Gardenian

Closer to the future flying rapidly I've been damned to breathe what I hate to see Forcing me to act what I can not be Impurity is when you're pulling strings to see I'm rising up I'm flying higher How would it feel if I touched the sky? Can't you see I'm ris...

Keep me awake, speak to me I don't ever want to sleep again I can see you look at the bruises on my arms and neck, my swollen throat Now at the time I'm just flowing with the stream and I'm trying to bring back my life Patience, endless rules brings me back...

Through all the black days Why can't you hear That sadness surrounds us? And so hard I tried To face the real things in life I can't see how I failed to fly How I failed to fly Black days they scream And it hears our lies It feels so unreal To face our fears...

Open your arms, show me your envy The fury that makes Do you cry out when you're in need? Or do you just act like you're more mean? So would you hold on now Let the fate decide? So would you hold on now When our sorrow rise? You are the chaos hidden in dream...

Existing for chaos To harm conceive and lie Twisting all straight answers I'm a fake Silently respectfully I move behind your backs Secretly suspiciously I create my little lies I seem to have forgotten the truth As well as story Nothing no longer adds up Reg...

Everything seems to be flowing My mind is set to consume you And when the world comes down on you Don't come to me to shed your tears We got the time to find Something to live for Deserted mind like mine To flow around in here We've all got a line You've cro...

Get me done Clear your arm for another shoot Inject me! Feel the tension that chills your bones your step belongs to me So don't face me / so don't face me So don't confront me / Don't confront me So don't face me / so don't face me So don't confront me / try...

Follow all familiar paths now Accessing all human minds Injecting my veins with your hatred My focus never stays the same Pure! So fresh I can test it Taste it in my narrow mind Focus well and inject it Blindfold my eyes When my apathy dies Sure I will rise u...

Step back in silence, meet the ecstacy in life You shouldn't suffer so much Face the enemy within yourself Feel this growing anger Wash in the pain the gates will not be shut To the world of anger Feel as much as I feel More pain than the growing sorrow Lies...

Why did I do such a thing to myself, my family and friends I distracted them with lies I thought they were blind but yet they saw What was I doing to me I was so blind Ain't got the time Ain't got the time to straighten up myself I fooled everyone with my t...

It's all completely silent except memories of the past More freedom [x2] All I am refusing is the mortal man that enslaves More freedom [x2] Explain it all to me I'm pale and broken free More freedom, freedom I can't feel more for than I've always done Detest...

So let me wake from this nightmare This is so wrong Now when you're gone What should I do but she'd my tears All night long This should not have happened Not this soon I can not be whole without you You know Al the times you yelled at me Correcting...

If I give you the world I'll make it black If I give you air to breathe If I give you air to breathe If I give you sight I would stab my eyes If I give you all my trust I am used and feel so bruised So we'll make a mess of our lives I'll paint your world in b...

Can't feel the rush that I used to It's as you weren't there I can't straighten my back right I am so in despair Now it's dark and I can't see What the dreams carry to me If tomorrow is gone I would feel more comfort And if If tomorrow is gone I'd stop being...

Isolate, imprisonate, The siege of my own god damned soul I refuse to see my errors Confess my sins and dig down in this hole Spreading my lies consuming their minds Reflecting myself on other lives But when I'm dead buried and rotten They will remember me Th...

We are the weak ones In one big, monster machine We are the flesh of the Soulburner We are the lost We are the weak ones In one big, monster machine We are the flesh of the Soulburner Soul 

You're destroying everything Everything you touch When you are here in me This is how close you'll get with me, I'm like the criminal Insane with an urge of rage in me I shouldn't still be free The voices in my head twist my mind groundly Paralyzed my fears...

Why don't you... Feel like I feel The true Reality My words are no lies But yet not devine Murder... My one domain Murder... My life in flames Why don't you... Pull out your head Out from your ass I'm not filled with pain But so filled with shame I'm not on...

Open the cap fill up the batteries Play the game of your life It's starting to shake It's ready for you to control Your flesh starts to sweat The feeling you need to let go Just do your thing lose all The tension and flow Powertool forever young Fore...

I'll bring back my ways A bit of shining to the wonder world At times I feel a need Forcing harder emotions of grief Tumble down or on your knees Let us wake in a giant form way So we're buried? We'll see All those others as small and offensive Heating up! La...

I am your god I am your dreams I am everything you'll always need These are the words of a humble man The king of stone, the people's heart I have never tried to reach this far before I have never set my goals for sure Some promises come some of them go I am...

Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control Flowing away! Flowing away! Into this endless tide Ending up in the drain Watching back at another...

This is our small electric space A place of love a place of hate Friends that hold you true Who scares you more than you Sometimes it's warm sometimes it's cold Sometimes it's just like your world Lost track of time lost the whole of you Lost every thing worth...

Another giant step for mankind Altering with human wombs Setting their own samples Of who they want you to be Their soul purpose Of making your flesh their own Heart and soul manufactured For their own Another giant step for mankind Altering with human wombs...

Sometimes thinking of suicide The thought that sharpens my mind Deep down in manic depression I only hear my own cries These thoughts are so twisted I can hardly Look out from the edge of my world Those feelings of losing every sense of touch I tried t...

I want to fuck up everything that you ever loved I want to lose my head go for the bat and crush your head Relax for a while think it over All the vicious circles I'm trembling in are going further down The last words you ever spoke still echo in my head The...

Even though it sounds easy you should Relate to the fall My inner words of rage Bursting through my head If it is what it seems You should be much closer To the rage that I feel It's glowing Deep down in my mind I see you Feel the same as me stay brav...

Have you met your god yet? I've sure met mine Suffer! Intensely my friend Keep on having those grave remorse Caught up in the act of stupidity By sharing your thoughts You're the worst kind of whore Suffer! Even harder my friend Yet my lessons unlearned Painf...

Strong is he who fights for his beliefs Everyday he struggles with his grief Crossbound by all his friends Listen he's taking all the blame For you and me Just don't loose your faith in me Preaches about hell on earth No one cares, but wants to be like you.....