Flunkie

floating in the space ive made was going nowhere anyway its okay i was always fine drawn to ur life, moth to porchlight finger guns and plastic knives sticky words crawl through your windpipe and somehow land inside of mine yellow night k...

i i don't know what i mean, but you know i mean it the things that felt true at the time, i meant those too tonight i saw the note you wrote, accidentally i'm always walking into these things so clumsily: "i felt you loved me last night, til you star...

everyone wants to be you nobody wants to know you everyone adores you they adore you they do and they feed you love but it's never enough its never enough they make you promises you know they'll break you stay in bed for days and days and d...

tell my mind to behave tell your shaking hands to stay keep your distance but dont go away 

Feed me the lines I love to hear oh, it's not fair: my mind's been empty my body, blank my mind's been empty oh, what a waste 

we were drunk and i slit my body open you looked away while i bled, i bled i'm a gut fish insides on the tile in the kitchen you must have had a bloodfear; you couldn't stomach to clean yourself up off the floor and stitch your heart ba...

resolve breaks down like a rusted thing im crawling back to you cut open bleed out and sting collapse, rebuild like i always do its two knees trembling on the pavement and two hands full of my love its starting over and over and over theres no e...

you leave so easily in the way i wish i could maybe i hold on too tight to a memory bc somehow youre so high, so high above me you leave so easily you leave me you leave me you leave so easily you leave me so easy 

i cant keep this up anymore im going out, like i always do i slam the door but youre mad, this time, i know i slam the door and im one who walks away you got the last word, okay but i walked away i cant keep this up anymore 

ruin me like you know you want to push your teeth in a little more push your teeth in a little more i couldn't fight you i couldn't fight you i couldn't fight you why would i want to? ruin me like you know you want to break the skin a l...

i want u to kiss me feeling a little tipsy im indolent with my arm round your neck and ur body is pressed against me i want u to fix me feeling a little shitty but im genuine with my hand on ur chest and ur heart is beating for me i want u to...

i want you to kiss me feeling a little tipsy im indolent with my arm round your neck and your body is pressed against me i want you to fix me feeling a little shitty but im genuine with my hand on your chest and your heart is beating for me i...

head on your shoulder watching the waves it would be nice if it just stayed this way but i cant rely on the sun to keep warm the evening comes and you turn away head on your shoulder, you turn away 

milk & honey love & money i hope ill always stay hungry it's my favorite dream the years turn into days turn into moments its my favorite dream the years turn into days turn into the moment i... 

I'm hungry for everything; whatever you give, and whatever I can take Sometimes it feels like the world is at my feet and I can go where I want and everything was made for me And that's how it should be, I'm hungry for everything I'm as close to God...

i wont be put back together ive stopped waiting for words to come i dont know what i want just to be close to someone 

im still sad about you, you know not that you'd care i'm still sleeping most nights i thought i wouldn't, but i am and i dont know what to do i dont know what to do i dont know what to do i dont know what to do 

my mind is buzzing around my lemon water spilled out i wish i could slow down if i make it through the night then i'll make it through the night 

i'm sat on my bed sat in the car i'm waiting this out and everyone's looking for you, where you hiding everyone's looking for you i'm flat on my back I stare at the ceiling can't figure it out everyone's looking for you, where you hiding e...

that night, youd pulled down the moon for me just so I could see it clearly, in front of me and im losing control again im losing it all im losing control again im losing everything im losing it all im losing control again 

lost in the outside world dont know what I want dont know what ive got everything I have so close to the surface laid out here for you to pick apart lost in a lost world who I want to be who I know im not everything I have so close to th...

i love my medicine and I love my baby i want to feel nothing i want to feel nothing i want to feel free carve another line into the wall lines on the table now im on the bathroom floor and there's no way out thanks to you there's no way out...

i could just melt into the ground. 

if you want me to ill move the way you want to until im the one for you ill move the way you want me to when im here alone with u im always moving toward u till im finally the one for you i move for you i move 

dont u say my name like that like u know what it can do like it means more coming from you dont u say my name like that like u know how it feels to be someone that wants u dont u say my name like u know thats all it takes to make me com...

if u need me to say no to u i will say no to u even if i dont want to if u need me to say go then ill want you to go if u need me to say that i dont love you well i dont love u, i dont if u need me to say i dont need u then i will leave u, i w...

you're good you're fine you're gonna make it through the night you're good you're fine you're gonna make it through the night you're gonna make it through the night leave your worries for the morning light i promise you this you're gonna ma...

coming back back to back to you like im falling into place up and down like a pendulum like im falling into place like im falling into place; back to you like im falling into place (back and forth i only end up falling into place up and down...

didnt know it till u said goodbye and ud be leaving for the last time but i felt the pull wanted to follow u out that door id never felt it before id never felt it before if you wanna call me, u can call me up if u wanna call me ill stay up did...

i dont think u think about me, hink u think about me like i think about you all the time im reaching for the phone again, hoping that youll call but i know you wont im waiting by the phone again, im hoping that youll call but i know you wont (i...

dim the switch shut yourself in go to bed is this it? are you golden? if you're good then i'm good we'll fill the silence fill the quiet get you out of your head 

i guess i dont know i run in circles and i fall down i fall down every time i know the story from start to ending but it trips me up when will we become real people having fun i cant get control running in circles and i fall down wh...

laying on the sidewalk watching the sun go down everything looks washed out perfect now smoke spilling out of your mouth everything looks washed out everything feels perfect, perfect now 

take ur place next to mine breathe in, feel the sunlight hear your heart start to quiet take your place next to mine we can worry about our lives some other time some other time 

i never thought that i could be someone that i could do something and get love in return i dont have to know myself now i dont have to own myself now please, believe me ive been wanting this forever please, believe me ive been needing this fore...

tell me something good when i forget and i forget, i do tell me something good when its not and i can only see so far past this now show me something tell me something make me something good when im not and im not, im not and im cold im...

i could keep going spinning out of control faster, faster til the inevitable im up like ive never been before spinning around and around and around, i let go i could keep going spinning out of control faster, faster til the inevitable...

i see u i want u i know who u are i see u i know u i swear i do inconsolable vulnerable overexposed i see u i know u i want u i want u 

i just wanna feel everything i wanna know what im missing because im missing something here inside of me i just wanna feel everything i wanna know what im missing something here, here 

they dont get dirty they dont get wrong they dont get all twisted up inside how is that right how is that fair if its pretending if its the good fight then i might as well give up, my veneer is cracked and running im foolish and funny and...