taunt the air the truth within unfolds despair. I'm weakening as always just some more don't know what to do about this dead man on the flo...

meet me in my lust lair i'm a slave at your request your dress, my dress i will tear you know you're with the best tie me down i'm helpless blindfolded and gagged force the blade against my throat lick the blood against the edge i'll gladly lick you down there...

I see the way that you’re undressing me The evil in your eyes Had no idea that you’d ever be Insane enough to take on me A closet full of tools to hurt you Even some that aren’t meant to please you You say ‘you know’ but your innocence left When you sta...

i've changed i've tried to live the way that you do i've forgotten problems animosity enraging foward futures doomed in my eyes i was raped of my mind control was never my possession guided like a puppet on a thread it was ready, ready to break emotions strong...

Letting things go when all [unidentifiable name] needs is some attention always saying no when all he needs is some affection loosing my mind over the way everything in my life is run taking the blame when I suffer all that was done Just let it go (Don't come...

I've kept it bottled up inside This pain unforgivng The imperfection is much too shy To dominate me, control me I see it's much too late I bitch from head to toe about this sweet embrace And how it faltered The wickedness that followed as the we turned I Fina...

Take my lust, heat, love, pain my sin, abuse, force, gain Sick in your eyes this is love sensual heat boiling blood take the blade and cut me deep all's determined watch me weep I exist for copulation of your mind dirty thoughts for deviation of truth and li...

take this, you know what i want you take what you need i'll give whatever it takes to get you off the chains that hold you to the life you live with no direction i can grant you the addiction orgasmic constant pleasure from fucking pain beg to your master flee...

Misunderstood, are we to find a way to understand, compromise Exhausted thoughts worn out of wearing a ring that never fit quite right never shined bright enough for me once sworn beauty now haunts thee the dark shadow that has crept far behind shrieks closer...

I made up those lies I could not deny I made Mary cry She wants him to die You said you don't care You said life was fair You said you don't blame You said I should say I said not to cry I said not to lie I said not to show I said not to go I wanted to go You...

Demons among us awake upon a heartfelt emotion painful erosion Obsessed beyond addiction no where to hide the spiritual afflicition the stupid kind decisions of the flesh prick morality remains imprisioned Sacred injustice ruled by the book a blank existance...

I wake to a wasteland I try to understand hates me everyone Satan's got a gun I'm skinned by my own thoughts raped by every god left with everything feeling so lonely I feel so alone I'm haunted every time I fucking close my eyes I feel the evil force eat at...

I know I prefer to hurt it seems to comfort me and burn I never asked for it - question. I never wanted it to end I know that I die gracefully in vain I know inside deteriorates in pain you're such a part of me I can't believe it's real I crawl in my black...

Weak Child Cries Never Heard Deep Pain The Kind That's Easily Ignored Can't get my thoughts across to tell you Torture intensifying inside Dense liquid pain fills my prison cell This overflow's my personal hell Institutions Forever Haunting As the sword th...

Feel the rush feel the pain feel the thrust Power.. Take my blow take my slay take my lust Power.. Use you fear use your pain use your hate Power.. Fight with just fight with trust fight with force Power.. I can feel the power in me flow Force so stron...

Your lies have brought me to extinction your lies have brought me endless pain why live off misunderstanding taint what's called 

Fight hard, creature's approaching to pick out the chosen, wipe out the few Shake off, the breath of the breathless the needle is poking, promises left untrue Beat off, the shields are down take cover and lurch low, down on the ground Stay hare, provisions i...

Oh I can't believe what I've done. Unlocked the door, to my secret place. Thrust onto me, With arrows in my heart; The Inevitable, My soul's ripped apart. Fascination, once again, controls me. It's like a wish, or a dream, a nightmare Before me. The tears of...

it builds up inside intensifies ready to explode contained within never not i anxiety i shiver failing to hold it back reality drifting away from conscience on my back it's payback time i'm punished for my life hurt by the stone cast by all i've ever met why m...

I long to understand you complexities: simply a virtue of your existence, taking hold of me I dwell upon a thought that starts as just a thought then grows to thoughts of killing me before the truth is revealed to me there goes my head there goes my head who'...

I need a reason to be wrong I need a reason to believe Compassion for the choices made has dithered It's time to let the senseless pass Time to prick this psychopath End this hang-man game of resolution You said that it was just for now The wait is far too lo...

You said I hurt you The pain I feel still burns You said I neglect you let things by with no concern You said that I don't care What the hell do you want from me You said I ruined you Don't you see what you've done to me You said I wasted These years gone down...

Love injection blank reflection I've live my life in misery False intentions pain addiction 10 years wasted out on me still waiting Frustrating for my infliction to receive Still fading Still crumbling Deterioration will never cease Why? Why? Must I go on liv...