Pantheist

1000 years of solitude 1000 years of pain hardened my heart fed my poor soul with misery I can't even tell am I dead, am I alive? Don't hesitate, penetrate me with your sting I don't know how to cry I won't even bleed Don't even worry if I might die...

Lacrimosa… Tearful will be that day of doom when our empire shall collapse One last moment I have left to reflect upon my fate one last second I have left before my whole life fades away What can you say, what can you do When your dreams die in front...

Right before there's light Right before, this night Right before the dice We'll rise aloft Earth's heights For five minutes we'll just lie Give minutes, close our eyes Fve minutes, like a child For just five, I'll hum a lullaby to you Then we'll glide...

You can run, but you can’t hide from the quiet flow of time the dark tentacles of fate push you towards your destiny and when you think you are free to live your life as you please you’ll find you’re nothing but a pawn of history There is a fire, a desire...

O life, you seem to turn your back to me Devoid of hope, where can I go? Without divine judgement and intervention No one can live, no one can hope It is to You, my Lord that I turn now I proved myself more than once Once You've tested humanity's faith But no...

Suddenly awake My mind goes back to images revived in half-slumber Vague memories - flashbacks to strangely familiar lands I was never in A world of superstition, kings and queens in parlours of grandeur The lute playing softly while jesters dance Back i...

You are on your own in your little world And you drift away far away from here On which cloud can I find you? You have left this life behind You met Jesus under the streetlight I hope you found what you were looking for I want you to be here, just be here Y...

Awakened to heavy silence, no sunrise in sight Was that just one more dream that passed me by? Smiling as it waved goodbye "you know how nothing can last" Still we crave for brighter days though we still feel blind Seems no-one warned us when somehow we'd los...

Remember when you said that you don’t need me any more Success had finally come your way You smiled and waved at me as you got into your car A gallant knight held the door open Alice what have you become? You have tumbled from your footing Three years have p...

I can’t deny how much you’ve changed me history is but a shadow revealed by your shine minds transformed by your burning flame beacon of hope, illuminating our path: and so, our great journey began… We fought the dark, our journey bore your mark should...

From a crack on my sealed window enters a ray of light It falls down at the foot end of the bed that I'm not going to leave (any more) I curse you morning light, spot on my solitude No one here to mourn with me the loss of hope in this life The light that bri...

When I awoke, the sun was high and the clouds had accepted their defeat The lovely shores and the blue sky couldn’t tell me where I was I had to find out by myself Then I stood up and a gentle breeze graced my sun-burned, naked skin I collected fallen leaves...

Don't mourn now for your lost life and what did you do to deserve it? it was just a bitter gift Pull yourself together and with your last strength make a final prayer thank for the precious present... death The emptiness consumed your weary soul a...

Dum spiro despero, via dolorosa Bring me a sharp blade so I can cut The strings that direct my moves And like a puppet make me dance To rhythms foreign to my limbs The voice of desperation Can stop this senseless wheel of life I trust in suffering to free my...

What pains have we endured, and what an agony until united our minds stood and faced the world, while painfully it dawned: we’re quickly running out of time So much inhuman effort, so much sacrifice the breeze of change has swept away and all the aspira...

I envy Thee my Lord So many times I envisage myself Sitting on your celestial throne Looking at the world Through eyes of contempt and hate Laughing at human insignificance Erasing their lives with a single thought Let them destroy each other Cut each other...

We, the dead, can not understand Why these mortals don't envy us In silence and peace we rest, but we don't exist We have so many things in common Why are they afraid of us? We can't understand Our lives are over, theirs have no meaning What have they got tha...

When I’ll die, my surrendered soul Shall descend to the dark realms of Hades To be judged by my ancient gods And the mighty king Minos Will step forward from the dark Silently to fix his gaze upon my mind’s eye His eyes like mirrors reflecting my whole past Bu...

Ancient goddess, deity of forgiveness Please, hear my prayer Allow me to cleanse my sins In the pure waters of your sacred river A death in each second A slow death in every moment Everlasting mother! O mighty shapestress of my soul Save my restless spirit F...

I'm hungry for life For pleasures to come, years to fly Still more and more and more I'm thirsty for loneliness The key to my happiness When I dive into my own world I'm the whole universe The solitary life I adore It boasts my confidence Laying at the shores...

To greedily reach out my hands To touch the bare skin of this world To thoughtlessly consume its tender flesh To violate its insides without mercy To greedily breathe the fresh air To allow it in my hungry lungs And spit it out transformed into poison To infe...

Nooit meer mijn hart zul je ineenkrimpen, in twee breken want het gevoel dat jou zo deed lijden, was de liefde voor niemand Onpersoonlijke liefde, gericht op een glimlach, een speels blik, een gouden haarlok, de aanraking van een zacht lichaam zo zacht, si...

If you ever stay awake at nights Agonizing over all these dreams you left behind If you looked back and you found you have never been yourself Did your thoughts go back to me? Have you ever thought of a future without me? Could there be a life, a happy life s...

How I long for the tender flesh Of the Virgin For the subdued look in her eyes When she starts to suspect that I'm the angel Who is going to embrace her I'm Jesus' father And therefore God Ignored by history But not by fate 

How could I ever have imagined that I would find it that hard to survive In this cold and meaningless Universe God's death left an immense void in my soul I can't feel any more... My eyes pregnant with darkness Giving birth to a demon each single second Broken...

O, how it hurts The sting of solitude! I'm quenching on my own My solitude is going to kill me O, how they tighten The ropes around my neck! What have I done to myself? From this self-made hell Who is going to save me? As I'm laying here With my eyes closed...

In a God-forgotten land Under the blazing hot sun The stream of life showed me the way Brighter than it ever had I knelt to wash my weary head But the water was ice-cold In a God-forgotten land Under the blazing hot sun An angel sat under a tree Just for a mo...

I'm proud of myself. Honestly, I don't need anyone to tell me what to do I have eyes to see the beauty of the world Ears to listen to the music of the spheres Hands to greedily grab what I want Feet to take me to my self imposed destiny O my Lord, please tell...

Sometimes I’m afraid that when I close my eyes the whole world will disappear Sometimes I’m scared, you know when I look at the stars That I’m lost -and God! for real Infinity, eternity they leave me and fly far away, only one thought tortures me: I am...

I risked my soul's redemption For I'm dying to know Whether annihilation awaits my soul Or into hell's fire I'll be thrown For I prefer to die knowing Whether my life makes sense Rather than live in piety Hoping that this will save me from hell Instead of th...

When suddenly at nights dark thoughts intrude your peaceful sleep And your dreams wander in places long-forgotten When visions of loss and regret engrave their ugly features on your skin And you feel your purity slipping from your hands When gradually you...

Ere on my bed my limbs I lay It hath not been my use to pray With moving lips or bended knees But silently, by slow degrees My spirit I to Love compose In humble trust mine eye-lids close With reverential resignation No wish conceived, no thought expressed Onl...

I feel the storm as it’s coming near It’s raging mad, but I do not hear And pretend that I don’t mind it at all But deep inside I’m praying, my Lord That when I’m safe and the storm has cleared I will turn around, and see You near For then I would want You by...

It's time to move on Time to leave my shelter And step into this world I had turned my back to Time to find some joy Time to share some happiness My God, I forgot how to love and hate Is this the world? Is this my new shelter? How could I base my hope on thi...

Devoid of all happiness Condemned to eternal solitude Not worthy to deserve My Almighty Father's love I was born with a sinner's heart Although to Your laws, I did obey My mind and body only throve When I was immersed in sin Rejected by my only Lord Dishevel...