Face Down

How extravagant my shadow, In october five times my height Hence my silhouette's grandeur, A reflection of lost glory Splendid seed sowed in spring, In november harvested wine of sorrow The sap contaminated lifeblood forever, Bliss my souls' inmost growth...

Night, Another night of the damned, Standing at the border to insanity land Dance of the dead in the midnight hour, Touching your cold lips, Shivering of lust Apathetic you stare, Into my infected soul, I close my eyes, Dream away, As I lose control...

This shit ends now... Spit it out, what's this all about Why not say it straight to my face? So what if you're right, I still sleep well at night 'Cos snakes like you deserve to die Pick up the pace, I'm breathing down your neck I bet you never thought it wou...

God of make-believe In your world Nothing's what it seems Master Of pre-judgement What do you really know about the things we do We know who you are This time you've gone too far The scar runs too deep Thanks for the inspiration To rise above you all...

Look at you now, pathetic and weak Slowly walking down on loser street Bound to live your life without dignity Self-inflicted misery Trust is something that you earn Deceit from trust is what I've learned What you have is what I gave I made you what you are...

Like a ship lost at sea, That's all we'll ever be, A suicidal breed, Shaped from this tainted life we live So what can you tell me, That I don't already know, You're already my bottle of pills, And companion as I go This ripped up soul, Will it ever ch...

There is a seed set to grow in my soul That burns my heart but leaves my brain in control Screams of pain and screams of fear That lives inside my head So now in different shapes I come to you Smile as I fill your head with words untrue Addictive ways of ple...

Trapped - inside this frozen heart Lives in a fading breath of compassion Destroyed - by my final deed All beauty must die Time to rid your mind of the vermin Rid it of vermin like me All you thought you achieved Is crushed underneath my boot on your chest I'...

I guess I am just... Torn between life or silence, As the pain in my eyes becomes to clear Destroyed! By the sounds so empty, Empty as the answer to my prayers God! You're still robbing my cradle, Your crawings for my love erased my mind I stand raped an...

You want an answer, Well, What do you want to hear, That I think you're special And that I really care? That's where you wrong, 'Cos I'll never be, More than I expect from me! The whole of me dedicated to your misery, You're a whore, I'm a hero Don't...

You closed your eyes a cold November night You my lovely light of life, no more shining bright As the autumn rain turned to bitter snow I stood outside the world, with nowhere to go A thousand shades of grey You erased my world that day A thousand words to say...

Intact is what I am Full weight not missing a gramme Got the power to blow it all away Attitude a part of the game You and me are not the same I'm superior in every way Why can't you see You're where I want you to be I hope you see it my way Your end will com...

Side-tracked in your quest for redemption All you got was a mouth full of cum "The son of god" you say, well big fucking deal I'll slay the angels that took you to their grace Satan saves - Satan saves your soul I watch you praying for the weak and hopeless...

"All sins tend to be addictive And the terminal point of addiction is always... Damnation" Filled with anguish, you feed on the weak Seized up by the fear of yourself Now scabbing the darkness for that quiet place Where nothing really matters, no thoughts to e...

Preacher man, judging you again Telling you about your sins He made himself god to say Sinful life is not the way Follow christ the lord of flies In holy wars where people still die So as god fills your hollow mind I will st my own rules of life Body of chris...

The things you tried to make me believe in To live, give, love and forgive I'm trying... Never painless, emotional emptiness I always keep raping myself this way Just darkness, I'm building myself a mountain of grief I'm left by myself Noose of guilt aroun...

A befitting doom for a generation A drug ridden culture of mass sedation Failing to realize its own demise Falling generation, caught by surprise Identity crisis My sanity's priceless I don't fuckin' like this Insanity Poseur-isms and masochisms Drive the yout...

Trying to run from what you are Afraid of being alive Hands shaking body aching The abuse left a permanent scar So now to get by you do whatever it takes You need your reality to hit your veins again Don't try to blame anyone Your blame is self chosen Don't c...

This fraction of time, Will it humble our thinking or laugh in our face Beaten and torn on bruised knees crawling, It decomposes my soul Fall - constantly falling, Call - I'm forever just calling, Get no answer, No relief, Numbness takes control Fall...

Sever my lifeline... All I have even piss can replace I bide my time... Hope's deformed in my life, my strife I know how it ends but when did it start I guess the blade holds all the answers These crude clues to a secret unfold Here's my life, now swallow it...

I feel strong The power is back It's been gone for so long Trust me, here I come Yeah, the scars in me Came from what you wanted me to be But still I am what I am... My life built on confusion Hours spent alone in seclusion I've come to claim what's mine I...

Here I stand alone Abused by myself Scenes of suicide Like a solid wall of fear Negativity overcomes Positivity in me Self pity, laughing Screaming in my ears The fuse is lit The fuse that makes me explode These questions I ask Who gives and who takes? If th...

A shattered soul born, From a loss of faith, Your empty mind filled, With the wrath of god Now your broken heart, Will never heal your scars, But you'll be saved, From religious starvation As I become your guiding star! The twisted rule the wicked, A...

He's building a mountain for you You're so filled with your self, Never wrong always right Always the winner in your own little world, Fantastic, Always on top Well, The bigger the ego the harder the fall, Please man, are you for real Your myths and your...

Oh, you fucking cockroach Who's to stand and who will fall "Sticks and stones will break your..." - yeah right Show me how fast you can crawl Fight - come get your licks in Brawl - you better start swinging in this free for all Beeble prayers won't save you...

Dusk falls outside my window As I turn into the other me In my sleep I leave myself And become totally free In this state of subconsciousness It feels so wonderful to hate I can't resist the tempting feeling For the emotions to overtake Oh God, I want to see y...

igh tides flood this tainted heart As I walk tall my path cuts through the crowd They stare at me, the mindless fools They envy me, set free, nevermore to follow their rules I Sold my soul Drained of love I reside with the fallen angels I Found my place Down...

Born and raised under daddy's protective wings, Sheltered from all the ugly things in life But didn't daddy tell you, There are places where you don't belong, Executive seats, In charge of my life, Music industry And if he did, Why didn't you listen? So...

Here they go again, being untrue to themselves It's nothing new, it's all been done before They are not a dying breed More like growing seed With roots choking honesty and truth They are twisting your words And they are making up lies When confronted they ar...

Filled with hate since I came out of the nutsack I'm the hog at the end of your rope Drained of regrets, I can't look back I am the slayer of hope Face it I'm what you wanna see Even more What you wanna be Saturate the spirit of a peaceful man Kill the one w...

This is my diary of broken dreams, A monument over me, Page after page twists my mind with grief What I should but never did, How could I ever be so wrong? Crucified, Upon an empty sandglass, My life is gone, I am none, Sentence to mediocraty, Sentence...

Worn out and nothing more to give Who said that life was simple to live The pain inside eats away at your pride The price of friendship is sometimes high But weak, in pain Is where you want me to be But still you are The one who'll always lose I win, you los...

"I hate all the fucking human race. I get a kick out of murdering people." ...Many believe that serial killers are insane, but the most chilling fact is that they are invariably rational and calculating. They know what they are doing is wrong but they simply...