Haste

how can I begin? to tell you how I see this just a name, a list that has a greater meaning and it cries out from a heart thats still beating I can't change that now God's hand, stealing it cries out a heart not beating its done with now and all for what...

watching... (1) watching my friends make (2) all the things I've done (3) you make the same...mistakes... (1) how they make things change (2) thought I wouldnt make (3) that you watched me make regret... (1) I hope I won't feel (2) can't remove this pain...

Can we get back to the time when everything was simple then? "The truth is..." she said. "I thought we'd won." Each night we lay in desperation. Always think of the right words when our conversation is through. Your words on that day, I remember them so well....

Find myself thumbing through pages... When reason sleeps our minds will change 

When the ink is dry or at your death-bed you can damn your poison words It seems you have run out of regard for moralistic ideals Just turn your head when confronted with the truth and hope that your new life is all that you wished for Adjusted the defi...

Remember our worlds much younger focused on the goal and not the risks More years go by and the less we notice living in fear of any consequence What is compromised? Settling for security "It could be worse" as life's philosophy means that nothing will be...

I, I just..this will be the last time if you leave I just want to fall... this will be the last time if you leave, I want to close my eyes and imagine what is going on around me as I fall through the sky... this will come back to me a thousand times the s...

Down the path of resistance I find myself stumbling Through my wants and my failures Weaker than the thrill Temptations attack our loyalty Both the idea and institution An equation of emotion Too thick for calculation But in the solution 1 and 1 are 3...

I've been down, helpless, still I come here once again feelings lost extinction of what used to be dwelling keeps me from standing on my own selfless dissection of emotion emotion I have left inside dredge this wound salt of tears, then I fade away sl...

Still sufficient in depending on you depending on each other. Engine noise whispering through half asleep startled by startled by headlights and loose startled by loss pavement As Illinois goes rushing by I'm too tired to even try Where will the sun come...

Should we raise our voices just to break the silence with no substance? Bearing into this page with the weight of a thousand restless words. I'm holding on to something long since dead it's keeping me from living. I need to know just how it feels to let this g...

We plant our teeth, as we are conditioned, firmly in our tongues. Rather than speak, exposing weakness, as our mouths fill up. I have a talent for destroying. When I touch it breaks. Now arrange the peices, malicious thoughts are motivation. Our bonds became o...

Baptized by kilowatts and ohms, what's left is waiting. The embers rise like incense carry praryers for what is next to come. Carry me on silver wings to meet with vulcan. To be forged anew and rise again above arms of fire. Holding this common language in our...

its the same story the unhappy ending I play the loser that seems to be winning I seem to be winning in your eyes by my action I expose myself I open to weakness I fall to my own choices feelings so far gone so... here I am opened for you to see what you...

City streets will bleed through and I'm holding out for just whatever. Some things never come. Every sure thing every loop, and nothing to oppose. It's all in how you read between the lines. The lines are long, the lines have gone. It's all in how you sleep at...

marks that they have set before me stones lain to show the paths for me to take they have no foundation to hold me hold me under falling I slip through these cracks forget me, dance on me bruises turn to wounds I tried, never good enough with my eyes wid...

Bite my lip for asking the question "Which one of you will take up our cause?" Selfishness bonds us like blood Now suffer through arrows and slings. My success is measured by how much you and yours will gain My pleasure, your pleasure Rewards seem that the...

Saved by reputation of a boyhood spent with something missing inside Deny this as a reason, a liberation and the ill effects Write it down in a book of lost hopes but on this page is me running through setting fire to everything Passed on a set of values...

Farther off the course, it seems we are drifting grab at anything just to call ourselves back home This sea is furious She has lost patience and thus we will sip now from our early graves We built the craft and chose the course farthest from suffering...

Parade your black-heart, a Judas kiss laced with nicotine. With a chance to know you, some parts are best left unseen. Slapped in the face with the will it takes to love someone. A confidant or a brother, betrayal comes in many forms. Say good-bye with three w...

Missed every detail (just move on) but now the wait is up. I'm lying and I'm begging that it is done this time. (Could it be done this time?) "Engine" still turning, why cant we shut this off? (And it seems...) My patience is running thin. Now it seem that thi...

Now it evens out between black and white. A victim of choice, so matter of factly said: "I'm working on the best two out of three." In half-time we move, lines blurring fact and fiction. We merely improvise. You wonder about the truth and which version's mine....

And its felt like lead To think to let anything else in It is too heavy to stand I won't push out Please God this tears me apart On the inside You quit and you suck And you are still the same ...As far as I can see I wish to breathe I can't take this...

The chain of events, leading up to this, has come from some unseen direction. When all that you have is what you shared, then at once you find it is gone. Go back and forth between two lines and don't leave a square inch of soil unturned. Laws of motion will k...

The smokestacks breathe like spitting out the truth. White lines disguised as fuel consumed. Under gray-blue skies we're simple machines, marks matched with greatness but tempting fate. Lines, faces, are drawn in the sand. It's better not to understand and tur...

sells me a way to give away a way to be improved I need more for my own thoughts tear apart, the outside cultures in me its what I need ideas sucked away from me its killing you it what you need see me, I need more of your empty lies don't try to sell me...

Summer with the lights out finds me in my parent's basement watching bedroom movies Pictures and holidays hang in the hall Guided by memory Where we stand is where we'll jump from It doesn't seem so far from finding common surface and to still retreating...

eyes strain, my eyes life spent, lost you set yourself above holding all in with fear in time you'll see what you set above on your tower on high always standing, laughing, pointing fingers at me I cant feel I can't hold I am not alive I'm trying, tryi...

Paint this picture Color it with casualties of hope and sorrow Frame it with apathy I find it hanging on a wall that you disguise as faith and trusting Intent is realized morning moves my head My hands reach to feel your face My hands fall empty These me...

It begins with a process of denying anything that happens to you is your fault Place blame, blame on anyone but you Turn a blind eye as if consequence somehow escapes you Let your guard down for just one time in your life would you let sincerity move you...

Dissamble me, examine every piece and then tear it apart again. My progress doesn't meet your standards, crucified a martyr. You talk so much I can't understand how those shots from your mouth can even sound fair. It happens time and time again is this all you...