My Ruin

I wanna live in the pretty sun But daylight just makes me numb So i cover up my scars With velvet drapes that kill rock stars Change my mood Lick my wounds Trust will lead us to the truth Drown myself in misery Sleep with my enemy Destroy my destiny Erase the...

This is not an exit! This is not an exit...i need to feel something american psycho my confession means...nothing! Abandon all hope-ye who enter here pre-meditated-calculated i can smell the fear don't try to tell the truth just black and blue your eyes graph...

It's true...i've got demons inside me and sometimes...they need to speak my dark places...make me feel ugly my lips are glossed but my heart is weak i'm diseased as seen on tv please forgive me for not being pretty or sexy but god never blessed me here's what...

God wants to heal cancer... Christians are commanded alcohol.. is good!... evasion of crutches you partake of the dust of the ground... I know some of you are frightened about it... we can go to church and you are naked... and over the foul of the air and fire...

Drunk with sin she sits in her skin, Filled with anger fueled by liquer drowns in dreams With no saviour from the truth none can save her He is her own personal Jesus and he will not be her last God wants a piece of her ass God wants a piece of my ass... I am...

Let me introduce myself...incase me never met... An exorcism of the throat...for those who crave burlesque Erotic dreams are drowned in dreams but I'm still wide awake The central nervous system of my heart...will always ache So cut my mouth...and stitch my li...

You say I'm angry... I guess I should be because it makes me happy my mind is creepy... I guess it could be depends on what you asked me you are my bright red scream girl wet dream you are my bright red scream and when I sleep I dream of you you say I'm scary....

I see her coming filled in her disease Don't bother runnin' she sees me Her smile is thick so sick there ain't no cure I never wanna be just like her...no BURN....burn burn the witch I watch her leave still filled with her disease Don't give a fuck what she...

This place is hell to me and I can never get no sleep there is a devil in my bed with me whose talk is cheap. You feel like heaven to me all I want to do is sleep you're like an angel lyin' next to me you look so sweet close your eyes and lets pretend remember...

In the sunshine of an otherwise cloudy day, do you believe in fate... come what may? i've been heavy and i've been light, i've been the one stayin up all night... i've been low and i've been high... been the first to try [chorus (x2):] and i know my dark cold...

Elegantly wasted and I can taste it here I sit, trying not to fake this gift of beauty myth I can't help but feel like this bored... of the beauty whore coz my body just wants more scars... and I can feel them wounds... I can't heal them red bring my mouth to...

Built my church with words of violence Spoke my sermons to the pious I seek myself for guidance My religion is defiance Holy Mother you keep quiet Truth hurts - so you deny it I can’t take another liar Burn that witch till she’s on fire Every friend i...

This is a mantra for myself this is a mantra for someone else this is a mantra so be warned... hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. Sweetly he smiles at me so bright he burns me tongue twisted sick with words she'll get what she deserves she got what she de...

I found him on a night of fire and noise Wild bells rang in a wild sky I knew from that moment on I'll love him till the day that I died And I kissed away a thousand tears My lady of the Various Sorrows Some begged, some borowed, some stolen Some kept safe for...

HEY BOY - KEEP TALKING you watch and we'll KEEP ROCKING got the ego but ya got no HEART - got all dressed up and couldn't play the PART... Your friends, you KEEP them, don't know them and we didn't wanna MEET them... keep it going but you ain't for REAL you ai...

The wages of sin hold my heart hostage my mouth is still cruel my skin is in bondage my body is scarred from lyrics i've carved bruises i've healed lips that i've starved wounds i've replaced with love and with hate the truth set me free but my faith was raped...

Pretty girls they make friends fake smiles that don't offend it's not hard to pretend... Then again-then again ugly girls make enemies just go ask the nme this is what they've said to me said to me-said to me get pretty-plastic parts included get pretty-get p...

I stick my finger down your thorat explore my thoughts of murder a journey through the human heart dark places filled with terror obsession lets me have my way devotion makes you stay this mercy seat you imitate won't let you get away in praise of him i pray...

Late night catechism speaks me to sleep a lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast i can't remember how i got my last scar the bible tells us jesus... Was a rockstar a prayer under pressure of violent anguish a prayer under pressure of violent anguish......

I’ve got a knife inside my back And it’s diggin’ deeper everyday I’ve got a letter in my hand With words I know I need to say It makes me sick to think we ever trusted or believed you So stay the fuck away from us cause we no longer need you I’m so ready - ye...

I invoke him... and he comes to me in my dreams dressed in black. He speak in a language only I can understand. His hands are warm, his breath is hot he is the horrible pain within my heart my religion, my sanctuary, my church, my sacrifice, my profession my e...

With a heavy heart somebody said lets go our seperate ways our relationship is strained in this the vital stage there is a lack of confidence and you can feel our stress a need for truth time to decide what is and what is not best faith- subject to change...f...

MOUTH JUST LIKE A GUILLOTINE! (tell me how to stop the bleeding...) THUGS AND BIGOTS LET THEM STARE! (at the one who isn't there...) GOD IS ABSENT SILLY FOOLS! (all you have are devil's tools...) IMAGINATION IS MY MURDER! CHRIST IS DEAD SO HE CANT HURT HER......

Do you remember those words you whispered to me on that faithful day in Italy Mr B? I can hear you singing face on fire blue skies your eyes my beautiful liar I'm still breathing you can't kiss me kill me darling I know you miss me can't resist me call me Miss...

I like the way you make me feel syrupy and clean you have a strange effect on me loving every scream baptize this thing that burns everytime you bath me if i confess too many sins will you still save me? Rain rain rain let it rain aa beautiful as a scar ther...

You believe everything you read you believe everything you read you believe everything you read i can't believe what the fuck i read... Scream...things that i believe friends...became my enemies think... Before you speak don't...think you know me my heart is...

Hail Mary, full of grace Be my muse and give me strength Holy Mary, full of sin Hear my prayer and let me in Welcome to my long dark night - Can't sleep or close my eyes Little slices of death I loathe them - Refuse to get to know them My rebirth of a...

I was born like this with hips like this Lips like this and wrists like this legs like this and arms like this a fist like this to hit you with, now you're like school on Sunday You aint got no class You keep running your mouth but... You can kiss my ass! No...

If we can't trust another and the night won't let us sleep... Will all the pills I take each day still keep me on my feet? with every friend we make we make another enemy... but when all is said and all is done it's only you and me YOU AND ME! [Chorus] yester...

At night I walk this stinkin' street Past the crazies on my block And I see the same old faces And I hear that same old talk And I'm searching for the latest thing A break in this routine I'm talkin' some new kicks Ones like you ain't never seen This i...

Take me down to the river bed clean the sheets on which I BLED... Four white horses come for me there's no way to COMFORT ME... Soak my secrets in a box bury them beneath THE ROCKS... Dressed in dirt you cover me hope he won't DISCOVER ME... Watch my body turn...

You’d like to think that you know me well - You never thought I would ever tell Signed a deal with the Devil - Then I told him to go straight to hell I’d like to take you by your hand - And bash your skull in with a bat I’d like to cut you down to size - While...

You're so pretty when you lie lovesongs always make me cry i don't think you have a choice there's no truth left in your voice remember when we used to laugh just try to forget all that wear my heart upon your lips i hope it tastes just like shit! Just call m...

Remember you are MORTAL - remember you will DIE within this moment of TRUTH you must prove yourself DIVINE... And when salvation comes, the water always RISES the devil hides his face and smiles in his DISGUISES [Chorus:] NO MERCY, PITY OR LOVE ALL PRAY IN TH...

Destroy me as want turns to need you murder me just to watch me bleed. I live inside... my own make belief, I sacrifice... what you can't see I'm hissing mad and I'm dripping wet. I have no father, I have no pet and I'll be damned the day I die your antimuse y...

Last night I had a dream I was drowning again You grabbed my hand and pulled me to safety As I looked into your eyes I saw my saviour The person that I knew had been there all along Just waiting for the chance to kill me We kissed and my mouth started to bleed...

Your mouth blooms like a cut sweet and full of sin I prick myself on your thorns and I bleed within your leaves fade to brown and I watch you die in my torture garden under blacksunshine. My beautiful flower he loves me not he loves me he loves me not he loves...

You're one of them You say that you're my friend But you're one of them You don't want to see me live You don't want me to give Cos you're one of them My war You're one of them You say that you're my friend But you're one of them I might not know what a frien...

There was a boy, a very strange enchanted boy They say he wandered very far, very far, over land and sea A little shy and sad of eye, but very wise was he And then one day, a magic day he passed my way And while we spoke of many things, fools and kings This he...

Just get off...Fucker! You'll find in the mind of a throat that's soar The beauty of horror Misunderstood by those who feared her If you listen...you will hear... Nazimova Nazimova Nazimova You can speak through me Did not do...What they told you to and I won...

You leave a DIRTY TRAIL... so obvious like the REST, but it's easy to find you when you're living WAY OUT WEST! Don't cut your mouth on a sharp tongue, better watch out what you SAY! I'm not so nice today, it hasn't gone away YET... And I'm not going nowhere -...

I know you think you know me... from all of the MAGAZINES... Everybody loves a good comeback story... but that's really not my SCENE... I don't wanna be the love you LOVE, you'll just hate me again next MONTH... Let's not pretend that we are FRIENDS - I DON'T...

It seems you're always looking for a new religion drown youself in absolution to excuse your sins nowadays it's easy to be swayed by images portrayed there is nothing you wont do... To get paid so full of shit you make me sick post noise revelation cult of my...

It was a long time ago longer now than it seems. A place that perhaps that you have seen in your dreams... welcome to my world, is it what you thought it would be? I am trapped inside this hell between blood queen and purgatory a coop filled covered hall, a ta...

Defamation of character on a certain demographic Pro-user friendly Teen pornographic Superficial substance Sick narcissistic Bullshit by numbers Gone crazy bizkit Radio silence Can't keep us quiet Radio Silence De-pro-gram and...Riot! Radio silence Can't keep...

Daughters of Mara - cast this net into the SHALLOW Drag the water - personalities so HOLLOW Underneath the surface - cowards tell their tales of WOE Count your casualties so clever - NOTHING STAYS BURIED FOREVER! [Chorus:] TELL YOUR GOD TO READY FOR BLOOD WOR...

Woke up today and saw our life flash right before our eyes Were left for dead but once again from ashes we will rise The truth will set us free and when it does make no mistake We’ve died a million times and we’re too strong for you to break So arrogant your...

Through the eyes of VANITY, CHAOS AND ANARCHY - you come to me with open arms still NEEDING... HAVE LAMB WILL MARTYR - HAVE LAMB WILL SLAUGHTER LET ME LAY MY HANDS UPON YOU AND BRING YOU TO YOUR KNEES! [Chorus:] RELIGIOSITY - DEDICATION AND BELIEF - YOUR GOD...

I feel the skies open wide see your blue eyes when worlds collide you're by my side it's hard to lie sometimes i've cried... Wished it was me wished it was me who died... I can see you in the sunshine i feel you where i stand i can see you in the bright light...

Dis...honest you came with your first kiss blue eyes sold me your heavenly presence something was suffocating me...couldn't breath had no idea that you would ever deceive i tried to believe all the things that you taught me christ like images of truth...they s...

I have scars on my body From using myself... abusing myself... In sickness and in health I have bruises on my body which go away withtime But remain in my mind forever as a constant reminder Of the last man I loved... loathed... left... I have the word truth o...

I’m sick to death of people trying to fit in Commercialized into meaningless trends The politics and the making amends That’s why I’ve got more enemies than friends January screams bring back memories Ghosts from the past and other good stories Immortal...

Sick sick with disease deny addiction down on my knees feed my affliction scared to believe my own decisions eager to please distorted visions breathe life need life breath life keep life lie and decieve with no emotion false promises loss of devotion scarred...

The forecast said it would be sunny I guess they got it wrong It's raining again in Silverlake And I need to hear my song The one that puts me in the mood To spill my guts and talk to you Saves me from my self-inflicted worry When I do... oh, You're asleep rig...

Got her photo with her CHRIST and his autograph TONIGHT kissed his lips and held his HAND, told her friends she's with the BAND... MISTER INNOCENT I'M SURE - SHE'S TOO YOUNG AND IMMATURE! SINCERITY IS THE NEW VULGARITY! [Chorus:] Come on baby you don't wanna...

Are you ready? come on, yeah! Come on baby cause we're going DOWN - tearing up this whole damn TOWN... light it up and take a HIT - COME ALIVE AND SHAKE THAT SHIT! [Chorus:] HERE WE GO, WE'RE AT IT AGAIN - LIVING FAST YEAH SIN AFTER SIN BEEN HELD DOWN FOR WAY...

I watch the buzzards gather, But no ones dead today, Like sheep they follow after, And promise not to stray, I'm spilling open, Inside my house of leaves, It doesn't matter what's been said, It's what my heart believes It seems the hive is buzzing the bees p...

I put my trust in you and you betrayed me took what i gave you and fuckin raped me but you can't kill me... It's not that easy i'm still standing still breathing! Spitfire spite hate spit all the shit you talk right back in your face i spit liars i spit names...

It doesn't matter what i say doesn't matter what i do i don't really give a fuck about you nowadays it's all fake put some make up on your face lookin like a fuckin chick in lipstick there is nothing here for me dressed up in your new disease hollywood is full...

What was i thinking when i shut my mouth? Open it wide...let the shit come out! What was i thinking when i shut my mouth open it wide let the shit come out... Be my nuse as i scream for you kill my mood like you always do your only as strong as your weakest l...

Please, please forgive me - there was no way I could go... I drown my sorrows underwater - IN THE SNOW! AND I'M TIRED OF LYING! I'M TRIED OF TRYING! I'M TIRED OF LIVING! I FEEL LIKE I'M DYING! [Chorus:] IN MY SUMMER OF HELL I SWEAR I WON'T TELL IN MY SUMMER O...

One two Freddy's commin' for you, three four better lock your door, five six grab your crucifix... something wicked this way comes premeditated evil numbs cartoon kids crayola smiles children of the korn fed styles but I don't buy your lies I see through your...

Sometimes I feel I've got to run away, I've got to get away from the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share seems to go nowhere and I've lost my light for I toss and turn I can't sleep at night.... Once I ran to you, Now I'll run from you,...

Dear "Mr"... "Your Name Here" Don't think we'll forget how you managed to... Be so full of...SHIT! It's just another day in L.A. Just another day...so I'll say... Its just another day in L.A. Hollywood IS SO...FAKE! Tell us lies...we believe you Close your ey...

Under a black and starry sky Make my peace and say goodbye Dig the grave and watch it die Bury this in my mind Within a stream of consciousness Cold is so intense My fingers freeze but my language vents The unintended consequences of complicated friendships O...

This is what you call me... I strike terror among men I can't be bothered with what I think I bare my cross, my soul, myself I forgive ... but I never forget I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form But I can't handle myself with the best of you as well as...

It takes a lot to get me down when I'm high I know you're no... friend of mine I can see the devil in your eyes Look at me I'm Jesus Christ All alone so throw your stones At my words and lovely bones Blood that’s red and mouth that’s mean RAISE YOUR FUCKING HA...

The soulless beast he came to feast upon our hearts with sin He took the form of many men and called himself a friend His charming words they lead us to believe and follow him We couldn’t see his teeth but we could feel his grin The abomination - That causes...

LATE AT NIGHT I WATCH AS THE SUN COMES UP - THE BREAK OF DAY IS NOT ENOUGH, WAS I REALLY DEAD?! AND I REMEMBER HOW I FELT THIS TIME LAST YEAR - WONDER WILL IT DISAPPEAR SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE... [Chorus:] NEVER LET GO OF THAT FIERY SADNESS, THROAT FULL OF HEAR...

Well I've been bad, yeah I'm the worst I'm a creep, yeah, I'm a jerk Touch me I'm sick I won't live long, and I'm full of rot Gonna give you girl, everything i got Touch me I'm sick Touch me I'm sick Come one baby, come with me If you don't come If you don...

Pure self contained i can feel the weight of my body as my voice strains densensatized from beauty scenes the enemy is the fear that falls inbetween insomniac i sleep awake displaced from my unconsious state unmanageable refuse to break i talk back everyone ne...

Well I know you're the money honey don't tell ME, If you get it here in ten you'll get it for FREE... And we can give it a floor run, see if it plays... 'cause you're a tall drink of water baby, you're so made! This is how I do ah... THIS IS HOW I DO! [Chorus...

It’s all about the basking in the perfect calm The storm is finally passing – You can’t admit you’re wrong We all have our silent unspeakable memories That we do not choose to share but with a few Today’s inspiration comes from you I feel the discontent - But...

Now I can tell by the way you came in - You’re just dying to be famous Strung out on your own reflection – In desperate need of attention So high on hope you’re wasted - So close you can almost taste it So yesterday you’re faded - Welcome to LA….you’ve made it...

Talk to me Tell me...I'm not skinny "Rockstars have to be thin I'm afraid" you wanna know...how much I weigh? WHAT? weightless you can't market me faceless So blind you can't see Showcasing we played for your ego that follows me...wherever I go FUCK! weight...