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always always always always. we breathe in sighs and breathes of desperation. something (something) always seems to make its way in and i end up looking paranoid. i call em out, you can call em out, see if they listen. they never do. something (something) al...

Once more we clearly see you'll choke on 3 words but you won't choke on dick swallowing pride swallow your pride like drunken friday nights whose next? and i'm thinking that this could not be so bad girl eats boy boy eats girl we all get fed ive always viewed...

Our guise is that of an apparition enthralled in the vanity of self-worship our robe our crown as much a part of us as the very marrow in our bones we'll have you begging for your mother in the morning (we grace you with our presence and then we curse you for...

House legs were a road less traveled Parting in ways only we could understand Ok am I just waiting for my world To come crashing down all around me? Knee deep in misery and My own shit I eat my way out to see If I can make it ok Then I say to myself Which w...

I climbed over the tracks I climbed over the fence to our cemetary This is our cemetary High on PCP knuckle deep in that little is left of me Tears stream down my face and I whimper on your grave straddling your grave The chill penetrates but stimulates and fi...

in your room i'm in your head now can you feel it? can you feel this smelling your hair? it's okay that you're the answer that i can't seem to formulate are you claustrophobic? blood is the new fashion when your face shatters like porcelain bullets wounds gape...

I chopped my head off, we make love for hours and hours, I sewed it back on at the neck, just to see what you would say. And I sat there and I thought to myself, I could watch this wall talk for hours, while he talks to me he talks to me about life and first r...

Your gift horse has brought flies and the stench is unbareable i'm left with no option, but to embrace apathy and loneliness hoping that i die i took a train to new york city met a guy who i THOUGHT was pretty tiny strands of skin could never hold a whole be...

It's the sun, it's the sun that's making me smile. Fell asleep in that warm, warm sand. I don't think I ever wanna wake up again. Wake up, carried by ultraviolet waves and very ugly transparent dolphins to an island floating meters above the sea. I am greeted...

Why don't you build yourself any higher temple of flesh? These grounds are disgusting, but your pores are starving maybe we can feed off of conversation. Hunger drives us close to the corpse and impure thought drive us closer to feeding them. But this is just...

i walked over to the edge of space, where mind and matter sip on gin. oversimplified, i miss the way this used to be. i like it natural but i understand your logic: "nothing matters, nothing matters." let's take the first step in understanding that. far less...

Focus, focus, 'cause I can't. I am experiencing a new wave of psychedelia! My eyes, my eyes. Unfamiliar faces and colors. 

I am here, and you are here, but we are not really here at all. Chew them up, build the fort, they won't see where we're hiding. I see the road slipping as our eyes glaze over. Warnings, just keep those blanket and pillows coming, and turn those fucking light...

(We're all gonna die) this ship is gonna sink without it's captain (so take your shit and leave) so take your 21st century telegraphs (so take your shit and leave) and take your keystroked morse code whoa whoa jay kay kay kay if you write to binary long enou...

(we're all gonna die) this ship is gonna sink without it's captain (so take your shit and leave) so take your 21st century telegraphs (so take your shit and leave) and take your keystroked morse code whoa whoa jay kay kay kay if you write to binary long enou...

In the middle of the forest, in the middle of the woods I took off my fuckin’ pants, that’s when Jeff’s mom understood. She’s a chode bearing slut, who gets drunk at bars with balloons and friends as they walk her to her car. In the middle of the forest, I cal...

I wish I could feel so smitten Feel a joy beyond an audible chuckle 

when the line between truths is as shallow as your breath when you sigh all we become are echoes of what we once were like cheap red lipstick and whore house perfume disregard our potential cause honey we've vanquished all those fears and replaced them with lu...

When the line between truths is as shallow as your breath when you sigh all we become are echoes of what we once were like cheap red lipstick and whore house perfume disregard our potential cause honey we've vanquished all those fears and replaced them with lu...

Throw me through this car window and land me outside where i can breathe better and pass away alright this is ill at ease and i worry, i worry oh my god i felt my heart stop i felt my fucking heart stop but were going all the way i only have myself to blame oh...

Is this real is this even real no one above me i am below me gravel and bone am i smiling have i grasped the situation yet I put my hand on my neck in a position where I can feel my pulse on my fingers A strange sense of sadness passes over me Starting at my e...

My fingers brush your lips on On a cold day in June I won't forget anything I disregard every action Between me and you On days that shine And days that gloom 

i've packaged my emotions it's limited edition in the new clear vinyl this one's guaranteed to make you weep with the pretty print oh we'll sell it all with the words that kiss your skin my heart is your collector's edition you wanted pain and you're getting i...

Why are we still sneaking behind the backs of people we dont love anymore? We dont love em anymore. Because I am so sick of living in a bone dry marriage, I dont even know what the fuck I'm even thing anymore, my kids a fucking pervert he smears cum on the com...

Help me understand the behavior we witness this moment. Survey faces. Give them a story a place that they're going. vacation capital here and I'm swimming in death, unbelievable, unbefuckinlievable. just make your rounds, just make your rounds. destroy the ide...

Apparently there are fireworks over the bridge that I can see from my hospital window, and I'm curious.. I am curios how they'll look now that everything is so dark. Cancer rolls around here gently as a tumbleweed, we roll our bloodshot eyes at them and they k...

you are a sunset you paint a perfect portrait and with just one touch i'll be fucking sold i am a ghost i am transparent consider the consequence of a young boy's smile chapped lips and intentions consider the description of a young boy's smile whose every lov...

She sits on the shore, her legs open to the sea, hoping something cleaner washes in. the boats offshore, they moan in heat, dragging their ass on the ocean floor. Oh please just give us a little more of that love we bore our mattress for. The tide it cums and...

You would make the prettiest of brides (oh baby i got you workin from the nine to five) you would make the prettiest rape victim (oh baby i got you workin from the nine to five) goddamn i hope i overdose your mouth is open and better suits a bottle opener than...

I remain docile panic panic despite what you say i am still quite afraid panic may arise there will be no memorial to praise your name panic may arise shut your mouth as every last limb is amputated who knew in ten years you'd just be gone? and i think it's sa...

It feels comforting, apathetic until a situation reaches a point of extreme despair. Merciless, the story goes and it feels great to never really be here, I am morally culpable, and you only have the slightest idea. Paranoid about the evolution of my feelings,...

there's a bat crawling on my neck and it's a big one and it's got your number and it's got mine too and it'd be quite content to feast on you oh my oh my oh my word crawling on my neck then he spoke to me horror horror what i saw wasn't quite what i thought it...

There's a bat on my neck And it's a big one Oh and it's got your number (got your number) It's got mine too (got mine to) And it'd be quite content (be quite content) to feast on you (feast on you) He's crawling He's crawling on my neck He's crawling He's cra...

Everyone around me is a ghost I have this endless expression underneath my skin that goes: "Where am I!? What am I doing!?" and it's very very concerned- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Overworked Underpaid Overworked Underpaid 

It was the faulty foundation said the weeping eyes the architecture bends under pressure the architecture broke over lies they said "just a trend" they said "just a phase" they were right now every person in this place will lose their fucking lives i am a burn...

My brain is thinking funny and I thought you’d relate, I’ve got no money and I smell like shit. Two cockroaches sit on a table gather dust eaves dropping conversation. Stone cold faces, hard hard times. I love life but no pain is annoying, fuck the skeletons i...

open the door spit in my face get on your knees and bleed on me everyone needs to wake the fuck up and witness the sheer atrocity in the powder room i didn't cum the putrid fuck smell of blood and cigarettes wouldn't allow it can you even feel me in you let's...

blood's not enough to give to you blood's not enough to change your mind what's worse is when you're assured that this state could be deemed as something more than what we had to think i'll never see you sleep without rope or tape one is lost and one is gained...

I was so wasted I was a hippie I was a burnout I was a dropout I was out of my head I was a surfer I had skateboard I was so heavy, man I lived on the strand I was so wasted I was so fucked up I was so macked up I was so screwed up I was out of my head I was...

She changes the way I thought of awkward situations when I met the eyes of an arrid woman mayonnaise hair soaked in piss Gumming on the seat before her she shifts her leg with breath of cat food and eyes as sad as the punished infant she leans in my direction...

how's the water let's drown ourselves tonight in sappy goodbyes and witty remarks to keep our smiles from ear to ear let's pretend this isn't killing us i'm comatose not asleep all they are are paper cutouts of what we'll never be and the sunset will not grace...