Desultory

Fumbling in frustration, inside soul torn apart Feel the loss of paradise, leave an empty heart Closing eyes will shut out, the warm light of a life Grip is fading slowly, for each day passing by The soul is bleeding from thorns inside Red blood is flowing in...

What is wrong with you, it's broken We are done, can't you see You're dying, how can you laugh at me This pain is nothing Defeated - broken - bleeding All I've got - is what I - was given And it's always one more lie Can't go on, can't go back And it's always...

I rise again, I am immortal I race through time, I live and breathe only fear My time is here, Mortals suffer for me I rule your fate, I decide what will be I'll devour you all You're mortal and weak I'll take your soul Domination I seek Follow me now, Foll...

Asleep again Darkness is ruling Within my mind I feel I'm flying slowly A dream so real Alive and frightening A grotesque sight My senses shiver deep inside These nightly scenes Now twisting my eyes I see it clear Painted up before me Forgotten place Buried b...

Your time means nothing, a journey for the sun. A change of wind and weather into a different kind. It's like you never passed upon this golden plains. Your life was just a flash, I wish I'd remember The morning breeze threw sand in my face But I will meet th...

The shadow still remain. Reminds me of the pain. It's shallow yet it's deep. But it's nothing we can keep 

Stare into the unknown See the truth reveal Turn away in helplessness Gaze upon the future Gaze into the black My bitter eyes reflects the pain Tear down the images Of what lies ahead When sadness rules my every move Tear down your hopeful thoughts Try to re...

I feel the touch of your hand sweeping across our land. I see the work of your hand spreading across our land I know the changes, they are temporary waves and they're never here to stay but hurry now cos patience just don't live forever and I feel like 100 ye...

Dead lines my view A hollow gaze in black Reflecting bitterness In sadness life is wrapped Eye's veil conceal Our pain that roam inside Days gone forever The years has drowned in time Life flows away before my eyes Waiting for light, another day dies Search...

Can you live this lie Can you breathe when nothing gains And day by day - we'll all just fade away My eyes were blind Moving on but going nowhere That feeble mind - would always grag you down Can you still believe Can you still ignore this panic Your...

A flesh wound - bleeding open It drains out all your hope Don't come closer, in here there is no air I'm that eye - staring at you now Fail to cry - this is the place where all the dead ends meet What gets - inside Always stays inside And all those screams wi...

Everything is hopeless now The water freezes me Loosing strength as time pass by No helping hands I see Try to keep my face above The surface touch my eyes My body will now soon collapse My veins will turn to ice I cannot feel my arms or legs The water chills...

Depression touch me, deep inside Emptiness fills my mind Loss of lifelust, loss of tears Veils of sorrow ending nears Loss of feelings, loss of trust All my visions turns to dust No one hears my cries Loneliness arise Trying to break free Severe reality Conf...

Marching through reality With a lie before your eyes Adapt and die In the endless maze of life Embedded in apathy See the future in the past Too weak to try To break the chain at last I stare into your eyes And I watch something die I turn away and run Into...

Why tell me why, we all have to die Pain and sorrow, inside of me Resurrection, will never be No holy father, no holy son Can bring you back now, forever gone Deathly loss rips apart everything that once was living Nevermore happiness, hopeless thoughts over...

Shut down, turn off - erase and forget My heart is getting numb My square, my circle - just walk this dotted line I cannot hear your scream - I can not, I can not We fail, succeed - it is not up to me I'm getting lost again - can't find you can't find me...

Tell me who I am. Look what I've become what I've turned into. I'm not longer me the one I used to be. I am made of stone and you better believe it's true Try to stop from falling down. You'll be in hell much faster than you know It's just not enough that I'...

I never thought that it would be Something like this, something I can't believe Life slips away, I'm begging for it to stay Desperate to stay alive Not ready for death, not ready for afterlife My struggle for life devours my everything Towards the light I str...

I can't ignore the highway, I've got it in my dreams. It's right beside my palace and just above the sea. I have the stars around me, sometimes I feel the world. And from the top of his lighthouse we touch the universe The western sky is bleeding, our view is...

Drained from wounds that you cannot see Carry nothing and have nothing to give Swim in chaos - smother in doubt A painful life now lies ahead Now - it's dark inside - memories stashed away Now - it's dark inside - shame and guilt is our child There's no light...

Dead light is shining through Spreading the years of grey Leaving our past behind Faces are turned away I watch you spread your wings With eyes of apathy You're carried by the winds Unchained and living free Castle of dying life Home of security Within the he...

Dying days of despair Are the mirrors of pain The glass in which I stare Are slowly building a palace in my mind Where the memories breeds my fear With halls of mourning and with walls of bitter loss The world around me dies As the seasons change The water tu...

Can't you read the patterns, can't you see the end what goes around comes around, here we go again yeah. Can't you read the patterns, can't you see the end what goes around comes around, here we go again yeah. Can't you feed your senses enough to realize to s...

Peel away the skin that hurts. Peel away the skin that burns. Turn away from all you know Turn away to save your soul Peel away the skin that's cold. Peel away the skin that's old Will I ever touch the sun again. Will it blind my eyes and ease the pain. Wil...

Soon after you finally passed away Your body will rot, start to decay No way to stop this repulsive destiny Maggots will devour what's left of you and me Intrude the inner organs, the flesh will not be saved The putrid stench surrounds the place where you are...

What is lost what is found We starve ourselves to death This is the pit - here's where I dig One on one, two on one - tear you down Break the will inside you - make you fit Beg for deliverance - cut your way out Hide my head in the sand Look away agai...

Crush the dreams within and do away with all the joy and pride. Leave the past behind just leave it all and heal the wounds inside. But I will never hear, I'll never see. I'll never ever trust again. But do you know and do you care, to me it's all the same Cr...

Scream to me, make me see why you are crumbling. Build a grave one brick each day, the beast is rumbling. Is it way too tempting to rape that crying child? Is it so addictive to tell another lie? Suck the space in million ways, the fools collision. The super...

Into the void of Accusation Into the point of No return Give me a shelter From your rain The fall of anger Storm of pain Our surface breaks in Agony Your bitter voice tastes Tragedy So here's the frozen silence The shadow of our lives The space between two s...

ears from my eyes Burning my skin, down on their way Bitter tears Filled with dreams, they flow away I had it all Like water it slipped between my hands It disappeared Lonely and cold, abandoned I stand All I was living for Now suddenly is gone All...

So call me the bitter man cos I do no longer care. Tear off my skin, look deep in my soul and I'll show the scars I wear. I'm not crying, I'm not crying, I'm not the crying kind but you're dying yeah you're dying cos you're the dying kind. And I've been to th...

You yearn for the sleep that will never come You cry out for relief Visions of a future that you'll never see Memories of the past Traces of sanity is soon to be gone Confusion is all around Truing to seek new ways out of this Only to fail once again [Chorus:...

All colours are gone I stay black to escape The grain in my eyes reeks of bitter regret Chasing those hours, wasting that time Try to hold on to the past, but the moment is gone And I can't wait for this life It's already over me And I try to slow it all down...

There is no truth - break the illusion Will you submit to this confusion We have no choice - breath out our sickness It's a mistake - it's a delusion We're all outnumbered - were all alone Let those sinners cast their stone Clear this path - road to dam...

As the moon lays its veil Over the blanket of snow The dark and ice-cold water Swirling by deep below I stare with absent eyes Into foam so white Water now in furious rage I'm paralyzed by this sight Waves storms as if in dance Making a living bed They climb...

Can't decrypt this code - can't hear you, you scare me Repeating history, this silence is deafening Advancing backwards, still counting, still hoping Throw it all away - translucent and hollow Can't give forgiveness now, it's tragic, pathetic Scriblling figur...

Visions sweeps across my mind The final call I hear Darkness falls eternally Inside embraced with fear Breeding fear comes over me Scared of what I'll find Darkest recollections Death intrudes my mind With open eyes I shall behold I'm not afraid to see What...

The cold cleanses my soul And reveal to me The harmony that long was lost It sets my spirits free At last I feel, I feel at ease The winter cold just grants me peace The bitter cold is here Light dies, I hear you cry A dismal life appear I live while others d...

I turn my face to a different place to taste the air they're breathing there. I race with winds through time and space to catch the marks they are leaving. Raging screams from killing streets. Their toxic wounds are bleeding I drink your rain and sail your wa...