Esoteric

Avert my eyes to prevent the falling, Some things should not be seen And if I dare glance The quickening travels swiftly, To take leave of my senses Excess in place of sleep Cathartic, Still, yet restless amidst this elucidation The red mist contorts, distor...

So much to live, Yet the yearning for death, Perpetual in my mind. To end the pain. I wait for time to show me my path, The continuum or the end? I see it so clearly it burns my eyes. Into absolutes I fall. No time left. Realisation cuts off all pre...

When the spoken words make less sense than those unspoken And resentment is all that is left to give Still we go through with the facade Wasting our time humouring insanities And know so well Sense has no place here Fire, running with abandonment Until there...

Staring as I prepare to leave this mortal coil To pass through these portals To the gateway of experience I release, into this sense of falling Hallucinations flood my eyes Thoughts, memories pouring through Racing unchartered (sic) vessels, Evolving through...

My destitute life I owe to no one. I reside alone in the darkness, Staring out from the blackened walls of my mind. Tormented through knowledge,unshackled by wisdom, I attain autonomy. Bound to no mortal, Unable to trust in this world built upon lies....

Born unto a bastard nation, The dying remnants of our breed. Aura's of,an ancient past, Of those that knew so long before.... But time goes on... Misanthropic breed, Engulf our suffering, Food for the strong. To overcome is the way of the warrior, R...

Windows of shattered dreams. Laid out before me. My broken reflection hauntingly stares back, As once again I pick up the pieces of my mind. Rebuilding myself again. And I know what is done. The smaller pieces lost. They used to be large, But now they...

Lies a broken man. Festering inside. Shades of light pass through this room. And remind me. There was once a world. Outside of this stricken maze. Only instincts drives on. And life. Our great teacher. Teaches all. Passing through this fetid ship. With sicke...

Bereft promises made unto me, I always remember watching them fade. Upon winds of blackened torment, The promises' I couldn't see. For they are just words, And your words are empty. Lies:Lies: "Ilasa micalazoda olapireta ialpereji beliore: das odo Bu...

I can't control them, but they control me. The voices can't be heard. They're kept out of sight. Hatred from within. Purged from the soul of me. Leads me to destruction. They need my detonation. Hate... Wild... Pass... Away... Death eats away from the inside...

Falling Through empty platitudes And frozen comforts Drifting There is no consolation Obsolecense (sic) surrounds me Calling Unheard I scream A destitute awareness I had nothing I have nothing I watch them all Smiling A beautiful dream of ignorance I see the...

I have a million questions, but no will to ask Through chaos, rationale speaks clearly Decay sets in amongst the fragments Such weight lies within knowledge Crippled by thought Eyes that see too much lose the will to see And the pain that spills from th...

Night surrounds me, As I sit alone, In the indecipherable darkness. I smell the noise of past. Vivacity of the wind begets clear my mind. In eternal isolation. Those that pretend to care,kill you, And leave you for being dead. I seek,for where am I?...

Although we may rationalise (sic), Nurture our fate Nothing can prepare or compare with This immeasurable sense of loss All can be calm Until that thought arises And plummets toward the ground Time passes like the dripping of a tap And sleep, becomes that ti...

I Have Within Me, This Knowledge The Darkness Within That None Should Ever Touch And In The Machinations Of Cosmos I Appeared, Centuries Before My Time ....Wisdom Is Lost Here.... The Ferocity Of My Rapture, Has No Relent 'Gainst The Ineffable Nightma...

Internal images, Scattered within translucent thought. Order amongst the chaos of the psyche. The external dilapidation, A tribute to their world of regression. I pour forth my scorn, To the dominion of slaves. Bound by blindness. Their fear of the un...

"He that is slow to believe anything and everything is of great understanding, for belief in one false principle is the beginning of all unwisdom." Slavery: Followers of the right-hand path, Looking to God for comfort. Enslaved by his command, Controll...

Rage intensifies my desire for revenge. Hatred flowing in my blood. My veins expand to release the pure, unbridled, abhoration. For those who interfere with my life. They caused me sorrow, But pain will be returned. My mind turns to execution. My sadi...

Concepts, communication. Balance, domination. Unseen, yet practicable. Where is your answer? Where is your question? Based on truth or lies? Why should it be either? Existence unseen: At beckon call: Not for those who judge: What they cannot compreh...

Society and religion teach us to love one another, To follow the frameworks, That filled their empty lives - empty minds. The pressure I feel, Is fucking unreal. Why can't they see my inability to love? Why can't they open their eyes? All they see is...

Throughout our childhood, we live in fear. Of all that we hear, never-ending tears: Ignorance so absolute, within their minds so small. Into the depths of their shadows we fall. To live and breathe in sadness, pain and agony. Their mendacious emotions, ra...

'Tis but a fucking grey day for me now. One that I care not to meet. Wherefore is this grey fucking day, That I should sit in here now? Now of all times, For all times have been now, Until they became then. And it grates upon these very nerves, That move my...

Over whom does infinity hold sway? All the time has passed. No future awaits. Where there is no light. I shall remain. Never to diminish, nor comprehend. The one absolute. Within eternal twilight I exist. Excised from the stream of time and being. I wander. A...

Inside and around I see misery, suffering. A new level of depth for my depression. Thought I could only climb from now. Unable to see below its depths. Got used to it so that it wasn't as bad. Now on my dark ledge I am falling further, Where are my frie...

I look back at nothing, Questioning my singulation for pain. The torment, the tears that flowed. Living my death every day. Seeing my death and fantasising regret from those I once cared for. The foolish dreams of my once young mind. Now void of hope....

Doubt stripping the soul Unending questions driving me into insanity Time took its toll, Enough to ensure, The mind cannot mirror the soul With each tide, The will corrodes further Relentless grip, Squeezing out the life, Of this shipwrecked body, Lost in t...

This air of silence, Breathes through the sullen mist. Transparent winds, Ease these age-old wounds. As stale thoughts disappear, Through Morpheus pathways. I am in wake but dreaming. This warmth annuls, As time drew slowly upon this wretch of life. Weary s...

Unable to rest Nothing left but angst Not even one moment of tranquility awaits Figures passing by, Time moves on, But each part at a different pace Atrophied, Unable to connect To the paths that find peace Addled to no longer feel Destroying the self... Co...

Disgust for the standards set by you, Disgust for your aims of mass control. Freedom is your silencing mechanism, Fortunately for you people are too blind and ignorant to see, That while you exist they will never be free. Your lies of freedom I spit upon...

Passing through matter, I tear onwards. Bitterness empowers my will, Darkness permeates the living tissues of my flesh, As I surround..... Chaos revels in my mind. Celebrate the destruction, Scorn the travesty of times..... ....Such times of nonchalan...

Incessent Drone Of Misery Pyrrhonism Grows Into My Veins Like A Parasite Feeding Upon My Gain In The Wake Of Elucidation Thoughts Are Manifested Amidst The Senses Deep Despair Distorts These Bloodstained Eyes Scarred With The Vision Of Death My Mind I...

Hallucinations enter the shadows... Losing the mind. On this path to oblivion. So much time lost in chaos. As I descend. Succumbed to the unfathomable. Abandoned beyond all control. Skulking, scraping, the barren wastes... Formless predator of the minds' dom...

I see them coming at me all the time, Lashing out, killing me over and over again. And I laugh for I enjoy all the deaths that I receive, The pain and destruction of my flesh, Killing me over and over again. The blackness still comes, forever killing me....

I lift my head. but there is no reason to move. Time. Takes from us the years we build. What can be lost within a day. Words may pass. Time has no mercy upon truth. Crushing all in its path. Reason is lost here. Leaving us alone with the questions. This biza...

Sullen, I loom forth into the microcosm, Exuberant voices abound. I hear their scrapings of life, Falling, into infinity. Knowledge is understanding, And not truth. Truth is the myth that mocks us. Verification, the addendum of nothing. Paradoxical ir...

Whispers of insanity bombard my rationale. Aeons passed since I last did feel, The joy of my tears, Streaming,in dissipation of sorrow. The insidious beauty,so quiescent. Vehemence,stronger still, ...Yet dying.... ...As yet another gorge, Fails to bl...

I have not seen myself for ages. This empty shell cares no longer for life. Slowly replacing the flesh with steel, So that I may carry on... Unfettered by this mortality. The air no longer carries favour, The water that passes these lips Keeps only this morta...

They look through their rose-coloured glasses, At the beauty of the world. They're so blind and fucking ignorant, That love's all they see. Any sorrow they come across never cuts deep, Because real pain is what ignorance can't feel. It just runs shallow...

I cry and my eyes spill blood onto the floor. Acheron flows in silence, And the noise intensifies my pain. No will to speak. Not even enough hope left to weep. Anymore: I travel on through the noise, Searching for relief. Distorting my mind. Only when...

The walls ripple...closing in... Driven forth...transcending streams of consciousness As reason oppresses instinct. Departure draws near until end. That first and only certainty. And cause, some random inheritor of our misguided designs. Not adorned with. Ex...

I Ponder Eternity Longing For The Keys Of Time To Wrap Me In Their Infinite Knowledge The Incongruous Symphony Crashes Through The Waves Of My Thoughts I Am Not Of Flesh... When Waves Of Sublime Thought, Coarse Through My Veins Symbolic Release Of Sor...