Elvenking

As I was stepping unwary in bloom of youth Cast away into the shores of golden dawns Caressing fiery beasts inside my greedy chest I knelt before the emperor darkly dressed Illusionist - spells are meant to fool Psychologist - leveraging power Divinator...

I am floating on the edge of the dawn I am balancing at the borders of the Night Where the stars blow out Hear my distant calling - I am searching for you - I live at dawn, again I am dust carried by the wind I am shadows with no rays of light With blo...

Under (the) moon, spring time still to come "If I keep questing, I may find some settling!" Jack-in-the-Green show me your droll face of wood Look around at the frightened faces One man speaks, loud and loud he cries "All those strange fellows must go away to...

Follow again one single piece of dream afar Spent my all whole life there, chasing the hope A drive so strong, so deep I cannot see the end Inborn sense of finding what's beyond, in the furious storm Reunifying with air and soil I am part of Distant yet so c...

A line of blackthorns bordering the side of the way that horses rode for days A flock of starlings circling above the ravine, throughout the damp and haze A naked branch of old oaks twisted by the coils of wild vines twirling A parchment filled with runes,...

[Music: Aydan, Jarpen / Lyrics: Aydan] [DAWN: Fragments of star] It's simply too hard To blow out all these fragments of star The dawn never shines I'm condemned to this eternal night Fly away, far away Oh, whence I could feel you whole There's a light in y...

(Of Love and Death, of Earth and War Death is the saviour, Life is a whore Of hugs and lashes, Of caresses and scars There is a light, a riddle of stars) There's a fire that warms the cold room There's a star that caress(es) the night Moon There is always som...

Staring at the horizon with all years that weigh Said old Tom Walton: "Life's not here to wait" And cheering and toasting with no so clear mind "To pay and to die there's always time" Marion does not look back to what's done But let her feel before she has go...

HOPE: Into this dark horizon we need a miracle! To keep on hoping everyday is something magical Out thirst for the promise to carry on Is slowly falling down and now we will claim it back! LUCK: Last time we saw the Green Man, he gave us good advice "Good lu...

[Music & Lyrics: Jarpen] [Solos: Jarpen / Aydan] Serenity Broken and twisted Displaying sharp claws in the name of liberty Primordial greed Disguised as good purpose Always stood as a trademark of our breed History shows how to avoid all the sorrow And its...

You've been playing snakes and ladders all your life You never thought that you were wasting all your time Now I'm gonna tell you: let's play "Pass the Pigs" So come on throw your pigs and win by reaching number six A long time ago the gifts were given by the...

Here they come, the riders of hatred - A mounted host of ghostly horsemen of fright There they stood, when hell was created - A cavalcade into the dead of the night Run beneath the stars, it's the ride of ice and death As everything they touch dies hard E...

Should I never roam anymore, I'm on journey, silently the moon whispers Words I'll be recalling Miles away lies the unknown fate Through dwarven lands, where the shadows Never fall in I rest and sing, under an oak so old [Bridge:] Round and round we dance thr...

"A very personal dark fairytale. Nothing is as it seems, especially when feelings are buried deep under a thick coat of mistrust. When you think you have the key to someone else's love or respect, you may be totally wrong, since red roses are fine for most o...

Mankind Mother of this bad child Father of these wayward sons What did you do so wrong? Angels Fallen from divine anger We're vultures with black spread wings We're the wickedest weaks Bestowed to the grand and blue open sky My lullaby Served and sung betwee...

Follow down the path It leads to a circle of houses, Where foreigners are not well thought And strangers unwelcome to their affairs! The villagers (so they said) do heathen rituals "Just for a while Look through the chimney stack Through the mist, aren't you...

Their souls were lost Their dreams are drowning In red silent tides White skin, cold shiver Why are you so distant from me Dream on, this never This no more it is a dream again Every time I look deeper into your eyes I want you so bad that it hurts i...

(Suffered I have and Suffer I will... Counting my days in the blood that I spill The sweetest of tortures, that we call Life... Will hopefully cease with the slash of a knife) How can I accept this way? A countdown to the final day Holding by the blade the kn...

[Music / Lyrics: Damnagoras] On a hill, on the devil´s top There is a man hiding in the shadows of the night He´s trying to stop the course of time The line dividing good from wrong There is more than meets the eye In this world full of lies and death The dev...

Unveil your spirit And dream of home All of the fears that are binding your hands are now gone I read your dark I see your sun The runes are now cast and they speak the tongue of the Earth I'm the Reader of the Runes I'm searching diamonds in the night...

At dawn the ships arrived, they sailed through seas and foreign skies To bring another age in lands that needed no constraints By the sign of the fire, all pagan gods were bleeding To dispossess thousands years of wisdom and beliefs, oh Think for a moment, fa...

[Music / Lyrics: Damnagoras] Every time I try to understand The meaning hiddendep into my heart I crumble down the taste of losing all Is always bitter when I sip from my cold blood [Bridge:] Losing what when there is nothing much to gain? Stop yourself and...

DivinationA dense knot of desires Eight spirits are alight In morning dews and fire Eight diamonds in the night At the sight of the flames, stories tell secrets unknown The desolate sound of runes forlorn Will abide in the weaves of life We are the wa...

(A day of Life, a night of Sex I'm going through every kind of excess Till I find myself hating the mirror Where a Stranger sees me clad in terror) A lullaby of personalities Introduce another side of me A demonic twist of Fate Trying to dominate my hate Whip...

Standing on the damp wooden helm I still not surrender Barely I can hear The crew's moans, they're crying loud Through the pouring rain The icy spurts And the crackling of the boards I glimpse the headless nightclad ghost To believe The seas are dwelled by o...

Born under red skies Dungeons and darkness Six bards - one of a kind Oh - oh We dance on the witches' night Music and spirit For the outcast brotherhood Six bards - one for all Oh - oh The Elven family Fire, round the flames we dance to our reels P...

Listen ye, Eternal Eleanor Your sweet and lukewarm elegance Is a spoon of sunny mornings touch Listen ye, Eternal Eleanor Caress us with your mellow voice Embrace us in your summer clutch All the lads are cozying up With your unerring smile Under sta...

We are what we daydream to be The world ends the day of our death Forget-me-not... I'm saying lies, false to myself Trying to persuade and be convincing While the frost breaks up my shell For instance... Silence and the deepest dark Are going to be again swe...

As the lights slowly fade in an emerald whirl I dig through my broken ideals As the sun hides his smile from the plain down below I stand enchanted I need to find something to fill my whole without falling, falling apart Something that can give me a reason to...

"This is about Urbain Grandier, a man of the church who lived in Loudun, France in the 17th century. He was doomed to be tortured to death and burnt at the stake after being framed by a false diabolical pact he was supposed to have sealed with the Devil and...

I stare at these words They look empty and frozen Their meaning has faded away With echoes of shattered dreams Don't ask me for longing Don't search any serenity Here it rests all dead and still While I try to restore my loss of faith [Solo: Rafhael] I look...

In the gloom of the misty woodlands In the wake of wisps of willows Follow the trails of a fallen star To the sound of a flock of ravens And the ebbs of the creek below Follow the signs, send a glance afar She left her robe behind Wind clad and unconfi...

[Belinda Carlisle cover] Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth ? Ooh heaven is a place on earth They say in heaven love comes first Well make heaven a place on earth Ooh heaven is a place on earth When the night falls down I wait for you And you come arou...

The hobs are climbing on the hill To seek the gold of fairy light Into the holts they run and wait They dress in green, they love their gold They talk to hornbeams in the cold The old forest is their shelter [Bridge:] Now I see them all Into the light they'r...

In this dark and lonely place I feel like I've fallen from grace The outsider for a lifetime hiding from their vicious eyes The lights are out but I am in The ice is melting on my skin The cold winds blow deep into my dreams freezing all that's left of me I've...

(For all the ones who seek their dawn My wrath I breed, My wrath I spawn Behind a crooked cross they hide Forever I Shall be their bride) Amidst this fog my body twitches with the wolves growl A snuff utopia for the soul Wake up! emerging from this cruel poet...

This is an ode to the woodland spirit The ghost of everything that was alive Dried, deceased and turned to dust, by the curse of time Twisted branched face and stag-like antlers He walked this earth and he was not a lie Passed, demised, martyred, put to d...

Take a look at the new rules of this game Wicked laughters are feeding their fame Hearing the cries from the empty shells Unmoved they seem Hungry for turmoil and wedges Ivy-clad so that we can't see One peace at a time they steal Collecting memories Notch u...

Listen o ye my old friend Hear my songs echoing out through the archways of the elms On the leaves my bare feet tread I leave a trace of my existance with my bitterness and aims Surrounded by a cloak of haze Lacerating and trying to wound my weary flesh...

(...and if you follow the trails down this winter wake Sh's reaping down souls, one for every flake Throughout the ages, through centuries She, mistress of customs, of memories) Strange the breeze Late the season comes As beats late the clock of my heart Fall...

Malefica Malefica Doctrina Malefica Malefica Doctrina Rise the glance to the cross he was nailed upon To the secrets that remain ignored The alchemy of hidden doctrines and black lords Lies a secret that cannot be told Is whispered through arches of...

[Music / Lyrics: Aydan] I look around myself I´m feeling like a stranger to this world Where are the friends once I got (as) I used to know No trace of common sense, a dash of a normal sanity I wonder: "Are they all mad? ... Or is it me? [Chorus:] Thousands...

[Music & Lyrics: Aydan] [Solo: Jarpen] Gone from this world to find knowledge or pain I follow myself from a distant and fading dream Loving her brightness so dear to me it makes me to look further in To enter a world hidden far (from home) Hushing the...

[Chorus] As I walk this road paved with angriness and pain The Tree of Life is eating with its roots below my feet Everytime I try to catch the tail of a shooting star above My hands remain so empty and inside me there's a void Midnight skies Winter sig...

Have you ever thought that all of the things you believe to be right may be just rules thay stuck in your mind thay took you by the hand and led you just like you were blind You learnt we're living in a world that is built on a lie we are the good ones and we...

"Summon the ravens, light the fires, embrace Mother Nature's spirit and sign in the name of Horned One. This is a journey trough paganism and mysticism, in the deep of ancient forests of England where the pagan deities live and breathe. In the middle of a ci...

I built a cradle for the Moon And from her chariot (she) grants my boon - I'll keep my promises, I'm sure She won't betray me I'm bathed in her pale lightfall Perceiving like a distant call She whispers in my ears riddles I don't understand Enchanted by thy...

As the embroidery of blazing, Little stars fades with the dawn, The silent damsel plunges, Behind the curtain of the mountains. Where are you now my little moon, Hidden from everyone? I will find you, Huddled up somewhere, somehow... As the day trie...

Please come to me, to where my emotions still sleep The garden of hidden memories To where your spirit can breathe and hope to be free In my shelter my thoughts have been trapped for a while 'cause it was so easy, easy for them to fall and be caught In this d...

[Music / Lyrics: Damnagoras] I can see them running towards me All the time they steal my dreams The ghosts of past and sorrow All the time they steal my dreams When I take a walk outside, whispers will surround my head I can hear the echo of my voice, a hund...

I am looking around, laid down in my coffin See faces with tears in their eyes But hey wasn't (that) her? And I see also that guy who used to hate me so much? And I don't need your mourning laments To be sincere you can kiss my ass I you had to tell me someth...

Oh pick up flutes and fiddles, a new tune is beginning A melody forsaken, on the chords of our elders' song Each note is telling a story, a fragment of existence Oh people ye who listen, sit down and hear the old man's story He was standing right in front of...

[Music / Lyrics: Aydan] At the border of the plain where suddenly the forest dies On the first day of the season When the moon will shine full in the sky I will wait for you there bathed by a magic light I will wait, I will pray for this moment to become aliv...

One with the earth, pave my way through the green From above I stare down at (the) crowds There by the oaks, I'll honour the roots and the clouds With trembling hands I feel my pure life deep within [Bridge:] deep, deep colour of the leaves awakes me Deep, dee...

'A hymn to all our Pagan brothers and sisters and to everyone who's afraid of showing his/her true self to the world. This song is about letting yourself go, no matter what other people say. It is dedicated to the outcast, the ones like us, who are proud of...

Stand before the new born kind There is a song, taken far by the winds A rhyme of poets, a melody Wrapped in a dream The elvensong has gone, to another realm Stand before the new born kind As young and fresh as the Spring in bloom The song is telling stori...

Forgive me if I'm out of order - This new music has no soul It may be good for making money, Sadly that is not my goal Integrity and honesty are words That you don't understand, But you're the best - it says so In the penny dreadful in your hand I saw you in...

[Japan / Korea bonus track] [Music / Lyrics: Aydan, Damnagoras] Have you seen? There is a hidden corner on these lands Where cold waits patiently Where, they say, the colour of the things is real. Can’t you see? Take a sit down here And take a bowl of calam...

(The puritan filth, where ivy grows The poisoned tear, the thorn, the rose The sin, the pleasure, the sexual urge Is what I choose for my last dirge) This is the day I'll die The scent of lust, my last goodbye Devotion and distress - love and tempting flesh...

She was golden and of milky skin Peace at heart far from all suffering She was under Venus' spell A Goddess pure from higher heavens fell He held the scene, a poignant gleam When he won her heart just with a beam He approached so near, her trembling bliss She...

Carry on, everything’s over Stare at the dawn, as sky is covering Clouds are darkening the horizon and our lives Carry on, we can’t stand this silence. Holding on to a wicked sensation Pounding strong, it’s pure emotion How long does it last inside our...

[Music: Damnagoras, Aydan, Lyrics: Damnagoras] Find out some poetry... The topic must be: Love and happiness So easy to write, so easy to spell Find out a melody... That your brain won´t forget So come out and play, don´t be upset [Bridge:] The roads in the...

I can sense a demon within carries your name Oh Ethel, Dear Ethel I'll carry hurt to their divided hearts Somebody died on that dark awful night Somebody's bound to bear the price Unaware under a pale moonlight The runes will wake blood sacrifice The...

(To cut the strings, to end their lives No mercy, pity, no false disguise Morte, Amore, Death and Love Behold their pain from high above) Pale moon skies Witnesses of my inner pit of commotion Chaos rise! To desecrate my last hidden sense of devotion Loose l...

[Music / Lyrics: Aydan] Listen yourself talking words meaningless Listen, where are the emotions you feel? Take a look into yourself for a while What you see doesn´t scare you at all? [Bridge:] Balance on the edge of what´s wrong and what is nothing but A di...

Along the winding road, into the storm Far away from home Rain washes away the tokens gathered through life Where the snow's covering all around in a silence painted white Where nobody can recall your face at first sight Chorus: Read the lines that no...

[Voice of Fall: Damnagoras] [Summerplunge: Pauline Tacey] [Spirit of Spring: Laura de Luca] [Wintersoul: Jarpen] [F:] We're going to tell the tale of tales [Su:] Are you sure? Or a little story of fancy [F:] Seamen W: Dreamen F: Listen all! [W & Sp:] The F...

...lonely whisper... ...freezing my skin... will I ever live, will I ever see the dawn? ...my mouth tastes blood... ...decaying... my bones... will I ever live, will I ever see the dawn? will I ever kiss... kiss your lips again...? 

Sound the horns, grand is their call Blessing the triumph of the battle Nourished in blood, the pain of us all The outcry of our final rattles Rising in power, the glory of our kings Soaked in their moral, shame and filth Sold for a penny and sold for t...

I walk in silence Silence de mort I walk in silence de mort Every night the same old dream La fleur du cœur being slaughtered from within And I know how - I know now - I know how Every time I can feel, I can hear The taste of my blood, the beat of my...

On that summer's eve We have made a deal Endorsed by a seal We'd stay togheter Pain and fears to allay On that very day I trusted your prayers Lightweight as feathers We are destined to ache! Astray far away Towards the lands of the enemies Way to...

Your bright enchanting smile Reminds me of the day when I learnt That nothing lasts forever And your goodwill's just another hoax of your kind Time and time again That feeling had got lost and ever since I've tried to understand the meaning of My inner self c...

Devoid of life, lost and glum Silence devours flair, swears allegiance to its maids On the prowl of loneliness To geminate with harsh, fake resistance to my art Accept my soul Offer my toil to the poet's tears Caress my heart It's my black art to whisp...

Lost in memories of innocence I find myself amazed, trembling Directing glances to the setting sun, to the golden plain below The sea of green branches off the plain into an endless form of grace (mirroring the skies) I leave the legs twirling long the gra...

"Brimstone eyes she hath, Black in colour looking sad The hair like straw, her skin so raw... A debauchery decadent" Grandmother used to tell "beware do not go near the hut - I say!" It was believed to be the home of a witch - a house left in decay [Bridge:]...

Maybe I should cry, maybe I should deny My tired face looking so grim A jarful of thoughts is waiting under the sheets, Another sleepless night I don't feel ashamed, I feel no guilt I need to stay alive Since there is time, since the sands still flow I will b...

I wake up and I feel I was stranded In a world that hardly represents me Step by step I collect all my nightmares Like a modern Renoir I'm painting my life away Don’t you think that I’m not gonna worry Don’t you think that I don’t feel sorry Soon I’ll find my...

(Half my heart a gift of purity Half my heart a deadly curse Half will live in sweet obscurity Half will take me to my hearse) Two sided heart pushing to face another walk from the start Shifting my soul to what was heaven before and now's just a stain,...

Autumn has arrives, leaves are gone, the sky's in flames A crimson red is brushing the valley brightest light I remember my Novembers, ancient rites throughout the fog A magic melancholia surrounded all the plains A manifest of winds, the forces of the Ea...

From the branch where he dwells and lies Nature revealed in cloak of rhymes A verse, hidden mirror And from the treetop of an oak He laughed at people down beneath With his eyes travelling over the scene (so strange) He could mind-trace the flow None of them...

Across the muddy thicket, branches knitted and knotted Spirals of berries and thorns Where the dirty mud creek waters the underbrush Squires left the fields once lush A foreboding shuffling of hooves Resounded in the plain hushing the woods A pair of de...

Save me, seize me, I'm falling again The brightness in your eyes the silence of your cry is speaking louder Than the words you said to me, the notes created for you There's something in between There's halfway you and me where nothing was supposed to be...

You don't wanna see the other side of me Don't wanna get involved in my own situation You wouldn't believe in what you'd see Cause you think I'm just a loser crazy bastard I don't wanna run away - I just want you to get away Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonel...

I was told by my Grandma' Many years ago, I was just a child "Boy, go and grow as an honest man Look on what you've done with pride!" The years have passed I'm a normal lad I won't be named in school treatises But looking back on what I've done Yes, there's a...

Blind human beings Loading on other's shoulders the fruit of their fears The holes in their souls are filled by thick delusions Shallow assumptions and words rubbed in the face Of the ones who cannot bear the weight Of this mess – the distress - and the a...

A surge of crows, a foreshadow A loom of the one who is grand and potent A burst of unholy fire, harbinger of his arrival Fiery eyes of a black wolf Fair and righteous like no other Far from neglect and defiance, he will lead us We'll march onward to a...

And this journey begins -- with the beat of wings of lark Her wake ravishing - skyforged spark Gold-leaves are falling, all beasts are howling, the signs are clear! The forces are near - the crows say that someone will die Embraces and fear - they tell no lie...

It's time to make a choice No matter where it leads Decisions need to be taken Doesn't matter when No matter where The final curtain falls All the audience's gone The play has come to the end Change your acting clothes Clean up your face The treasu...

Gentlemen and ladies all please lend me your attention I beg your pardon for my cheek, please join this heathenreel Strange rules has this dance; suffers from a serious allergy Reddens and becomes so unkind, when people're acting just like you The regal danc...

On this night of Nights, She's coming my way Under this rain, dirty with agony and pain Mistress of Doom, winner of all fights My glance is reflected in the blade of the Scythe A sparkling golden sickle Mows down souls whistling in the air Reddens little by l...

Long the shores of a silent stream I'm picking up pieces of my life Finding out I was living my own dream Beginning once again I searched for themes that I never knew before It's like roaming a forest in winter searching buds buried in snow I learnt new langu...

"The terrible fear of not finding what is in your stargazing. The dread of showing who you really are inside, being aware of all your grey living within yourself. Does the little space between sleep and awakening, where you can still remember dreaming really e...

I saw a star tonight - It was beautiful, untouchable I saw a miracle happening up in the sky I feel I don't have the strenght to do what is right Oh what's right I feel everything's crumbling down And I try to survive I see a crack in the wall - It is happenin...

I'm slave to the arms of the Night and of the Shadows Caressed by the storms and the spines of wanton fantasies Filthy unutterable rites, of Pagan verity Adorned by magickal scars for the Ones who Believe, for the Ones who really Believe I raise a toast...

A slight call afar is tempting me Like a whisper sweet or an awful scream I cannot ignore what I've always been I am leaving again - one last time? Laid on the pale scythe of the Moon I play with stars around me The elvendom is now calling out my name...

As the ligths are growing dim Freezing cold, slowly is fading in Another Winter night will hold this wicked soul I will wait for the new Sun to rise Blind in darkness, witness my demise Another Winter night is so long... The lands are dressed in the purest w...

You wake up under pale skies, in a white and dragged dress Like a princess lost in melancholy in need of a caress With a bow I pay my reverence and invite you to bestir So please take my hand, I do demand to be my lady, I'll be your sir So here we are, we...

Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna face myself and run away ... in silence All the memories, sentences that I just didn't wanna say ...oh yesterday Walking in silence, I could face my fears and try not to forget where I belong - where do I come from? I wa...

Those days when nothing appeal pale were the glances of future Vital the essence of us Together we'd find a solution Those days the kingdom was ours Reigning over our landscapes All my domain for a heart And straight on the track again Where are now...

Since he was born, he'd tried to figure it out Searching for something, just to not moon about One day he saw a little red riding hood He fell in love and followed her through the woods Day after day he lurked with fear behing the trees Sure that a bad-lookin...

"The mother of pain, the mother of tears The blackest of tortures, the most cruel of fears Sweet and dreadful, white queen and witch Death, Death, Death is a bitch Death has the answers, your throat has the knife Death is a savior, life is a whore Morte, Amore...

"Lost in the sea, shipwrecked in a Dark Ocean of which you cannot see the bottom... you finally find distant shores on the horizon. And you are a castaway of unknown sands, fearful and alone. Gaze on the light in her eyes and follow her steps in the new land...

Concealed from the view Hidden from the knowledge of Men A little kind through trees it lives Nymphs of dark and lust "Fairy of bad fate!" Somebody tells he has seen Some of the little ones Some even that have talked with them So nice and handsome "Please, don...

"Do not allow anyone to repress your fantasy or kill your dreams. Keep on dreaming with your eyes and wint your heart. If you can dream it, you can do it (Walt Disney)." I remember a time when elves and fairies were alive I remember a time when magic playe...

(intro) raised in the company of Snakes The parlance of a Serpent Born from the caring of a Crow The acuity of a bird of Prey all appearances they fall When the Soul is Shettered and dear Reason back she Crawls when the heart is battered A sad s...

[Intro harmony:] "March to the tree" Step by step, we walked the elfdom as far as the pass of Helm Now waves of twilight wash our shields, shine in our swords We've reached the elfic mighty oak, over hills await the legions of the ogres With new sun the final...

There'll come a moment in life When you will realize You'll need a second just for breathing - breathing Don't have to fight the instinct And finally (you'll) say goodbye To bars and chains and to your prison - prison You're a man in black and white in a wor...

Read the words I collected for you Sing of drowning in lakes of your eyes Calliope lightning the stars above that pine To you, my beloved concubine I gifted poems of brine You were Beatrix, muse of hellfire, spawn of love As the winds inflate anger An...

Outraged by world's injustice As soon at home we beat our kids Out there our sons are rioting Our confidence is trembling We ruin our life to reach a scope And when we win we crash the hopes We dance between rise and fall No, we're not fucking animals [Choru...

For years disguised smiles were the only friends for me, for years I thought they were for real, I closed my heart and with my hands I fooled myself, Leaving me a pearl without a shell Then I woke up, then I woke up and found all that I left behind, I'm p...

At night I heard the owls say : "Find the truth beneath the stars You'll have to travel back to heaths of green... ...The entrance to the oak woods will be revealed to you A king will tell you to ride until..." [Bridge:] ... the leaves on the trees from blac...

At night I heard the owls say : "Find the truth beneath the stars You'll have to travel back to heaths of green... ...The entrance to the oak woods will be revealed to you A king will tell you to ride until..." [Bridge:] ... the leaves on the trees from blac...

"It is my ultimate tribute to all the free women fallen under the hammer of human ignorance. Most of us link witches to the classic image aroused by literature and later on by cinematography (like in W.Shakespeare's Macbeth for example): of ugly old women in...

I don't know who you are in the mirror I see you still wear a mask A disguise, a cure for all the madness. Why don't you get rid of the junk you used to wear in front of me, are you sure that you were feeling better. All the laughter, the good time c...