Gavin Mikhail

" After All " Take this silence out of my head Just open me up and make it dead... I am not as strong as I wanna be I need the freedom, belief Can the heavens help me now? This is not the life that I wanna lead I need the peace of the free Can you hear me as...

Ask me how I'm doing care to know the answer? soon I'll be the one you know is winning stand and face the ones you spin the tales of knowing "heard the sounds you were creating living showing while the others weren't listening" now they wait to get their fill...

If I could be the man you idolize and sensualize the wisdom of the hunt capture penalize free-thinking making basing all who run the world and glamorize the business you can see I would be less the man the stand I take and further all who seek the twisted ethi...

" Back for me " How did I miss something? When did you decide In your heart That we aren't Worth the fight? Though it's been awhile I'm finding It hard to see your side And I don't Think you know What that's like... I know it's time I live my life without yo...

I am sorry for the bother of repeating all the things I should believe in If I told my story could I use it to bring the all the end the everything... The effigy of what I set myself up here to be The hollow peace of living still giving up all I need Arrives...

" Brave " I am not as brave, beautiful, and patient as you are But I am safe in your arms I listen as you say "I'm proud of who you've become and the person you will be tomorrow..." And I know I would give anything up for you... I'll follow through I promise...

"Catch Your Fall" It's that time To sink or swim I try To be stronger inside And rise above myself I know for you It must be painful to Carry the way you do Though I can't be you I see through Your silence, feigned indifference gets you by And, though I'm try...

" Come Alive " I wish you could lose yourself sometimes and be All the things that I remember from your history I wish you could lessen your grip and let go Of your life and all the things you know... I will be the one to lead you If you listen I will teach...

I won't break Down this way I will hold on for one more day If you'll help me make Myself feel Something so much more than this Something that's real I'll live, I'll love, I'll carry on Pretending I don't notice that you're gone... But, god I miss you So much...

" Fight the sky " You fight the daily battles of a million things created Of and around what you fear and know and fear not knowing We get thrown into the face of a thousand trains You've trained upon our ears Here we are... Here we are... Still listening...

Dead star shine Light up the sky I'm all out of breath My walls are closing in Days go by Give me a sign Come back to the end The shepherd of the damned I can feel you falling away No longer the lost No longer the same And I can see you starting t...

Here I stand as you're leaving Far away from me And, I don't know why you're leaving I am lost... do you see? You lied to me... What am I supposed to do without you? What am I going to love instead of us Instead of our life? I tried, I wasted time believing y...

" God in this moment " Stained glass windows all around me Watching as they fall down to their knees Saying words I am not understanding But, I know that I should be Kneeling, praying, asking for forgiveness Thinking of all the things I've done wrong Hoping t...

God knows I've carried the torch of indecision worry see the watchers watching... I know you're grounded in years of family history worry leave the talkers talking on... To the ones she needs on a ride I believe "Take the chances while you're young" And the o...

Walking down 29-th, then park I saw you in another's arms Only a month we have been apart You look happier Saw you walking inside the park He said something to make you laugh I saw that both your's smiles were twice as big as ours Yeah, you look happie...

Have yourself a merry little Christmas Let your heart be light From now on our troubles will be out of sight Have yourself a merry little Christmas Make the Yuletide gay From now on our troubles will be miles away So have yourself a merry little Christmas Day...

You were standing in the wake of devastation You were waiting on the edge of the unknown And with the cataclysm raining down Insides crying: "Save me now" You were there impossibly alone Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? You build up hope but fa...

I know, know you, you don't like To hear the words that I might say Of how I’m living, spending my days Belief in what I'm doing The right to fight for who and what I am You know it's mine and so I can And I am... Far gone and you are still here I'm not yours...

I can't believe the things you said to me now I am Not alright, not well, and I cannot yet tell You if I'll survive in spite of all the hurt, lost time 'Cause I'm a million miles away inside... and I can't breathe... Just know I did not believe your lies And...

" One Of These Days " Today Is there anybody listening? Is there anybody left to hear me say O.k... I'm doing this thing Your way... What if I wait around for forever? Would it come back around here for me? Or would I waste whatever's left of this life Wishi...

I won't just survive Oh, you will see me thrive Can't write my story I'm beyond the archetype I won't just conform No matter how you shake my core 'Cause my roots—they run deep, oh Oh, ye of so little faith Don't doubt it, don't doubt it Victory...

I know the reasons you shy Away from things you can't explain But when you make it alive I cannot, can never finally say You should have taken that road You should have gone the other way So tell me are you finding that road hard to take? If you are the choic...

Sitting on the edge of the world and the life and the love of a world surround me... I'll tell a man that all that he does can be swept aside of the man that he can be... But I still wish Wait for something Still need All the man Until he gives it all away A...

" Stay " We've come this far And it's so clear That we are everything you hoped for, loved, and feared And I don't know The reasons why All this time it goes by slowly And we don't see Much to fight for... What if I get lost here? Without you nearby could I...

I can see you crawling fast along the shadow side of greed through all the past alone you travel... Tell me I can fight you Tell me I can try you Tell me all I want To see you from beneath me... Take what you can when you can Take what you can when you can......

" Territory " While you give your life away I will never stop, take stock, and believe in All the ones who pine away For the very state you hope to achieve in... That place you hide Where the damage gets you by And if you can You'll think that... I am liste...

Everybody loves the things you do From the way you talk To the way you move Everybody here is watching you Cause you feel like home You're like a dream come true But if by chance you're here alone Can I have a moment Before I go? Cause I've been by myself all...

" Who we are" So many chapters to This life we're living through I rediscover you with every passing day And I'm happy here To know you're standing by My side as time passes by, and I... Know all the years and the places The fears, the lonely faces, scars, a...

So many times we've come undone and sold our lives We struggle all the time And we forget to choose the sides With every passing sign I breathe you in and can't let go Of all the things I know I'll be the one to take your soul... But if I go Will you watch me...