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Your devoted slave That's me being classified again Where lovers are meant to trust each other I go out of my way I try to please that's all I can As your hunger feast on what I bring And what I bring - Is yours Devoted Slave I will obey Hit the lights and...

A child is missing Let me be the first I'll guide you to heaven My little sister Wont be long now Have a little faith I'll ease your passing Her spirit whispers Stupid mistake Mama cries That seventies game Such a sin A child is missing Couldn't face life A...

Unborn children, follow me Empty graveyards you will see Tonight the world will be my castle Eternal power obeys the only master Breaks the sun against black skies Spills the darkness in synthetic man's eyes You are blinded by my pernicious work You are blinde...

This is not a game - I've already lost I'm being followed in the dark In my domain, will not return And harmony, won't let me win Your silent scream Feed off my heart The heating sun I burn along Don't come for me I won't be here - anymore I tried...

As the man I am, I dislike More purities and feelings send Into the extacy I hate Nobody controls me Maybe it's because nobody wants to Anyway They watch the terror In a maze full of gray we shall rest Incomplete, fictive mirror Enchanting the way, I do at my...

A song of myself It would be a challenge Could hold my fears and hopes or mere destroy them Evolve around my home Grow into the spirit Would face the different times I've met with fate and lost Lost without being found My soul is still at search In a song of...

The pill will find its way We care for new beginnings It's time to let it go The road is painted red In blood We shall overcome Du kennst die Liebe nicht Don't let me down again I'm not low all will see Calling me Game has changed and of time All...

Soon the sick part is here The part where I must feel Awakened by my thoughts Of the impending end Alone - I face the cross I have no friends - not here Carry on - you die alone My desperation grows - It's showing Ill tempered, Ill disposed - of the forgotte...

Dead When I speak free you hurt me And not all innocent Just try and I'll hang on We're another kingdom dead Dead A while for you to notice We cannot live this way I will no longer play My love has died today Dead 

Feel me, flirting Soulless, searching In chaos, hatred Drowning Finding only God And nothing remains In my despicable life As I reach for the cross Carry my name Satan, follow Peaceful, hollow Addiction, needy Fortress Housing only me All my pitifulness We...

Lately I've been in the mind of all Who fought a little battle The pill I am of all drugs I only wanna help and I say Feel me easy Life is hell Teach you to see There is no sin Once you've popped you wont return A few of us and life's all good Split decision...

Not an eye was dry in that second called my defeat all the friends have lied but at least i'm not strapped to my seat hey go away don't want you to stay you'll find that inner hate hey go away i believe in me you slept when i was awake it's me who...

Baby. Come on let it rain, shower me with blood, blood from your parade. You know, that I will never fall. I can see the truth. I'm not seared. Just like a child, when you make me feel. Lost of innocence, all between the sheets. And now you cry, that's why I d...

It's in your eyes A painful scar is made Even if we're over One wish burn me wicked And though I know we're better I'm lost in the dream The only girl - my friend Smart, to visit my bed If you die I'll never It's funny how you believe Burn me wicked Help me...

[To William, (Pelle & Bertram). Translated postcard. Written in Como - Italy March 2005] Hey I felt I really touched you And in ways also new to me I sang a full house back then You can tell your brothers And you can say your daddy was a fool But he n...

In This Land We Are Strong Vikings - Blue Eyes Through The Times, Prove Us Wrong Dark Sun, Dark Minds, Grey Cities, Dark Times And When I Look Upon The Sun The Sight I See Is Frightening The End Of Time Has Just Begun My Baby Left Horse In This L...

Hidden in shadows of light, when the curtain's pulled looked at with eyes sayings all, about direfulness Should have preferred the comfort of nondisclosure Slayed by pre-existence Sweetheart, come here, touch me, I'm still me the making of lies is not all to...

God speed You're an angel Deceived She's whipping again Erotic games of heart and how to play Your slave or mistress no comfort to your name She'll be coming at dinner tonight I feel I am yet reborn Destroyed Memories of a man Uncovered By a woman in black...

There's no door in these cold walls surrounded by the infinite My card is reading cardiac my thoughts won't seem to comprehend Why? The lost sentence, in varieties of religious experience The truth: a direful legacy, has driven me to my knees I'm hurt Pschi...

Lost inside, false memories Of feeling Hades You'll feel in vain Atrocities yet awake Die kingdom Die all that's fake You all forget what they are here about Justice Long awaiting life that second time You lie Maybe wrong, but will never quit Faker Descend i...

Slay them, retrieve their souls Make them bleed, internally and out Suffer slow, let nothing remain Harvest the wrath, emphasize pain Apply the pressure Crank it up Look at the eyes Think they're popping out And with a gentle hand You will sweep the...

I tortured Another buck I threw it in The machine, but it won't pay me back I laugh at you and what you feel You knocked me over, kept it real My love for you has more than died I hate you now, I curse your eyes And in our darkness You still see some good in...

Head thunder lights My feelings distorted I sense the pleasure, the goat in me Fuck Start flogging the fuckin' dead horse You know you want to Start fuckin' the flogged dead horse You know you've got to Stare, smile, beat the tradition up Back to basics a t...

So will you notice please, this statement made in anger. I've traveled many years, just for you to turn your head away. Cannot be any clearer: this time I end it all. My mind has played the tricks. And for you I will no longer crumble. Take care and don't ever...

A change of seasons is upon the lands Though summer warmth is lingering My heart is cold, my soul has died In this psychotic maze dies my wishsong And heaven's well has just dried out Forbidden poetry Led to depressions by winds Blowing summer into fa...

We are the children Can see to our might With possible hate We joint in the fight And so the end We align Our innocent souls Come let us go In from the rain Under a sky We will survive Born in the cold Planning our fall Swarming in heat To con...

I'm going down, just needed to say With the feeling over, all out of the way And I can see you're hurting Even more than me When the system tatters, trying to break free Let's go You simplify, all of my lies When you tell our friends, that I'm dead G...

Teach me, plant the flowers Embed the dream of you and I Shower me for hours My mind has so many things I wanna see I can't deny my feelings - but I will deny the cross My path of solitude Are spoken by the few Who'll never come to terms With what happened her...

The sun will never rise again And Satan is my only friend In freedom I will never trust Humanity forever lost The circle spins, around we go Where it ends, I don't know In evil you cannot rely All my needs I'll satisfy Possessed - I am possessed In m...

[spoken words in Danish] Hell Another part of me, waits inside that room Forever held against my own way to live My body shakes the head, and thoughts are dripping out Inspire you to take them in or throw them out Help me, to be Chase away my fear and...

Not an eye was dry In that second I called my defeat All the friends have lied But at least I'm not strapped to my... seat Hey go away Don't want you to stay Hey go away I Believe in me You slept when I was awake It's me who rule the morning Don't...

It's time to spill the wrath Take care of ends that meet In silence overcome The fragile won't stay long To stay will matter much Alone I pray Burn the right faith now Silent time Eating up Face the grey Tormenting In the night Coming down Feel...

When we visit at the grave There's no telling what was you And the light takes us away The stormy tension The ill advise A bringer not of truth only lies The necromancer Is not a dancer Too long I've been withhold Crack the shell Flee the church F...

Ich bin verloren in Berlin Das tempo des lebens Sohn der welt Brauche keine Tarnung Trotz der kälte der nacht Bin Ich Verloren in Berlin Wir wollen Unser Schicksal bestimmen Unsere einfache Vision Von Wissen Mein grösster Schmerz und Luxus Dreh dich nicht We...

Slowly. Let me take you down my life. To make you learn about the facts, there's not so many, you won't fall. And if you do I'll pick you up. If all the world could see me for who I am, there would be no more panic. If all the world could forgive and just forg...

Din mor hun stod på flisen Din far var en si Du voksed' op med klø og tæsk Af tænder har du ti Du har altid været en taber Du tager din egen vej Af venner har du ingen Men et band er til for dig I-L-L-D-I-S-P-O-S-E-D [x4] Die eierlosen nutten Kommen aus'm s...

this view our castle burnt Feels so strange abnormally Take 'em all and feel decay In the woods we hide for days There's no reliving forever lost I shall not feel nor will I live Step up the system release the edge And all you dread be realized As yo...

it's sick mama - but it's back down on your knees you'll scream and i'll laugh. the sickest i can be come on baby you'll learn my name it's pain - it's your gain - just fucking go away i'll introduce you honey inside where creatures come and go in sear...

You're obsessed with this breeze of mine You'll sell your soul to the other side Without asking the price To share his inheritance You gotta remember man proposes (God disposes) What shall it profit a man If he should gain the whole world And lose his own sou...

i'm on with the raindrops but there's yet another sound now could it be that jeff that fucking prick who you owe some money from the from the bet that you lost to that fuck jeff who works down the studio paranoia taken in temper rises paper thin evil...

Just let me say this Johnny man, you hold my utter most respect. And in my vision we are brothers. It's you and us against the world. Don't be scared now Johnny man, what said is said and I regret. We need to hold this together now. We need need to set this on...

I see you coming from behind with you lack of morals, it was expected though. So what if I've done the things you're telling the world? I will not I will not change. Just come and get me. Intensifies the lullabies you're telling all your kids, about the man wh...

Together now we celebrate The nights when we're alone We pray for the world to go away That world which was grown into tormention and hate Life equals power in shaking old hands Patting their baby, the atomic power plant As we stand by and watch this cretinism...

I find the beauty of flowers pathetic I'm tired of your "sparkling" eyes Why don't we just both admit it Control Your face Shocked Emptiness It wasn't meant to be this world of lies I always wanted something better The facts of life has been hidden and disgu...

In every sad way I still look at your name Why won't you join us? How could you leave? When will you see, when will you find out Stop asking where we should be I lost my place in life When will you find out, if I am the one Just set me free Be my lig...

Like cancer Spreading through the system There's no life for us No chance of our survival All hope Locked out Destroyed By something like Like Cancer Raped by the Devil You need me The Poison Spreading in my hull There's no life for me No way I can survive...

Love is tasted bitter Bitterness at play Scorched baby fears the fire Emotions come to stop Fear not - I miss you always Don't wanna change this fact I shook the devils hand When you stood by my side Bitter Life is tasted bitter I see that you're a mess Fig...

Grey sky over black town The rain, has set me wondering from here Through pain, slowly watching the decay A timeless victim of inner strength With memories expanded Into the graves my friend (they are meeting at the graves tonight) Just decay And new rising...

Infected dream Awake bur holding back at me In twisted terms From silence we must learn A force of might protecting the church With all your tears Will heal the winter Created plans are yet to fall Protect the children Living on the edge Am scared...

Is it thirteen? Is it number ten? 1971. When life had just begun. Is it my brother? Born in '79. My two-year daughter, or the one I left behind. They lie and smile insist. Better place wanted. I can feel your eyes, burning, in my mind. Expire. Dead. Running. P...

"You are my life", she said as I looked "And there ain't no way in which I celebrate That I live, only you the reason for me" Fuck that you smelly slut cause, there ain't no way I'm going down that road with you bitch I'm much better looking than that A very...

He will lead you to the end Like you lead a horse to water I myself was gluttonous man Disembodied by the Lord Spring my life is led astray Forced by melancholy and hate I've got my soul misplaced But I know who seals my fate He tells me poetry And lets me sp...

A silent dream A memory forgotten Just as weird as you and me A ship well built, without a sea In this phase I face you all SUMMER - is my name But no such thing as sun in my life All things rotten The hate in your eyes A new thing fallen Never comp...

This is how we rule purely Riding again And to fail we are sure There is no end No more devil to show Knowing what we repent In the light of our dark Will be no giving in Be the might of my sword Killing again To deliver the fight And to win Ris...

More power to the people from beyond. What I used to say... Won't leave the job half done We'll take another round Never saw it coming The boys are back in town Wake up We're about to land And we've tightened our act No more time for that mellow cr...

I'm cornered It's great to believe That someday, not just any day I will play Mainly hypothetic, and pathetic She's undressed My heart's in vein Unfortunate I've lost Her fingers fickels me My trust She's not worthy I cannot Explain how it is A sex drug Whi...

Just once... never saw this clear before You had your way with time and with a laughter for a smile The things I could forgive, were passed by lightyears You say there's no more love And with a 666 I leave our home Never promised never noticed Never to be by...

Back then she got me my heart was aching we lied and lied we talked the nights away don't know what's wrong my life or just me don't see a way out can't deal with the pain but now we're history stories told in a playful kind of way too much too lo...

Bjarne er syg Astrid - hold dig væk Men det er først når man sætter ham sammen med det sindsyge sved svin til Svend at det går helt galt. [from a danish movie "De grønne slagtere" ("The Green Slaughters")] Lidt ved siden af, er vel en meget god måde. Til at b...

The thought of denying Never crossed my mind Of people crucifying I feel you all the time Because you are my hate Refusing the ring I can't even argue On a clouded morning A slowly acceptance Now closer to god The parting of angels My kind has no...

Love ain't nothing but sex misspelled every one must go around the tree of purity and sadness raised by seed from higher ground the germs decay and as she left the promise of the rot as one who bore the pollen highest wind will will dance as I meet my god Mem...

My brother I watch over you, though you tore up my life Am free, and tonight reborn Inside the shade of a burning spoon People empty their souls Higher Lifting us higher Ejecting our sin Spiking the blood Decay starts to rot I'm losing you The gallow It's i...

You call my name It sounds like Summer My feelings are uptight But they'll survive We speak again Not with each other Though I must admit We shared good times Good, times, Rome were built Words, thrown, fall betrayed Our, faith, just collided We, feel, so al...

I say: To be living brings me down In a way, I'm what you call a pimp Soap won't wash away your shame I'll sell, whatever there's to be sold In hell, I'd sell my own poor soul Where are you going with that mask I found you You're running through the world Th...

Come on, I'll help you I'll save you, regain you and feel you Didn't mean to, wasn't intended To make you wanna cry Listen, yeah listen You got to, you need to, I want you I'll satisfy your every need If you satisfy me That's the way I am, I am he Two hearts...

I sense the darkness To me it's real And so the purity of sadness For me a better deal When you think of the devil You better think of me Your own best companion The only way to be The gods pause To contemplate your fate Take a look at the horizon Tell me w...

When a girl who never lies Start spilling from her eyes You better listen in respect Could be the worst one yet And this girl who've never done Other people any wrong Are led to her defeat Revenge what he did From what she said, and all you know, don't turn t...

Nowadays I go blind when they say there's more to our lives then all the death and misery in which I dwell and has my needs Should say I believe in me should make some sense in my life But with a dark wind in my face I admit I'd rather be dead But in the dar...

He drained the life of my haunted soul Pretended to be my friend Acted like my brother Who currently lives in Hell Sacrificed I am by the devil who I once believed Hail Satan, praise the lord and be deceived Strength in moral man lays in the part of denial F...

I've cleaned out my closet. But to be here and start again, it's almost like it'll never end. You see me as a form and not the man I really am. It takes some company, but not from you. It brings me down. Misery. Factory. Misery. There's a sale at the misery fa...

Obscure night. Telling lies Catastrophe Even money She's beautiful. A guy can see. Catastrophe. Telling lies. And we are just seeking And we are. A real, Satan telling lies. Reality. Catastrophe. The more we look. The more we lie. The more we take. She's beaut...

They find a pleasure in killing The things we love They torture I sense the darkness I sense the pain And we are innocent again Our lust for life is at an end Inside the church we're hiding Seeking revenge but do not say Blasphemous No one will challenge the...

I'm sorry honey Our ships are about to leave Not waiting for funny Battle awaits sword in my hand In my heart We wait Then land Now screaming Battle planned Invited to see Climb to the top the taking of land Never enough It's never enough The...

She knows And she's out to get me The one - I did betray She's now a foe The Trust Is but a memory apart The way I spend my time I lack control She Knows And she prepares to see me off To a place where I lie no more With a bitter thought I realise I brought...

Move your ass, clear the way I need to pass without delay Remove my clothes as I run I hope the act has not begun I run along this open road My goal is set: a rocking boat In which she lives and has her way With boys like me - except they pay I try t...

Always placed you on the side I don't care what other people say This gives me higher meaning Better learn or just give in Go on now, hold your head Higher than any man Feel the flow, get with it Take what you never had Feed the hole, never choke Eve...

Master and servant We're cuffed and whipped No stress or body armour Anticipations high This ain't a lie The role as mortal slave We see it every day Could call it by name There's a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me lik...

Buying time too blind to see My figure staring back at me I wish my death would crack my shell I wish to God, I wish to Hell All this time I swore my faith To what was bad, I contemplate A session made, a circle hard A ring of evil taking part Too unlikely I...

Go My footprints are bigger than yours In all aspects of life To follow, to feel, to be one I need you to be more than this I need your promise That you will try To see the world Out of my eyes This is my winter - I'm all depressed Be a witness to my decay...

let's go to hell high powers stare at my still face the devil rocks tonight the devils in his place you know the way i feel about these things, when i go down and lose the power to command an ancient force of might play at my feelings and dare me to see...

Change the pace, move away Breathing down your neck My eyes are set on your defeat No chance to escape Stop running - turn around Stop running - turn around Stop running - better let me win Return, best give in Stop running - turn around Now it's ti...

I've climbed your mountains Sailed down your seas I've seen the sunlight set in your eyes I filled with lies Now, can you help me? Regain my sights Fill me with what I need To make my life complete Strange follows Strange follows me Plain and hollow The stra...

15 years ago I saw it coming The end of things that were - what are we coming to? I saw the evil, lurking in the shadows Protecting me so violently - killing on a Sunday And in this place of mine, you're coming through Laughing, teasing, spitting, biting - al...

It starts so slowly The hurting end Given no way to escape We face the nothingness To unwind in our time To see the the other place In my prints you will walk Take cover now Please try to hide No second life All innocent The summers and Wake up...

Just pain Where I go My way I saw it all Hiding from my enemies This time the end was near I'm fighting possibilities I'll find at the end of my fear Taking the final step tonight Losing my breath just can't deny Stood strong Stand tall I'm gone...

Bitter modern child, with your dreams tugged around you The dreams so cold, they are mine With the prospects they haunt you My ache is hidden In read lights I see you, and your hate About time you found me Your hand in mine In dark rooms we're hurting Through...

The key to my salvation Lies in Where ever I'm able To show my true self The key is to let the Poison Out now That for so long Has been eating my heart Shine on you crazy diamond The field of my preservation Takes in I slowly walk the pace Suited for my sou...

Uncertainty - belongs to me The way it feels - confirming it Inspired mist - enfolds the land The devils plan - now unveiled Fire, burning down our souls, we crumble Evil, starting to take toll, on me Mortal, will forever die, tonight You show, a helli...

I drank the poison My fear of it has been admitted They're singing a song of my lost love They are soon to discover my true soul Digging Keep on digging Drank the poison Keep on digging Pushing me Keep on digging Drank the poison 

And when we dream Converted nightmare Words are shallow You never cared And when we touch I'm never frightened I need the taste - the taste of you When I submit You are my master This is no game We never play I'm so lost Have you noticed? All for the taste -...

The tension! It fills me up with powers This final step is tortured I can't explain the feeling I get from you this night A nightmare show Played on me A new beginning The More I See The Poison Is spread by words of hatred We argue more than devils I can't f...

With a hunger to see To find out, what you heard about We move, just you and me We go to places out of reach Finding what others left for weeks And we will share within ourselves Come let us join another fool The evening wearing as we melt Into mirror...

More power to the people from beyond More to give to the rightful only one You look at me then you look into the sky I lie I lie I lie I keep on searching for a better way to live The hardest time is the hate I always give I wanna hold you, but there ain't no...

So who look all my passions? Spontaneity released. I guess I never had this, in boredom we believe. I he sun is never shining, and neither are you. Captivity. Willingly. I long for everything. They round you up for Christmas, then Easter takes its toll You re...

Let me bare witness to your end To your defeat It's time to dominate No one can, no one will Assist your every need I am a devil dealing black Knowing you're alone And all of this I will attack Memories will flow It's time to dominate Look who fell...

Enjoying private time Sent away to explore this hole In which we're digging hard Only finding evidence, that you're away And so her brothers came Suddenly, we could feel again Posing not just as a threat Also a way to regret now Keeping us all within...

I've live inside the wreckage long and care not for what others think. The scene is set as I walk alone. To all of you: this is what you get. The time is right, as I scream upon what's mine. No co-existing. My triumph is tonight. Tho those who walk behind me....

Tell all you've learned Pass it onto your friends Demons, pleasure Eyes shut, but still open Too blind to see me By calling out your name I will make you hear or feel It wasn't always so We worked together Breaking your trust Broke also us Too bl...

For nothing at all I will join in your life Put together the pieces You have puzzling my mind I drink to your soul I live in the night An essence of evil Preparing to fight So let go Feel the way we move Tugging at your heart Like I always do To...

I sneak into the house It's four in the morning I had too much to drink Said I was out with my boys I can sense and I can feel A thrilling lust creeping up upon me No time for pleasure, no time for real Is this the way I wanted to be I hit for the bedroom I...

In times of great depression Leaders are chosen in panic But why one without emotions? Machine has taken over man Technicians rule our land Together we must stay against the wardance Keep your faith within your mind The safest place it can be Betrayal in sha...

Music never stopped knowing the way If lies are planted we weed it out in the Music all we had - all we feared Cigarettes are burning, at night we look so pale So pale as we inhale We care not, better look away This represents all that you hate We - it won't...

To see the final sail We go into this alone A misty morning will prevail We come to take your land Sword swinging, blood bringing All winning Out of Scandinavia We do this alone And in the early morning light Vikings come to your town Sword swingi...

This time she got me This time I'm achin' We're riding on the edge Off all she bid me The lies and faking Worst seemed to be her love And then she told me Right in the making You'll never see a child The snow so white Keeps blinding me A year has gone Let i...

Spoken words in Danish and German by Ove Sprogø:] Fru Fernando Møe er død.. Wie Bitte?.. Tot [English translation: Miss Fernando Møe is dead.. Sorry What?.. dead] Weak is your god And I know you feel the same The Trust You put in him - will not repay I look a...

The autumn intimidates your soul My soul has a file in Hell's computer Tapped by another twisted black creation I know because I've seen the third dimension I have seen what this autumn will bring us Why, hear my scream as I fade away The fertile race is so...

war, suffer, and later we will unite pearls, wanted, my back turned here is the fight hate, wine, yeah-yeah baby, here comes the pain you scream at my wrongs but yelling won't make it right in time all you invoked was a game i played so right mind, h...

Another child Fell to earth from guilt and lies Didn't have no sense in life His time is wasted In came the widow black It was a foul attack A letter written as goodbye It's all a lie Courtney You killed Kurt You will go down - be punished I'm the drugs you'...

From the unknown we've arrived With the lost souls on our side Wanna tell you about your lives That we've conquered from behind Join us if you like - down under Have you ever danced with the shadows Of your past life in the moonlight? Depart this life, dawn...

Working class zero It happened to me I thought of us - of what to be You always were better Not careless - not free And then you end up like me A lot of pain at the factory And now it hurts when you wake up Endless life - all hope is gone End this life A w...

hey how are you holding up now? is it the same? i bet it is still haven't found your peace? still on the edge? i bet you are come on man - what can you tell me? i wish i had a god dam life but to say that would be wrong wish my life had just turned ou...

Where have the searching led to Can no one point my way? The wind is blowing hard now To admit would be too hard so we proceed You're an angel of the light For a moment you left my sight No excuse will heal her back to life Death is not the end we carr...

Pushing my way to the end Gain nothing less then a smile All the depressive and sick Completing your lies Burning the face of your hate Placing the coffin at hand All you can do is to dig Eating away You turned the lights out? Unholy ways to fall Y...

In control I never was That would take another year - with you But I don't have any more time I'm on my way out your door - it'll never last And I'm going down Don't care at all I see you burn in hell Burn - I'll see you burn It's like a fantasy outlived Bur...