Parricide

Unintentional fault Unpredictable by product of dreams Of damned father's seed And ill mother's womb creation With prothetic gutter fouled Creature of weak nature On the ruin of old thought conceived On the base of new delusions By the law of the fit r...

All that afford to us pleasure, all that's beauty Always turning to the nonsense, to the torment Life is dying in the boredom and mortifying Goodness fills up spectacular philanthropy In danger people join Sometimes the separate When wake up appetites...

Chatter your reality Recreate the rules of play No more blood no more pain Your life on you depends I am part of you - I create your view I do not change conviction - I do not feel restriction I immunized against your system - You ask me who am I I...

Stick into the gear of machines of systems Of ancient factories of ill products Of internal changes rotten products Steel into the chest of historic slayers For the makers of graveyards spat with black blood For old times of honour mentally ill Courts an...

So you that the world is governed By very different personages To what is imagined by those Who are not behind the scenes Criminals within the law Push inside our world Nobody quite understands Why we are here We are searching for answer That never ap...

Incurable impotence of mind Impertinence disgust and blind If I can understand He's the light and the darkness He's the senseless and full of sense We will never comprehend Beyond all this distaste Beyond all this dismay Beyond all this disdain Beyo...

Surrounded by bodiless concealed Like the word in the empty prison Hate cannot harm a foe so reticent Who have no life but this to lead it here Never word would be the same So when at times the mob is swayed To carry praise or blame to far We may clos...

Death is a cobweb on the soul That surrounds at last It is a stealthy surgeon conducted first By pallid innuendoes and dim explain But brace at last with bugles And a bisected coach It bears away in triumph to truth unknown You call not that far that c...

Conditional infinity My choices are rejections now Since there's no way From disobedience of the meek I choose my fate Nothing casts the slightest shadow of a doubt Our solitude exacerbates our senses The elaborate mutant routines Are deceptively cle...

Open life sent me distrected Justify without a consequence Swivel eyes from pose to pose From every side strike at my control Since someone will forever on this ground Blinding theologies will pass by Doesen't matter who your future hold Cause life is...

There is piece of me in everyone Mindless, dumb and empty lies Life is strange, it's one big game Locking the doors to our minds There is no world to save All virtues had faded away All the things what we feel Are not true are not real Blinding, runn...

Cold blade in the chest Shuts down terrified eyes Hands on the throat Stifle the last scream Death for rape! For the pain of childhood - death! Stiffening under his son's feet The pervert's alcoholic corps Exposed by a vulgar revenge Of violently humi...

Against the sun's face Hands expressively folded Remind of eternal humility Heads are burning Sprinkled with cold of the royal crown Under the blue firmament Constellations of eyes are sparkling The ruby death of sunset Will resurrect the fountain of l...

Hey. You. Scum. You owe me two hundreds Were to give it back two months ago Freeze. You motherfucker. You will not escape me I'll get you soon. It's only a matter of time Then I will tear the cash out Together with your heart Enough! Fuck! Enough! Stop!...

More discontents I never had Since I was born than now I must not trust here to any Bereaved, deceived by so many As one undone by my losses Ache in human mind is cleaving Here we are now but late we're hurled By dreams each one into a separate world...

Uncontrolled convulsions are throwing the burning body bound with a leather strap embrace boiling red's bursting its veins with bloody fire's licking its face bursting pupils dead already are full of irritating smell of excrement are the last moments 

We grow accustomed to the dark When the light is put away And so we move as far As enemies The thought behind we try to join Unto the thought before Death is a dialogue between the spirit and the dust Dilapidation's processes are organized decays Fu...

Your only validation Is in living your own life Vicarious existence Is a fucking waste of time Disturbing thoughts questions pending Limitations of human understanding They're clipped your wings Before you learned to fly Hidden from this thing That...

I can't lose!!! I will not let it Majority fist aimed to me again Do I have to listen to you???! I'm done with that reality puts fingers in my eyes Scratches the face. Shit I can't lose!! I hit blindly Bite and kick. Not always matters Who's served I w...

I eat nothing to appeal to you I get tanned, shave my legs learn new erotic techniques and do things I used to loathe I try not to curse not to belch at your presence I can do a lot more to please you for you to stay more often for you to feel better...

Oh, a granny Left the church, spited down Seeing me walking, with scorn on her face. Grabbed a stone And threw towards me, with odd strength. Called me a rag And an impious one. Has God given her the power To make order here? 

I watch my hands again shackle suit quite nice they fit my wrists it looks so nice I got used to it so much that skin is even not disturbed no red spots the ball and the chain I glued with coloured paper to fit my suit and it looks good! but the cro...

vigil every rustle is important movement looming shadow suddenly I turn into animal listening out keen and silent squeak of door moan of bed every detail I pray the door not to open to it were silent a hope came to me entered for a moment died o...

Chained and shadowed To be left behind Wish to be alone Grips your mind Surface anger Is a thin disguise Just face the truth Deep inside A lot of things Occur each day We wave got to live With on our way Drown in mysery Shocked at the world Barre...

Grey shadows fill your mind Follow the god that failed Showing the gratitude Burn your bridges of blind Endless frustration Within your concious mind Veil of deception Senseless of all mankind No disguize can hide your pain Memories linger in your b...

How can I make you see that deep inside Consciou mind experience makes you wise Real world discloses before your eyes Feeding itself terminal disease And greed flows in endless waves No room for saints for the cause, faith Your overpowering ruse, hate...

Take a piece of life in hand Pull down your blackened veil Throw away the conform's way Impostor hides behind a mask All that's left is your soul so Wondering what to look for Fascination of indifference Inclination to existence The silence looms be...

There is a dismay There is a despair There is a mistrust There is a fear While we were fearing it It came but came with less of fear Because that fearing it so long had almost made it fair Fear is a test of the trouble but it is not a remedy If suc...

Struck by bloodthirsty hours Touched by a cramp of seconds Becomes a wrinkled face Months and years Having grasped the old nape Push towards the ground Closer and closer to the trunk Sharp clock hands Cut the grey hair with the neck Dreams of grandchi...

Vulcanize the whoopee stick In the ham wallet Cattle prod the oyster ditch With the lap rocket Batter dip the cranny ax In the gut locker Retrofit the pudding hatch Ooh la la With the boink swatter If i get you in the loop when I make a point to be s...

There's something inside me It's, it's coming out I feel like killing you Let loose of the anger, held back too long My blood runs cold Through my anatomy, dwells another being Rooted in my cortex, a servant to its bidding Brutality now becomes my appe...

Don't give up to ill personality of pain True for the hidden face To animal illness lusts Cautiously open depravity's eyes With the numb hands training hunger Give it a real shape Look with god's eyes at it If it's fear - kill with a suicide Strange h...

In the majesty of law shadows of silent acts The missing links of the testimonies Silence - safety - confort Guilty! Screams dampen judges' verdicts Decide in the name of justice Do not seek the truth Just calculate the profit Guilty! Social statu...

Change yourself Don't sell your soul Suicide Live! Torments, rape, violence Cruelty, suffering, unrest Locked in a darkened world One dimensional life Talking smooth Hidden truth These times are sent To try men's souls I'm sick of this life To...

I shall laught the worst laught I ever laughed I am cursed I am died You want to feel my breath You want to see my death You want to see my blood False step would be my last I cam here to command I came here to observe I came here to provide I cam...

His eyes Full of hatred even after death Red with fury His hands His fists still clenched Ready to cause pain The whole body still strong Fresh as before death A scream in his throat stuck Stopped with a bayonet of death His mother's tears remain De...

Whatever you say now reverberates Whatever you don't say speaks for itself The gesture of the hands shielding the head Has nonetheless remained the same There's nothing more debauched than thinking Nothing's sacred for those who think It is all behind...

Limited so much that From the free flow of thoughts A cloudy fear appears I open the mouth of truth But words shudder with fear Then I seal my eyes And defeat all boundaries My body fills with a shriek But you will hear nothing 

Think'st thou to seduce me then with words that have no meaning Parrots so can learn to prate our speech by pieces gleaming Nurses teach their children so about the time of weaning Think'st thou to seduce me then with words that have no meaning This first...

Crazy king of light - the king of the moment has died Dumb shadow of speech - hopeless shriek Reflected by the long alarm echo In lead houses secretly created In new's arks - barques of the princes of the world They're coming! The new generation's crawli...

Live as if you'd never talked to yourself Kept yourself at arm's length We have been given no assurance As concerns our future fate We know how to handle misfortune We know how to take bad news We can minimize injustice Lighten up God's absence We ar...

Look at these people. Why aren't you like the others? Why don't you want to be so palatial like they are? This is the answer... Perhaps you live in a small village Or small town. Big one - doesn't matter Chelm. Lublin or Stołpie The law-abiding society is...

Before I got my eye put out I liked as well to see As other creatures that have eyes And know no other way It's not that dying hurts us so This dirty living hurts us more But dying is a different way A kind behind the unknown door Count not that far...

Filthy divine fathers Waves carried by gust Expose false believers With a beggar's prayer Convert sinners Named clean from evil Offer your prayers Since in unbelievers' frightened mouth They may seem to be blasphemy They may seem to be another sacred...

Limited by mental simplicity A scapegoat On an altar devoured Screams drowns the judge's verdict out They much sweet lies Guilty! They seek no truth But profits only With no doubts They bring the doomed to the end They bite off the fingers of thei...

In an eye of concrete block A silhouette clearly visible Looks for an imaginary barrier Fear and weakness Before another day A tragic spectacle Without cries of desperate throats Without terrified heads And eyes looking for a sensation Dark loneline...

Hey! Don't you like me? I hammer away over my body I eat vegetables, fruits, white meat I clothe in the best shops And go to the best clubs I drive the sport car and I live in a big villa Why don't you pay your attention to me? Why do you still love thi...

I know it looks like I'm insane I want to laugh myself to death With your fucked pride distorted smiles Pretended despar of primitive minds Fearfull fantasy will never end You cannot hide - blindness idiocy Sick way of life - is disclousing the meanest f...

My manager praised me. He had a good day Maybe I will even like him. He finally spotted me What a lovely day we have today! He assigned me to carry his new furniture To his new house: What an honour! Didn't pick the ones who thought they are better They...

What is your problem, young man? They kicked you off the school? Somebody stole a sandwich, girl? You, neighbor, have you wasted your salary on drink? Mr. yuppie didn't get the expected promotion? And pretty lady broke her nail? Grandma. Did the postman...

Little humans have little minds The circle of thick skulls expands around us I'm a child of my age - a premature worry I believe in the fear of the man Who will make the great discovery My fate is blind without foundation One short step to apprehensio...

I am a scout. Thus I steal my mate's sandwiches And I am a good catholic. Thus I beat my wife and children I am a priest. So I am an alcoholic and pedophile I am pretty and smart. So I can cheat on my husband I have money so I can destroy anyone and the...

We try to estimate our prize in others eyes One dignity delays for all None evade memorial crumbs Thoughts - the nearest dreams recede - unrealized They have - Power to kill without power to die I can wade grief all pools of it I'm used to that But of...

For nations vague as weed Life is slow agony And saying so to some means nothing Others it leaves nothing to be said So many seem so lonely But this nightmare is never ending Seems everything we have ever known Must to drift away and die Life can pa...

Everything the dead predicted Has turned out completely different We peer down the throat of their silence Infinity's end fused quickly When evil triumphs, good goes into hiding When good is manifest, then evil lies low by Neither can be conquered Or...

In a world our minds created Enslavery begins at birth Blinded by the twisted ways Humanity going insane Sometimes I want to kill Sometimes I want to die Sometimes I want to destroy Sometimes I want to cry Indulgence, everlasting rage Self-inflicred...

Dreams which find us innocent for now Will serve for all a sleepless night We learn to tell dreams from waking To realise who we are Give me your abyss Sell me your soul Rage extends its arms to meekness Victim's eyes smile at the torturer If these...

Disgusting carcass Of both sexes, of many faces Both a bitch and a dog A multigeneration mutation of the disease Gives out dirty needles From ulcerated arms A new pain in deformed limbs - a hurry Kids shaking in their playpens Beloved daughters Sist...

I'm living on the edge By myself but not alone My home is not a home I adapt to the unknown My true self left behind I got nowhere else to be In solitude I try seeking Frayed ends of sanity Nothing here remains My future is revealed Surrender's onl...

Empty your thoughts to me Will see more than you can see Time it waits for no man So play your insanity Innocent pawn in the game Pupped in apathy Appearance of emotions Enmity of intentions Unaware insolence, vanity obedience Dicatators of unreal l...

Goblets filled with nothing With fabricated wisdom Water the more naive Steering hordes of fools With a bundle of promises on a stick Training miracle hungry crowds A vision of a better future The public's calling for Fireworks and sheer bones Let the...

You look very good, sir. Did you have a nice weekend? If I just could do anything for you, just let me know I have a spare afternoon. Let me take it. I will be careful. Sure I'll clean the lipstick. I'll be very careful. Is that good? Will I come in useful...

Miss Kasia. I will need you today, after hours But of course! You know sir you can count on me always I always help you with pleasure. I just don't know if I handle You will handle perfectly. I assure you You're so young, yet I see you learn really fast I...

They tell me how I have to see Things that I have seen already clear They push me then from side to side They are driving me from black to white Not feeling what Not knowing how Not hearing who Not thinking why Fucking heap of suckers Turning lies to...

Raise your heavy head Let the sun into festering eyes Let fresh air into your lungs Touch your chapped lips Awaken another sense Scream And let your mouth bleed With blood mix the sound Through your ears stick in your brain Now weep with your tears wa...

I'm still living Against myself Sickness eats my body In suspended death Echoes of my life Deep in my voice Morbid thoughts My brain resolved Deformed dignity Possessed by oblivion Looking for the past Rots in peace 

In seclusion - mind reactions Empty metaphor Overgrowth of remembrance Going to unknown Unavoidable pain Platitudes Divergences Insinuations Overholmed by faith - Can you see the maze? Restless penetration empty lies to truth Hiding in the darkn...

Look! Here is your infant Watch! A wave of burning lights Villainy's weak heands' creation Demigod's descendant - usurper's child Astounds you with his power You're building the kingdom of downfall for your sons Sleepwalker! Look! Here is your infant...

The endless dreams and banal tales begin to reign You may wake up feeling the cold intense despair A sick way of life is now revealed Replacing what's real Polluted minds forced to conform Permissive slaves Claws of dumb grip your life Ripping last pie...

Swirling void, unfathomable dark, inner cranial conflict Wading in detached reality, infinite illusion Dark abstract vice-like grip Subconscious terror! Never underestimate the unseen Brian producing fear and hate Overpowering images - the macabre side o...

Pity in the hollow eyes of brothers and sisters Over the half-dead body lent I feel metallic breath of death They consume the youngest child To shred they tear its human body Greedily satisfying hunger Endless pain of fratricidal feast Juicy slaughter...

I try to see through blinded eyes, what is unreal I try to hear the voice of men, forced to be silent Hidden secrets lie sickening feelings of might Creeping through the darkness, searching for my mind Blinding, I run through the maze Slip into madness...

A field of sculpted gravestones Religiously unclear memorial instead of ashes Into faeces turns Those cast into the cold darkness of soil Soaked with tears of strangers' lament Think envelopes of intent As an offering for the peace of mind 

The stakes of the living are burning With the greedy fire of redemption The wind of change - the breath of midnight With black sheets is vailing the day The glowing sky's flowing down Like a river of blood On the dead fields of graves In the glow of red...

I'm not a human now My life suffocates Born in a blasphemy with Eternal quest of vengeance I don't give a hoot What they think about me I'm living to myself Snowball's chance in hell The barboring image The barboring image Contradictions fill my...

Shake of hands full of lies A pact by a fake smile crowned Joined the strong into a power The iron monster will beat every country Spreading the steel seeds of death Raised arms shine with tears of silver Gold coins drip with blood Death - economic va...

Nobody knows why You explain to the walls with your head Hopeless painful theories Why on innocent faces You sculpt with your fist The sense of your principles Your dirty dirty arms and legs You can wash from folly The inside filthy will remain 

Mr. Johny. Do you deceive your with still with the same woman? You. My friend. What were you thinking When kicked this dog on the street? And you. Priest - drunkard with sick liver. Did you have fun? In the capitol. In the best clubs and hotels? You. Youn...

Poison only the strong In a nightmarish emptiness of the brain Move the pendulum of fears Upset the sleep uneasy anyway Let the bell of subconsciousness toll Let the poisonous ivy gather strength! Fed with sweat drops Sprinkled with the light of night...

Dry tears falling loudly Tearing fake hair out Mother's helpless cry One more pathological spunking Stretch ill child's nerves Cut with a psychological torture Wide belt in the trainer's hand For the faults of youth Blue furrows on the back of blithene...

Nothing is ending simple yes or not Nothing is dying without any cause Nothing is eternal lasting and extreme I went numb when I learned to see Unexpected emptiness Frustration pained disgrace Tragedy arrogance Petulent ignorance Bored uninformed knowi...