Nicole Dollanganger

virgin mary, jesus christ think i just found the light in your eyes think i just became as religious as they come i think i just found god dumb founded by the glow of your gold halo oh god i can't believe i'm staring at a living angel give me a bible, i...

the first hit felt like hell but now they feel like heaven know these fists so well you bear the indents of them got a broken jaw but it feels so good you let them they beat the shit out of you and i'm left piecing you together i look into your eyes b...

Like to keep me so sick just to mend me a little bit. Lips of sewage. You know that I've gone septic, and I don't want to get better. No, I just want to be in your arms. Keep me in the hospital bed. Sigh over me, my angel of death. Hook me up to machi...

drinking a cup of alligator blood tastes like the heads & feet we’d see for sale at the local pawn we’d make necklaces out of i’d wear them round my neck i’m a sucker for the love of the flesh all things rancid and delicate but the smell in the summ...

he wants to lift weights like a fighter we put the medals on the wall lost in the room of starving vultures gold trophies, he got em all he wants to be just like his father we play the knife game on the table i bleed to death, it doesn’t matter cuz my...

my bedroom smells like rotten food and i guess so do i it’s harder to be good in here than it is to starve and die i’d give my body to satan if i could only keep my soul but i can’t seem to find the split between them anymore my hair is falling out a...

my bedroom smells like rotten food and i guess so do i it’s harder to be good in here than it is to starve and die i’d give my body to satan if i could only keep my soul but i can’t seem to find the split between them anymore my hair is falling out a...

Used to be one of the rotten ones And I liked you for that Used to be one of the rotten ones And I liked you for that Used to be one of the rotten ones And I liked you for that Now you're all gone, got your make-up on And you're not coming back Can't...

You are an angel You are so beautiful, you know I used to lie there And memorize the freckles on your cheek While you sleep And I'd wish if I got close enough they'd rub off on me 

tried to bend your kneecaps and they shattered, tried to move your legs but they bolted your joints together, and the more you tried, the more you knew, this had been the way they’d built you, in the body of a ball jointed doll, you’re so fragile you can’t mov...

Curdled like milk in the summer heat, my skull's gone soft, my head is spoiled, my heart's a rabid dog trying to put its teeth in you. You thought you saw light but it was forest fires eating me alive, my limbs are dead and dry; my ribcage cradles dirt a...

I don’t want to be your girl I want to be your gun Blow the jaw right off That handsome face A .44 magnum I’ve been cruising Round these parts Been looking for some fun I was born way back in ’58 Don’t belong to anyone Lean in close and whisper to...

beverly marsh’s father took her skull put it on the mantel hung her photo on the wall and kissed it so gentle 

he took me to a motel, he put me on the bed, he cut my arm open then did the same to his, the skin parted like petals on blossoming flowers, we pressed the cuts together, became one and another now we’re blood brothers, a part of me will always live in you,...

take me to the blue moon motel carry me over the threshold treat me like i am your young bride together on our wedding night fuck me in the motel shower make my makeup run like a porn star carry me naked to the bed fawn my hair out when it's still wet...

shotgunned cans like flowers drink yourself to death watch you fall asleep alone pissing the bed lock me up inside you where everything dies haunting me like a ghost that’s never known a body you can’t have mine you’d cut off your nose just to spite...

one day we’re gonna be in a motel room by the sea over the boardwalk where the pretty girls eat hot dogs and soft ice cream i’ll hear the roller coasters screaming your name into the night in a land of upside down rides and christmas lights strung up...

cages and cases of starving birds and dead things no longer look anything like they did when they'd been living the things you love you put into cement in order to keep them they have to be dead you think that he's yours but it's only in your head h...

i’m going to get married today the chapel is full of flowers and sage he’ll lift up my veil and he will say are you sure that you love me? are you sure you can wait? he cuts into the wedding cake and licks the frosting off the blade he cuts into our pa...

restlessness leads to a dangerous kind of fun start small with swiss army knives and water guns criss cross apple sauce spiders running up your back put your arms around my neck i’ll only go to sleep for a second skin a cat to keep its soul 9 lives...

Coma baby, with your sick head; the doctors saved you, but you’re still dead. Through your scalp I would like to reach in, so I could pull out the monster you’ve been. But you would do anything to destroy the body that they rescued. Your sick little hea...

pills eat through you like acid burning holes through your head, your mind, your bones and enamel handcuffed to the bed like you’re an animal i don’t even recognize you anymore try to put you down like an old dog to sleep cut your branches off but you’re...

When you died, I heard the cries in the night of your soul leaving the deformed flesh that shamed your mind. All of those years your bones wept, but now there is no skin left; the worms have eaten it, you’re free to go. And I will take your bones, and with th...

Oh, my love, my darling, can’t you see? There’s nothing you can take from me So small and weak, diseased by the Egregious need to squeeze the life from me Cause I’m gonna make, gonna make Gonna make you wish Instead of hate that you taught That...

In my chest i know how he felt when they left, when they go Every muscle, every tendon, every bone screams no, please don't And the flesh is just the flesh, something to get past All the tissues, all the cartilage, all the soft fat And if one day you must...

Split his ribs open using my bare hands, but I could not repair all of the damage. Built of milk and flesh so meek and mild, but I know, if he'd lived, he'd have grown to be wild. They broke him and they beat him and break he did. They took him from me, my b...

He handed me a pair of pliers and he told me to pull out his teeth, because as long as he had them he'd use them to do bad things. You're cold on the inside, there's a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart. My body's covered in teeth ma...

when i get a little scared of losing my teeth and losing my hair you say, "don't be scared, my friend death is a beginning, not an end" 

baby, you have to pay in this way or another in this life or the next for as long as we’ve known each other you’ve been playing this game with death one day you will be tried on the execution line he’ll strap you in & you will fry like fireworks on...

He buried me in a farmer's field. Pastures stretch for miles, and now I'm just a pile of tender teeth and bones wrapped in the grass of windy meadows. 

press you in the pages of a hardcover book to dry like flowers and weeds peel your petals off and slowly pull them apart to wrap in my bed sheets to take you with me while i drift off to sleep and assemble you inside of my dreams on a soiled mattress we dri...

Legs and limbs and lips all open with your fingertips. You make holes in me, and little slits you use as mouths for you to kiss. Close my plastic eyelids. You say this is the love we all hope to find, so don't cry, don't worry. You're supposed to bleed the fir...

forture porn inside your head tie me up, keep me in your bed room the christians screaming to us through your tv they don’t save me, they don’t save you i want to be pretty but i don’t want to be clean your step-dad put you in a chair tied you up and...

the autumn wind carries all of the ghosts, they catch on me and hide under his sheets, they make their nests in my clothing seams, possessing my bones and my being we waited til the morning where the sun did rise, but the moon still lingered in his weary eye...

Cut with dull scissors and tied with a ribbon. Curated under the glass of my pendant. You always said you hated the things you can't control, Like all the wild hair that grows from your follicles. I've been collecting peices of your hair, To tuck away in th...

have you seen me? i've been wandering out by the road trying to get home he used the garbage bag and nail gun do you think i look like someone you could use to have fun? i tried to run but he's not done with me the flowers grow between a retainer...

(He hit me, and it felt like a kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss) He hit me, and it felt like a kiss. He spanked me, as I laid over his legs. He put me on one knee and said, "Sweetie, I'll make this cute bum red." And then he hit me and I was glad. Walked over in my kn...

he went away i stood at the door and i waved i let him go he does not know i’ll miss him every day he went away i did not know what to say so i let him go he does not know i’ll miss him every day 

Lay me down on a heart shaped bed Pretend it’s our wedding, pretend we just met Pretend we’re in one of those movies They rent in the back of every seedy place We pass on the interstate The signs say Heaven Waits On The Other Side… Just hold me...

Collected all up the bones of the albinos; pounded them to dust and put them up their nose. Used their knives to skin off the flesh from the lips they bought; scalped all the heads then they said their blessings. And they took all the children, they cut off...

I wake up and I creep Down the hall to your feet Where I lay like a dog for you In silk down to my knees [Pre-Chorus 1] Wet with spit Red with need Three fingers in You go deep Reach inside me Please hide me [Refrain] Somewhere they will never fin...

hell has a name — “satan’s den” got the lock on the trailer, got the tape recorder in he’s gonna strap her to the bed, spread apart her legs and pull the soul out of the body that its in and when he’s done he will give her to the earth a starving animal w...

i’ve been home all day my husband’s gone they all say he’s got a girl on the side while i stay home all day so i make lemonade, put on a dress and i go lay out in the day room and i wait for you to come on over and give it to me in the backyard full...

find no love in flesh but only weapons the ones that do the most damage there is no peace in life, but only death if i believe good wombs have borne bad sons then i have no qualms using my gun i only love the things that i can hurt taking baths in all...

born a cop in uniform, in black vinyl gloves i don’t hate you for your steel-toed boots or your handcuffs you are the way you always were you like your cruel games but i am not so quick to break i count my gain in blood and pain i like it when it hurts...

My baby wears all black Says he’s gonna make a hearse Out of this Cadillac Says I’m gonna put him in An early grave with all the Trouble that I make him My baby says he loves me but I know He don’t care if he kills us both My baby wears all...

anywhere i go i'm gonna take you with me pennsylvania, arkansas, texas and kentucky buy a little trailer big enough for just you and me stay up watching golden girls and i love lucy cuddling in bed, i kiss and rub your belly listen to you snort and wheez...

we broke into dreamland just so we could have one more day there but i could not stand to see it in such sad disrepair he wanted to hold me in the roller coaster carts sunken into the ground all i could think about was how much i wanted to burn it all d...

He came and shot her parents both in the head. Dragged them outside, put the bodies in the shed. Collected up her things, put them in his trunk. He sat her on his lap right next to his gun. The prairies of Nebraska soaked in blood. The love made betwee...

time scurries away from us like field mice out through the holes in our walls lost to the dark night heal me up again everything i love gathers dust inside my chest and all the love lost was the love that i kept in coffins and boxes, a museum of the de...

Baby, I've been dreaming of you One night and you could make it all come true Your name's the only one I know how to yell We could get in one bedroom at the Horror Hotel Play some London Dungeon games, with whips and chains Come bend me over, your cum is...

you're the phantom pains the ache that won't go away never had you so how did i lose you? i already felt you before i even knew you i know it's just the remnants i'm only feeling hand prints of your past aggressions i'm just playing with your shadow...

If only I could love you enough to give you what you need. If I only I could be for you the hand that feeds. 'Cause I know you can only starve so much until you like how it feels. Sitting on a throne of bones staring at that cold meal. It's not your body that...

all the pets i’ve buried just wanted me to know sometimes it’s ok to let a good thing go wrap you in yarn and grass embalm you with milk lay you to rest in cardboard lined with silk wild fires have been eating you inside of my head trying to smoke...

i shot an angel with my father’s rifle i should have set it free, but i let it bleed made it into taxidermy, hung it on my wall i shot an angel, kept it in my backyard hung it out to dry on the clothing line pinned above my bed like the cross of jesus ch...

Robert's got a quick hand. He'll look around the room, he wont tell you his plan. He's got a rolled cigarette hanging out his mouth. He's a cowboy kid. Yeah! He found a six-shooter gun in his dad's closet, hidden in a box of fun things. I don't even k...

something ugly in you you also saw in me guess we're infected with the same disease well i could be your girl and you could be my baby have a habit of ruining everything we're the same, we're both rabid animals got sick heads and minds, we were both born...

I hear him screaming like late night white trash TV stations Black combat boots pacing in through the school building He’s gonna fight the good fight, the noble war He’s gonna fight the good fight, the noble war Yeah, my baby has a baby but it’s not me...

he casts the kind of glow only a city knows light creeping into the coffin of these sleepy suburban homes he’s so alive in the places everyone here has a hole bury myself in the front lawn hope he’ll come dig up my bones streets here are cemeteries the...

When I see you I can't find the words to speak My cheeks go as red as two big cherries I try to look beautiful for you stuffing my dress up with tissues, hoping you'll notice but it's obvious and I get so embarrassed. I'm so smitten with you and everyone knows...

There is dust inside you settling like snow I try to catch it with my tongue When you run your lips along my throat There are hand prints on your throat Parts of you are shutting down like Street lights burning out But I have always felt safest with you...

the swan sang with a broken neck out by the pool, behind the fence you can’t forgive me when you know if i had the gun i’d choose to shoot again he raised my hands in the backyard he taught me to be a good shot you love the sound of sorry even when yo...

You taste like sweet apple pie with whipped cream on the side. Your cum is like warm milk, your red cheeks soft as silk. You taste like raisins in the pudding, sweet soft bugs i'm chewing stuck between my teeth, curling the toes on my feet, you're so sweet. So...

You know how I get With my Tammy Faye eyes Crying, I’m a mess Half undressed in the light of the TV You know you’ll just have to go bury this In the garden and leave it till there’s nothing left For me to find, when I try to dig it up And bring...

Today I am dirty I want to be pretty Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt Today I am dirty I want to be pretty Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt We are the nobodies Wanna be somebodies We're dead, We know just who we are We are the nobodies Wanna be someb...

my world is unaffected, there is an exit here I say it is and then it's true, there is a dream inside a dream, I'm wide awake the more I sleep you'll understand when I'm dead I went to god just to see, and I was looking at me saw heaven and hell were li...

You have such a beautiful face I've been dreaming about it between my legs Come over and crawl into my bed Kiss me, get me wet, give me head Make me arch my back like ice cream sundae spoons Give me afterglow as bright and daunting as the moon Rub my feet wit...

You said they made fun of your body Humiliation in your eyes when you told me Well I'm gonna find them Don't you worry I'll make sure They're really fucking sorry You said you're embarassed of your body You told me you think you're really ugly Well my...

I wake up and I creep Down the hall to your feet Where I lay like a dog for you In Silk down to my knees Wet with spit, red with need Three fingers in you go deep Reach inside me, please hide me Somewhere they will never find me I will always...

(Nicole singing) Leave home with these eyes That only know how to chase roads In the summertime It will be easier to say goodbye Pretend that I'm coming back (Dan singing) My hands are chalked white from pounding on the walls Lord knows the summer end...

the ghost of the palliative care ward have been following me, whispering through the clear plastic lining over their dead bodies, their diapers and their feces still on the hospital sheets, they’re dead but they’re still up walking around and they say to me, “...

empties lined along the porch shoot them dead, show no remorse white trashing with you live in endless afternoon making love to the Sunday cartoons white trashing with you all that glitters is not gold and this same place is getting old but dreams are...

you’re so cool you’re so cool walking down the hall wild eyes they are black like the magic 8 ball you got guns for trophies mounted up like animal heads with the skulls of all the high school champs you keep in rows above the bed, you told me “when...