An Amiable Medley

it’s a circular path of reoccurring events that keeps repeating itself over and over again but all i’ve really leaned is that what’s done no matter who gets hurt 

stay away or wait for me sunshine i still think of you, as if you were still mine now i'm not as selfish as i used to be if you really want to go, just leave but i'm, well, i'm still in love with you and i grasped you first whether or not you want...

buried between my blankets and sheets watching a movie by myself and i'm feeling alone more than i ever have before i met you and i know you've got your problems and i'm not saying i could solve them but i, yeah well i i've been searching for some p...

think i'll lock myself in my room get too drunk and think about you and i wonder why i'm alone i've got no redeeming qualities for all that's wrong with me when all i think about is how to further and please myself and i would like nothing more than...

so what are you playing at is this your idea of a game i don’t want to play i’d rather go home and have dinner all alone and watch a movie some japanese feature length but i surround myself with people that can’t help but make me feel any lone...

here’s blood on the walls and there’s blood in these veins did you think that anything would change when you left him to deal with what you couldn’t handle yeah you left him to deal with what you couldn’t handle when you grabbed your fathers gu...

oh my god what a waste of time i've been searching for some meaning but i can't find anything at all but i feel my brain growing in my head as my bones stretch out more skin will cover them i didn't even notice how slowly my life has passed me...

i quit my job and i skipped town i have a habit of running away from what i can’t fix in my broken head and from those who care about me oh and all my friends will i remember them surely we will forget all the songs we used to sing as if i...

the way i feel around you is wrong but we’re still continuing we don’t get off the bed too much nor do we even get along and it seems to me that your heart’s displaced if you follow me please don’t slow down my pace with every step we take ma...

the most beautiful thing that i ever saw was you sitting drunk on a couch singing along to your favorite song won't you sing with me come on, i'd like to hear you sing but i called you once when i was drunk but i don't remember i just saw y...

well, i hope you've learned cause i have learned that with more time the less it matters 

i’ve got these empty hands filled with past regrets and i feel so old, i feel so old but we were just kids then well, how was i to know? yeah but i can feel you now like i felt you then when i was young and i was dumb that’s the way it was not how...

i’m giving away all of my things i’m staying with a few friends before it’s time for me leave then i’ll head east back to oklahoma so that i can die in peace so i can finally sleep 

i am so tired of living this silhouette of an existence i've got no self control no morals at all i'm 19 and i do just as i please with no sense of purpose or direction i'm destined to fail and make all the wrong decisions and choices so who am i to...

i woke up to the telephone you asked me how i was i said, i don’t know oh i work, i eat, i drink, i sleep i work, i eat, i drink, i sleep is this really why you called is that what you wanted to know you said, i haven’t bled in 18 weeks i’m th...

i woke up today in the same that i’ve done for the past four years thought a lot about how things turned out and i’m glad i’m still living here but if i showed up today would you say hey hey hey i still love you, i still need you i still want you an...

you're looking like a ghost on my computer screen and i'm trying to find the words to say no, i don't mind staying up all night if it means i get to hear about your day you haven't been coming over lately it's probably why i've been getting more sleep...

and i liked the way you felt in my armsandhandsandstuff i felt like i could break you, if i wanted to i felt like i could love you, if i wanted but all i really want right now is to bend both of your arms and legs stretched out across my bed with my...

where did our time go yeah, i don't know did i let if fly right out the window well, i don't know i don't know but baby please will you remember me as someone who loved you and loves you still but i guess i don't i guess i don't i can't...

let's bury ourselves shoulder length in the miry clay where we can eat and drink and sleep all god damn day underneath the trees and their leaves in the garden we'll lay where no one can see no one we'll see 

well, i walked around my hometown just hoping i’d see you drive by but i didn’t see you drive by then i went back to my mother’s house i laid back down and i thought about how even the best of memories will fade yeah they’ll be erased well, no...

so i've got a bank account a steady job, 8 dollars an hour but still i don't have anything i want cause you can't buy love with a credit card but i'm getting bored of getting bored and i just don't know what to do anymore i fall asleep around five or si...

i guess this is the part where i grow up and i realize that i'll never understand i'll go my entire life never knowing who i am yeah, i guess that's the part of growing up i guess that's who i am 

i never thought that you would go somewhere i couldn’t follow or take a plane, train, ride my bike or get an ex girlfriend to take me to you so we could drink so we could sing 

i’m tired of this city i want to leave the country i want to live somewhere else where i can lose contact with my new friends and forget all my old friends and become someone else who thinks before he talks and who listens a lot someone who’s not afra...

Every morning I wake up alone and make my bed folding sheets and tucking in corners trying to make myself think coming home alone won’t be so bad. and some nights I come home to a girl who spreads legs and bends knees like a sheet of origami whose...

i called you to tell you that i have nothing left to say to you or to give to you and i think you should change your number i called you to tell you that i don't want to hear from you so don't call my phone don't leave me any voice mails to hear in...

i remember all of those sundays spent in service where we looked ahead and we listened in but i don't think he heard us so i followed you like your third shoe but i don't think you noticed you told your friends we were cousins and you showed me coo...

i'm so glad to have had someone like you in my life though you've been there this whole time i guess that i was blind now i'm leaving in a few weeks i'm going to get out of this state and maybe someday i'll be what you want a need that probably...

i’ve been thinking of leaving so i’ve been saving i opened a new bank account where i can dump all the money that i’d be spending trying to fill this empty shell and i know you too are lonely but i can’t help you when i can’t even help myself...

my thoughts get stuck between my tongue and teeth my brain never lets the words out and if they come out, they don’t make a sound they don’t but i get stuck in between these things between what i want and what i know and what i need but what i need i ca...

i washed all of my clothes my blankets and sheets and pillow cases too and i vaccuumed my room and laid on my bed stared up at the mountains in my ceiling and wondered what the hell am i doing here being alive can be so lonely sometimes but i am glad...

drunken hands and cigarette breaths yeah i won't mind or get upset if this is as close as i get cause i'm probably too young i'm probably just a fucking joke that you can laugh about with your best friend that you can laugh about in your head...

i loved you, well i used to but i don’t know what that meant before but i wanted to be different i would have given my whole life for you now it all seems so over dramatic yeah it all seems so fucking stupid cause i’m not seventeen or the p...

you used to say that you loved me now you don’t even want to touch me even when i put you in my mouth even when i don’t spit you out will you help me clean this mess up i forgot to eat, i’m such a fuck up will you love me when i’m older and will...

tomas, when i think of you the room starts to spin and my world comes unglued like a pair of tennis shoes i’ve worn too long but can’t seem to lose like this photograph that sits on my window pane right next to another photograph that i can’t seem to...

put down your phone don't hang out with your new boyfriend does he lie to you the way i used to does he love you the way i still do i'm not mad, i'm not upset over what's been done and how the way things have been it's just the way it is so i come ho...

how long’s your hair grown is it pass your shoulders are you still in college yeah i just started i’m studying eastern religon and i’m learning a new language maybe i’ll find the words that i’ve been looking for something other than i’m so so...