Life Of Agony

I used to spend my time thinking I'll be fine Murder isn't crime, I witnessed you commit and smile Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybod...

Am I to blame? If I won't speak her name, if I won't face her grave Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame Since you're gone, I've never felt the same Well maybe I'm just a bad seed Of the family I'll get my sleep without tear-stained sheets And I'll never c...

You came to me with this and now I've been robbed I bit off my fingertips and why'd I even get involved gave all I had to give but that wasn't good enough but that wasn't good enough lift yourself off that shelf you're not in this alone no matter how...

Why do I feel so alone in a crowd of people I know Is it wrong to feel so insecure so unappealing? Why walk around in disquise with a fake grin on my face? What would it prove? What would I gain? I'd still feel so out of place Damned if I do Damned if I...

Forget everything I've said before, I don't feel that way today Forget everything I've felt before, I felt it come yesterday I'm comfortable feeling miserable And I never want to change X 2 Forgive me for I know not what I've done or what I'll do Forgiv...

Bitch, bitch such a lonely bitch, bitch sitting On my bed-more lonely then you know Wish, wish- Wish I could've been something More than this- Something I could've shown Missed, missed- Wish I didn't slip, slip- Wish I didn't piss- Off everyone I know...

Won't you come see about me? I'll be alone dancing, you know it baby Tell me your troubles and doubts Giving everything inside and out Love's strange so real in the dark Think of the tender things that we were working on Slow change may pull us apart W...

They'll make you or break you They'll swallow you whole They'll find you and bind you To every word that they own But you know yhat you need them So you continue to feed them So I hope that you're in this For all the right reasons They can't make you f...

No one knows what it's like No one knows how it feels Nothing else could compare to the fears I fear And I've never been on my own Struggling all alone And all I have are these clothes on my back and this song I never had much I never believe I could be...

Lend me your ears And i reveal all my fears Eyes open wide but tell me, i’m alive? Cold stain glass faces watching me breathe patiently Don’t close the coffin, don’t turn your back on me Here I am, Here I Stay, Remember Me Here I am, Here I Stay, Reme...

And it was never enough And it was never enough now That heroin stuff Traveling through Daddy's arm now And it was never enough And it was never enough now That heroin stuff Traveling through Daddy's arm now Cuffed in that junk who knows if I would su...

I'm feeling like I'm still in the same old situation I'm speaking but no one's listening, it's the same old conversation But I know there's no hope But I know there's no hope I'm waiting for something, something to happen I'm hating procrastinating but I...

I wonder how it would be if my mother was still around The type of talk The relationships we could have had The three of us Me, you, and dad My mouth went dry My stomach felt queasy too So empty and scared It's all because of you A dead body that turn...

I know my days are numbered I've been in and out of phase But these days keep passing me by Good never comes my way Try to sit back and relax Try and think of something good Something else Something pure I can't but know I should Things I should have...

I was beating my head in, head in Against the wall I was beating my brains dead, brains dead Against it all 

If you're looking to tell it all And save your soul I know what you can do You can start by letting me in So we can begin To mend these salted wounds You Sacrifice You Sacrifice And if we bleed It's Justified And I can't look into your face It's b...

Don't toss me out like your last cigarette I'm of your own Bled my way up from under it Trying to fill that hole But down ya go... Hold me brother Take your finger off the trig- Let it go-OH let it go If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off-t...

You give what you get Nothing more and nothing less Smile when needed to Speak when spoken to I won't lead you astray I won't lead you astray Candyman... Take what, what you need As long as it's free Come run away with me We'll run far away I won...

In the stillness of the night My eyes are closed My mouth is wide And I couldn't see her face Her beautiful hair And I couldn't recognize She looks at me cold She probably don't know Who I am, mommy it's me It's Keith, you had me back when But some...

If I knew what to do I'd do it If I knew where to go I'd get there someday If I knew how to fly I'd fly away and forget about life for a while But it never is that easy To just pick up and go And do as you're told 'cause life never works out that way...

Willing to start again, Willing to give another try. Willing to pretend but still so dead. Willing to Comprehend Willing to give up all my pride Willing to forget but still so dead And it's Starting to take its toll And it's starting to unwind But the quicker...

We've got the method of groove that grabbed your attention Now that you're aware we're gonna give you the message My father taught me many things Living deaf, dumb, & blind will get you nothing So listen up and hear what I have to say It's never too late t...

A little older, little wiser With every breath I learn just a little more And with all I've seen, I've finally made up my mind Enough of this world Enough blood in these eyes So, so, so sick of this life It's about time that I realized Release this hate from...

I look in the mirror and guess what I see A baby blue eyed spirit who seeks your everything My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself My mind is dangerous, that's who I'll always...

You cut me back down to size Whenever you decide Can barely stand the sight Of your plastic grin against the light With a forceful hand we collide No one refrains,no one survives No one survives justified If you're looking to tell it all And save your...

There's blood on the floor And you're not even moving Don't really know if it's mine or yours But you aint moving Eyes are ide as you grin at me You know there's a place that you'd rather be But if you should die and I survive How could I go on knowing...

You'll sleep soon, try to dream Don't you worry about a thing He'll be home before you know Don't you worry, it's only two years away Till you'll see the only remains of your family And as the moon douses upon my window I wonder where you've been crawling in A...

From day one I could not comprehend Was it us, was it me, or was it them? Friends will come and go as it seems And now I have no shoulder on which to lean Still I do not understand You break your back for something Well where's the fans? Show me - respect And...

I got the razor at my wrist 'cause I can't resist I've got this fever burnin' fist That does as I wish But when I get downtown And see what's around I just know there's got to be A better place to be found I said oh, come on baby, oh, come on The river runs r...

It disturbs me to see that you're growing old It concerns me to be the one you want to hold Too busy running on fuel Thand God you made it through Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold Lost as father and son Bring us back togeth...

Strung out strung out again I'm looking for that second chance I've reached out I've reached out for friends I think I know how the story ends if this world has let you down then leave it if you're lost among the crowd, defeated if you can't see past yo...

The calm that disturbs you!! You don't think I've done a thing for you It's ok it's ok And you drag yourself about You creep along, along you creep anyway It's ok and the awakening storm that breaks There's nothing more I can say I can say See my heart I...

Dear son, daddy's never coming back home he's passed on, claim him as one of your own my mind's numb, nothing has been clearer than this they found him on the road, he couldn't get in and I know, papa never intended for this to drag me, down into this bot...

Was it me? honestly Turn away from my purity Never look back and don't look ahead At those lies that night or empty promises It's the blood in your tears The pain in your veins The lies, the cries, only the Only the stain remains Everyday-i live it E...

When all is said and done I'll always be your son But all is not forgiven Well I'm on my knees pleading Just 'cause I'm grown you think I don't need Much more than what you've ever given me [CHORUS] So when we gonna get together Seems there's no time f...

You've got that look in your eye again It's working overtime Worried about where I'm gonna spend my life But it's much too late, it's much too late Oh it's much to late to start picking fights You said: where ya been, where ya from Where ya going to, wh...

Have you ever woke up screaming? Have you ever woke alone? When the walls around you won't stop laughing Where do you go? Sweat seeps in your eyes at night And you realize That no one understands you at all Well I was bound to have a nervous breakdown...

If you don’t walk with me, I will walk alone Hard enough to believe in myself When I know they don’t believe in me Unwilling to change for society I’ll be who I wanna be I wanna tear it up, tear it out Get my aggression out This is what we’re here for, contr...

This cancer is killing me As much as it's killing you If it takes you away from me I don't know what I would do Just try for some peace of mind But it's so hard to find It's so hard to just sit and wait And wait some more Staring at the door Skim thro...

If tomorrow never shows I want you all to know That I loved you all, you're beautiful And I had myself a ball I've wasted so much precious time Been skating along these fine lines Now these weeds have grown where the sun once shone And my life has pass...

Sooner or later-I thought that a savior Would come to save us all It seems that he left us-to fend for ourselves Just to try to make us strong How can I face another day Knowing he's done me wrong Should've known what those wolves have wanted Never tol...

Is there something wrong with me? Ripping through the walls Tearing at the doors of education Not that it's my fault I just can't help but sort Through the pieces Secluded from the whore I focus at the board - I'm out of focus There must be a way There's got...