Abated Mass of Flesh

I’ve seen the deepest parts of me Stripped away and contorted by sin I’ve seen the joy and security fade Felt the breath of lucifer down my neck Dwelling in mortal decay Choked on the lie For far too long Resistance is lost In the lies of your deception Libera...

For too long I’ve choked on the lies and the devious schemes you conduct/Distortion of the focal path/Waiting for the aftermath/Breathing in the will to deconstruct/Justification/The foundation you can never reach/Sanctification/The departure from the death yo...

"God my God, why have you forsaken me? Far from my deliverance and the words of my groaning" Empower me Rip the impurities from my heart I’m listening to the songs you sing over me Mighty you are, shaker of the earth Conduct us in your ways Define us by your...

Sowing the seeds of wrath How these words devour Some shall grow Some will be choked Rip our cursed selves From the hold of thorny tongues Devouring words From repulsive throats The stench of the decomposed Lingering unto infection Forgiven...

And so here I am on this journey My mind contorted with corruption Feeble and frustrated with my failures Give me strength o, Lord Why do I continue driving in the nails When I know You feel the pain Give me strength o, Lord 

Behold the Deathcrusher The armageddon The apocalypse The crown is upon his head Who can come against Who can withstand At his feet, all will confess Human hands cannot corrupt Human tongues cannot defile In his midst, nothing is hidden His existence covers th...

Ashes of mortal remnants Withered into dust The plague of humanity Drowning beneath the flood Bound by promise Afflicted by consequence To seek a new dawn From the ruins of ridden mortality What will we seek That needs to be found How can w...

How much longer until I see the end For I know my days are numbered Mind runs astray Contaminating the peace within me What means of solace What means of escape When I curse and cry out Your name I see myself upon a cross a shame Condemning all...

Freedom will be declared in this life Freedom to assist and express love To my brothers and sisters To the law I am dead By the Spirit I am led Teach me to control myself O, Lord Show me the meaning of patience And to abound in the ways of the Son 

Lord, You are the light Move me through this world Lift my spirit Give me pure mind Give me pure heart Satan has no place here I will overcome 

Trapped within Your eyes Between fear and shame This part of me Hid in my apathy Transmission lost As vile thoughts consume me These binding scales And grace You’ve given clearly What more than to acquire When I have nothing left Barrier of...

Have Your way with me Lord Disipline at its best Teach me to lay my burdens Before Your feet And refuse the sin within me Your anguish released me Your courage fulfilled me May the world know I serve A humble King that is never ashamed To accept a heart as bla...

Fragments of who I was are now exposed before me Offering decay Offering defeat To return to the grave/to return as a slave Mangled in the likeness Of self inflicted crisis Feeding on the righteous Spreading like a virus Obstruction of progression Festering on...

What is the meaning of life Our purpose here While idly I roam about the earth Seeking, searching Answers escape me As soon as I can almost taste it It slips away again Defeat swallows me whole Consuming me in impenetrable darkness Is this al...

Rape the mind/Infect the spirit/With images bent on destruction/Fulfill the fantasies of the flesh/Bowing to its instruction/Lead the slaves to an endless path of self indulgent devotion/Tear away the search for release/To progress in Godly notions/This is the...

Given over unto death Life shall have its way Infectious state of stillness Birthing life into this glory Nourished in darkness Waiting for the light Shrouded eyes and pain untold Death shall bring true life In the womb of death All to be rev...

Comprehension fades/In the wake of vile desecration/In a Godless age/Clinging to a fallen nation/Rape, murder, genocide/Contorting my beliefs/Bloodbath from every side/Restless internal grief/Watch the earth decay into the cesspool of our decline/The human rac...

Only through my trial I have come to see the selfishness within me To be partial with my King and favor myself How long Lord will I let this continue? The evil desires within me Thank You for taking this to the cross For giving Yourself So I don't have to live...

At the mouth of the tomb Come forth tribulation "My eyes are open, I see the end. The end of the world welcomes us home. Home in the Kingdom or death in Hell." 

As days fall behind me Submissive perceptions relay my failure Mockery resides in Your courts From the mouth that spat in Your face Yet, forgiveness lit the flame Mercy You’ve shown is mercy unknown Hiding in the shadow of an opulent grave Careless was this...

A familiar place/A cold embrace/We are so hungry/We are so hungry/Deprived from the frame of your existence/Suffocating on deceit/Crawling through the shards of disbelief/Parting the scars of ambitious desire/Infecting to decomposition/This is your diet of des...

Blood and sweat drip down Battered and bruised tissue swelling Skin hanging in strips Scalp pierced with thorns Weary and worn Crushing weight upon him Trail of blood leads to the site Arms stretched out as nails enter his wrists Binding him to wood Ghastly fo...

Day by day I tell myself I am a failure I mock Your words I spit in Your face You forgive me How can You forgive me when I can’t forgive myself? I was once a careless man Using You for comfort not listening to Your word I abused You I tremble at Your word wit...

I see this man hanging on the cross Naked and cold As his blood pours out I stare in wonder Is this a reflection of my suffering? Could such be done for a man so vile? So much blood, so much flesh Disfigured beyond our likeness Who could endure this? As suf...

Saul I am A mere reflection of the man Of the man, I've become 

And I shall seek Your face In depths of agony Your grace falls upon me Rendered by the might of Your hand You will sustain me Who am I? To earn how you define me Who am I? To return to what is dead Awakened From the binding torture No longer ripped...

How it must have felt 3x Devouring the sacred flesh Composed of purity Mangled in pity From a wretched committee Corpus Christi Stripped down, naked and bare Vision gory Revealing the glory Completing the story Of momento mori Nails piercing the skin Veins...

Power uncontained Presence absolute Bringer of true justice Whose name is rebirth Rejecter of the grave His mouth speaks truth He shapes the mountains and directs the winds From the dawning of time He always was Author of light Bringing forth existence Fortres...

Once here, only a breath Vaporized into the unknown Like a whisper, quiet enough to forget To remind you why I am there Like a fraction of the pain unseen Soon a memory, later to forget But a chill will call you back Swift like time, I pass on th...

How do You see me through Your eyes/Are You ashamed of me/They say You suffered on the cross/And paid my penalty/Circumstances, second chances/I live my life on repeat/If You’re the God that they say You are/Can Your hand reach me/In a time of my emptiness/Thr...

My God where do You want me? Where will You take me Lord? Teach me to fulfill the plan You have for me For You allow all things to grow I have rejected Your ways To pursue my own And it's left me with hopeless feelings Show me my efforts are worthy Test me wit...

Who will save me from The beast I've become? Who will take away The shame within me? I am filth But there is One Who made me clean This body is death His Spirit is life I am made whole Through His righteousness I have accepted the Father And the Father sees me...

Move through the day You're worth everything Everything to Him Look the world in the eyes No turning back No going back Holy is the Lamb Giver of new life Secured in The blood of Christ Submit this dead flesh Release all control Made right in His sight All w...

Maybe you can hear the screaming The screams of self punishment The hollow cries from this repetitive condition Maybe you can see the way The way their actions became their fall And took it’s toll upon the innocent Maybe you can say Say this life was more than...