Hawthorne Heights

3, 2, 1 Blank pages are a loaded gun These phases all end at once Please tell me what you want to hear right now It doesn't matter how These days I can't live without The way you always try to bring me down I feel so temporary Throw me away for an ordinary li...

Breathe me in, I am your nicotine I'll fill your lungs until you cannot breathe Swallow me down, I am your alcohol I'll fill your gut with all the pain and loss When you pass out So you can sleep it off Bloodshot eyes don't tell the truth Abandoned dr...

Just stay the night, And you’ll see That things can work out And this will last forever How long can we wait For things to change So this will last forever Everyday, this I say, Turned to dust and fade away So this will last forever x2 still Waiting for tom...

I used to be the one you loved The very one that you waited for I stumbled up the driveway dear I lapsed down on the floor Not rising from my own ashes I set the fire just to watch it burn Now I’m fighting for my life tonight tonight Bury me three feet...

Focus on nothing, only your face. Follow me closely, into the night. Just for one last time, turn out the light. And when you wake up turn out the lights. Oh no-not again. My eyes are heavy again. Oh, please, not tonight. Black and blue, overtime Lets see ho...

Staring at the setting sun Through burning orange we are one On the edge of all I know I search the shore for those I love What if we packed up and moved away Every time something went so wrong? Hidden sands beneath highways Where we belong We ar...

Bleed these colors open wide Burning blues from butterflies (Tonight we, Tonight we fly) Flying faster through the night Until the orange of morning light (Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye) I know it's hard to make this work When you're all alone...

One sad and lonely boy Who could not fill the void In his hollow and empty chest His head is such a mess She can never find the time To try and clear his mind It's as cloudy as the sky Without a ray of light He never thought she said "I love you like...

Breathing in the same sequence While trying to make sense of this situation that we got ourselves in, two more weeks of one way conversation She swears she's losing interest I swear that we are best friends till the end This could be the plans for reveng...

It was the middle of the night when I heard you took your life. You were slowly changing, slowly changing to black and white. In the middle of the night our clock was stopped in time. You were slowly fading, slowly fading from day to night. I turn aro...

Doctor, doctor- can you please check my pulse? It's beating slower; you told me I should expect the worst I know my days are numbered now Just a few more months to go I'll say my last good byes, farewell And kiss the one i love the most Pick up the pieces of...

The world is a vampire, sent to drain Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames And what do I get, for my pain? Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game Even though I know - I suppose I'll show All my cool and cold - like old job Despite all my rage I am...

She sits alone in her room And thinks of all the ways he hurt her The bruises trace a path of doom She wonder if she should tell her mother All is lost in evidence Point the blame to accident No, we will not hang our heads We'll fight until there's noth...

Come back home you’re all alone Everyone is waiting for The words to say To make you stay To keep you in their arms Hold still so I can feel the words that hurt, that hit, that kills The latest fight that lasts all night Turn off the lights and leave r...

I got a thunderstorm inside my head I got a million different reasons I should be dead I put the pen to the paper and the pedal to the floor Fill up another cup and I'm out the door I got the Arizona desert inside my chest I've got a million different rea...

When you see her, please tell her That I still care, care about her And if she sees me, She'll tell me That she should have, just killed me Let's try this one more time And get it right Let's try this one more time And get it right My pictures torn in half A...

And all of the corpses Walk step by step To the rhythm of their once beating hearts Over and over they march On and on to the same old songs Trying to find something worth living for No more ghost or memories that hold me back A fresh start is all I have ever...

So let us concentrate On all those things you love to hate It makes this all worth the wait But causes us to separate And I don't know how I should feel (I should feel) These lies make it all seem real Can you see this or wear it on your wrist It's everythin...

It's a Friday night in the summer time I'm in a parking lot and I've got nothing to to lose. I've got my hands up reaching towards the sky, waiting for daylight and I've got nothing to lose. Hold tight, headlights, lets act like, it's our last night. A...

The medicine is blending in mixing the blood with oxygen I need this right now to figure myself out Cutting through the ribbons of self doubt I never thought you'd see me this way You are the worst and I am to blame Close the door, lock it tight Then I'll kno...

Let's try to remember these days back in December. Our lives were very different, I was lonely when we first met. A small upstairs apartment, driving through the darkness To get back home before they knew you were even gone. You don't have to speak because I...

In my arms you lie, You're sleeping and you're still, Im wide awake because i cant take it and this is how i feel Set my mind at ease I'm worried and upset When my front door isn't home anymore I'll be living with regret So listen up and just let the music pla...

So here we are Back to the start again Trying hard to wait 'til morning Hey, Rise and shine And open up your eyes To give this world some color Shine on diamond eyes Seperate the space between love and lies And as days go by, the memories remain I'll wait fo...

How should I say, that I never wanted anything to change If I rearrange the pieces of a broken down faith Do you believe in me? Because I'm not sure I believe in anything... anymore Pick up the pieces and make me understand Why we can't move any faster Losing...

She wore Crushed velvet Jet black And to the floor She rode On angel's wings That used to shine Oh so bright Now the dark Has caught the spark in her eyes and I I can't find the air (I'll wait for you, I cross my heart) Dissolve and decay There's...

Divided we stand, united we fall Here we are, once again, with our backs, against the wall We made, mistakes, and we can never take them back But we'll try, to get by, on lies, in black and white And it's coming back around again I gave up today so you could...

And if tomorrow should be the last day I could ever tell you I was in love with your smile, In love with your eyes. Tomorrow will be a-okay, just to say I loved you way too much. I should have said anything instead of making no sense at all... Why was I chasin...

If you cut me, I will bleed Just enough to get your attention Here I am, I'm on display Pass me by without a mention You never said this would be easy But does it have to be so hard My eyes are burning, my head is dizzy A thousand miles doesn't seem so far Dr...

Woah, woah This tragedy is such a masterpiece. We set the table and we watch them feast. On the blood and the tears. They drain from the years. From the work of the young, young pioneers. Let's go down together for one more chance. The skeletons are s...

And you will live on, Our hearts will beat stronger as we remain as one We will last just a little while longer And as we pull ourselves together, we cant help but be torn apart We always have each other just like it was from the start When five becomes four...

Four white walls, closing in around me This is a curtain call, now I am nothing This is not my fault, the world is out to get me This is a curtain call, now I am nothing I used to be, everything, you wanted me to be Now my life, isn't right, all this darkness...

When the cold and the dark collide There'll be nothing left for us to hide And as we search for the other side We will be fighting another war inside As the white flags begin to fly Still fight until we... Die for the golden parachutes It isn't your l...

This old place won't be the same When the gravestones start to sing your name Got a lot of bad habits on the way to fame This old place won't be the same This old place won't be the same The mad, mad world wont start to spin Until we learn to speak in u...

I hate my job and I hate my life I hate every fucking thing in this world I swear to God if I had a knife I'd cut my heart out and give it to her It takes all day, all day, all day, all day to get through the night It takes all day, all day, all day...

I lost myself again today (I'm not sure if I care) There's always someone standing in my way (As they stop, as they stop and stare) Stop dragging my life around Stop talking behind my back I lost myself again today (And I don't care) Here I am- listen to me n...

There's a girl next door she's got holes in both sides of her heart. She's been crying while lying in the dark But I think I can save her. Oh, I think I can save her. There's a girl next door She's got cuts up both sides of her arms she likes the pain...

The clouds settle on the city To canopy for movie scenes A backdrop full of hope and dreams The harder they try, the further they fall Their learning their lines, and waiting for calls To be the next face That takes the place of the one you used to love Here...

Lies are tripping from my mouth No alcohol could save me now I wish that I was dead and gone The world it's just dust and clouds My cigarettes are running out I wish that I was all alone Hope it never gets me down It never burns me out It always guides me hom...

I poured out my heart and soul You drained me dry and I hit the road I gave you everything but your diamond eyes refused to gleam Nothing left to lose, even less to say Light up the sky in search of better days The end of times filled with blue and gr...

I never meant to hurt you Sometimes these thoughts have a way making sense Secrets that we keep turn into accidents If you burn away the bonds with the fires of selfishness The positive the negative have a way of blending in End this now, we've gone too far L...

Is this what you wanted? I'm falling apart Is this what you needed? For your selfish heart A ship without an anchor, holding me back A car without a driver, a train off the tracks If it helps you sleep at night, it must be the way to go Don't let it eat...

I hope this song can tell you how I feel tonight You are my first dissection spilling my insides Let's write our names with the blood that's in our cheeks So it won't wash away if I don't come home for weeks And I don't come home... I never said (never said)...

I'll take control if you'll let me Just promise you won't forget these last few words I'll take it slow and gentle As long as you remember these last few words Just one more reason, to hate this all again Just one more way to make it through the day Let's ma...

All these daggers and these swords Can't cut me like the words from your lips Can you feel my fingertips tracing all over your body My knees are weak as I whisper softly While my hands rest on your hips It takes time to get close enough to you I didn't want...

The distance and my heart's to sand flowing through the hourglass Time to let go of all we know and break our hearts in stride I need you now more like yesterday the last day I could see you smile for the last time turn out the lights my life on standby So s...

Sleep, sleep little darling I swear I'm not trying to wear you out I'm not trying to drag you down When you fall asleep tonight They'll be waiting for you When you try and close your eyes They'll try not to hate you Sleep sleep the night away Act like nothing...

I'm lost, so lost, so lost I'm falling down so far down You said to take a deep breath we count back from ten, ten, ten It's the only way that you know how to begin, begin Being to tell me everything, please start at the end and at the beginning of when you...

I had a dream last night When I awoke the sky was on fire There was a war outside But on the death of our own desire History repeats itself We are a people in need of help With fragile lives and brittle bones We all fall down My memories of misery W...

I'm so over being sick I'm so sick of this relationship Go get a doctor and an ambulance I need your kiss it's the medicine It get's me moving going back and forth Everybody grab a map and help me chart the course I brought a compass, it's reading north It doe...

The world is full of, what might've been And never was, but we all sink like lead But we are crashing and flaming out Our words are heavier coming from our mouths But this new winter won't bring me down Won't bring me down And there have been times When I tho...

Let's go down now into the darkness of your thoughts hurry up now we're waiting for us to fall fall to pieces now a broken mirror in your life Silence in black and white falling forward as she walks towards the light RIGHT NOW, I'm outside of your window wi...

Across the sky again moving with an angels grace I can see her floating on but I can't see her face soaring through the blue and white faster than an airplane she tells me she'll be back again but then she bursts right into flames this is getting us nowhere fa...

You live in letters sent with shaky hands and circumstances I bet you never thought your life could turn so tragic A never ending summer in the sand is not vacation I swear I saw my life flash before my eyes As the waves came crashing down I saw reflections o...

Hey there I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all Where you are and how you feel Put these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on (and on and on and on...) Slow things down or speed them up Not enough or way too much (and on and on and on....

Over This conversation is over Hate like this divides the nations So maybe It's time for a change right now, right now Ended This relationship is ended Cigarettes and arguments aren't healthy It's time for a change right now, right now I know that n...

We're all just passengers here Searching for something to lead us In a world of infinite fear The answers rest in a loaded gun Step back and pull the trigger I'm ready for the end of the world Step back, protect the liars Broadcast this country as it falls "...

I miss you most on winter mornings. As we drift, we slip through evenings. We drive into the cold and dark with fingers crossed, I follow your eyes to avoid from getting lost. And all I have is the memory of what was, So let's pretend it never mattered to us....

The places I remember are getting worn and withered My heart's the picket fences and needs a little mending am I not everything you thought I should be? The faces in the picture are burnt just like the real ones Our skin is the exposure it's gotten so...

Why did you take apart my life? Why am I frozen in time? Nothing left to me but mistakes Not sure why I even try Ready to do whatever it takes But I'm broken by design Pick me up, put me back together Oh-Ohhh-Oh Oh-Ohhh-Oh Stitch me up, make me feel...

Just Breathe The Midnight air will do you well Believe I miss your taste, I miss your smell The past mistakes that brought you here I'll break the fall for you my dear I'll ask the nurse for bandages And send me on my way Rescue me From everything I just wann...

Dead lights & empty bottles Another year is hard to swallow. Let's build this up just to break it down. Let's build this up just to break it down again. Foreign lands & inner struggles Your demands have gotten shallow. Let's build this up just to brea...

Wait 'til after dark we'll try to make a mark one that stays until we're done And we'll pretend again lets try not to forget where we are and who we're with Who we will find. Miles can cut this tie we've made the sharp side of the blade As these words play o...

These colors will not change. You change the way I see them. These words will fade When you explain why you hate them. We are the same. She keeps repeating all that she needed. She says she's right here, she seems so distant. Saying goodbye this time, the sa...

She called last night, still waiting for a reply. This static contact, pulling us apart. Please hang on tight, I see you through the night. NOW! You have me still because I'm breathing, Although it has slowed down. Please don't cry because I'm leaving. I hope...

Tonight, we'll fly away so high. Our first full moon sky. I'll breathe you in, I won't let you down, I won't hold you back, I won't make a sound. I know what scares you the most. Being Alone, Just like them, Being Alive, Feeling so... DEAD. at least you’ll...

Tomorrow has left me behind Now I'm stuck in yesterday The red ink is flowing like wine From all the choices we made I know that time's no longer on our side But our skeletons will remain My darling, I won't let this die And our voices cannot be tamed 

You're an angel, I'm a devil But we'll meet somewhere in between Heaven, Hell, or the bedroom I'll take you away from everything. You're a dream, and I'm a nightmare But we'll meet somewhere in between The sheets or covers and the headboard. I'll be a king if...

Forgetting scene and deafening sound. I walk the Halls and there's no one around. The bells ring out, the bells ring out, but there's no one around. Remember the place that we used to go? We'd scream so loud and lose control. Maybe we got to old So ju...

just light the match and run run from all those times she poured gasoline, and by fires light she cried she cried all night, until the salt from her tears rusted shut her eyes, she should have shut her eyes turn off the lights, blow out the candles tonight ro...

I took the wheel with burning eyes Trying to stay awake, just trying to stay alive I lost control, somewhere in Colorado But I avoided flashing lights Stay awake to stay alive, all we ever do is drive Let's sing a song about the winter for a change The sunsh...

I reached into my pocket and Pulled the letter out I read it over and again To myself and then out loud I found myself standing still In the front yard of your house I looked into the windows and Hung my head in doubt Oh no This is abandon Oh no (oh no!) I'm...

You bring out the worst in me Sure I do the same for you Two worlds spinning opposite Oh baby opposite they just won't do We walk in circles We talk in circles Keep getting further apart Keep getting further and further and further apart Such thing as...

There's sugar in the engine I feel the friction and tension near Sprinkle some on the engine It's been such a controversial year We're such a conservation please Look closely Life isn't what it seem sometimes Act lonely And just hope one day you feel...

The red lights stare into your eyes They burn like Ohio fireflies We were younger on the summer nights But I was born to lose For a couple of bucks into the tank We drove until the moon had sank A dead end life on a dead end road I had everything to pro...

I'll say it 'till my heart explodes Turns into nothing I've got these visions of an open road It takes me nowhere I wanna go It pushes and pulls and tears me apart It follows and leads and it ends where it starts I'm begging, I plead to Death do his par...

Don't Hesitate to remember everything From this Never-ending drama monologue Don't leave your hate in surrender Try to save all the friends that you have lost Save yourself from everything that you have learned Save yourself from all the trust you never...

It's so hard to feel alive When you barely open your eyes I lost my way so long ago, it feels ok to be alone But the nights, they hurt like hell It's been a year since I've been well Living in this slumber, the darkest times have pulled me under ground...

Feels like, falling down I turned around, your not there Why was everything so alone Why was i so never again Take to the trashbags and close my eyes I said I make it without you I still I try to hold my flesh Just like you were holding my hair But you were j...

So Here We Are Back To The Start Again Trying Hard To Wait Till Morning Hey Rise And Shine And Open Up Your Eyes To Give This World Some Colour Shine On Diamond Eyes Seperate The Space Between Love And Lies And As Days Go By, The Memories Remain I'l...

She's upset, Bad day, Heads for the dresser drawer to drive the pain away, Nothing good can come of this, She opens it, there's nothing, There is only leftover tears, Mom and Dad have no right she screams, Anger runs down both of her cheeks. Then she...

There was a kid who needed a little mending He never had a friend, he had a shitty father figure He was focused on the end, he never cared about beginnings His mom was never there and he never had a friend There was a kid who was failing all his classes...

There was a kid who was raised by television. Had an alcoholic father who died from bad decisions. He swore he'd never drink so he'd never end up like him. He didn't know his father cause he couldn't break the cycle. There was a kid who grew up in a trail...

Cries! Cries! There was a kid who lost all direction He was driving round in circles but he didn't have a vision He was burning up the highway while chasing down his demons He was burning up his friendships while looking for the end There was a kid who...

Between the future and the past tense Lies the present in the distance So you think we're never coming back? Scoring points for passion and persistence Between the lines and the highway Lies the danger and the safety You never thought this was gonna last I al...

She's upset Bad Day Heads to the dresser drawer to drive the pain away Nothing good can come of this she opens it there's nothing there only leftover tears mom and dad have no right she screams Anger runs down both of her cheeks And then she closed h...

All I need is to hear your voice and You're Juliet and I'm just your poison Slowly sinking in I'm just your means to an end All I want is to be the one to scratch These words down on the pavement Let the whole world know It was time for us to go Where am I goi...

I remember that time All through the night Trying not to close my eyes Again Pretending that all he got was In a stolen car Trying not to pull over And cry My eyes so red I just want to die Kill me with your words Kill me one last time Cut out my heart And...

You're hollow and shallow All the cowards said in silence It's so hard to swallow, When you're somone that nobody wants. I'm the one asking questions here about all the devils & tyrants I hope you hear me loud and clear, I'll be the only one speaking out....

The best times I have ever had Are riding with my friends in this van There's a flight leaving at 5 am Like coffee an aspirin I feel like I'm spreading thin But the world keeps on spinning And I'm losing sleep again but I don't mind As long as you're with me I...

Swim through these waters My lungs collapse as I'm gasping for air I'll breathe you in [And I'll breathe you in] You are my oxygen alone [Wake up] Through arteries untold, your skin is pale, my body's cold Way down, deep down in my lungs I can hear our sweet...

Is this a break or a fracture? Sugar sweet and manufactured This cavity you opened in me, won't close so easily I'll stitch myself back together, forget the years I've wasted in NYC Drag these bones back to Ohio, and live like there's no tomorrow Live this li...

We're falling faster This is the last year Just a few more hours Until we are all alone This never happens Changing with fashion Just a few more hours Until we are unknown I wish I could have known you better I should blame it on the weather This was over fro...

I guess I could've sent a letter from the road With words that always meant more then updates on the phone. The signal's fading fast And the ink is running out; The words look good in pen but sound better from my mouth. Please hold me tightly, I don't care if...

Just three old ghosts Searching for the coast Floating in hospitals Just three old friends Waiting for the end Can't be young again I wanna live while I'm alive I wanna burn out in the sky Falling stars are born to die But we almost carry on Just t...

Behind the scenes, in the shadows In the alleys, with the vagabonds I will struggle and I will live alone. I will wallow the seas until I'm gone. I've loved and I've lost it all Zero! You are the only number That I know! The price of being alone As...