Blindead

Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore— While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, Doubting... While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there cam...

And maybe it is the other way around If they're still alive haunting my frozen, rigid face And each time they visit they leave a spark Penetrating Suffocating Punishing me Punishing me They, The primal reason The force ripping from the bottom Forcing two mo...

One careless conception One life created Unlucky strange day One father, one mother One worse than the other One sick of anger One disease and one dysfunction One maltreatment, and malfunction One child Sensitive mind One broken tree Life taken away One espace...

Muted, distant, unrecognizable sounds… The city, the people, the kitchen, the bathroom, Places I managed to recognize After several days But not by smell I can't smell anything It feels like I'm not breathing My sense of taste also ruthlessly vanished somewher...

I wish I knew how to travel in time… I wish I knew how … I wish I knew how to travel in time… I wish I knew how … Cruel betrayal No one wants to be alone My prison My gateway My freedom My salvation My prison Ghost not seen in a thousands of years Awoke from t...

Ani lekkomyślnie, ani bezboleśnie Bezlitośnie Ani tak Nie, tak Niewiosna 

Sun, praised is your might Look what they've done to my eyes Wash them with your light And grant me your guidance For I am blind Make me Ascend Among Stars To earn you grace I will kneel To earn you love I'll disappear Further than sky lies the grea...

My place My tomb Rest with no view of the world. My desire Stronger than throughout the lifetime. Dominates the forces of nature Conquers the worlds neatly hidden away from me. How beautiful it is to destroy one`s body ... Devoid of cognition ... To learn Ho...

Selfishly Never did we mention Their names Our names Lost in the image Born of reflections Of our prolific Imagination Convulsing with Shivers With a single touch of the Brush We quivered Never Knowing why ... We Dying for sheer simplicity We Searching fo...

Nights dark beyond darkness And the days more gray Each one than what had gone before Dust and ash everywhere. Charted and limbless trunks of trees Stretching away on every side Ash moving over the road And the sagging hands of blind Wire strung from the bla...

Devouring Weakness Overwhelming Alienation Pale landscape Slowly brathing in Deporting poison Feeding with sacrum Procreating personality Drowning in sin Healing impurity That is my body This is my flesh I owe you nothing - nothing... God I wa...

Drug Disorder Bleed forever Cold... Broken... Destiny... Lighting in my head Wath me fall Pain of harvest grows My soul is a storm Skin and leather... Cold... Victim... Misery... Bleed on feather Slain... Lighting in my head Wath me fall Pa...

You have waited eons to meet us Risinigup high with your peaks Touching the clouds Caressing them You made the sky smile `its this blackness that Affected you so. As no one feels safe in the dark And children in the least. Darkness is like a dreary and absyma...

Youwere the life ... My anonymous philharmonic All my notes I composed for you For you were the music You were the sound I dreamed on throughout the wars And you absorbed and stifled tears Misfortunes and changes But you failed to feel me For you were all unc...

I dared to look Where mortals cannot For that I've been chased And devoured By those I've trusted the most Led by their lust Stronger than their love And now they mourn Yelp, whimper, howl To ease their pain Sculpture they raise Carved in finest...

Gone As tomorrow is only for one of us I have to swalow this bitter taste of loss Those things that I own I cannot give them back Gone No tomorrow will arrive for you this time Numb and alone I still follow Throughout the frozen veil Of a cold white pl...

Our hearts slow down Down to that calm place Where there is no one else around Our souls breathe out Up high in the highest mountain Where there is no one else to bind Our tears dried out Gone with regrets we've buried deep underground And we come clea...

Since you left me I'm lost In maze full of wonders and awe Change comes often with a cost Acknowledged only after the loss Nights are colder, days are darker Wind blows stronger, time runs faster Seasons fading, wounds ain't healing I am struggling to...

Look All that we ever thought Those dreams we had Slowly fading It's done There is nothing left As we freeze in the light Shadows descending For all that I have been or could All that I have never done but should I rise this cup full of doubts that...

Who once was feral, free and wild Among the birds of prey Who once had a purpose in his life Crystal clear vision of himself Who sang all of sacred hymns of hunt Yonder worthy is the prize The planets were aligning The sky wasall binding Young blood...

Hear me Silence plays a role in a process of damage Impulse of my innerself indicates my flashbacks Rythm, such a slowly sonic flow of destruction Sound, that makes my body rapture Hear me To make this possible With another heart attack I crawl on my knees...

Memory of Loss Through your tears I watch you bled all alone Through your eyes I cut your wrists so long Through your tears I speak for you my unborn Through your mind I cut your throat wide...open Memory of loss Hold by fear Broken womb inside Ne...

Mindscape Open up your mind Help yourself Adopt to surroundings Lose your mind Become one with others Free ride alone Free ride once more My mind is on the edge Closer to the edge I'm left to my duality On your knees Give me your soul Vengean...

My life begins again I wish it would never end Mommy, I'm here for you Daddy, I'm next to you You fear me more and more Pity and cruelty Sunk in dark misery God, how the stars did fall? You never speak my name The eyes oddly Innocent I'm bleeding out my tears...

She was always the one and only Strong Proud A mount of stone amid countless stares She, always lost in reflection so deep and distant, vaguely disturbing She, whose gist is hard to define. Wanted to be properly understood Consistently lost in a long and stub...

Często jest tak że nie A potem coraz częściej jest tak że nie A potem zwykle jest tak że nie I potem zostaje już samo nie Niepowodzenie za niepowodzeniem Ale posłuchaj co się stanie Jeśli to niepowodzenie będzie powtarzane Niepowodzenie Słyszysz? Co...

Rok 19', wiek XXI. Jezus Chrystus - jego ciało. Symbol jego ciała - opłatek. Ludzie nie przestali! Tylko on teraz leży na patenie pokruszony. Biały. I teraz różnica jest taka, że on jest nosem wciągany. Rok 19'wiek XXI. Albo Wiek XIX, a rok 21'. Be...

See those spawning circles on the sea? Let our hunger burn Let the cycle last Let our hunger burn Let the cycle last Let our hunger burn Let the cycle last See those spawning circles on the sea There it sleeps It is almost in my reach See those cri...

Phaze I: Abyss With Helplessness I Cursed God... and Wept in Terrible Silence Everything I Loved And Everything I Lived For... Gaze into Inverted World Where Drowned Sins are Cycling Deranged by Agony madman staring back At Me ...born from oblivion, b...

Phaze I: Enlightenment The Curtain is Up Naked Thoughts approaching beginning Facing Truth with The Boiling Blood Journal of Pain is Written The Curtain is Up Naked Thoughts approaching Mind is Calling Sands of Time Headache Grows please take me Th...

Phaze II: Phenomena Bleeding Through.... my Scars Im save Now........my chilling Gods Reach out........to come out oh my chilling Gods my intense images laughing and dying hysterical depression soul on drugs waiting for overdose character disorder so...

Phaze II: Symmetry White, gray Visual pHenomena White, Blue Waterfall illusion Textures Background Illusory replacement How to find an Order How to find an Order pay attention when I show you Symmetry organize your gaze perception Symmetry its Fea...

Phaze III: A Nice Night for a Walk Never ending highways are extended gutters and the gutters are full of scarlet time grinding clock is devouring my alcoholic freedom drop by drop minute after minute surrounding echoes hollow river is burning eye...

Phaze III: Blood Bond Seal me Seal Me in you For I have structured my spirit in cascades of flowing molecules Seal me now for this is what your regressed mind is absolutely dreaming of Invite my essence with your lustful wrists and fatigued eyes so...

Phaze IV I must wear a mask with a face in my hands I am drowning in smoke. Painting your lips with sins and sick guilt Into dreams I run achieving desiring calm I am floating in steam I experience hallucinations but I am convinced they are justified e...

12 lat, 12 lat Nie żyje, żyje nam I jeszcze raz, i jeszcze raz Nie żyje... Umarłeś... żyj Dlaczego? Po co? 

I. I can speak again, call you, I. forsaken, fading ailing, void I. I am afraid now I. The great bear drowning in the sand and reaching out I, the one of endless sentiments I want to see to be unchained I, a temple in the tempest I, once desired, ha...

Slowly crawling on my mind It was growing in my head It was always in my head Craving I cannot ignore Slowly growing in my heart Tension like insanity Figures of life arise! Let the human crawl In passion through shadow and light To gather obsession Sensuality...

Leaving the chaos behind Straight paths lead me far away Beyond the mountain of pain Endless journey To the place of peace I can reach the shining stars I can reach the burning sun It's my paradise asylum Kingdom of me Kingdom of purity It's my paradise asylum...

Suicidal Feel that In the deepest Darkness Of Despair Feel Somewhere deep inside I'm gonna end up what I've tried Visions Dark suicidal visions Can't regain Balance How can I Stay alive When my brain is trying to kill me? Visions Dark suici...

The Time yes... I've commited crime 

Blackened are the wastelands after the flood My heart ran cold after I saw what damage you’ve done Devil on my shoulder whispers in my ear Choirs of angels are silent as they all disappear And I’ve embraced all this knowledge And I raised the tower Up t...

A gdyby tak chociaż w jedną wiosnę wejść Po dywanie co by go nam drzewa z czerwonych zlożyły liści I żeby tak lało Może wtedy Chociaż i tak nie jest powiedziane, że nie jest za późno Że nie przeskoczyliśmy Że spadamy Nie i tak nie ma znaczenia