Grief

Shapeless, formless There is nothing to me. Selfless, no cause, broken, Inspecific. Drifting, cloud like, spreading, Dissipating. Distance between every Part of what was me. Amorphous... Amorphous... When nothing matters There is - no matter to me When life...

I don't need the madness that society breeds I don't need the pressure comin' down on me Why must you always stare, I ain't no fucking clown Just want to live without somebody bringing me down All I want is to live my life Easy and free I don't need No human...

Here you are, thinking that you're something An outsider Trying so hard to be inside Try to win me over By any means Which like yourself Are a big lie. Like a deaf person with amnesia - You hear nothing and remember Even less. Deaf, dumb & blind At best!!!...

your mind is deadened from all the shit you pump into your veins no you lie in a hospital bed your life rendered insane nothing left of your former self nothing left but a vegetable struggle to resurface from this comatose state your are beyond help you will...

Encounter many problems in life Dealing with a constant strife Confidence nowhere to be found Ability run into the ground My future looks extremely bleak An immediate exit I seek Ready to take my chances with fate Carve my name in a block of slate Razor blad...

life is a long lived torment haunted by our useless existence the world will still keep decaying when we're all in our grave depression live is morbid hell precious? I think not who cares about the fellow man your all just a bunch of fucking bastards depress...

All I can see - darkness in front of me For the time being - how long? We'll wait and see Patience thinning - Try to think positively That's not easy - so used to negativity I am so sick and tired of being pissed I must find peace These feelings must be dismis...

I feel dejected A lonely future of failure And I'm growing Very angry I slither in the Dirt and mud Because that's where I belong I'm fucking miserable And worthless No self-esteem And it sometimes hurts I slither in the Dirt and mud Because that's where I...

Playing games with my mind Thoughts of happiness left behind Can't distinguish what is real Paranoia is all that I feel Behind these walls of madness I hide Afraid to face what's outside My life is slowly falling apart My worlds end will soon start W...

Sometimes I wish I could start over Another chance Not just a drug abusing lonely alcoholic But most of the time I really Don't give a fuck I used to be happy I used to have friends Now all I have are these three fucking assholes And I'm getting sick of thei...

millions upon millions I can't even count pointless human butchery will it ever stop men, women and children a never ceasing flow of life thrust into horrid death chambers to satisfy the fuhrer's blight administer the poison the deadly zyklon b the fucking na...

well now you've really had it locked in serious distress all your words are jibberish no longer making any sense self-induced paranoia don't have a fuckin' clue too blind to note your condition choke on your own misfortune solitude you hope for too blind to s...

My rage burns deep inside me My will to hate is strong I can't keep control my anger It is tearing up my mind I'm pissed off at the world For reasons I don't know why I put the blame on you Your existence I despise I can't relate with your world And I don't...

Hurricane - eat my brain Have you ever been hit in the face by a hurricane? It can turn your brain into jello with one passing blow Hurricane - feel no pain Smoke and drink until you can't think Of all the things that suck in your life Because you deal with t...

I hate them all - Mankind should be erased I'll watch them fall - From the world they create They'll kill themselves - They control their own fate No stopping now - Because it is too late I hate the human race - What a fucking disgrace I hate the human race -...

Only one thing comes to mind When I look into your eyes I think of all those times All I did was despise you I hate you I hate you I hate you A discomforting extreme When I think of all those times I hate you I hate you I hate you 

I can't socialize, puzzle with no nitch Feelings obsolete, art a dying trade No brass rings, no shooting stars to wish upon Wishes, dreams and hopes have all been shit upon No one wants to be with me 'cause I'm not really here I'm just a fading picture man, im...

If the world were flat I'd walk on the edge Balancing between life and death Breathe my last breath - take my final step Freefalling, suffocating, heartstopping - all life ends Is there a hell below? No one's sure, I don't know Or will my soul fall lifeless in...

too many fucking people I don't know why but people make me angry inner segregation isolated solitude depressed reality saves my sanity happiness is a state of mind sadness fills all minds all the time we are not alive I wish I'd never see another human aga...

Life can be Confusing And not very Amusing A fucked Circus Full of freaks and psychotic Attractions Trying to make sense Forget it... Add my two cents Why bother Crying on deaf ears Silence... No one ever hears Or cares. Life can be disturbing. Life can be...

I drown in my self-pity don't need your sympathy alone I wait for the end I'm sick of seeing your fucking faces no one at my funeral friends - I had none nobody cares that I'm dead no one ever knew my name I died lonely and miserable life meant nothing to me 

You hide behind your false face You never show any trace of who you really are The lowest form of life by far I once trusted you But I never will again You steal from me, you don't think I see Pretending like everything is real fucking cool I am no fool Low...

Day in, day out - Nothing has changed Drugs, alcohol, to ease the pain Distort the truth Making it through - Finding a way Making it through another day No peace of mind Misery comes - Misery goes Empty feeling rotting my soul Rotting my soul Sometimes I fee...

I keep asking myself why Why are people so god damned blind? When will mankind realize? We're to blame for the earth's demise Rape the earth for all that it's worth Use up its last natural resource?! With each day it keeps on getting worse Destroy habitats wit...

Buzzing in my ear - like a fly around my head I turn and you are there You have been so mislead Believing that I am something I'm not Like a lost dog you always follow me Searching for a friend to ease your insecurity Misguided fool, your disturbed mind is...

Did you ever have one of those days? From the moment you woke up nothing went your way I know that you have, everybody does Your life isn't perfect, and it never was Every little thing goes wrong Frustration builds as time drags on 24 hours never felt so long...

I bury my head in the earth Not to hide my ugliness, but to shield my eyes from your horrid world I used to run free, now you want to eat me Fuck off you bastards Why don't you eat yourself? Human flesh, I'll bet you taste like shit I'll ram your fucking head...

if there´s life in outer space take me away from this place beam me up - i´ll volunteer it can´t be much worse than here watching your back all the time every single minute - crime. raping, murder, stealing, fraud church is a scam - so is god. polluted souls p...

If there's life after death I'll return a powerful creature And lead a revolution...against mankind I'll be the predator...and man will be the hunted Animals rule the earth As they did before Predator, carnivore, continue to devour Man cannot overpower...he c...

I am a one-ton, armor plated; living breathing being I wade in streams all day; eat grass; and little else then one day my world was shattered by freakish two-legged beings wielding instruments of pain hell-bent on striking me down a super-psyochotic need to...

No!!! More will my friends stand for My drunken belligerence Girls won't put up with my Stubborn ignorance Things used to be simple I wish I was still five Now drugs and booze keep my alive Hate, it's more than a word A way of life You're on your own Nobody g...

in my sleep unsuspecting put a gun to my head I hate my pathetic life 

Pass-out, black-out Trying to remember Wake up still fucked up "Never again" - You're lying to yourself It's a vicious circle: It won't be long before my time is gone Engulfed by booze It's the path I choose I walk a crooked line And I do it all the time My...

Out of drugs, pissed off again I think I am nearing the end Another fucking day Another disappointment Scars in my flesh tell the story - Of a broken man Pessimistic existence Numb myself with chemicals Drunk and fucking angry I'm sick of fucking screaming Ho...

No blood flows thru your lifeless veins No thoughts flow thru your lifeless brains You created your own prison Now rot in it you piece of shit Suffer in silence You have no voice Suffer in fuckin' silence You've been destroyed You've been destroyed No blood...

Scrape me from inside My walls they bleed My own black mass Fullfill My needs Take hold of my mind Capture my soul Eternal peace Forever stoned Burning black tar Stains my lungs. 

So cold, my body heat - it fades to a minimum My heart, my heart rate is a solitary slowed down drum I am in a dreamlike state not dead - not alive So cold, my body heat - it fades to a minimum My heart, my heart rate is a solitary slowed down drum There is...

life's constant struggles an uphill battle everyday kill myself just to make ends meet now I pray for change the droning of everyday life totally ruinning me ongoing monotous confusion despairs all that I can gasp what will tomorrow bring? don't even think t...

Abandoned by the useless system, why? Tortured screams go unheard. Released into the hands of someone who Abused her to the point of death. Floor mopped with her head, Bashed against a wall til she was dead. Violated with tooth and hair brush - genitals burned...

Deceived again My trust is wearing thin I don't believe Everything you tell me Your words mean shit I'm sick of it Time after time Nothing but lies I trust no-one but myself Expect no-one else to help It's a cruel world in which we live Everyone takes. No on...

unleashed upon an unsuspecting mankind millions affected soon millions more will follow a horrid plague exterminates the human race now know cure the death toll keeps on rising humanity is wiped out loved ones and friends in grievance of their losses while i...

Thoughts buried long ago Exist far below Like worms that I can't see Feeding on my pain they hunger Burrowing through the past and present They find liberty usurping me with melacholia When rotten ideas break free controlling me showing me what I ran from I f...

I don't sing about saving the trees I don't sing about pollution in the seas I sing about my own life's reality Don't get me wrong - I'm not blind These problems do exist But I don't see how writing a song will change any of this If you really give a shit, ge...

Take me away from All this shit I'm seeing It's time to make a change This life is ruining me I've got to get away I've got to get the fuck out Out of this dreary place Out of this wasted life I want more out of life Than sadness and pain I search for happines...