Abysmalia

When you are bare naked before the surrounding world the insecurities translate to turbulent and paralyzing fears Dictating everything including your thoughts that foreshadow each and every single one of your deeds indefinitely The path is wide open for t...

Deep inside this mind, there's nothing to be found Shivering solitude and absence of reason, light and sound Washed up remedies putting pieces back together Empty Bordeaux glass on the table with this letter I look at the paper, think about the closing li...

The following words are those of a man with a heart in its right place So would you please comprehend this duality of a heinous shape Autophobia - the extent of this is as of yet unknown Autophobia - for the redemption of our woes Autophobia This time...

Applaud the invaders Who feed their opinions to weakling minds Violating their rights to obtain their own convictions without any fear Hereditary / stupidity - conclusion endless / misanthropy Violation - they show no sense nor pity Annihilation - under...

Deep in mind - where dreams are born - there's nothing to be found In a place of emotional chaos, there's nothing truly profound By a sickening reverie, I can no longer find peace Only fear and desperation - all good has already ceased Stripped feelings o...

So bring me the reasons for the thoughts that weigh me down and subsequently expose me to the guilt of forbidden allure Tell me the origins of the behavior that has set the tone for the altercations with my conscious identity For I am nothing short of hum...

Trapped inside a neurotic shell of oblivious coldness Introverted in an existential void of timelessness Yielding into self-abusive madness as a scenario (all emotions escalate) Shackled by the vultures of treason, Horus will dialate Trapped inside the dimmin...

This time We come full circle Reverse all the guilt With which I had to carry on This time I express my gratitude To whom I never addressed Of the joy you've given me This time I confront the horror Of the guilt I gave myself Something I will neve...

To the one who sailed insidious seas, Sought endeavours corroding our plea I hereby declare your claims inane And cast a virtue to render me sane (again) Conclude insanity to the one who still can't see What's the ideology beyond this treachery Consp...

There's no moral to justify the tyranny you put us through How the hell did this conclusion appear coming out of the blue? There's nothing you could do or say to make it go away I don't care of your life in denial, it just doesn't work that way For su...

Let me tell you 'bout a kid who never got to grow up without feeling himself unworthy and vain Instead he was disapproved for where his desires led him feeling safe and secure You refused to listen, to support to comprehend Rendered my endeavors foo...

At night I listen to the sound of no one sleeping Fainting sunlight treating mind with pressured yearning How long until collapses arrive? Pass the time please, 'cause here is all that I'll be needing Rather watch the naiads and sinners bleeding, weeping...

A childlike conception of world Innocence wrapped in a heartful of gold Tailored to serve the values of life With just enough love to get by But the demons weaken strength from him Obliterates the will to resist giving in From a sanguine heart of...

We're left all alone, with our own deficient image Compressed with all the boundaries that should improve the stability of civilization INIQUITY - you forget about the truth we're all human You beat the beaten til we all wonder why there was no one to take...

(Instrumental) The Relinquishment Motif [Music by Jouni Koskela, April 2009] 

I remember the time everything was meaningful All challenges to overcome with a dash of hand This pact of divine alliance was to never decease And we imagined nothing could destroy such peace While temptations became the flesh of our enemies The fear of...

They all lie to you straight in the face They're all against you She's cheating on you Your only friend is the bottle They all want to see you down on your knees Everybody hates you 

As years gone by, I've had this on my mind; (I'm) to tell you the story where all of this began 

Some time ago a boy became a man Unable to take heed on all the reprimands Unequipped to see the consequences of his deeds But justified his acts telling wrath empowers sickly needs This travesty is sickening me Confined to your decay akin to virule...

Boundless human stupidity Lose the grasp over control to acknowledge the facts Poison apple toxicity Deny all your deeds to conform, state the obvious Wreckless disobedience Hatred is the only way to survive through all this Open moral boundary To not...

Close up the streams of morbid affection Bring the world to its knees by this stale neglection We stand alone in lines - against the defeat Plagued by defenseless fear, positioned to retreat He who stands on the great white throne We will come to know hi...

So now enough time has passed for me to understand the gravity of this treachery I must submit myself to admit defeat transpire my travesties and take the fall Revoke no reason and plead guilty Instantiate humility by claiming the loss At loss for words...

Drawn down from the face of the earth to reconcile all the sins of mankind He who stands on the great white throne shall smite the enemy blind ENEMY! "For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that each one may receive what is due him for...

Lay down the memories you’ve achieved this far Puzzle together the pieces you've built from your scars Read between these lies and seek for absolution Eternities facing this obsolete tribulation Now, as this hypnosis recedes, and you finally awake You are awa...

It comes with the waves, beyond the tedious magnifying lenses Shadowed by yet another doubt to compromise the safety of mind Inebriated by the currents of thought, the shattered faith Rebuilt under pressure while all the choices appeared untimed Prone to...

In the place we spent our youthful years We were being neglected, even rejected Caught between our most profound fears Held confined in resentment, withdrawn from contentment Mother help me, don't avert your eyes; Save me from this horrid sewage of...

You are the one inside my eyes Within the sketches from my childhood You are the one within my veins Beneath the veil of my open heart You are the one around my age Asleep against my dreams awake You are the one beyond each soul Ascendancy from all the...

I was born under lights of a flickering blunder, dignified by subliminal slumber Scarred by irreverent truths about what these walls have witnessed Magnified by the fact that all covered up the tools I was raised to praise In time the illusion cracked, I...

Shipwrecked on the sea of delusions - still trapped in this coil of illusions Defile the overflow of agony and rage Obscured, uncured, imbued with profound anxiety Rest assured, there's time for me to repay what you've done Rearrange, disengage this failu...

To understand the concept of love and all that it means to oneself Takes a contrast to the outside world and what the others have defined I can never be the person you need But I can try to make it worthwhile And it will be as genuine as it gets All i...

They think they eradicate their impact on the things that make me fail Another useless trial on facing another day How are my defects fixed if I can't exclude their faces away This erratic puzzle I cannot solve today And as I walk around all the thoughts...

Welcome the serpent tongues, those wanton fools Unfurling their sickness via immoral tools Infest, infect, invade our privacy VIOLATE - the abscess ready to burst They throng in crowd to purge Until blood begins to surge Wolves among wolves Bow down o...