Ens Cogitans

Why, why did you call me Everytime and everywhere I can't resist forever I can't stand for a fake Rend me, oh, rend me slowly Every nerve and every cell And you will find inside of me Bitterness and death Touching me deadly Crumbling away Torturing me sadly I...

Deception is not in your lies Oblivion is not in my self A lovely day in bloody cries The pervert way to my private hell Just walking on the leathal blade The snake's on skin, but it exites The step you took, the kiss I made The tunnel of sin. The scare's insi...

I'm dozing into cage of hate My clay's reposing somewhere near The sleepy wadding blocked up access To door outside. I adjure to deliver Oh let me see the ray of light Let me fawn on, me and my fever My bars so stout, my eyes so blind The only thing I've - (my...

1 Still hunting onto me Effete and frail Call my name Sense disappointed grief Kneel and prate And call my name Whisper of the wounded lips Rime in the air Call my name And this I love For this I care Predict and blame But call my nam...

Oh, yeah, she comes I am glad so rainy My outer skin Will be imbibed by the ground I cannot stop this rain Let it weeps in sadness Cimmerian gloom, cimmerian gloom Bats awaiting for my blood Having wrapped by twisted downpour Confused by frustration time With...

1 The Still of future The ants on palms The fluid so liquid Virused program I hear your voice (You hear my cry) I recognize it's all fake, it's all lie! 2 I feel - God and AntiGod are enweaved in dance And I need much more loneliness in thi...

And the silent expanse And the twilight of genes And the sere burgeon of Sense And the splashes of reals I blame myself For my deceitful decease Oh, Sigh I am surely not a proper thing to be dealt with You do Somehow I am always occupy somebody's places Not m...

Crystal wall. Avarice. Prone on sod in profusion I'm missing you. Misbelief. Theatrics of delusion. I mesmerized by own rave I persuaded that it is true My sanguine sap evaporates But I for ever dote on you No demons, no lions, I'm dying in your hands again...

"For me there exist only the path by which I wander. This is any way, which has heart or is able to have heart. Thus I follow the path and the sole worthy challenge - to traverse the last span. And I'm roaming, and I'm seeing without end, lifeless..." 

I'm falling down from sky I'm seeing you far beneath Eternal, everlasting fly Like tender drops onto your eaves I'm falling down to you I don't afraid of stones I'm Immortal, I always new If you bestow me sacred love I want to hit the stupid ground I want to...

I know the endless expanse. I've seen the Origin of light. Beautious Aught directs me, Giving knowledge of that, that is mine. In depth of my old despair I've found, no matter how, You - shell, and you - my snare. Your toil is all I have now. Dews of red on...

My sap is cup of vine It's free for public use My thoughts are going down And my heart feels confused My friends are very clever Don't tell me how pull the trigger My girl is best girl ever She taught me my love is illegal And I can't cry Let's dance, oh pl...

My Death is in earnest. It's the logical end (of mine). I must go to the mysterious Land. The Absolute now may be slaked. The Past crumbling away. My time has come, I have to pay. The play goes on, I lost Thee. (I am no longer me). Now I wash off grease-paint...

I was awoken under tree And its color - grey The flowing sap is on my knees No, I couldn't slay Whose blood it was and am I right To see my arms in red? Who'll give forgiveness and place to hide, If even you don't understand? I hate to follow But I have to do...

I wept it out with my tears That mourned their monochromatic lives 1 Staring at the sun Adoring the Moon Cherishing all the victims Cherish all the fools I magnetize misfortune Wrapped in shroud of sham I fantasized my torture I fantasized...

1 Life was never a safe project In fact We're all in stack We're racked It's fucking hurt God gave way to deepest stress Depressed And all the tests We're passed It's not an end Bridge: Something strange and something real i s in my dre...

Waves hold me down But doesn't take away my breath Gulls're flying up To very azure stately surface They're flying up And trying kiss my pallid lips I've been shown the world In which we couldn't never meet Controling bent, controling treat Controling every s...

1 This is my pain Love that you feel I don't believe it heals You take me deep Into your realm Everything seems so real You want me to be yours Predicting my end Enslave and complete But do you really believe My entity burst And will it...

1 Still no pain i n my bestial dream I die everyday, so, why am I so real?!. Burning love a lways keeps no sense All my natural pliancy l ed me to distress Bridge: In my heart I feel s omething strange and weird Evil grows in me I want to make...

1 Whatever you want me to cut Whenever you want me to fall in Wherever you want me to be God I'm sending all my love to you Taker, giver A double dealer Rest of your life is in mess Is it clear? Couple of true lovers Dancing In ingravescent...

Harmonize my raving Lay your hands upon my heart D'you see ropes me strangled Stifle so hard Mystify my reason Tell me: There's only fake Decorate my prison With your eyes lake Try to get inside of me Realize and love my pain There is no exception Just take my...

Sometimes you wish to be dead - It's a way to the outside. Run away in absolute dark You save your own hide. No more forces in the veins, You'll act bona fide. The open Gate in the Realm of Aeon Step inside... [Solo: The Shunless Stand] All of us pretend To...

Once upon the time I was traveling, Burthened with a Task. Sad'n'aweary. The Gloaming inside of me deepened with my ache. No one can be free, and no one can succeed against. Have you seen my childhood? Time, when I was just myself! When I had no bounds! When...

1 You cannot be so selfish I cannot be your subservient God I'll show my face to you at final line Your bare feet follow my steps Accuracy of imperfect blood Your naked psyche mauls and echoes mine Refrain: No matter what I feel No matter wha...

I feel the pain of real No matter where I am I've seen the blood on skin Every day I dwelt I'm squashing all my thoughts To be the one who win But all the same I burst I feel the pain Of real And I see the light Can it help cognise us? And I see the light Can...

Wash me, a saving Sky. Set me free from their misfortunes. Lave me, a gentle Ether. The wizened brain of mine needs moisture. Peer into my eyes, I everyone and everything forgave. My Lord Jesus Christ, Give me eternal rest, it's all I need. Moon rays are comi...

I touch your neck, I feel the heat The Nature of mine has to bleed I have to hurt, I have to drink The silly ending of my dreams I am dwelling like vampire Suck the feelings and feed my greed I am still no have the entire Hollow space, blank paper's sheet No...