As It Is piosenki

[Verse 1] All the stories my father told They spoke of your golden heart Now the air in the room is cold As your memories fall apart [Pre-Chorus] (You fear the silence) So I keep the words coming (You only remember that) Once all the clocks stop runn...

Tell me again Tell me every way I failed you Tell me everything Everything you think but never dare to speak Compared to you I'm a statue That everyone sees through If no one else would miss me Then I'd like to think you would This dependency Will s...

I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself 'Cause I swear that this is hell The way I desperately try to save myself 'Cause I can't save myself A single breath in empty lungs That's all I got left gasping for air And a bad idea branded in...

You've got everything to look up to from the bottom You've got everyone else to compare yourself against So forget it, you're forgotten in a world so disenchanted Always asking, never knowing Is it just you or everybody else? We're the kids who are dead...

You don't say what you mean When you say I'm what you need You tell white lies from your heart of gold I'm not the place you want to be I’m just the places in between I feel complete but uncomfortable I get distracted by the greener grass But I always f...

Forced smiles in picture frames Memories of better days All these white walls that look so dark at night Scared kids sit on the couch Mom and dad take final bows And their hearts break as the chapter reads its end, its end [Chorus] Looking for an answe...

It really hurts to know that I'm why your bed's half empty Why you sleep alone or just stare up at your ceiling And if you're a mess, god knows what that makes me 'Cause the weight from all my guilt is all too much for me to carry I'm sorry Am I all that...

What good is a life When you live it ashamed? I dream just to be halfway But all I am is the product of wasted effort and best intentions If the only place I belong is an afterlife that I just can't believe in At least I'll know I was born so not everyo...

You're terrified, fighting and flailing at the future Just back down All you defy you can't escape so make the best of it The rest of all you have is running out fast But maybe all it is you need is someone who has been there first and knows their way arou...

A decade's worth of damage done in unsaid words We both know that's not what you deserved There was always love, it was there but never spoken of You held on when I was not enough It's a shame, this has taken me so long to say Hey Rachel, I'm sorry I w...

There's no god if this is all there is for me, A temper and conceptions that I'm lonely. When death comes, I'll be ready, But I'll waste my life preparing. There's so much more to life than breathing. I see life through a dog's eyes, A world in black...

We saw our breath under the streetlights on the coastline But we were warm with cheap coats on and the glow in our eyes Anybody with half their mind would’ve kept warm inside But we’re young and have a point to prove, so let’s do this in style There’s...

How long's it been since I was young? Fifteen years since wooden guns, Six years since playing board games was anywhere near fun And it'd be over-dramatic to say the world forgot about me on its way But that's not always enough to keep cursing the whole of...

More thought is less than said More thought inside my head Hard times and violent times Closed eyes and still framed minds Cause all thoughts, hate modern words It’s not just, the truth that hurts Scars heal, but never stray Well I see another day Anot...

[Intro] Inside as the rain came pouring down It can’t wash away all this hurt that haunts me now [Verse 1] Inside as the rain came pouring down I’m losing touch with the only soul I’ve found Desperate delusions are all I have Just to keep me hanging on...

I often think to myself, "Don't let your guard down." But my fucking useless arms are always tired I'm worse than I've ever been I used to find comfort in how everyone's got problems And it's selfish of me But I'd rather just be fine I take precau...

I don't know if I've been worse I don't know if I can change But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay I felt a year's worth of hurt and sadness catching up with me The sky I painted to silence the pain, it is bleeding into grey I don't k...

I think it's time we talk, say everything I know a secret that your eyes won't keep That you're the author of a tragedy So tell me how it ends [Verse 2] You have a stubborn heart I can't persuade I'll say three words you won't reciprocate I know you wa...

My early memories only come in handfuls And those that follow span a decade uneventful They live in VCRs that play my scrapes and scars on a screen for all 'Cause I was never one to look at them as anchors But something lighter like a souvenir or postcard...

I want to cross stitch shut my eyes Wage a war on the world outside Brace the barricade in my mind, But that’s alright I stretch the truths ’til they lose shape As support beams bend and break Watch reality’s slow cascade, But that’s alright And I’ve...